Feelings are just pediatrics

Chapter 42

After a wonderful trip, changing the environment and getting in touch with new things changed Hongyu's mood very well. The suffocation caused by emotional problems was relieved, and the pace was much easier.

As the saying goes, Xiaobie is better than a newlywed. These days, Xinyu has expressed a deep feeling of missing herself, which makes Hongyu very happy, and hopes for the relationship between the two of them are rekindled in his heart.

After thinking about it, Hongyu decided not to mention the matter of Chen Xiuwen to Xinyu. She just paid attention and silently observed the changes in her lover, hoping to find out the root of the change in personality.

Perhaps because of the need to manage a lot of subordinates and develop a fast-paced handling of affairs at work, Xinyu can't bear the fact that others can't keep up with the pace, and many things that she could talk softly and well in the past now have a faint sense of dissatisfaction. patient.

She has seen Xin Yu lose his temper for work many times and question the person on the other end of the phone.

The tense emotions, and then being aroused by the anger of the outbreak, even though Xin Yu tried very hard to adjust it, not wanting to affect her daughter and wife, but still unconsciously brought the negative aura home.

Facing her bad mood, afraid of hitting the muzzle of the gun, the mother and daughter dare not take the initiative to talk to her, and it often turns into Hongyu and Jiahui talking and laughing together intimately, while Xin Yu, who has a long face, looks helpless. assimilate into.

In a vicious cycle, now Xin Yu, who is conscious of not being left out in the cold, doesn't even want to go home.

Even on rare free nights, she would rather choose to have a drink or two at a bar near the company with her close colleagues to relax, rather than go home and face her family who are obviously avoiding her.

She couldn't stand Hong Yu's vaguely complaining eyes, and her daughter's looking forward to but afraid of getting close.

She never thought that one day she would live like this, and she didn't want to go back to her family. She knew very well that she was the one who wanted to build a warm and small family at the beginning, and she was the one who wanted to avoid it now.

Hitting her heavy head with her wrist, she really didn't know what was wrong with her.

There are a lot of thoughts in my head, messy, making people irritable and crazy, my tense brain is throbbing and hurting, I grit my teeth fiercely, my heart swells, and I simply don't think about anything.

She chose to escape and let it go.

After escaping a few times, she was overwhelmed by the overwhelming sense of guilt, and bought many gifts to embolden herself with a compensatory mentality.

After biting the bullet and going home, what awaited her was the more severe scrutiny from her partner, as well as the frustration of suddenly discovering that her daughter had grown taller again.

When holding a gift and having fun with his daughter, Hongyu's complexion will turn better, and he will not hesitate to show his favorite charming smile.

I don't know what happened, but the wife's smile made Xin Yu irritated, and a terrible voice in her heart urged her to break the happy picture in front of her.

That voice kept saying, Hong Yu only cares about her daughter, she doesn't need you at all, if you don't believe me, try to pry her bottom line?

Under Xin Yu's "effort", the quarrel quickly turned into a quarrel, and then turned into a cold war.

Several times, she saw severe pain in Hong Yu's eyes, but she couldn't stop and angered Hong Yu one after another.

Until one time when she was waiting in line at the airport to board the plane, she heard a gentleman behind him smiling softly and saying to his wife next to him: "It's rare for us to go out to play alone. If you can't let go of the child like this, I'm going to be jealous!"

Only then did she realize that her childish behavior was called jealousy.

It turned out that she was dissatisfied, dissatisfied with the smiling face and gentleness that Hongyu gave had a huge premise, that is, she had to coax the child well.

This kind of treatment is too far from the feeling that she was always the first in Hongyu's heart before. The difference is so different that she can't help but use fierce words and deeds to try to get more attention from Hongyu than her children. .

But Hongyu doesn't seem to understand this.

Xinyu seems to be able to see the invisible lines lingering around Hongyu. These are the principles and bottom line of Hongyu's life. There is a voice in her mind that tricks her to press on every step. Whenever her toes touch these lines, Hongyu will Give a variety of violent reactions.

She felt that only at this time could she see caring in Hong Yu's eyes, even though Hong Yu's eyes were accompanied by intense pain.

At this moment, Xinyu will play hard and soft, pressing step by step, thinking about which is the breakthrough point for Hongyu, and then continue to move forward to the next line, taking pleasure in this, and gaining great satisfaction and desire to conquer from it.

She knew that she was almost perverted by doing so, but she couldn't control this impulse more and more.

Faced with such a moody Xin Yu, Hong Yu gradually became unable to resist, and instead began to build a heart wall to try to exclude the negative influence.

Trying to exclude the one he loves from his soft heart, Hongyu becomes more and more unhappy.

Facing Hongyu's rejection, Xin Yu felt that it was difficult to get close to his wife, whether it was spiritually or physically.

The strong desire to control made her want to hold Wang Hongyu tightly, and that night, she actually did so.

Gang Hongyu refused to approach her on the pretext of having an early meeting tomorrow. After hearing this, she was disapproving: "It's just a meeting, it seems like a big deal."

Such cynicism made Hong Yu heartbroken, she took a deep look at Xin Yu with tired eyes, then turned around without saying a word.

Hongyu's cold violence caused the fire on Xinyu's chest to rise, and the feeling of being ignored made her feel an evil fire in her heart, and she couldn't hold it back at all. Before he came back to his senses, his hands were tied.

Hongyu was a little taken aback, and asked loudly, "What are you going to do?"

Xin Yu raised the corner of her mouth and smiled evilly, and said, "You will know soon."

It's not that Hongyu never thought about playing this on the bed, she just didn't expect that the person who actually practiced it was Xin Yu, and said a little bit dumbfoundingly: "I don't want to play, I really can't tonight."

"No, no, you always say no, and then blame me for not being close to you!" Xin Yu raised her head from her soft and fragrant body, complaining dissatisfiedly.

To a certain extent, Xin Yu was right.

Sighing helplessly, Hong Yu said as gently as possible: "How about tomorrow night? Tomorrow night I will send the child to Mom, and then, after that, you can do whatever you want."

"Really?" Xin Yu's eyes glowed with excitement. Her big bright eyes are very beautiful. It has been a long time since I saw her childish side. Hong Yu's heart suddenly softened. You really."

Sweet talk is always a lie.

The next day, the child was infected with a cold virus by a classmate, and developed a high fever at school.

Hearing that her goddaughter was sick, Sijing, who was unwilling to see a doctor for the child, made an exception to diagnose the baby, explained many things to Hongyu, and told them to wear masks. After the baby is born, it is estimated that a layer of skin will be peeled off.

Sijing spoke solemnly, and both Hongyu and Xinyu listened to it. In the next few nights, they took turns taking care of the ill child, and they were exhausted.

A week later, the baby finally got better, but his appetite was still not very good, his complexion was always poor, and his little face was thin and sharp, which made the mothers feel very distressed.

Then the two of them visited their aunts respectively, and Xinyu went to Hong Kong for two business trips, and the intimate matter was delayed again and again, and Hongyu couldn't remember what he promised his wife one night last month.

Ke Xinyu did not forget.

These days, she quietly watched Hongyu's eyes full of children, sick children, recovered children, children in need of recovery, and the focus of Hongyu's life is only children.

On the contrary, the attentive Xiuwen has only her in her eyes.

When she is on a business trip in Hong Kong, this beautiful woman will invite her to try newcomers to popular restaurants, go to the gym for weight training, and take her to climb Longji Mountain and look at the sea on weekends.

As long as you have enough energy, there are many ways to play in the dynamic Hong Kong waiting for you to try, and no matter where Xinyu goes, there will always be Xiuwen by her side, even in nightclubs, many people think that They are companions.

This is the life she imagined spending with Hongyu many years ago.

Not only are they good friends in private, but they are also good partners at work. The people above want to promote Xin Yu many times, but this position needs to be based in Hong Kong. Before, Xin Yu did not consider it due to family factors. Now, to be honest, Said she was really shaken.

Xinyu knew that such psychological shake was very dangerous, not to mention the out-of-control kiss after being drunk that night. For this reason, Xinyu hurried home from her business trip and threw herself into the dry fire with her wife. Through the passion with her, she forgot the heart idea.

The sudden enthusiasm surprised and delighted Hongyu. She had been very happy to cater to her lover's tenderness in the first two nights, but this night, she said she was tired, and once again left a cold back for Xinyu.

Xin Yu watched her quietly from behind for a long time, with many thoughts in her mind.

Hong Yu knew that Xin Yu had been looking at her all the time, and those fiery eyes were glued to her back, trying to burn her right through.

Then she heard a new text message from Xin Yu's cell phone, and not long after, she got up and changed her clothes, looked at his wife for a while, then turned off the headlights in the room, and went out without saying anything.

Reaching out to hold the mobile phone on the bedside table, the bright screen lit up in the dark, and the glaring light made Hong Yu squint her eyes. She entered the social software and found the photo she received in the evening.

It was a photo of two beauties kissing with tongue, and one of the protagonists just wanted to make out with her.

There was thick water vapor in the eye sockets, and Hongyu looked at this picture with tears in his eyes, choked up.

Her heart was in a mess, she didn't know what to do with the child's mother.

At this time, the phone vibrated suddenly, and Hongyu exited the photo, and found that the message was from the same number. Although she hadn't saved the number, she knew who the owner of the number was.

"Come here, I want to prove to you that the photo is real, because it happened more than once, it's time for you to give her to someone who loves her more."

Then also received an address.

Hong Yu slowly got up and dressed, she chose a black dress with a narrow waist, and put on light makeup for herself.

I took a taxi and went to another crossroads in my life.

The author has something to say: I don't know what to say, so I'll chop my hands.