fallen star

Chapter 9 Building

I didn’t go back to the classroom, but went straight back to the dormitory. I probably couldn’t eat lunch anymore, so I climbed directly onto the bed. I was so tired. I got back under the covers, turned on the player, and clicked Leehom Wang’s "Two People Are Not Equal to Us" and set up the menu. Put the music loop aside, try to bury your head in the quilt

"After all, this is too short a dream, and we finally retreated to strangers." It was so uncomfortable to hear, but I didn't want to cry, tears flowed like a lingering brook, with little flow but kept flowing

At first, I thought I was hit by the happiest and luckiest thing in the world. It didn’t take long before the essence emerged. The more beautiful things are, the heavier the burden behind them. I also admire myself, what time can be so hypocritical

I have been lying on the bed, and I have been repeating this song for a while. After listening to it about thirteen, four or five times, the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and none of them came back.

"Li Jifan, you are a dog~" After a while, S's voice came from outside the corridor, and then the bedroom door was pushed open by him. He was holding two bowls of rice, one of which was mine

"It's fine if you leave early, but I still have to bring you food. You, you are going to be the emperor!" I sat up from the bed, and he handed me my bowl

"Your conscience finally discovered it?" I asked him, "What made you realize your conscience and bring me food?"

S didn't eat it right away, but put down the bowl and lit a cigarette first, "Conscience discovered? There is no discovery~" He took a puff and exhaled the cigarette and said, "If it wasn't for Chen Jiatong, B, he told me please let me help you Bringing food, if I don’t see that I can’t make it up in my heart, and he can’t make up for it, I’ll bring shit for you.”

I was silent, and S said again, "I want to ask you a question, you...do you really have feelings for each other? Can you make him humbly beg me to bring you food?"

"My brain is cramped, I'm all human, how can I not..." I said, put the bowl aside, and lit a cigarette myself

"I found something very funny when I was eating just now." S suddenly said, "You didn't eat downstairs just now, but B, Chen Jiatong, took his cousin to sit down and eat."

"and then?"

S couldn't help laughing as he said, "I see that sissy, he saw that Chen Jiatong and his cousin were both there, so he sat next to them."

"It's that idiot again, it's really annoying." Then I thought about it, "It's none of my business now, how can I let him go?"

"No," S said, "I think he just sat down, Chen Jiatong didn't seem to give him a good face, Ouyang said a few words, and that sissy walked away with her job bowl, so embarrassing hahaha"

I don’t think it’s funny, it’s just that S has been laughing to himself, maybe yesterday or the day before yesterday, I would have a stomachache from laughing like him now, but now I can’t get the laughing point

"Who are you calling a sissy!" The door was suddenly pushed open, and neighbor A stood at the door

S stood up in response, "What about you, what?"

Neighbor A seemed very angry and yelled "Say it again!"

"Say your sissy one last time, and if you dare to come to this dormitory in the future, I will beat you to death with a mop!" S took advantage of her height and body shape, and ruthlessly humiliated neighbor A

Neighbor A left, S slammed the door angrily, who knows, we all have to pay the price for today

Today's weather is fine, sunny and a little windy, Chen Jiatong didn't go back to the dormitory at noon, and when it was almost two o'clock, a commotion outside woke me up

"*** What are you doing on the roof, don't stand there, it's dangerous! Go back!" In the dark, I heard the news that someone was going to jump off the building

S also heard it. He was playing with his mobile phone at the time. The voice outside was from the auntie from the small shop downstairs. The name he called was the neighbor A next door. S immediately stood up from the bed when he heard it. When he was about to take a picture of me, he realized that I was awake. with

"Oops, then B is going to jump off the building!" He hurriedly jumped off the bed, "If he jumps, I will suffer too!" I rushed out of the dormitory, and I followed him to the rooftop

"You all don't come here!" Neighbor A held a utility knife in his left hand, and his right wrist was cut. He was confronting us, and everyone gathered around the rooftop exit.

"Speak up if you have something to say! Can you stop getting emotional now?" Ouyang is trying to persuade him

No matter how hard Ouyang tried to persuade him, he was still very emotional, "I'm tired of living for more than ten years!" He yelled, "Call Li Jifan over here, I have something to ask him!"

I squeezed from the crowd to the outside, "I'm here, just ask if you have anything"

"Are you related to both of them!" He cried and yelled, looking very pitiful, which is also the case

"Come down, I'll tell you when you come down"

He obviously didn't agree with me, so he turned around and jumped down. Everyone panicked. Just when everyone was about to step up to check, his head popped out again, still laughing. It turned out that he jumped into the air-conditioning row. On the small platform of the air fan

His face was covered with plaster, and he also smeared the blood oozing from his right wrist. He was still grinning ferociously. Some female students with poor psychological endurance were about to vomit, and retreated behind the crowd unbearably.

"What on earth do you want?" I asked him, "Whatever you want, tell me, as long as I can give it, I will give it to you when you come over."

"Then can you let one of them out?!" He said, I could feel that both Chen Jiatong and Ouyang were silent

I took a few steps forward and he looked wary

"We are all human beings, and no one is an item, you know?" I said, "It doesn't mean that I can give it to you if I don't want it now, because I can't give it to you, you know?"

He started to cry, and I said again, "The way you are now will only make them farther and farther away from you, try to live a good life, even if you don't have a fate with them, there will be better ones waiting for you in the future!"

I tried to reach out to him "Are we all right for this life? Don't live for others..." He cried and nodded and wanted to crawl over

Seeing that he was about to crawl over, the audience cheered, but at this moment, the last thing I wanted to see happened. I was just about able to grab his hand, but he missed it...

"Ah!" I jumped forward desperately without grabbing his hand, watching him hit the corner of the cafeteria before landing on the ground

"Go down and save people, call 120!" Everyone panicked

in the hospital...

"Fortunately, there was a buffer in the middle, and the patient's life was recovered..." The doctor often told the good news first, and then the bad news. It's gone... Also, because my right hand lost too much blood... I can't keep my hand..."

This news was a nightmare for his family. He was going to be in a wheelchair at a young age, and his right hand was crippled when he was learning to draw. He lay motionless in the ward, and could only cry, saying " What are you saving me for, you might as well let me die!"

I watched it outside the ward for a while, but I couldn’t stand it any longer. I felt as if I was being gripped by something in my heart, and I felt uncomfortably stuffy. The smell of disinfectant in the hospital made me suffocate.

Through the glass, I saw him look towards me suddenly, that look almost killed me, I clearly saw him saying "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" I hurried Running out of the hospital, that moment was really terrible, the fear went deep into the bone marrow

"I'm sorry, Ouyang and Chen Jiatong are not whether I want it or not. It really seems that I am selfish and superior. I am just like you. I am an ordinary person who is trying to find my true love. I like them both very much. , but if I had to give up one, I would not choose one, because it is difficult for me to choose." I muttered silently in my heart, hoping that he in the ward could hear it, and then bowed deeply in the direction of the ward. escaped