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Chapter 176 The decision was too sudden

The TV series filmed by Director Gu and the TV series filmed by Director Yang were released successively.

First, the TV series directed by Director Gu started to air, because the early publicity was good, and I have become more ordinary recently. The netizens were either out of sympathy or pity, or Huo Hua's fans who didn't care about me, or Also, I don't care about the actors and only watch the TV series itself, so this drama has also achieved good results.

The ratings of the first episode achieved a good score of 8.1%, which surpassed the ratings of the first episode of any of my previous works.And the ratings continued to rise; by the time of episode No.11, the ratings had reached 14.9%, breaking the previous record.

Director Gu was so happy that he couldn't keep his mouth shut, saying that he was right to choose me as the heroine, and Huo Hua was also a good choice for the male lead.

But it's not - who is Huo Hua, the great film king, it's only to blame if he can be wrong.

Director Gu should be happy. After all, this is the last TV series he filmed in his life, and it can still break the record. He is naturally happy. From this point of view, the mentality is still very important.

Director Gu should be happy, but I don't understand why Ye Xi is so happy, with a cheerful smile on his lips and eyebrows, he looks the happiest in the world, I don't understand.

Ye Xi snorted and laughed: "What do you know, the high rate of rejection of this TV series shows that the audience didn't dislike you because of the previous incident, but liked you even more. Don't you think this is not worth being happy about?"

As she spoke, she hummed twice: "Look at those damned directors who still dislike you." Realizing what she said, Ye Xi quickly covered her mouth, rolled her eyes, and quickly changed the subject: "In the future, will you I can receive a good script, shouldn't this be celebrated? Right??" He grabbed my arm and shook it twice.

I knew Ye Xi was taking the opportunity to divert my attention, but I still heard him say: "Those damned directors despise you." I suddenly remembered that when the accident happened, Ye Xi kept telling those directors and producers Call up.

Those people... either didn't answer the phone directly, or hung up the phone immediately after hearing Ye Xi's voice after answering the phone. Even some directors who felt that they had a good relationship before practiced saying sorry after listening to Ye Xi's narration , they can't help us, and they also say that they can't do anything...

They can't help it, but what about those investors...

Hehehe... Can't everyone do anything about it? Some even spoke ill of Ye Xi.

That period of time...it really felt dark when I think about it.Except for me, even Ye Xi and Zhou Mingyu were not allowed to go out. They were chased by paparazzi as soon as they went out. Zhou Mingyu had to resign and stay at home. Life had reached a point where it was impossible to continue.

When I think about it, I really feel very dark—if I can, I really don’t want to use the word darkness, but apart from the word darkness, I really can’t find any other suitable words to describe the situation at that time.

I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I really don't want to think about it...

I raised my hand and patted Ye Xi's shoulder. Since Ye Xi wanted to change the topic, I naturally couldn't get entangled. I laughed along with Ye Xi: "Yes, I can receive a good script, but..." I said to Looking into Ye Xi's eyes, she said very seriously: "I don't want to be acting anymore, and I don't want to be an actor anymore."

This idea has been around for a long time, since I came back from abroad alone with big bags and small bags, it was not sudden.

I am not a person who likes fame, fortune and power. Entering the entertainment industry is to change my life at that time, and on the other hand, it is because of Lin Yue; now my life has changed, even if I am not an artist, I can still be very good The most important thing in life is Lin Yue...

It's just that when I came back from abroad, I was caught in the middle of right and wrong. Although I was not a brave person, I didn't want to run away, so this matter was dragged on like this, and it dragged on until now.

Now is the right time to quit.

The TV series I starred in broke the ratings and was recognized by the internationally renowned director Yang.

Except that I am a little sorry for Gu Dao and Yang Dao's cultivation, everything else is just right.

It's just that Ye Xi couldn't accept it a little bit. He opened his big eyes that were already beautiful, and looked at me in a daze: "Why?" A particularly classic sentence: "Am I not doing well enough?"

Then immediately said: "I will definitely work harder in the future."

"..." I really don't know how Ye Xi got so many endorsements with her stupid look.

I remember when I was at the negotiating table before, I talked about everything in an orderly and shrewd manner, why now...

It's really shocking.

I couldn't help laughing out loud, and then said a very provocative sentence: "Leaving at the most beautiful time will be remembered by people." If nothing else, Lin Yue, if he and I hold hands for more than ten years For 20 years, I'm afraid I'd get tired of facing a face every day. Even if we parted at that time, I wouldn't miss him as much as I do now, and be reluctant...

I used to watch variety shows, and saw a judge say: Some people are destined to be passers-by in your life, but they become frequent visitors in your memory, but they are only limited to being guests.

The same is true for things. Some things are destined to be just the scenery on your life path. You may remember them after passing by, but they are limited to remembering and cannot become permanent.

This is exactly what the career of an actor is like for me. It is one of the most beautiful scenery on the road of my life. There have been joys and laughter along the way, and of course there have been sorrows and pains, but now... everything is not important anymore.

This path was chosen in the first place because it was a shortcut.I can catch up with Lin Yue as fast as possible.But later... when I was really on the road, I realized that no matter how hard I tried on this road, it was impossible to catch up with Lin Yue.

... No, it should be said that no matter on that road, no matter how hard I try, I can't catch up with Lin Yue.

I am a lazy person, I like to live a leisurely and free life, and I don’t want to chase fame and fortune. This kind of life is not what I want.

The reason why I have persisted for so many years is because Lin Yue is here, and I still want to live a good life with him.

But now it's different, he's engaged, and I don't have to try so hard.

Maybe you can really go to a remote town, adopt a child, open a grocery store, and raise a few chickens along the way...

Well, this life feels pretty good thinking about it.