flawed

Chapter 115

Qi Nuliang's reaction was all within Jiang Yu's expectation.

He'll be in disbelief, he'll have an emotional breakdown, he'll refuse to accept it.Jiang Yu didn't know of a better way to make him accept all of this, but the complete destruction of this relationship was bound to happen.Only in this way, they have the possibility of establishing a new relationship.

Jiang Yu dared to do this because he expected that Qi Nuliang would not leave him.The fact that he killed his own father has become a strong chain, enclosing him by his side for life.From this level, Jiang Yu has actually got him.

But it wasn't what he wanted, and he couldn't control his feelings.There is no true emotion that is not eager to give back, even if it knows it will hurt the other party.

After a night of struggling and suffering, Qi Nuliang went out at dawn.

Jiang Yu stood by the window and watched him.

As usual, Qi Nuliang went to Liang Mazi's breakfast restaurant across the alley.A few minutes later, he returned home with the breakfast packed for Jiang Yu.

Seeing someone enter the doorway, Jiang Yu hurried back to his room.

He guessed that Qi Nuliang definitely didn't want to see him now, maybe he would pretend nothing happened again.But Jiang Yu also knows that once some things are exposed, there is no way to restore them to the original state.They will take root in Qi Nuliang's heart, and one day, Qi Nuliang will have to face up to his feelings.

Unexpectedly, Qi Nuliang entered the house and knocked on his door directly.

"Are you awake? Come out and have breakfast."

It's still porridge and salted duck eggs, as well as two white steamed buns and a box of pickles.

I have to say that Liang Mazi is indeed a good picker of salted duck eggs. When he peeled off the green eggshell, he poked it with his chopsticks, and the red oil flowed out.

The porridge that has just been cooked is very hot.Qi Nuliang went to fetch the electric fan and blow it on Jiang Yu.When Jiang Yu was eating, he sat beside him and smoked, like countless mornings when they were together.

Seeing that Jiang Yu didn't like the pickles he brought back from the store, he said, "There are pickled radish in the fridge, do you want some?"

Jiang Yu nodded.He looked at Qi Nuliang's back as he went to get him some food, and felt that things were different from what he had imagined. He originally thought that Qi Nuliang would hide from him for a while.

"Are you going to class today?" Qi Nuliang sat back beside him and asked.

"I'm going, it's the last class today." Jiang Yusheng was afraid of being left alone, so he tried to find something to say, "I will pay the tuition fee after the class. There are more than 3000 in total."

"It's good to be able to make money."

Today Qi Nuliang didn't hide from him, nor did he get angry.Suddenly such a calm compliment made Jiang Yu feel a little complacent in a relaxed state, and said quickly, "I will make more money in the future, and I will support you then."

After finishing speaking, he felt a little regretful, for fear that such words would irritate Qi Nuliang at this time.He hurriedly observed Qi Nuliang's expression, but found that there was no abnormality in the other party, he just said: "It's not your turn to raise me yet."

After smoking a cigarette, Qi Nuliang pressed the cigarette butt on the ashtray on the table, looked at Jiang Yu and said, "I haven't been to college, but I heard from the college students who came to eat barbecue in the store that college can't just bury your head in your studies. You need to take part in more activities, join a group...the group is still something. At that time, I will make a girlfriend, and have a romantic relationship on campus when I am eighteen or nineteen. After I leave the society, the relationship between people will become complicated. Such pure emotion."

Jiang Yu finally understood that he had said so much, but he wanted him to have a girlfriend.

"I don't like girls."

"You haven't liked it either, how do you know you don't like it?"

"My own affairs, how could I not know." Jiang Yu put down his chopsticks, looked at Qi Nuliang, and said helplessly, "Brother, I like you, I won't like others."

He looked at Qi Nuliang as if he wanted to get angry, but he suppressed that anger, and he was a little powerless: "I can't tell you clearly. You are still young now, and you don't understand many things. Wait until you grow up." , you know how stupid your words are now."

"When I'm older, I'll still like you... For example, when I graduate from college, will you accept me?"

"Accept you what?"

"Accept me as your object."

"..."

Unable to say anything, Qi Nuliang took the chopsticks from the table: "If you don't eat, I'll take the bowl away."

Jiang Yu snatched the chopsticks: "Eat it."

"Hurry up if you want to eat. You have to make up classes in a while, so check the time."

Jiang Yu quickly swept away the food on the table, and when he picked up his bag and was about to go out, Qi Nuliang took his arm and said, "Be careful when riding a bicycle."

Jiang Yu drove all the way, and the haze of the Cold War that had shrouded his head for a month finally dissipated.He felt that what he said today was Qi Nuliang's performance of accepting the reality and making concessions.As long as he grows up, matures, and becomes a real man who can be independent, the other party may accept his feelings.

Because I am in a better mood, even the efficiency of class has increased a lot. The class that was originally scheduled to be finished in two hours ended in an hour and a half today.In the last half hour, he randomly took some questions for the students to do.When the students were doing the questions, he started to lose his mind again.

Jiang Yu recalled Qi Nuliang's every move, every word, every expression this morning in detail.

He did act too relaxed, as if he didn't regard Jiang Yu's feelings as pressure.The "storm" that happened in his room last night was like a hallucination, besides, Qi Nuliang even slapped him.

Thinking about it before, whether it was him stealing things or encouraging Rong Xiaodie to run away from home, Qi Nuliang never beat him.Since beating him, it means that this incident is worse than those two incidents in Qi Nuliang's mind.

Since it is so bad, but this morning is such a diametrically opposite attitude, I have to say it is a bit strange.

Figured it all out in one night's sleep?Is Qi Nuliang such an open-minded and easily persuaded person?

Jiang Yu suddenly remembered a detail, Qi Nuliang was still wearing the T-shirt and shorts he wore when he came home yesterday.The clothes must have been soaked with sweat several times, and there was still an unpleasant smell on them.He slept through it for no reason and woke up with a dirty T-shirt from the day before.Qi Nuliang wasn't so sloppy that he would go to bed in such clothes, it must be because he didn't sleep all night.

Didn't sleep all night, but acted to himself that nothing happened... Jiang Yu pushed the table and stood up.

"Mr. Jiang, what's the matter with you?"

"I have something to do. Today's time is not over yet. You do the questions first, and I will find time to talk to you before school starts."

After speaking, he walked outside quickly, and met the parents of the students who were preparing fruit: "Xiao Jiang, why don't you go after eating some fruit?"

"Sorry, I have something to do today."

"Then wait, I'll get you the money, it's the last class today."

"I'll come back in two days and explain the last exercise before paying the bill."

After speaking, he ran downstairs quickly, got on his bicycle and ran all the way home.

Qi Nuliang, what are you thinking?

The bus bound for Nanquan City has already left Hongcheng.

Buses in small county towns have to stop several stops around the city until they are full.After the car drove out of the urban area and got on the expressway, the conductor began to sell tickets with the ticket box between them.

Walking to the middle row, the conductor kicked the luggage blocking the aisle: "Your bag? Stuff it under the seat so it doesn't block the aisle."

"Sorry." Qi Nuliang quickly stuffed the bag in.

The conductor asked again, "Where are you going?"

"Does this bus go to Nanquan East Station?"

"arrive."

"I'm at East Station."

The conductor tore up a ticket and gave it to him: "25."

Qi Nuliang paid the money, crumpled the ticket into a ball and put it in his pocket.He leaned on the back of the chair tiredly, looking at the passing scenery outside, the sleepiness gradually filled his eyelids.

He spent the whole night thinking about it, until the end, he still couldn't understand it, and couldn't digest it.Even though he couldn't figure it out, he still made a decision after extreme tension and suffering.

In order for Jiang Yu to go to college well, for him to return to the right path in the future, and to forget this short life derailment, Qi Nuliang had no choice but to leave.

He had contacted Deng Jianghua before, and knowing that he and Sandong were both in Guangdong, Qi Nuliang decided to go there first to see if there was anything he could do.In addition to the 1000 yuan in his pocket, he left the bank card with money to Jiang Yu, and also left a note telling him that he would transfer money to that card in the future.

Finally, after hesitating for a long time, he pulled out the calling card and left it on the table.Since you want to completely cut off the child's thoughts, you can never have any contact with him again.So be it, as long as Jiang Yu can get better in the future, it will be fine.

When the eyes are closed, the eyelids are warm and moist.All the scenes flashed in my mind were Jiang Yu's face.From a child to a teenager, to the present tall and handsome appearance.In just a few years, Qi Nuliang seemed to have lived a lifetime.

These years with Jiang Yu were the only sunny days in his life that never saw the sun.Raising him and sending him to school was the only meaningful thing he could do with his rotten life.Enough is enough, God has given him enough, even if he is separated forever, because of this experience, he no longer lacks the hope of living well.

What will Jiang Yu do when he sees the note he left?I will definitely be angry, sad, and maybe cry.Thinking of the child crying, Qi Nuliang couldn't stand it.

But many things are like that, even if you are angry, even if you cry, you have to do it.It's okay to cry.

Qi Nuliang sighed softly and wiped his eyes.

At noon, the bus took him to Nanquan East Station.But today's ticket is gone. The latest bus to Guangdong departs at [-]:[-] a.m. the next day, and there are only hard seats.Qi Nuliang paid for one.

After sitting at the station for a while, I felt a little hungry.I went out to have a casual meal, and sat on the side of the road to smoke.With so much time, he didn't know where to spend it.He didn't have much money on him, so he had to save money, and he was absolutely reluctant to open a hotel by himself.

Thinking that the station was very close to the shop of Fifth Sister who tattooed his arm before, he paced over there.I don't know if the sisters went in when the gangsters were cracked down.In fact, the sister is quite nice, and I don't know how she is doing now.

Sure enough, he arrived at the place in half an hour, and when Qi Nuliang looked for him, the shop was actually still open.

Someone recognized him first and greeted him, "Brother Qi, why is it you?"

Qi Nuliang took a closer look, and the person who greeted him was the same person who attacked Fifth Sister back then.

There were no customers and no one else in the shop, Qi Nuliang asked casually, "You are doing it alone now?"

"There is another apprentice who went out to buy food. Brother Qi, have you eaten yet?"

"I ate." He smoked a cigarette and handed it to the other party, and asked, "Fifth..."

Upon hearing this title, the other party's expression immediately dimmed: "Fifth Sister was sentenced to eight years in prison."

"then you……"

"I'll just open the shop and wait for her to come out." The man suddenly took an album and handed it to Qi Nuliang, "Let's not talk about these things. Brother Qi, do you have tattoos? My craftsmanship now is comparable to that of Fifth Sister back then." Do you want to try it?"

Qi Nuliang knew that getting a tattoo here was expensive, so he simply refused, "I don't have any money."

"I'll do it for you for free."

Qi Nuliang was puzzled: "Why do you have to do it for free, so you don't get tired?"

"See if my apprentice has really become a teacher." The man pointed to Qi Nuliang's arm.

Qi Nuliang picked up the picture book and flipped through it casually, but he didn't actually plan to get a tattoo: "Do any pictures?"

"Do both, choose the one you like."

Qi Nuliang smiled: "Forget it, I didn't..."

Before he finished speaking, he suddenly stopped moving, and the flipped title page of the album stopped on an image of Guanyin sitting on a lotus.

Avalokitesvara has a beautiful and kind face, with a pair of compassionate eyes under the slender eyelids that are squinted.Those eyes looked at Qi Nuliang, making him inescapable, as if they could understand everything about him, forgive him, and protect everything about him.

He should carry this god and Buddha on his back for an eternal atonement and prayer.

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Return to the current timeline in the next chapter, it is recommended to go back and review the next chapters 1-7O(∩_∩)O