fallen star

Chapter 39

Just when everything was ready, the classroom door was pushed open, she walked in, Yang Le and I didn't speak, we were both stunned

In the days when she had to wear school uniforms every day, she actually changed into casual clothes. She wore a small beige floral baseball uniform on her upper body and a little tight jeans on her lower body, which turned out to be a bit prettier

"Little Fatty, take a break at noon today, I'll make it up for Li Jifan~" She came over and sat next to Yang Le, with the momentum of pushing him away

Yang Le made an OK gesture, nodded several times, got up with a playful smile, and winked at me, then walked away

If I change someone, I don’t know how to start. I used to think that girls are very conservative. At this moment, all of them have been corrected.

"Hello, haven't you introduced yourself yet~" She flipped through the book and said, "My name is Lin Yingjie, and they all call me Xiao Yingzi~"

I smiled awkwardly, "Hello, hello~"

"Which part do you want to make up? After all, Yang Le also went to Nanchang for half a year. He probably forgot a lot of knowledge points. I should be able to help you."

Then she kept asking, I kept shaking my head, and then she kept explaining the knowledge points to me, but the efficiency was not high. If I was a normal person, maybe she would help me more efficiently than Yang Le , unfortunately I'm not normal

She returned to her seat soon after class, took out her school uniform from the drawer and put it on, then turned her head and smiled at me, I was in a mess

"How's it going, noon?" After the first class, he went to the toilet with Yang Le, and he said, "Little Yingzi is in the top ten in grade, I want to ask her to help me make up, hey~"

"Suddenly changed someone, I don't know where to start, just like that~" I sighed

He laughed loudly, "I can't do without me, call me brother!"

I really wanted to call him brother, and then continue to ask him to make up for me in the afternoon, but the last bit of stubbornness told me not to call, absolutely not to call, and then I really didn’t call out.

"I call your mother, you can dream~"

In the next week, Lin Yingjie helped me make up all the time, but in comparison, the progress was not as fast as when Yang Le helped me make up. Seeing that the time is getting tighter, the [-]-day countdown to the start of school has already passed, and now it has been a month. Now, so I want to express my opinion!

Another day at noon, after eating, I deliberately dragged Yang Le back to the classroom

"Why are you dragging me? Xiao Yingzi won't make it up for you?" He asked me, I shook my head and remained silent

Back to class, as usual, before she came, I ran to the back window with Yang Le and started smoking, it was time for her to see my worst side

"Li Jifan~" Before anyone arrives, the voice goes first

"Wow, you still don't put out the cigarette when she's here?" Yang Le asked me with a look of surprise, I took a big puff leisurely, and smiled

"What are you doing in the classroom?!" The door was pushed open, she stood at the door and scolded

"Hey, hey, don't smoke, don't smoke~" Yang Le immediately persuaded, and quickly put out the cigarette, but I was unmoved

She came over and wanted to grab the cigarette in my hand, but I dodged it, took another puff and threw it out of the window

"Can you have some quality?!"

I don't speak, my eyes are looking out the window

"Okay!" She said fiercely, then turned and left

The door was slammed shut and popped back hard, and I glanced back at the door to make sure she was gone

"Hey, what medicine did you take by mistake today?" Yang Le was even more surprised, "Isn't it because someone lowered his head and bewitched?"

"It's because I didn't take the wrong medicine. I don't like her, and I waste her time helping me with my lessons. I don't want to owe her anything~"

"Then it's fine if you just say it straight, you are too much~" he said, "It's such a reason, but it's not solved like this~"

One noon is a waste, Yang Le is right, my approach is indeed wrong, like I did to Chen Jiatong, it will only deeply hurt the person who treats me well, but people's hearts are separated, their own bottom line is In their own hearts, I will never find out the kindest way

I was listening carefully during class in the afternoon, but I couldn’t help noticing her because she was sitting in front of me, so I would glance at her from time to time. She was listening for a while, and lying on the table for a while, and I didn’t want to speculate on her heart Activity

We had a good dinner with Yang Le, when suddenly Lin Yingjie came over with the meal aggressively and pushed Yang Le away

"What do you mean at noon?!" Her tone was cold, and she knew that she was here to ask the teacher for a crime

"Just smoke, what's wrong?"

"Do you know it's a classroom? Are you still smoking in it?" She held a look of being unreasonable and unforgiving

"Isn't there no one? Why can't I smoke?"

"Do you have any opinion on me? What do you say?"

"No, what's your opinion? If you get angry, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did wrong. Anyway, I'm sorry~"

After she finished speaking, she seemed to have calmed down a bit, so I have to speak quickly

"Actually, I just don't want to trouble you anymore. When Yang Le helps me make up, the progress is faster. Isn't I also in a hurry~"

"Why does Yang Le make up for you faster?" She said, grabbing Yang Le, who was buried in the meal beside him, but Yang Le didn't dare to say a word, cowardly

"I don't know, I don't know anything, I'm a victim~" He put down his chopsticks and put his hands on his head, probably because he knew that Lin Yingjie had many suitors in school, and it was sad to offend her for half a semester

"No, that's not what I mean. There are many common topics between men, and you can joke around. You see, there are so many taboos between men and women. If you stay in the same classroom, you may not be able to say bad things about others. I am doing it for your own good." ~"

She let go of Yang Le, "Then you said it earlier, don't have any taboos, no matter what others say, there is only half a semester left and it will pass!"

"It's over!" There was a buzzing in my head, "This is my rhythm," I thought to myself, but I still kept a smile on my face

"Yeah, what's wrong with Xiao Yingzi, I want you to make it up for me. You see, other people are good-looking and have good grades. You don't want everything, why bother!" Yang Le fanned the flames beside me, and I was very excited desperate

"Don't turn your elbows out here, don't talk yet!" I gave him a blank look

"What's wrong with me, you want to treat me like this!" She was really angry

"I just want Yang Le to help me make up lessons, nothing else..." I started to lose my confidence

After she finished speaking, she left without taking any food, and ran out of the cafeteria with her sister Taoxiao

"Okay, okay! I'll explain it to her, and I will make it up for you. Although my father is the principal, I don't dare to mess with the gangsters in the school. You can organize the language next time and talk~ "

This day is really heartbreaking, learning and feelings are colliding, the collision is crackling, and my eardrums are buzzing

I really can't stand the days without mobile phones. I asked for leave again on weekends and went back to Nanchang to get my mobile phone. I returned to the familiar home again. The familiar Ouyang's art photos still made my eyes shine. The familiar things no longer caused me so much pain. , but make me strong, I believe in the lyrics, Ouyang watched me grow up in the sky, I can't let him down

The phone automatically shuts down when it runs out of power. When it is powered on and turned on again, there are countless greeting messages from strangers on QQ and messages on the message board of QQ space. I guess it is her. It is really a headache. a person of

"I have done so much for you, cleared the table for you, stuffed you with snacks in case you were hungry, and helped you make up lessons. Have I begged you to repay me? You want to treat me like that, I just want you to say thank you." "I I like you, what's the matter, what's wrong with me, why can't you like me, and I haven't interfered with your studies, have I?"...Wait, wait...

The most boring thing is that she is still leaving messages on the message board in my space. No one cares about the message board for many years. It’s a shame she can still think of it here

"I didn't mean to say thank you, nothing you do is what I want you to do for me" I said back to her

"You are too much!"

"It's just what you want to do, can't you not do the things that let me say thank you?"

"What I want to do has nothing to do with you, you don't care!"

"Then don't blame me for being rude, I won't say thank you to you"

"What on earth did you think?"

"I just want to study hard, I don't want to do anything." When I sent the message, I sat on the sofa and looked at the artistic photo of Ouyang hanging on the opposite wall. The real reason is him.

"Then I like you, it won't interfere with your study, why can't I give it a try? Or if you want to study now, at worst I can wait until graduation!"

"No need, I already have someone in my heart, I can't tolerate you" I said it very clearly, it's none of my business whether she dies or not

I went to Sister Huang Xuan’s music restaurant again. Sister Li Ziqi also went there after get off work. We had a meal together. The sadness was not so much. Instead, we talked and laughed. Sister Huang Xuan drove me on the way home. Talking about Ouyang again

"Do you still... miss him?" She tried to ask me

"Think about it, definitely think about it, think about him and he can't come back, right? It's always better to be optimistic~" I smiled, turned my head to look out the window, and quietly wiped away my tears

"That's right, you are still young, look away, there is still a long way to go~" Speaking of this, I thought of that song again

"The future is long, don't be disappointed"

I was a little choked up, so uncomfortable that I couldn't speak, so I responded with an "um" and pretended to look out of the window. The road home was very long, with many traffic lights and traffic jams, so I couldn't let me go home as soon as possible to vent

Finally arrived home, Sister Huang Xuan drove back the same way, I went upstairs and opened a bottle of low-quality red wine I bought years ago, the weather was no longer so cold, I was still sitting on the window sill drinking wine and watching the cars coming and going downstairs , I don’t miss Ouyang so much anymore, but whenever I mention it again, I still feel uncomfortable, like a wound that won’t heal.

"You don't know how lonely I am when I miss you, because I only miss you the most when you can't see me~" I was a little bit above talking to the glass, and wept as I spoke

The quilt on the bed has also been replaced with a thin spring quilt. Maybe sister Li Ziqi came to change it when she was free. It felt really warm to be taken care of by someone. I went to bed quickly before I felt like throwing up. Before going to bed, I have to send a message to Ouyang to pretend that he is still there

"I'm going to sleep, good night, you go to bed early too~"

When I woke up again, it was past ten o'clock. I looked at the ticket, and after the twelve o'clock train, I had to wait until five o'clock in the afternoon. My intuition told me that I should get up, pack my things and leave.

Lin Yingjie is still sending me messages, and she keeps sending me messages even if I haven't replied, it's enough to make me feel sad for this girl, she doesn't know what kind of person she met, and I can't say, I can only say Say sorry to her from the bottom of my heart, and then pretend to be very firm on the surface

"You have to think about what you did wrong to make me like you so much!"

"I didn't write that poem, I copied it, Ding Taisheng, he is talented, so go ahead and like him, I'm really a layman." The alcohol has not subsided, and the head hurts from sitting in the car

"I don't care, it's not because that poem likes you, you think too much"

"I don't bother to think about it. I don't care if you like it. If you like it, you like it slowly. I won't accompany you." I have said enough

"Well, it's fine if I like it, and it's fine if you don't hate me, and it doesn't matter if we're not together, but please don't refuse me to do those things for you~"

At the same time, Yang Le also sent me a message, I quit to watch, damn, "Your snail girl is cleaning the table for you again, how are you doing?"

"Quickly tell her to stop!"