Feelings are just pediatrics

Chapter 12

When Kaixuan rushed to the ward, she saw that Sijing's hands had been tied up, and Nat was checking her scratched face and applying some medicine to herself in front of the mirror.

Kaixuan rushed to Sijing's side in two steps, anxious: "What's wrong?"

Seeing her coming, Sijing immediately burst into tears, struggling to break free from the shackles on his hands, crying and saying: "Where have you been...I want to see Xu Yan, take me to see the child, okay? Okay? "

Knight stood by and shook her head heavily at Kaixuan. Just Sijing pulled out the needle by herself and was about to walk out with vain steps. She almost knocked her head against the wall again. Fortunately, the nurse found out in time and pressed the help bell.

Kaixuan bowed her head in silence, looked at Sijing silently, met Kaixuan's dull eyes with tearful eyes, and slowly Sijing's struggling movements slowed down.

Still crying, she tried to reach out her hand to hold Kaixuan's, but Kaixuan held it gently and said in a low voice, "Be more obedient, I will take you there."

Knight looked at Kaixuan disapprovingly, Kaixuan ignored his dissatisfaction, but found a face towel to help Sijing wipe his face, Sijing slowly regained a little normal look, sat quietly Let the wife tidy up for her, carefully check that there are no mistakes or omissions in the bandage, and then re-apply the IV. The nurse pushed a wheelchair in at the right time, helped the person to sit on it, hung the bottle, and took heavy steps. Go to the morgue.

Knowing where this road leads, Sijing was so scared that she tightly grasped the handle of the wheelchair. She had hoped that everyone was lying to her, and everyone was playing a bad joke on her, but who would take the life of a child? Are you kidding me?

It will be struck by lightning.

Raising her hand and wanting to knock her foolish head again, Kaixuan held her hand at the right time and said firmly, "You promised me."

Sijing's hand slumped and lost its strength, and it fell on the armrest weakly with a "slap". Kaixuan squatted down in front of Sijing, her eyes filled with tears, and said with a sob: "I'm about to see Xuyan, as a Mother, we have to be strong and don't let our daughter worry."

Tears couldn't stop falling down, and the two cried together outside the door for a long time before wiping each other's tears and walking slowly towards the gurney.

The moment she saw her daughter, Sijing's mind went blank, and she fell into a very trance state, feeling that everything was illusory, not real at all.

Kaixuan tremblingly watched Sijing lying on Xuyan's body and weeping, and felt very uncomfortable. Now there are only tears, endless, surging tears that can express their pain of losing their daughter.

Sijing cried so much that her body twitched, she rubbed her chest as if she couldn't breathe, and she was about to faint, Kaixuan quickly pulled her away from Xuyan's body, hugged her into her arms and stroked her , to please her.

After crying for a while, Sijing's tears seemed to dry up for the time being. She watched Kaixuan with dull eyes and continued to treat Xuyan's wound before. As expected, Kaixuan was the most careful, and the baby must be beautiful even when she goes to heaven. just work.

After finishing, Kaixuan gently placed the gift box on Sijing's lap, and said, "Come on, this is a gift you prepared for the baby, tell her something about it?"

Sijing gently stroked the baby's blue face, and said softly: "Mommy said that I should buy you a small floral skirt for your birthday, but I think that if I want to give you clothes, you should be more comfortable." Just like this."

As she said that, Sijing took out the white coat she sewed by herself from the box, and after shaking it off, she found that it was a children's version.

Trying to put away the bitter expression on his face, Sijing tried his best to say in a cheerful tone: "Look, your name is tattooed here on the left, Chen Xuyan MD, so this baby is also a doctor!"

The cheerful tone seemed abrupt in this cold place, Sijing fell silent for a moment, and Kaixuan put her hands on her shoulders comfortingly, giving her the strength to support her.

Sijing tried her best to pull herself together, then took out another small floral dress, and said, "Mommy really wants to give you a skirt, although you don't like wearing skirts very much, but Mommy knows that our Xuyan will definitely wear it. It’s very beautiful, well, I suggest you wear it on outpatient days, beautiful and elegant doctors and patients like it the most.”

Finally, there is a pair of Snoopy-themed panties. Sijing said with a smile: "Don't say no, you are just a six-year-old kid, you can only wear lace underwear at the age of 16, do you hear me?"

Kaixuan took over to help Xuyan put it on, and the two of them watched their daughter quietly for a long time, held her hand tightly for the last time, gave her a warm hug, and heavily "discussed the funeral arrangements she wanted" with Xuyan.

On a sunny day, the coffin decorated with clusters of white roses fell into the dug earthen pit. Kaixuan and Sijing put on the most beautiful all-black dresses to see their daughter on the last journey, and stood silently listening to the pastor The eulogy, grabbed a handful of soil in his hand, and tears dripped down on the soil.

Resisting the cramping pain in his heart, he raised his hand lightly, and the dust sprinkled on the coffin. With a dull expression, he watched his daughter being buried under the soil little by little, and then fell asleep under six feet.

From then on, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, everything disappeared.

Sijing looked up at the still brilliant blue sky, but felt that his own sky had been shrouded in darkness.

Hongyu walked over with Jiahui, Xiao Budian hugged her godmother by the waist, and cried with snot and tears. Before going to bed last night, her mother said that this was the last time she saw sister Xuyan who was married to Jinlan , In the future, we can only look at the photos and look for the cute and clever troublemaker in our memories.

After hearing this, she was terrified, and cried and asked her mother, "Why did you do this? Why can't I see Xu Yan again?"

Wiping her tears, her mother said to her choked with sobs: "Because God has taken her away and let her go to heaven to be a doctor first."

"Then the godmother will be sad!" Jiahui worried about the godmother distressedly, Hong Yu nodded and said, "Yes, the godmother is very sad, do you know that Jiahui loves the godmother very much? I want her Don't be so sad, remember not to cry in front of her."

The baby who kept saying yes, but when she saw the coffin being buried just now, she started to cry non-stop, and now she still needs Sijing to hug her tightly and coax her softly.

"Godmother... Xu Yan... Woo! I want Xu Yan, I want my sister..."

A group of friends who came by the richest lady's private plane, starting with sister Xiaoping and Monica, hugged each other tightly one by one, surrounded Sijing and Xiaobudian in the middle of the circle, hoping to pass on even the slightest love to Sijing. strength.

Although everyone understands that there is no way for outsiders to comfort Sijing's pain of losing a son.

Kaixuan was hugged by her parents, and the noble lady Dr. Cai comforted her precious daughter softly with tears streaming down her face. She was very distressed that Kaixuan had to go through the pain she had experienced. Unfortunately, it was a sudden disaster.

At the memorial service, many of Xuyan’s friends in the kindergarten class came. The children brought cards or pictures of condolences to Xuyan’s mothers. Interesting bits and pieces, thanks to Xu Yan for leaving the best page in their lives.

At this difficult time, Sijing learned something from these children that Easterners do not understand: a memorial service is not a place to immerse yourself in pain, this occasion where everyone dresses up is for celebrating in the most solemn way And be grateful for the good that the dead have brought to you.

Kaixuan and Sijing sincerely gave hugs and kisses to every child present, thanked them for coming, and also thanked them for bringing her endless joy in Xuyan's world, making her wish for early morning go to school.

When sending the group of relatives and friends to the special plane arranged by Yun Jie, Sijing's mother hugged her beloved baby in her arms and said softly, "If you want to rest, please take leave and come back, and let mother round up your thin face."

Sijing nodded obediently, hugged her mother tightly, and printed a kiss on her face before letting go, then went to hug her father, kissed him too, and said softly to them: "Thank you, Mom and Dad, I love you .”

If Xu Yan's departure has taught her anything, it is to grasp the happiness of the moment and fully show the love for them in her heart so that she will not regret it in the future.

Before boarding the plane, all the people were kissed by Sijing. For the reserved oriental people, especially the elderly, they all felt a little embarrassed.

So when Kaixuan didn't show his willingness to kiss them, everyone looked relieved.

On the wide runway of the private airport, Sijing and Kaixuan sat silently in the car and looked at the big bird flying farther and farther, leaving only a black spot. After returning to Singapore, everyone will continue to live their own lives.

As for them, they will also begin to live without Xu Yan.

Sijing took a vacation. She spent some time in the house tidying up the children's scattered things. She often found objects left by the children in the most casual corners, or brought back happy memories at the most unexpected moments. To Kaixuan's worry, Sijing always hid in the bathroom and cried faintly.

When the mood finally recovered slowly, it was time for the court session.

The author has something to say: These days I am a bit afraid to take the lead~~

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