gender doesn't matter

Chapter 149

In the evening, Zhou Yanan asked me to stay with him. I thought that I would not be able to sleep when I went back anyway, and it was very uncomfortable to lie alone in an empty room, and I felt more and more lonely. It would be good to stay with Zhou Yanan. people.

Man is a strange creature.I don’t know if it’s because of the group average or because of me personally. Sometimes there is a person by my side, who obviously does nothing and does nothing, but as long as I know that there is someone, I feel at ease.

It seems that in this way, I am really not alone, and I will really not be lonely.

I clearly know that this is just deceiving myself, but I am willing to deceive myself like this, thinking of me now.

Zhou Yanan put down the mobile phone in his hand and asked me to bring him the robot we bought today. I dug out the robot from a pile of gifts and brought it in front of Zhou Yanan.

Seeing the robot, Zhou Yanan's eyes lit up, and when he saw his arm in plaster, the light in his eyes instantly faded, and the light in his eyes turned into deep depression, and he looked at the robot unwillingly.

In the end, he suddenly turned his face and concentrated his gaze on my face, looked at me 'affectionately' and said, "Why don't I tell you to pretend?"

Although Zhou Yanan was asking for my opinion, there was too much eagerness in his tone, making it unbearable and reluctant to refuse.And it just so happens that I really need to find something to do, to divert my attention and stop thinking about it, so I readily agreed to Zhou Yanan's request.

Zhou Yanan made a gesture of ecstasy when he heard it.Then with the momentum of thunder, he stretched out his good hand and quickly grabbed my arm, shaking and shouting: "Ah! Ean, you are so kind." He pulled his hand back and pulled me to the ground. In front of him, he immediately stretched his arms around my waist, put his head on my waist, rubbed against my waist like a puppy, and muttered: "Ean, I knew you were the best .”

It was baffled by Zhou Yanan.

In fact, this is nothing at all, as long as it is a friend, even the most ordinary friend will do this, not to mention that he helped me so much before.

But Zhou Yanan didn't think so, he was still rubbing his black head on my waist and saying words of gratitude.

In the end, I couldn't stand it anymore, he was thankful here and there, obviously he was taking the opportunity to eat tofu...

I don't believe him that much.

I stretched out my hand to hold Zhou Yanan's black head, pushed it away, and slapped off his hand that was still hanging on my body, got up and took the robot parts and put them in front of him, and disassembled them.

"How do I do it?" Actually, I had toys before I was eight years old, such as Transformers Popeye and even some limited editions... Later, after my parents had an accident, the house was auctioned off, and I didn't even have a home, let alone Say toys.

Then, grandma passed away.

I went to an art troupe, where at the beginning even eating was a problem, not to mention toys, but later I got a little older, and I did a lot of things. I have my own tips and money, but I no longer have the playful heart Childlike innocence.

If it wasn't for Zhou Yanan's suggestion, I'm afraid I would never touch robots again in my life.

He lowered his head, glanced at the large and small parts on the coffee table, and felt a little throbbing in his heart, as dazed as a child.

"Bring over the manual." Zhou Yanan stretched out his hand to heal the box containing the robot parts: "The manual should be inside, you can look for it."

I lowered my head and pursed my lips and smiled, but in fact, I still know this.But since Zhou Yanan had already said that I couldn't get his face off, I nodded and stuffed my hands into the box, and took out the instruction manual.

The instruction manual is densely packed with words, and there are some pattern examples, which are very clear, even if I haven't played with toys for a long time, I can understand them.

But Zhou Yanan sat on the sofa unwilling to be lonely, and stretched out his good right hand to ask for the manual. I shook my head and smiled and handed the manual to him.

Zhou Yanan took the instruction manual and looked at it for a while, and began to instruct me ~ operation: first bring that over, yes, that’s the one, then that, um, that’s it, put these two together, the lower interface, yes it’s there...

The two of us, Zhou Yanan, said that I installed a robot, and finally installed a robot. Looking at the robot on the coffee table, I felt a little excited, and it seemed that even the grief in my heart was reduced a lot.

At night, he fell asleep.

It was Ye Xi who called me to wake me up in the morning. After waking up, I quickly washed up. Ye Xi and Minghui came over just after washing up.

Ye Xi is quite a conscientious kid, and he didn't forget to bring breakfast when he came.

I finished my portion, and as for the one sold to Zhou Yanan, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to eat it.

Zhou Yanan was still sleeping when we left, so I wrapped it up early and put it on the tea table. Although I don’t have to worry about the food going bad in winter, it will get cold.

What's more, the aunt who brought him breakfast should come in a while, so naturally there is no need to eat that breakfast.

It would be a waste if I thought about it, but I've already stayed in the hospital, so that's the only way to go.

When she arrived at the set, Sister Li began to give thousands of instructions, from how much to wear, what to eat to what time to go to bed and when to wake up, Sister Li spoke out her own experience.

I'm used to it, and everyone is used to it.

So, as soon as Sister Li opened my mouth after I sat down, everyone slipped away with oil on their feet, even Ye Xi fled away to nowhere.

"..."

In fact, when I first listened to Li Jiadong’s parents, Li’s family, I was a little annoyed, but I kept holding back because of face, but gradually my thoughts changed.

I thought of my mother, the woman who left me and jumped off the building with my father.

The memory is already very vague, I only remember that she is very beautiful.

No matter whether she goes out or not, she always dresses herself up beautifully every day. She always says that a woman is someone who pleases herself.

And the one who pleased her was naturally my father, so when my father passed away in an accident, she left me and followed him, leaving me alone and pitiful.

In fact, I blamed them at the time.

Since you are unwilling to be responsible for me, why did you give birth to me; since you were born, why can you walk away so gracefully, and let me climb in the world of mortals at such a young age and be destroyed by others.

It is impossible to say that there is no complaint, especially when I first came to the art troupe to learn singing and dancing, I was not allowed to eat, drink or sleep if I couldn't sing or dance well.

At that time, I really resented and even hated them, hating them for being cruel.

Later, I found that resentment has no effect, they will not come back, and I will not get sympathy from others because of this, it will only make my life more miserable.

So, don't want to hate.