False success

Chapter 15

It's Shen Zhao!

Sheng Yu grabbed the railing, his calf went numb for a while, and he almost couldn't stand still.He was still some distance away from the first floor, so he couldn't see clearly due to his eyesight.The person who can be sure is Shen Zhao is because of the other person's standing posture and back view.Back then Xiao Qu liked Shen Zhao so much, and always told him about Shen Zhao, he was extremely irritable and jealous, but he couldn't help but look at Shen Zhao more.Without colored glasses, Shen Zhao's appearance is indeed extremely outstanding, especially when standing in military uniform, he is simply heroic.Subconsciously, he had already firmly remembered Shen Zhao's walking posture, and even subconsciously imitated it a few times.Now even if the vision is not as clear as before, you can recognize each other at a glance.

His heartbeat was speeding up, his mind was getting more and more confused, and his throat seemed to be tightly choked. He stood where he was, and wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't move.

Xiao Qu saw him and waved to him.

"Come."

Because of this sound, Shen Zhao also turned his head and looked in his direction.

He saw Shen Zhao's face, even if it was a little blurry, he could still recognize the Qingjun from that year.

Shen Zhao seemed to be smiling at him and said "Hello".

His ears were ringing, every joint was aching, and he laughed at him like a clown.

This skin is almost perfect. He used to think that Xiao Qu and Shen Zhao parted ways for some reason, and since he had a good body and appearance, it was only natural for him to attract Xiao Qu.

But now, the person Xiao Qu really likes is back.

Compared with Shen Zhao, he is a copycat who has not imitated the essence.

Xiao Qu still waved at him, why?Compared with Shen Zhao?

"Chengqing." Xiao Qu called his name, "Come here."

He didn't want to go there, didn't want to see Shen Zhao, that would be tantamount to humiliating in person.Back then he was dark and rough, had a bad temper, and had a stinking face to everyone, so of course he couldn't compare to Shen Zhao, but now he has finally become fair and beautiful, docile and obedient, but he still can't compare to Shen Zhao!

Shen Zhao whispered something to Xiao Qu, but he couldn't hear clearly, his palms were already sweating, and the smooth railing was scratched with wet marks.

After a while, Xiao Qu came over.

He subconsciously wanted to run, but his legs and feet couldn't control him, and he stood on the stairs like a fool, watching Xiao Qu keep approaching.

"What's wrong? You look so ugly?" Xiao Qu touched his forehead, frowning slightly.

The familiar breath made him feel a little more at ease, he let go of the hand holding the railing, gently grabbed Xiao Qu's clothes corner, bowed his head and said, "Mr. Xiao."

"Come here." Xiao Qu held his wrist, forgiving his capriciousness and rudeness just now, "Sit with me for a while."

sit for a while?Are you with Shen Zhao?

He wanted to run away almost instinctively, but Xiao Qu pulled him hard.Having reached this point, the soul may disappear without a trace anytime and anywhere, he didn't want to resist Xiao Qu any more, he walked along the stairs to the first floor numbly, and stood in front of Shen Zhao.

Looking at Shen Zhao now, he had to look up.

At that time, he felt that Shen Zhao was short, and when he met Shen Zhao face to face, he would often squint his eyes in disdain.Now that he has changed into Chengqing's body, he realizes that Shen Zhao is not short.

Shen Zhao didn't wear a military uniform, but even in casual clothes, he looked like a soldier.

He raised his eyes and looked at Shen Zhao vigilantly.Shen Zhao stretched out his hand to him, and said with a smile, "Are you Chengqing? My name is Shen Zhao, Gui Chaolan's 'Zhao', Xiao Qu's friend."

Shen Zhao's voice was brisk, with a smile on his face, but no matter how nice the voice fell on his ears, it became a dull heavy bass.

His palms were all sweaty, it was inconvenient to shake hands with Shen Zhao, but that would be very impolite and would make Xiao Qu angry.Staring at Shen Zhao's outstretched hand, he anxiously wiped the sweat on his pants, but the sweat on his forehead slid down his face.

It must be a very stupid look, without any grace.

Shen Zhao withdrew his hand, and asked warmly, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

He nodded awkwardly, then shook his head, wishing he could leave immediately.

The 30-year-old Shen Zhao is more personable than when he last saw him that year. The gentleness and aura in his gestures and gestures are probably bestowed by the military camp and the years.And he was missing for eight years, and he was a 22-year-old young man before his death and after he woke up.If the 22-year-old Sheng Yu can still compete with Shen Zhao with merit and physical fitness, the 22-year-old Cheng Qing will face a dismal defeat against Shen Zhao.

Covering his forehead with a familiar palm, it was Xiao Qu.

He half closed his eyes and apologized nervously.

"Chengqing was ill a while ago, and he was not in good condition." Xiao Qu said to Shen Zhao, "I'll take him back to the room first."

As if he had been pardoned, he looked at Xiao Qu with moist eyes.

After everything was settled, Xiao Qu returned to the first floor.

Shen Zhao put down the teacup and sighed, "You finally show some signs of coming out."

Of course Xiao Qu knew what he was referring to, and smiled wryly, "You haven't been back for two years, I said I asked everyone to get together, and you came here just to see it?"

"Look at you along the way." Shen Zhao said, "You guys got together a while ago, and I was preparing for an actual combat exercise, so I couldn't come back. I just came back a few days ago, and I heard that you brought a young man home, so I wanted to take a look." .”

Xiao Qu was expressionless and fiddled with the tea set.

"Sheng Yu has been gone for eight years, you..." Shen Zhao paused, "If you can come out slowly, I, Qin Li, and other brothers will all be happy for you."

"He..." Xiao Qu poured out the tea leaves, hesitant to speak.

"Huh? What?"

"Do you think Cheng Qing is a bit like Sheng Yu?"

Shen Zhao was taken aback, his eyes serious.

"It's not like it?" Xiao Qu asked.

"You..." Shen Zhao said, "You keep Cheng Qing by your side because you think he looks like Sheng Yu?"

Xiao Qu looked aimlessly at a point in the air, "I have an illusion—when I'm with him, it's like Sheng Yu is by my side."

Shen Zhao shook his head, "You also understand, it's an illusion."

Xiao Qu closed his eyes.

"I'm an outsider, and I only got along with Cheng Qing for a few minutes just now. To be honest, I don't see any similarities." Shen Zhao patted Xiao Qu's knee and asked with concern: "Xiao Qu, how many people do I know very well?" Excellent psychiatrists are all from the military, if necessary..."

"No. I'm fine." Xiao Qu interrupted, "Let's not talk about this. It's rare for you to come back. Next time you come back, I don't know the year of the monkey, so let's talk about your affairs. Qin Li told me last time that it's time for you to transfer the field troops. Is it an application that you took the initiative to call?"

"Yeah. I'm tired of staying in the agency, so I went to see the world while I was still able to run."

"Everyone wants to run to the field troops." Xiao Qu sighed, "Be careful."

"I'm not going to the special forces. It's different from Sheng Yu. Don't worry." After saying this, Shen Zhao paused for a moment, his eyes hesitated, and finally he said, "Xiao Qu, we are all worried about you."

Xiao Qu smiled, "It's nothing, it's been a long time, the most difficult days have passed. I was thinking a few days ago, if there is reincarnation, Sheng Yu can go out to make soy sauce now."

The silence brought a long silence. After a long time, Shen Zhao said: "Chengqing's child looks innocent. Since you like him, it means that he does attract you. Why don't you try to have a good time with him. Sheng Yu has already Gone, no matter how much you miss him, he will never come back. Xiao Qu, life will be long in the future, you have to learn to let go and cherish the people in front of you."

Xiao Qu raised his right hand and put his fist between his eyebrows.

Shen Zhao continued like striking iron while it was hot: "That's how you are. You only regret it when you lose it. Back then you liked Sheng Yu so much, but you wanted to hide it from him, from all of us, and only told Qin Li that idiot. The old man in the courtyard I myself believed the rumors of 'you like me'. If you had confessed to Sheng Yu at that time, you..."

Shen Zhao knew that these words were equivalent to stabbing Xiao Qu in the heart with a knife, but he still had to say, "Xiao Qu, you have been living too hard these years. If Sheng Yu had a spirit in heaven, he would be willing to see you tortured like this Yourself? The person who left can’t come back, you can’t wait for him. That kid, Cheng...yes, Chengqing. He loves you deeply at first glance, you treat him well, let go of the past, and live seriously, you I'm only 30 years old this year..."

"Boom!" The glass hit the ground with a crisp sound.

Xiao Qu and Shen Zhao looked in the direction of the sound at the same time, and saw a thin figure squatting on the ground, anxiously cleaning up the mess.

Xiao Qu strode over and pulled him up, "Didn't you go back to your room, why did you come down again?"

Sheng Yu turned his face away, the tears that would not be wiped away in the future fell into the crystal fragments.