Fiend ABO

Chapter 81 Zhu.

Jiang Lu saw Xie Linjun standing there the moment he went downstairs.

There is serious thinking in my mind, is it a hallucination?or reality?It should be an illusion, after all, Xie Linjun was so angry that he had already left.

But he still ran over without hesitation.

The movements of the limbs were faster than the brain, and when he lowered his head and grabbed Xie Linjun's sleeve, the big knife hanging above his head finally fell down.

It's real Xie Linjun, not an illusion.

Why didn't he leave?

What are you looking for him for?What should be done now?

Jiang Lu didn't think about it at all.

He was only belatedly frightened.

Xie Linjun didn't speak at all.

Ever since Jiang Lu rushed over and grabbed him, he hadn't made a sound, as if he had merged with the wall behind him, just staring at Jiang Lu's whirling hair.

A taxi driver who was off the night shift caught sight of the two of them sheltering from the rain under the eaves, stopped the car, honked the horn, rolled down the window and shouted, "What's wrong? Do you want me to take you home?"

"No need," Xie Linjun said at this time, "Thank you uncle."

The driver nodded, "Go home early!"

Xie Linjun replied "OK" again and the driver drove away.

With the driver's interruption, the silence between the two subsided temporarily.

Accompanied by the gradually faint sound of rain, Xie Linjun said, "What are you doing?"

Jiang Lu didn't know what he was going to do, he lowered his head and stared blankly, shook his head, and said nothing.

"Then you go up," Xie Linjun said, "I'm going back to pack my luggage."

Jiang Lu didn't let go of his sleeves.

It was as if he wanted to glue the sleeve and his palm tightly together, and he was reluctant to let go at all.

"Jiang Lu," Xie Linjun's tone was very serious and indifferent, the indifference that was rarely seen since they met again, the alienation breath almost sprayed into the internal organs, but Jiang Lu just held on to his sleeves and did not let go. "You asked me to go."

Yes, I asked him to go.

So what's going on now?

"I..." Jiang Lu shuddered, but couldn't explain why.

All this is so inexplicable.

He raised his head, wanting to see Xie Linjun's expression, but the surrounding was too dark for him to see clearly, so he could only take a closer look at his expression by the light of the dim street lamp not far away.

It was an expression of indifference towards strangers that he had never seen before. Xie Linjun was trying to pull his sleeves out of his hands, as if you would drag me to take off the clothes for you.

"I'm sorry," Jiang Lu suddenly yelled loudly, stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect to yell like this, but after yelling, he simply let go of Xie Linjun's sleeve, grabbed his arm, and the voice was loud He repeated tremblingly, "I'm sorry."

Xie Linjun didn't speak.

After Jiang Lu said sorry, he fell silent. His lips trembled several times and he wanted to say something, but the words always reached his lips and he couldn't get out. He was always like this. He couldn't say what he wanted to say. He put a lot of it on his mouth, and he always did.

But he can't do that anymore.

Xie Linjun will really leave.

I will never look back in my life.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry," something hit his arm, and Jiang Lu saw that it was a drop of water, but it was hotter than rainwater. He was stunned for a while before realizing that it was his own tears, and his voice also carried it With a hoarse cry, "I'm so scared, I'm afraid of killing you, I'm afraid you will be tied here for the rest of my life...for the rest of your life, do you understand? You can't go anywhere, and go crazy with me here, I'm really afraid, Xie Linjun , I'm really afraid."

Xie Linjun still didn't speak.

Jiang Lu couldn't see clearly anymore, his tears didn't flow like this except last time when his mother died, one drop after another completely blinded his vision, "I was so scared, that's why I wanted to push you away, What if you are killed by me? What if you can't fly even if you pull me?"

"I have to stop taking the medicine before. I have to prevent those medicines from making me unresponsive and memory loss so I can work hard to keep up with you. What should I do if you are so good and dragged down by me? I'm sorry, I'm really sorry," Jiang Lu cried. Fortunately, the sound of rain was enough to overwhelm his voice, "I thought you and I would be fine if I pushed you away, but I can't, I'm going to die, Xie Linjun, please help me..."

"Why are you dying?" Xie Linjun asked, "Didn't you stand up well?"

"I didn't stand up well, I can't stand anymore, please help me," Jiang Lu raised his other arm to wipe away his tears, raised his eyes to look at Xie Linjun, and just about to speak, tears fell again, "I'm not normal, I have a problem with my brain, and many times what I say and do will fall into a very strange circle, you know, it will be fine when I come out, you wait for me to come out..."

"Then what if you can't get out?" Xie Linjun still had the same tone and expression, raised his hand casually, and touched the back of Jiang Lu's neck, "I'm waiting for you to kick me away, and then go back to clean up Did things leave in despair? Jiang Lu, do you dare to say that you have truly trusted me from the beginning to the end?"

"No, I want to come out, I will come out," Jiang Lu sniffed, his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and the volume was much lower than before, but it was trembling and he spoke fast, " I believe in you, I only have you, why don't I believe in you, I can only believe in you..."

"So?" Xie Linjun asked, "So what do you want?"

what do i think

Jiang Lu raised his hand to wipe his tears again, he clenched his teeth, his mind went blank.

Maybe I don't even know what I want.

Obviously he took the initiative to push Xie Linjun away, but when Xie Linjun said that he was going to leave, he felt very uncomfortable.

The contradiction is like two souls living in the body, each occupying different thoughts, occupying the high ground of the brain at any time, and directing the body to do various contradictory things.

Xie Linjun sighed at this moment.

Those indifferent and alienated expressions disintegrated instantly with this breath, like a soldier finally took off his helmet and armor, and the softness and delicacy inside should be expressed to the right person.

Jiang Lu has reached his limit.

No more words can be said.

Pushing it like this will be counterproductive.

Xie Linjun let go of his hand touching the back of his neck, lifted it up, and landed on the top of his head in a gentle manner. He rubbed his soft hair with his palm, "Then I'll wait for you to come out."

Jiang Lu clenched his lips and stared at him without speaking.

"For the last time, I will wait for you to come out," Xie Linjun said, "If you push me away again, I will really leave."

Jiang Lu was stunned for a while, then came to his senses, let go of Xie Linjun's arm and raised his hand to hug his shoulder, opened his mouth and bit hard on Xie Linjun's shoulder, accompanied by inexplicable grievances and the feeling of stability after finally landing, in his throat He groaned inexplicably.