Fiend ABO

Chapter 78 Knife and Sugar.

Xie Linjun wasn't just looking around on the street aimlessly.

He first went to search around the previous home, asked the workers at the scene if there were any teenagers who broke in without permission, and then went to the school.

Then there is the cemetery.

hospital.

... and the alley where he was drugged by An Qi.

But there was no trace of Jiang Lu anywhere.

Where did he go?

Where can he go?

Where else can he go? !

Xie Linjun was holding a breath in his chest, he couldn't let it out, he couldn't swallow it, he always felt that his legs would go limp and kneel on the ground in the next second, and he couldn't get up again, even breathing was an extravagant hope.

But he had to take a step forward to find it, to look around.

It should have been discovered earlier, it should have been guarded at every step, and it should have cared more about him instead of giving him a certain amount of free space as those bald experts said.

...Jianglu doesn't need free space.

Xie Linjun paused for a moment, he strangled this thought to death as soon as it came to his mind.

The streets are crowded with people, where else can I find them?

The thread pulled between them was breaking secretly, Jiang Lu wanted to escape, but Xie Linjun had no idea why he wanted to escape.

After the two people's thoughts deviated, they could no longer walk forward in sync.

Can't walk anymore.

Xie Linjun couldn't remember how long he had been looking for it on the street.

Sad, so sad that I wanted to yell, as if all my strength had been exhausted, but my eyes were so dry that they were about to burst into flames, and I didn't mean to cry at all.

Xie Linjun leaned against the electric pole to rest for a while, took out his mobile phone, hesitated for a while on a contact number, and finally dialed it.

"Hello, Uncle Jiang."

When An Qi got home, he hung his peaked cap on the coat rack, and casually threw his bag aside, rummaged through it to find two rice balls, and walked into the bedroom with them.

The curtains in the bedroom were not drawn, completely shrouded in shadow, and even breathing became difficult.

"Eat?" An Qi stood at the door and handed a rice ball forward.

Something moved in the shadow, and the quilt covering her body was lifted, Xu Cheng slowly climbed out of bed, walked to the door barefoot, and took the rice ball in An Qi's hand.

"I'm very sad," Xu Cheng said vaguely while unpacking the rice ball, "Why didn't you let me find him?"

"She has an omega," An Qi pressed her head angrily, "what are you going to do?"

"Fan is the happiest." Xu Cheng looked up at An Qi, the room was dark, but An Qi felt that there was a little hatred in her eyes, maybe it was an illusion, but at that moment An Qi felt that Xu Cheng was hating My own, "You won't understand, Fan is the attraction of the soul, as long as you are together, you can get happiness."

"What about that omega?" An Qi lowered his head, and began to tug on the bag of his rice ball, "Why did he become a victim of your happiness?"

Xu Cheng opened his mouth, but was unable to speak.

"Chengcheng, calm down," An Qi said, "Not everyone expects to get a fan."

"But I can be saved if I get it." Xu Cheng suddenly threw the rice ball on the ground, and stepped on it hard, "I can be saved! I can get rid of the shadow of those alphas who strengthened me No more! I don't need to see a psychiatrist!"

An Qi pursed his lips and said nothing.

"It's the same for you, and it's the same for you! As long as you find your fan, you can be saved too!" Xu Cheng hugged An Qi tightly, her eyes just fell down, and she was caught off guard, wet An Qi's neck, "We are the two most similar people in the world, even our experience is exactly the same, I thought you would understand me..."

"It's not the same," An Qi interrupted her suddenly, "The person who resembles me the most is dead, Xu Cheng, you are you, I am me, we cannot be the same."

It's a pity that Xu Cheng couldn't listen to this sentence.

She was crying all the time.

Ever since An Qi snatched the phone from her that day, she has been crying, hiding in the shadows, and she doesn't want to pick her up like before.

She only had her fantasies on her mind.

An Qi closed his eyes.

In my ears were the sound of the rain on the night An Kui died and Jiang Lu's muffled groans in his throat when he was struggling.

That was her nightmare.

"This afternoon," An Qi opened his eyes, looked at the empty ceiling, and said coldly, "I made an appointment with a psychiatrist."

Xu Cheng was still crying.

"Do you want me to take you to work?" Ye Dulin was already standing at the door of the entrance, putting on his shoes, "Would it be boring for you to stay at home alone, and you didn't bring your mobile phone out, and you didn't have anything to play with?" of."

"No, I'm fine." Jiang Lu looked up at the wall clock on the wall, "You'll be late in 10 minutes."

"Fuck," Ye Dulin quickly turned around and grabbed the doorknob, "Aren't you going?"

"I really don't want to go," Jiang Lu said, "you should go."

"Then I'm leaving." Ye Dulin turned his head and gritted his teeth at Jiang Lu, "Come back tonight and bring you a midnight snack."

Jiang Lu also smiled at him.

The sound of the door lock fell, and Jiang Lu's smile also collapsed.

Ye Dulin gave him a shelter from the wind and rain, but Jiang Lu couldn't tell him the whole story.

After all, Jiang Lu couldn't remember what happened to him.

He only remembered that he was going to leave Xie Linjun, and was picked up by Ye Dulin and brought back here... These things just happened today.

What I want to say has to start from a long time ago, which is a bit complicated, so Jiang Lu decided not to talk about it.

The sky outside was overcast, and a sudden June rain was gathering.

Jiang Lu slumped on the sofa, took a deep breath, and looked at the "people" sitting on the sofa.

"Are you here to kill me?" Jiang Lu was a little confused.

"Yes," the person sitting on the single sofa smiled at him, "We are here to kill you."

"That's it..." Jiang Lu raised his head, and there were dense black spots on the ceiling, which gave him a headache.

He stared at it for a while, then suddenly heaved a sigh of relief, as if he had let go of everything, "After you kill me, can you let Xie Linjun go?"

Those people did not answer his words.

"I only have him," Jiang Lu tapped his fingers lightly on his knee, "Let him go, let him continue flying forward."

kill me.

Let him fly.

"I didn't find Jiang Lu." After answering the phone, Wang Nan turned around and said something to the people in the office.

Xie Linjun sat on the sofa with his back straight. He tried his best to appear calm, but his shortness of breath betrayed him.

Jiang Lu had been missing for more than seven hours, maybe eight hours.

He didn't look at his watch, only to see that it had been dark for a while outside.

Because of his arrival, Jiang Che stopped all the work in his hand, and used many connections to find Jiang Lu.

As a result, the news came that they were either looking for it, or simply said that they hadn't found it.

"I'm surprised you came to me," Jiang Che said the first sentence he said to Xie Linjun this afternoon after saying "sit down", "Aren't you afraid that I won't care about this?"

"Jiang Lu is your son." Xie Linjun said, "Uncle will not ignore him."

"Where does the confidence come from?" Jiang Che smiled.

Xie Linjun is not confident.

Jiang Che is blindly arrogant and greedy, he is not so confident that Jiang Che will talk to him, and he will really look for Jiang Lu.

But he was cornered and could only gamble.

Fortunately, judging from Jiang Che's situation, he made the right bet.

"Tell them, the person who contacted the police," Jiang Che lit a cigarette, "just said that my son is missing, he is a mentally abnormal omega, and the chance of being victimized is very high."

Wang Nan looked at Jiang Che in surprise, until Jiang Che put the cigarette to his mouth and took a puff, then he came back to his senses, answered "Yes" neatly, turned and left.

Jiang Che smoked in silence for a while, then suddenly laughed, "Do you know that Jiang Lu is mentally ill?"

"...I know." Xie Linjun said.

"Then you are still with him," Jiang Che put the cigarette beside the ashtray, "Aren't you afraid of being killed by him?"

"No," Xie Linjun looked up at Jiang Che, "I trust him."

Jiang Che seemed to have heard some big joke, he leaned on the boss chair and laughed for a long time, finally closed his eyes and pressed the corners of his eyes, "He is also my son... I will find him."

will find him.

There is no guarantee of life or death.

Jiang Che still remembers Jiang Lu's appearance when he committed suicide for the first time.

Standing in front of the mirror with a kitchen knife in his eyes blankly, he seemed to be thinking about which angle to cut at which would make him die faster, but if you look closely, his hands were shaking, his wrists were shaking, his arms were shaking, and even his lips were shaking. tremble.

Jiang Che leaned against the toilet door and watched for a while, then walked in and held his hand, and moved it up the aorta, "Chop here, you will die after a while, and I can't even save you."

After the words fell to the ground for a long time, Jiang Lu suddenly came back to his senses, threw the knife aside, and looked at himself in the mirror in horror.

"What did you see?" Jiang Che said.

"Shadows," Jiang Lu was very honest at that time, perhaps because he was afraid of making him so stupid, "Many shadows... They surrounded me and wanted me to die."

"Can you see clearly?" Jiang Che held his shoulder, "Whose shadow is it?"

"...Yes, yes..." Jiang Lu was shaking all over, he seemed to want to escape from the mirror, but failed, Jiang Che pressed his shoulder so hard that he couldn't move, "...it's grandpa and grandma shadow."

That was the day after the accident.

Several of the kidnappers slipped through the net. The police advised them not to go out in the near future, but to remain vigilant and operate under the nose of the police.

But when Lin Yan got sick, Jiang Che's branch also had problems, and Jiang Lu's mental state was always in a trance. When the family of three was about to collapse, Jiang Che decided to take Jiang Lu to other cities.

Lin Yan didn't want to see him, so he led Jiang Lu away.

He didn't believe that Lin Yan really didn't love him.

Maybe it was not in love at first, but who can tell now?Doesn't she love and hate Jiang Lu even?

So why not carve out a little love for yourself?

Jiang Che took Jiang Lu to another place, guarded him, looked at his face similar to Lin Yan, and missed Lin Yan crazily while handling official duties every day.

Perhaps it was because the yearning was so crazy that he failed to notice something was wrong with Jiang Lu.

By the time he found out, Jiang Lu had already started talking to invisible people sitting in a corner.

"Who are you talking to?" Jiang Che walked over and touched Jiang Lu's head who was squatting by the French window, "Lu Lu, who are you talking to?"

"Grandpa and grandma," Jiang Lu raised his head, his eyes were empty and unreasonably empty, "Can't you see them? They're looking at you."

Jiang Che was shocked and got goosebumps all over his body.

He moved out of there immediately, and by the time he realized that Jiang Lu might have a mental problem, he had already left Jiang Lu there for two full days and two nights.

With nothing to eat or drink, and coincidentally during those few days when the transformer in the community was being repaired, without the air conditioner and lights, Jiang Lu squatted in a corner, talking to himself for two whole days.

When Jiang Che opened the door, Jiang Lu already had many scars on his arm. Blood flowed all over his arm, his chin and cheeks were covered with blood, and his eyes were bloodshot.His face was covered with tears, and he was stunned for a moment when he saw himself before he recognized him.

After that, Jiang Lu underwent more than half a year of treatment.

Paranoid schizophrenia.

Depression.

There are also many medicines that have never been seen before and medicine bottles with names that cannot be understood.

"He has a strong rejection reaction to the dark," the doctor said. "It's best not to let him go deep in the dark alone. He may have extreme behavior, self-harm or hurt others."

Jiang Che responded.

But the work in the branch office is too busy, so he has no time to take care of his mentally ill son.

He watched Jiang Lu's illness worsen.

"Mr. Jiang," the door was knocked, and it was already [-]:[-] in the morning, "I found your son."

"Go," Jiang Che pointed to Xie Linjun, "let them take you there."

Xie Linjun stood up in a panic, and glanced at Jiang Che again.

"I won't go," Jiang Che said, "I won't go."

When the rain clouds began to gather in the sky, Jiang Lu stayed by the window and waited for the rain to fall.

But the rain never fell.

The lights outside were turned off quite a bit, and the neon-polluted sky gradually returned to its original color, the stars were covered by clouds, but the sky was still beautiful.

There was a burst of impatient footsteps outside, causing Jiang Lu to frown. Those footsteps seemed to be stepping on his heart, which made him panic.

The knock on the door in the next second was more like a bomb exploding next to the ear.

It made his brain ache.

Is Ye Dulin back?

Jiang Lu took two steps over there.

……wrong.

It wasn't Ye Dulin.

Ye Dulin has the key.

How could he knock on the door?

Who is that?

Jiang Lu looked up at the wall clock on the wall.

One forty-five in the morning.

Who will knock on the door at this point?

Is there really someone knocking on the door?Or is it my hallucination?Or are they really here to kill me?

They are really coming to kill me!

How to do!

Jiang Lu stood at the door, he didn't even have the energy to look out through the cat's eyes.

He felt that he would see a strange puddle of rotten flesh knocking on the door, he would also see black shadows, he would see people wrapped in hair, and he would see many, many.

The biggest fear is not seeing anything.

Are you going to run?

Where are you going?

From where?

Jump out of a window?

There was the sound of something being inserted into the lock, and the doorknob was turned.

Someone opened the door and walked in.

who is it?

Can't see clearly.

Jiang Lu took two steps back, and suddenly covered his ears and screamed, the voice was loud and piercing, full of fear and sadness, and in the next second he was hugged by someone in his arms.

Warm, soft, familiar to him.

"Don't be afraid," Xie Linjun's voice trembled a little, "don't be afraid."

"Hey. There is really no suspicious person in my house. As soon as the omega came out to work, he told me that a friend was coming to live here for a while. How suspicious," the landlord was obviously woken up in the middle of the night, still holding a bunch of keys in his hand, "I'm going back to sleep if there's nothing else, and go to the police comrades."

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Wang Nan smiled at the landlord in a friendly manner, poked his head in and saw the two people squatting on the ground in a huddle, clicked his tongue disdainfully, then turned around and spoke nice words to the policeman who was on duty in the middle of the night , while going downstairs with them.

The door to the room was still open.

After Jiang Lu stopped screaming, he realized that the person hugging him was Xie Linjun.

Live Xie Linjun.

Not fantasy.

How did he get here?

Why are you here?

"Shall we go home?" Xie Linjun's voice trembled violently, "Don't scare me, let's go home... I beg you, let's go back."

Jiang Lu didn't speak.

He felt that something had landed on his shoulder, it was hot, and after it landed on his shoulder, it wet that piece, and there were faint water stains.

"I won't go back," Jiang Lu recovered, "I'm sorry, but I won't go back."

Xie Linjun let go of Jiang Lu and looked at him in disbelief.

"I will kill you, haven't you noticed that you are not normal now? It's terrible, Xie Linjun," Jiang Lu kicked hard twice before standing up, looking at Xie Linjun's face, he felt himself His expression was probably very stiff, and he felt that he should have no expression, "Psychopathy is too scary, it will make you abnormal, but it can't be done, you have to be normal."

"What are you talking about?" Xie Linjun stared at him, "Say it again?"

Jiang Lu pursed his lower lip.

"Xie Linjun, I've been unlucky. If there's sugar and a knife on the table, I can't catch anything. I don't even have the right to be cut bloody," Jiang Lu said, gripping his hand tightly. Wrist, he felt that from the moment he saw Xie Linjun, he was terribly rational, "I'm sorry, I know I'm sorry for you, you keep pulling me, but... I'm too selfish, I will really kill you Yours, I'm sorry, I'm not going back."