Falling in love with you through the clouds

26 Compassion

We made an appointment to meet at a well-known brown sugar pearl fresh milk near the school; as soon as she saw me, she raised a glass and said she would treat me, but I said sorry to her, "Here it is."She hesitated, but still stuffed the drink into my palm. "Then wait until the ice is gone before drinking!"

There are many second-hand bookstores around here. We stepped into the alley to enjoy a little quiet atmosphere. We saw a little yellow wild cat on the side of the road. The senior sister squatted down to tease it, but it ran away ungratefully.

"Oh, it's really... even cats despise me."

I laughed and said, "The cat is very wary."

She casually smoked a cigarette and held it to her lips, and the end of the cigarette soon lit up with an orange flame. "I'm sorry." She said to me, and at the same time came to hold me, I shook my head lightly. "Actually, I have long wanted to apologize to you face to face, but the timing was very sensitive a while ago... I think you may not have come out yet, and your neighbor said that you are very sad, and even your body is affected, so tell me not to go I was looking for you... so I dragged it until now."

"Sister Tao?" Have they met?when?

"I don't know her name...it's just a tall girl with short hair."

"Oh! Her surname is Tao, and I always call her Sister Tao."

She said "Oh", "What a coincidence? It's the same last name as the handsome guy in the wheelchair."

My heart shuddered, how could I not expect my senior to associate these two people together so quickly! "Well, well! Yes, it's a coincidence."

The senior sister exhaled white smoke, took a mouthful of brown sugar pearls, and instantly showed a sweet and happy expression. "Ah, it's delicious! It's been a long time since I drank it..." She chewed on the pearl and asked me how I was preparing for the exam, and I explained briefly.

"I'm sorry to interrupt your exam, but I want to talk to someone, but I don't know who to talk to; in a hurry, the only person I can think of is you."

"Sister, is there something urgent?"

She curled her lips and smiled, "It's not an urgent matter! I just... want to find someone to complain about."

I was full of question marks, "Sister, if you want to complain, you can go to Senior Jack! You..."

"Hey! The last person you should look for is him!" My words seemed to have stepped on her pain point inexplicably. She took a puff of cigarette angrily, and said the answer under my expectant eyes. "We're in the same boat now... I broke up with Jack again."

I suddenly felt short of breath, "Break up 'again'?" It's not news that they are on and off, but I thought... the return of Senior Saya before means that their relationship has regained stability, right?

Unexpectedly, "good times don't last forever".

"Yes, we broke up again." Her smile was mixed with a little loneliness.I bit my lip and silently squeezed my senior sister's hand. "That idiot...he is the one who clearly doesn't distinguish between public and private! They all bring their work anger into their private life...this is the disadvantage of being in the same band, spending a lot of time together, and a lot of friction!"

In the next half an hour or so, I was obediently being a child with ears and no mouth, listening to my senior sister complaining about Jack’s senior, everything from the management of the band to the littering of socks and underwear in my private life, which made me very upset three lines...

"I really can't see that the senior is such a person..." I could only laugh dryly.

"There are still many things you don't know, such as when he was sleeping..."

I quickly reached out to stop her from continuing to expose her ex-boyfriend! "The image of a senior in my mind is about to collapse if I continue talking about it! Sister, I can understand your difficulties, really... It's really a test of patience for two people to be together for a long time." Take sister Tao Let's talk about it, even if it's just a roommate, after living for a long time, you will naturally discover some of her shortcomings; no one is perfect.

She pinched her nose in embarrassment, "That's right... I'm sorry, I'm talking about myself... Don't look at me talking about Jack like this. Even if the breakup didn't hurt the first time, I still feel very sad."

"I understand." Even compared to being betrayed and being ruthlessly abandoned, it's good for them to end peacefully like this, at least I haven't heard that she is leaving the group.

The cigarette was finished, and the drink was finished.We have already walked back and forth in the second-hand bookstore street.

"Xiao Xiao, what about you?" She asked in a slightly nasal tone.

"I?"

"You and the surnamed Lu used to be so good. I know you have always liked him... Who knows that people's hearts can change at will, even I didn't expect him to become like this... I thought you could stop him from a precipice, and I would also I once thought that I could restrain him as a senior sister, but I didn't expect..."

I shook my head and heard the self-blame in my sister's words. "It's not your problem, sister... I admit, I admit that I did complain about you in my heart at one time, you should have known that he was dating Ivy in private, but never confessed to me; but, feelings are a private matter, and If he decides to cheat and decides to give up on me, no matter what you say, it will be useless..."

I took a deep breath, and the cold wind from Xiangwan was refreshing. "I've seen it! Even if I haven't completely seen it, I'm still working hard; he doesn't belong to me, and I don't see him as a partner in my life anymore; he's just passing by... It's a pity that our child who has no fate ..." I looked away disappointedly, and my tone was so light that I could only murmur.

"Child?" Her eyes widened immediately, staring straight at my belly. "You have a child?" The last paragraph was almost hysterical.

I admit that I was lying on purpose. I want to test whether she knows that he made me pregnant. It seems that she doesn't know.

"I took it off." I wanted to laugh, but my heart twisted for no reason.It still hurts... the emotional wound, it still hurts.

"Damn... Damn it! He made you pregnant and..." Sister Saya grabbed me tightly, bowed her head and cursed all the swear words that could be cursed. "So how are you now? Are you okay? Is there anyone taking care of you? Does your family know? Who else knows besides me?"

"I've taken care of my health and I'm fine. Sister Tao will take care of me. I dare not let people in my family know, especially my parents... I thought my senior sister knew about my pregnancy. It seems that he has made up his mind." Keep this a secret!" I snorted, shouldn't it be expected?

"Fuck! This bastard... I must teach him a lesson, I must make him unable to lift his head! How dare you do this to you!"

The senior sister felt sorry for me, and I finally saw it clearly.My heart warmed for a while, and I held her back. "Sister, don't be like this. I don't want to make things big for revenge... Don't worry! Ivy is not like me. If Lu Hanjun treats Ivy the way he treats me, he will definitely suffer a lot."

She sneered, gloating. "Huh! Their group is so lively! I was afraid that you would be sad, so I didn't plan to tell you."

I shake my head. "I really don't want to know."

The senior sister stopped talking immediately and nodded slightly; we held each other's arms and walked back to the place where we bought brown sugar pearls at the beginning.The glass in my hand is no longer iced, but I'm not in the mood to drink it yet.

"Shall I walk back with you?"

"Okay." The senior sister smiled at me, and we turned into the alley.

"I talked about that handsome guy surnamed Tao before, are you... familiar with him?"

The tentative tone was too obvious, I shrugged. "I'm very familiar with each other. We meet each other for presentations and classes... He said that he has recently become obsessed with mermaids."

"Yeah, running full time; I haven't had a chance to meet you recently, so I will talk to him about you." When it comes to "my things", I feel frightened for no reason.

"I'm pregnant, please keep it a secret, sister."

"Of course! I won't tell anyone." She sighed, "Little... What's your impression of this handsome guy surnamed Tao?"

Um?Could it be that the school sister is here to match Tao Yi'an and me? "He's very talented, and he's a nice guy." I didn't go to see my senior, and replied as calmly as possible.

"It's a pity his feet, otherwise they should be hundreds of times stronger than the one surnamed Lu." She looked up, "Since the first time you two appeared together, his eyes have been on you, so I started from that It's time to guess, will he appreciate you very much..."

I pouted, really too lazy to continue exploring. "He... confessed to me."

The senior sister's eyes lit up. "Wow! I can't see how aggressive this kid is!" In fact, he is as old as you. "Then what do you say?"

I bent my lips, "Just let it be."

"You shot him?" The senior sister spoke so directly. "Is it because he is inconvenient? Or is it something else?"

"No! It's just that I always feel that it's not good for me to agree to other people's pursuits. After all, I just ended a relationship... Besides, he is really good. I think I..." I shook my head. I can clearly see the small movements of pressing my stomach, right?

She has my arm. "Xiao Xiao, don't let the old wounds of the past become a burden for you to pursue happiness."

The words of the senior sister penetrated deeply into my heart.

We walked and came to the alley of my house.

"It's a little early, why don't we have dinner together?" She offered to propose.

"Okay!" It's been a long time since I chatted with my senior sister for so long, I feel a little nostalgic... I don't want to end so early!

We walked forward a few steps before I finally returned to the previous topic. "Sister's words... I will remember."

She took a deep look at me and smiled slightly, "That's good!"