Fanhua is gone

Chapter 105 I woke up, but you left

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Lin Fan felt that he had a long, long dream. In the dream, Shu Yan kissed his hand and whispered to him.When he woke up, Lin Fan was still thinking about that dream, and it seemed that the warmth of Shu Yan still remained on his hands.

Turning his head to look out the window, it turned out that it was already night.

Lin Fan felt uneasy, Shu Yan said he wanted him to wait for him here, so even though Xia Qing said so much that he wanted him to give up, Lin Fan still insisted on believing that Shu Yan would come back, but it was already so late, Why hasn't Shu Yan come over yet?Was it blocked by his parents?

Suddenly Xia Qing's words came out: "Xiao Yan will go to America with us", Lin Fan's heart skipped a beat, no, Shu Yan would not just leave without telling him, Lin Fan He kept telling himself to trust Shu Yan, he might be stuck by something.But his heart was beating fast, if, if Shu Yan really left like this, what should he do?If it was true what Xia Qing said, he was just Shu Yan's object of pastime, what should he do to heal this scar.

Lin Fan opened the phone, there was an unread message in it, it was from Shu Yan, he quickly opened it with trembling hands, there were only five simple words in it: I love you, wait for me.

Lin Fan stared blankly at the five short words while holding the phone, unable to think as if his head had stopped functioning.What does it mean?Does it mean that he can't come today, but can come tomorrow?Or is Shu Yan really gone...

Lin Fan didn't dare to imagine the last idea. When he thought that Shu Yan might have gone to the United States, his heart ached like a knife——

Sitting blankly on the bed, after a long time Lin Fan seemed to suddenly remember, holding his cell phone and dialing Shu Yan's number.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please try again later..." Hearing this mechanical system voice, Lin Fan lowered his hand holding the phone, and the phone slid onto the quilt along his hand.

Shu Yan turned off the phone, and a great panic surged in his heart. It seemed that he was about to lose Shu Yan forever. Lin Fan struggled to get up from the bed, and wanted to go to Shu Yan's rented house. He believed that Shu Yan would wait for him there. Yes, the shutdown may be because the phone is out of battery.

Pulling out the needle in his hand, Lin Fan walked towards the door in his hospital gown and slippers. His head was heavy, and his whole body was sore and weak as if his strength had been drained. See Shu Yan soon.Only when he saw Shu Yan could he let go of his hanging heart.

The door opened at this moment, and Lin Fan raised his head in surprise and shouted at the person who came: "Shu..." But he swallowed the word Yan abruptly, and it was Cheng Xuan who came.

"Xiao Fan, why are you down? Go back to the bed..." Seeing Lin Fan walking towards the door, Cheng Xuan hurriedly strode forward to support him.

"I'm going to see Shu Yan..." Lin Fan shook off Cheng Xuan's hand and insisted on going out.

"You just woke up with a fever, how can you move around like this." Cheng Xuan forcefully dragged him towards the bed, "Lie down and don't move."

"Cheng Xuan, let me go and let me go to see Shu Yan." Lin Fan stubbornly pinched Cheng Xuan's hand, gasping for breath because of too much force.

"How are you going to get out in such a weak body now!" Cheng Xuan couldn't help saying seeing his stubborn appearance, "You don't feel at ease when Shu Yan leaves like this..."

Lin Fan looked up at Cheng Xuan in astonishment, and the movements of his hands also stopped.

"You, what did you just say?" Lin Fan asked with a trembling voice.

Cheng Xuan knew immediately that he had slipped his tongue, and his eyes drifted away, ignoring Lin Fan's frightened eyes.

"Tell me again, what does it mean that Shu Yan is gone?!" Lin Fan said excitedly, tugging at his arm.

"Xiaofan, don't get excited, be obedient, go to bed and lie down..."

"What does it mean that Shu Yan is gone! Is he still here? Tell me!" The veins on the back of Lin Fan's hand were clearly visible, and the hand that was holding Cheng Xuan was trembling more and more.

"Xiaofan, calm down, Shu Yan will definitely come back..."

Lin Fan let go of his hand, took a few steps back, and muttered something in his mouth.

Seeing this, Cheng Xuan immediately stepped forward, "Xiaofan, don't be like this, Shu Yan must have had a hard time leaving..."

Lin Fan looked at him blankly, but there was no reflection of Cheng Xuan in his eyes.Shu Yan left, really left him, Lin Fan's whole body was stuck in these words, and the uneasiness welling up in his heart seemed to burst out of his mouth.

"Xiaofan, don't be like this...Shu Yan is only going to America temporarily, and will come back later..."

"Don't be like this? Then what do you want from me!" Lin Fan suddenly yelled, "Do you want me to smile and say 'OK, I accept'? Why didn't I know anything, why didn't you tell me when I left? ! Why did the person who told me that he loved me in the morning walk away so silently at night?!"

His head hurt even more, something in his heart was slowly disintegrating, Lin Fan crouched on the ground with his head in his arms, Cheng Xuan looked at him, but couldn't say anything, Shu Yan hurriedly called him , only said that he was going to the United States, and asked him to help take care of Xiaofan, but did not explain why he left in such a hurry, only asked him to tell Xiaofan that he would definitely come back.

Seeing the hoarse Lin Fan, Cheng Xuan understood that all words could not soothe his mood at this moment, and the fact that Shu Yan had left brought him too much shock and harm, which no words could make up for.

Lin Fan's voice was hoarse, and he lowered his head and murmured, "Why did you leave? Even if you want to break up, you should tell me, why did you just leave?"

"You are just Xiaoyan's object of pastime." Xia Qing's words came to mind again, Lin Fan hugged his head and shrank back, no, he always believed that Shu Yan really loved him, However, reality beat him hard like a whip. If you really love him, why did you abandon him so silently.Shu Yan, do you really have the heart to leave without saying goodbye before I wake up?Are those words and promises you made to me just a play on the spot?

You tell me, which words are true and which are false, and what should I believe...

"Xiaofan... are you okay?" Cheng Xuan walked over and asked worriedly.

Lin Fan still lowered his head, curled up into a ball, his head ached, and his heart ached as if someone was grabbing him, feeling like he was suffocating.The fact that Shu Yan left was enough to make him collapse.

No, Shu Yan won't leave just like that, he said he asked himself to wait for him here, everything just now must be a joke, I'm going to visit his house, maybe Shu Yan is waiting for him there.

Lin Fan stood up staggeringly, and the next moment, his world spun, and then he fell to the ground——