four dead games

Chapter 17

Before the scene in front of him was about to disappear, Han Yang hugged Ouyang Zheng tightly. When he opened his eyes again, the cold night had been covered by the magnificent dusk.

This is a small park next to their community. There is a construction site nearby. In the orange evening, you can still hear the sound of cranes operating. The high-rise buildings in the distance are all bathed in the warm light of the setting sun. Han Yang feels When the person he hugged tightly moved and looked away, he saw Ouyang Zheng raised his head.

"You weighed heavily on me."

Still with those lifeless black eyes, Ouyang Zheng looked at Han Yang quietly, and Han Yang only now realized that in order to prevent Ouyang Zheng from disappearing midway like last time, almost his whole body was on top of him.

"Sorry." Han Yang quickly let go of Ouyang Zheng and stepped aside. Ouyang Zheng slowly stood up straight from the ground.

"I won't kill you." Han Yang first confessed his thoughts, while Ouyang Zheng scratched his head that was hurt by Han Yang, and focused his attention on Han Yang.

"why not?"

The line of sight was still faint, and Han Yang became inexplicably nervous. Everything was the same as that evening in the second day of junior high school, even the slightly humid and hot wind was the same. Han Yang breathed the familiar air and stammered a bit. up.

"You said it yourself, no one wants to die."

Ouyang Zheng lowered his head after listening, looking a little disappointed, he fell silent, while Han Yang stood there and looked at him, the churning emotions in his brain seemed to be about to explode, and he couldn't calm down at all.

It was a feeling emanating from the deepest part of his heart. He looked at the person in front of him, and intuitively felt that something would be said soon, and the words that had not yet been spoken made him feel slightly trembled.

"Han Yang, I actually like you very much."

Ouyang Zheng hesitated for a moment, and finally said it. In fact, this was Han Yang's expected answer, but he was still completely stunned, his brain cells seemed to be exploding in groups, and his face became hot.He raised his head and looked at Ouyang Zheng. This was the first time in three years that they met each other's eyes. Just like that afternoon, he stood here, and he never said what he wanted to say to Han Yang.

As if they had returned to that time, the two of them stood in place, and the familiar breeze blew by, blowing everything back to the original point.

Ouyang Zheng's gaze was still indifferent, but he couldn't suppress his inner feelings at all when facing Han Yang.After finally saying it, Ouyang Zheng lowered his head and let out a breath, as if he finally solved the extremely difficult matter.

"This is the first time I've said this to you. In fact, I wanted to say it a long time ago, but I couldn't say it then. In fact, I can't say it now, but maybe this is the last chance."

"Ouyang..."

"I like the way you play basketball, I like the way you smile, I like how you hook my shoulders and tell me what happened today, I like how you read a book by the window in the library, and let the sun shine In your body, I like all the appearances of you in front of me."

Ouyang Zheng looked straight into Han Yang's eyes, the silence there made Han Yang tremble and flustered at the same time.

"You are always so dazzling that I have to look at you, I..."

……

"Is it disgusting?"

There was no way not to look forward to the answer to this question, Ouyang Zheng's face finally changed, it was begging Han Yang to say 'not disgusting'.

Shaking his head, Han Yang directly vetoed Ouyang Zheng's idea, just like people who are being confessed for the first time will be overly agitated and can't even say a word due to nervousness. Han Yang wants to say something, But he faltered and hawed and couldn't even make a complete sentence.

"Han Yang, I hope you live."

Ouyang Zheng closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there were no waves in his eyes. He picked up a steel bar with a particularly sharp front end on the ground, and Han Yang had already guessed what he was going to do next.

"Ouyang Zheng!" Han Yang's nerves reacted faster than his thinking, he ran over and grabbed Ouyang Zheng's hand holding the steel bar, and Ouyang Zheng locked Han Yang in his arms.

What followed was the pain of the internal organs being penetrated.

Han Yang's pupils dilated, and the focus of his eyes fell on Ouyang Zheng. His expression was distorted because of the pain, and Ouyang Zheng gently pressed a gentle kiss on Han Yang's forehead through his hair.

"I'm sorry, Han Yang, I'm really lonely by myself."

"Hmm..." A stream of blood gushed out of his mouth, and Han Yang's body began to twitch due to the pain.

"You said it, and you will always be with me in the future." Nostalgicly kissed Han Yang's eyebrows and ears, and the blood flowing from the corner of Ouyang Zheng's mouth wetted the broken hair by Han Yang's ears.

Losing his support, Han Yang fell backwards, the steel bar pierced through his body, and Ouyang Zheng, who was hugging him tightly, was also pierced through his lower abdomen.

A mouthful of blood gushed out of Han Yang's mouth, and he hugged the person pressing on him tightly in pain, while Ouyang Zheng's head rested weakly on Han Yang's shoulder, and the heat on his body was fading rapidly.

Ouyang Zheng said that he hoped that he would live on, but he really couldn't stand being alone at the last moment of his life. It would be too lonely to die alone like that.

"Okay, so I can pay off the debt owed to you."

Pulling out a painful smile, Han Yang closed his eyes, feeling the smell of Ouyang Zheng for the last time.

A faint, unknown smell, but reminiscent of sunshine and green grass, and a transparent stream flowing with clear water.

"I hope you won't meet me again in your next life." Ouyang Zheng's weak words came against his eardrums, Han Yang no longer had the strength to respond to these words, what broke through his sense of smell was the earth-shaking pain.

I wish I could still meet you, to make you so lonely... Whether it's your only friend or someone you've loved so hard for so many years, I'm not qualified.

If this is the best ending--

I'm sorry, I didn't let you get rid of that loneliness until death.

The majestic and magnificent day and night in the sky have been handed over, the clouds that have been rendered by the scorching sun slowly sink into the horizon, and the distant and dazzling starlight has spread unknowingly in the vast sky, and has spread to the entire cool dome.

The boy's breath had cooled down, and the professor, who was dressed like an ordinary person, was sitting on the swing next to him. Looking at the boy who had been pierced through his body, the corners of his mouth sank, and he smiled sadly.

Ah Zheng, my son, the son I have loved for five years.

Although it is not my child, it is as pitiful as me.

Until the last second, Han Yang didn't hear the phrase he wanted to hear the most, if there wasn't the phrase "I like you too"...

So no matter how long the company is, it is meaningless.

Ouyang Beiyan raised his head, the starry sky in the distance flickered lonely, and the most familiar scenery witnessed his final demise here.

Perhaps this is enough, the last obsession was finally broken, he saw Ouyang Zheng die in front of his own eyes, the demons in his heart were gone, the hostility was gone, the sky was more beautiful and clear than ever before.

Ah Zheng is your son... your favorite child.If you want to get too much, you will lose it. Opening your arms to someone who doesn't like you is tantamount to embracing loneliness in a wishful thinking. This should have been experienced as early as when you first fell in love.

Ah, but, who will still remember what he looked like at the beginning...

I absolutely don't admit that I don't love you. It's because I love you so much that I twisted into this way.

Even the hair became transparent bit by bit, Ouyang Beiyan sighed, it was a long sigh from the distant past.

Bowl.

Even the distant stars in the sky gradually become blurred, the whole world begins to disappear, things that did not exist in the beginning continue to disappear, and things that do not belong here will also return to the dimension that belongs to him.