Falling in love with you through the clouds

57 Our Dream

"Hey!"

'It's Xiaoning...what's the matter with you?Are you crying? '

I wiped my tears, but my eyes were crying like a faucet turned on. "Tao Yi'an! You...do you have any news about Siqi?"

He on the other end of the phone fell silent for a moment.

he knows.

He knew what happened to Siqi!And it's definitely not like me, I have to wait until someone posts a link, or even a discussion and speculation on the Internet to find out!

Even if Siqi specifically said in the last post that she might not update for a while this time, but three weeks is a bit too long, right?And...and it's been a while since the news was released, especially foreign news.

'I dare not tell you, nor dare to guess... All I can say is that my sister hasn't contacted her family either. Tao Yi'an's dry and tense voice came from the microphone. "The reason why I didn't say it was because I didn't want you to..."

The mobile phone just slipped from the palm of my hand, fell to my thigh first, and knocked on the ground with a clear sound.

My Siqi...my Siqi!

'I will abide by the agreement! '

Lie, lie!

You clearly said that you would abide by the agreement and come back safely!You said you would come back safely!

We agreed to wait for you to come back and take the train around the island together, didn't we?

"We agreed...we agreed!" I cried, your smiling face was imprinted in my mind, and I remembered every word you said, especially the promises in the video.

We agreed!You said you would abide by the agreement and return to me... What happened?

Knot.fruit.Woolen cloth?

***

I didn't go to school the next day, nor did I go to Tropical Night.

People kept calling on my mobile phone, and I was not in the mood or able to answer it.

In the end, it was the senior sister and Yiting who contacted the landlord and directly opened the door of the room with the key.

Seeing that I was still alive, Yiting was greatly relieved. Their eyes were the same as mine, but they were not sure whether they were crying because they were worried about me or because of Siqi; the senior sister seemed to want to say something to me, but she didn't say a word. Wept after she finished speaking, she only called my name and hugged me tightly.

I'm alive, but my whole body is so numb that I can't think about it—except for Siqi's whereabouts.

I do not believe.

I still don't believe that Siqi was buried in that pile of snow like this. After all, neither the transportation nor the network is so developed in Nepal, or she was injured and is now staying in the local hospital for treatment...

I imagined many, many possibilities, perhaps, this is just my way of barely maintaining a glimmer of hope.

She's still fine, but she doesn't know where she's gone, or has she temporarily forgotten her way home?

When I told this inference to Yi Ting and the school sisters, they all nodded their heads. "That's right! It's not time to give up hope!"

"Your she must be alive! Believe me, I'll bet you my lunch!"

Yeah?Am I right?Just because she can’t find anyone doesn’t mean she’s gone. She’s so strong. A girl went to an unknown and mysterious country alone, doing the most difficult adventures and challenges, and bringing back beautiful and magnificent scenery. Qing moved.

She is an angel.It is a breeze that is unrestrained and unrestrained, coming and going freely. A mere pile of white snow cannot bury her, and she will definitely not just disappear like this.

I can only wait with a hope that is as faint as a candle.

I maintained my life under their encouragement and care; Yi Ting came to stay with me for a few nights, then my senior sisters, and then returned to Yi Ting...they worked in shifts like gatekeepers.I heard that Yiting seems to have a smooth relationship with a handsome guy from the guitar club not long after the start of school. Both of them have boyfriends to accompany, homework to take care of, and work to do. In the end, they all stayed by their side to comfort me because they were worried about me. .

I sincerely thank them for their company.

I still went back to school, and rejoined Mermaid after a week's break; I have to say, now I hope I'm as busy as possible, preferably so busy that I don't have time to think about Siqi.

By the way, a few days after seeing the report, Brother Lin contacted me, saying that the publishing house also received a lot of letters or phone calls to care about Chu; he asked me if I had any further news about her, when I said "no". When, he sighed heavily.

'Xiaoning, I'm sorry for you. ' I guess he just didn't know what to say, so he managed to say it.

I replied with "hmm", and afterwards he said that he would find a chance to actually go to Nepal; I don't know if it is true or not, so I can only believe it tentatively.

When Yiting came to accompany me, she would tell me a lot of things about the school, or gossip about movie stars, but the senior sister was relatively quiet and would not force me to change the subject; if I insisted on talking to her about Siqi, She will also talk to me.

Whenever I am free, I will watch the confession video recorded by Siqi over and over again.

No reason, it's the only way I can hear her voice - if she does go, that's all I have left.

The senior sister came out of the bathroom after taking a shower and saw her voice coming from my mobile phone. She didn't say much, but slowly climbed onto the bed.Call me softly: "Xiao Xiao."

"She remembers my birthday, she remembers." I raised my eyes, rubbed the tip of my nose, and a few drops of tears immediately dripped down. "I was so pleasantly surprised when I saw this video... How could she remember? How did she know? You don't even know."

"After all, she is your girlfriend. Couples will always try their best to surprise and touch each other, creating romance!"

"She's actually very unromantic, but the ideas in her head are very unconstrained, a wonderful guy."

'...don't cry, okay?i love you. '

The smile disappeared from the corner of my mouth.She loves me, the person who understands me best and is closest to my heart in this world...

"Our love will never come back after passing..." For some reason, I suddenly thought of this song. "Until now I've been waiting silently."

"Our love...I understand that it has become your burden...it's just that I can't let it go forever, the last warmth...the warmth you gave."

I sang the chorus part once, and my sister's eyes were flushed. "Little..."

I let out a meaningless laugh. "You said, is she a big liar? She promised me, she said she would keep her promise..." Before I could finish speaking, the senior sister jumped up and hugged me.

"Little... Siqi is gone."

I froze, this was the first time she told me the truth in front of me.

"She's gone!" She looked at me, crying like I did.

"I know you are sad, you miss her very much, and you can't let go of her. So... have a good cry, okay? Don't bear it! You are strong enough, today's "Forever Picture" sang very well... ...It sounds very good; she heard it, Xiao Xiao, Siqi heard it!"

My eyes turned hot, "Did she... hear that?"

The senior sister said with certainty: "She heard it."

I blinked, and finally closed it, buried my face in my senior's arms and cried for a while.

In retrospect, it was thanks to my sister's words that I was able to recover from heartbreak in a shorter time.

After what happened until now, I was still unwilling to accept this possible fact, until the senior sister told me the truth...and asked me not to bear it any longer.

Perhaps, she was real, buried in the pile of snow scenes she liked and admired the most.On top of that beautiful and dangerous world.

As the weather turned colder, I began to miss the wind and snow we experienced together on Yushan Mountain, the reliable barrier that walked in front of me, and the warm embrace that encouraged me, and her smile... I thought we could have more The chance to climb a mountain together now seems like an unattainable dream.

By the way, speaking of dreams—

One night in December, a night snack after the concert - I haven't attended in a long time.I make a request to them.

"Senior, can I quit the mermaid temporarily?"

As soon as I said this, everyone was frightened by me. "Why!"

"What's the matter with you, little one?", "Senior sister sang very well today!" Amidst the waves of surprised voices, Senior Saya just stared at me fixedly, as if to say "Why didn't you sing?" discussed with me."

Senior Monk went to serve in the army, and now the mermaid has returned to a five-person formation.Without the keyboard player, I became the ukulele player, and the change and melody of the music have been affected, not to mention what will happen from five people to four people.

"I know that such a request is very sudden and willful." I smiled and met the eyes of each of them. "I just... want to save my homework a little bit! Like before... I haven't read any books, and the final exam is coming in a blink of an eye. I want to have a little more time to prepare, and..."

"What else?" Unexpectedly, it was Senior Jack who asked the question.

I moistened my lips and met their eyes bravely. "I have a wish to fulfill, so I need a little more time to prepare."

"wish?"

"Hmm." I touched the amethyst in the turtleneck sweater, and my eyes were red in the blink of an eye. "The agreement between me and her is that I want to use the winter vacation to travel around the island by myself."

They all knew who that "she" was, and even Lu Snake and his junior, who didn't know the inside story, understood to some extent after this incident, but they just tacitly understood it.

"If you have already made a plan, then of course there is no problem." The senior promised so simply, but I was a little at a loss!

"I'm serious, if you want to fulfill your wish, just go for it; after all, we all know how much she holds in your heart."

"En." I took a deep breath, "Thank you, senior, thank you..." Apart from these two words, I don't know how to express my inner gratitude, just like my senior sister and Yiting have done to me.

"It's just that when you come back, please be sure to return to our lineup of mermaids." The senior smiled, and he said firmly: "It's a deal! Our mermaids cannot do without you."

My eyes were blurred with tears, but I smiled. "Know it!"