Chapter 38
Chapter 38
Lin Lidong was about to leave after winning a round with a slight advantage, but Ye Li wanted to transfer money to her, but Lin Lidong refused.
After Lin Lidong left, he went to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables and then went home.
At around nine o'clock in the evening, Lin Lidong was busy in the kitchen while making a phone call.
"What can I do! Of course I will accompany you." Lin Lidong
"Then I'll send a car to pick you up!" Bai Bai felt a little bit reluctant to make Lin Lidong come to accompany him so late, but he was still very happy when he heard that she was coming.
"No, I'll take a taxi and go there. I won't tell you any more. I'm going out. I'll call you downstairs." Lin Lidong
Lin Lidong hung up the phone and hurried to find Bai Bai.
Bai Bai saw Lin Lidong coming in with a thermos, and knew that she had brought supper for herself.
"You will spoil me like this!" Bai Bai got up and said in a coquettish tone
"It's just giving you some soup, can you spoil it? If this goes on like this, won't you be inseparable from me." Lin Lidong said with a smile
"That's right! I can't live without you now." Bai Bai replied seriously
Lin Lidong handed the soup to Bai Bai, and said solemnly: "Then if I disappear, will you miss me?"
Bai Bai put the soup on the tea table, looked at Lin Lidong who was a little weird, and replied in puzzlement: "I can't live without you, do you think I will miss you?" Bai Bai asked back.
"A woman's heart is a needle in the sea, you will know once you try it someday." Lin Lidong said while nodding, as if he was serious, but also as if he was joking, which made people feel a little nonsensical.
Bai Bai said with some displeasure: "No, I won't allow you to disappear in my life." Although the words were a bit capricious, they came from the bottom of my heart. The quarrels these few times, divided and reconciled, let Bai Bai know that Lin Lidong is The importance of your own heart.
"I'm just kidding." Lin Lidong said to Bai Bai with a not-so-bright smile on his face, and then helped her pour out the soup, saying: "Drink the soup first, don't waste my money to support the family, I made the soup for you .”
"Hmph, you still have the nerve to talk about making money. Are you making money or are you dating girls?" Bai Bai said a little jealously, and he didn't stop serving the soup.
Lin Lidong looked like a child with a contented face drinking the soup in vain, and felt that the questions she asked were also like children.
"Everyone played together for a while. It's nothing!" Lin Lidong replied nonchalantly, leaning on the sofa
"It may be nothing with others, but not necessarily with Ye Li. Every time you see her, you stare at her intently, as if there is no one else in your eyes." Bai Bai
"No, you are just jealous!" Lin Lidong immediately denied it. He is not a pervert, so why would he stare at the other party intently?
"Think about it for yourself, it's best to tell the truth, did you pursue her without me?" Bai Bai
"No, it's impossible. I only admit that she is my type, but I won't pursue her." Lin Lidong explained confidently
Bai Bai drank the soup and motioned for her to continue.
"I'm not interested in straight people, and I don't believe that I have such a great charm to win over straight girls. Those things can be together for a lifetime as long as they are sincere. Love has no gender, and it can only appear in TV dramas or movies. "Lin Lidong
"Oh, but you bent me! From now on, you can only like me, and you can only have me in your eyes." Bai Bai said domineeringly
"It was an accident for you." Lin Lidong said with some shame
Around 11:[-], Lin Lidong yawned and was driven home in vain. Of course, he was sent back by the driver, and in vain stayed in the company to continue working overtime.
But early in the morning, Lin Lidong was woken up by knocking on the door, and when he woke up, it was only 6 o'clock!Unhappy, he went to open the door.
Just as Lin Lidong opened the door, he said, "You'd better give me a reasonable...?" Halfway through speaking, he saw a haggard face, with heavy white circles on his eyes.
"I miss you." Bai Bai knew that she was angry about getting up, so he had to be very weak with her first.
Lin Lidong immediately became bewildered.He asked concerned, "Are you alright?"
"Go to Xisu and accompany me to a place." Bai Bai said earnestly and anxiously
Lin Lidong didn't know what happened, but he did it anyway.
The two came to the cemetery.Bai Bai held a bunch of gypsophila stars in one hand, and Lin Lidong in the other hand, with a dignified expression but no trace of sadness.
The woman on the tombstone is very beautiful but does not have much similarities with Baibai, but Lin Lidong knows that this is her mother, and more or less knows some gossip about her family, among them is the wife of the chairman of Zhongxuan Group who was forced to commit suicide by the mistress , Of course it's just a rumor, this is just one of the versions.
Bai Bai bowed three times in front of the tomb, and Lin Lidong bowed beside him to show respect.
"Mom, I brought my lover to see you." After Bai Bai finished speaking, he turned his head and glanced at Lin Lidong.
Lin Lidong felt that he was dreaming, with a silly expression on his face, and suddenly felt a little sad in his heart, but he recovered quickly.
"Isn't it a little silly, but she is someone I want to entrust for the rest of my life, you will bless us both, right!" After Bai Bai finished speaking, she looked at Lin Lidong again, with an expression that seemed to ask her: Don't you want to say something?
Lin Lidong lowered his head shyly, not knowing how to express it.
"Look at me" Bai Bai looked at Lin Lidong with extremely serious and affectionate eyes, when Lin Lidong saw the meaning in Bai Bai's eyes, guilt and sadness welled up in his heart.
"I brought you here today. On the one hand, I want my mother to see you. On the other hand, I want you to understand my feelings for you. Although I can't explain clearly, I just feel that I can't do without you. I I know that there are many problems and obstacles between us, but I still have the confidence to go on with you. It may be that I have been indulged, never loved, and I was naive when dealing with our relationship, and that is also because I care too much about you Already." Bai Bai said with a choked voice.
Lin Lidong hugged Bai Bai, and gently stroked her back with his hands, as if comforting her and calming her down.
"I don't know what to say, and I can't promise you any future, but enjoying the present is what we should do." Lin Lidong spoke slowly
"At the moment, well, let's just talk about the moment... I can feel that there is a hurdle in your mind. Although you are very good to me, sometimes there is a trace of helplessness and sadness on your face, but you don't say it, let me I don’t know when I will be able to heal the wound in your heart. Every time I see it, my heart feels like it’s been pricked by a needle, and then I’m afraid that you will disappear at any time, and that feeling of uneasiness will accompany me every day.” Bai Bai was a little emotional, and the tears couldn't stop shedding
Lin Lidong let go of Bai Bai, and said with pain and grief: "I also want to be with you, but every time I can't help thinking that you have slept with someone else, and you are still a man. You know how much I feel. Does it hurt? When you are uneasy, I will also be uneasy. How can I express this to you, do I say that I despise you? I feel sick to be with you? But I can’t bear it, I still can’t let you go, but I I can't promise you anything."
Bai Bai listened to the changing emotions in his heart, and at the end he hugged Lin Lidong tightly, so tight that Lin Lidong was moved and uncomfortable, but he didn't push Bai Bai away.Because she could feel that she was afraid of her leaving in vain.
"I don't want to separate, let's stay together, let's work together to repair it, okay?" Bai Bai
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