ex relationship

Chapter 9 C9

C9

Park Chanyeol ran into the kitchen and drank a large cup of cold water, took deep breaths, and forced himself to regain his composure.

But the panic was like a rope tightly imprisoning his whole body, making him a little out of breath.

After leaving the hotel, he subconsciously found Bian Boxian and his family.

The password was still the one from his previous life, so he easily entered the room and saw Baekhyun who was asleep.

Park Chanyeol just sat quietly beside his bed, the anger and worry in the morning disappeared immediately when he saw this face.

He could vaguely guess what this guy was thinking, what he was afraid of, and what he was avoiding, so he was suddenly not in a hurry—anyway, Baekhyun couldn't escape from Park Chanyeol's side, so take your time.

Looking at it, Park Chanyeol also fell asleep lying on the bed.

He had a strange dream, dreaming that they returned to the previous life, dreaming that he sent the drowning Bian Baekhyun to the hospital, dreaming that he was unconscious all the time, dreaming that Lin Xiao suddenly found him and threatened him to make Bian Baekhyun Ruined and ruined, he dreamed that he had no choice but to agree to get married, and finally dreamed that Baekhyun went to his wedding.

All that was too real, so real that he could completely see the determination and abandonment in Baekhyun's eyes.

"I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."

These are words from Baekhyun's mouth.

He suddenly woke up, looking at Bian Boxian lying in front of him, he was extremely thankful that it was just a dream.

But Bian Boxian on the bed suddenly talked in his sleep, called out his name softly, and smiled slightly, but tears were streaming from the corners of his eyes.

This smile and the smile in the dream overlapped in front of Park Chanyeol's eyes. Unreasonable anger and panic occupied all his reason, and he kissed him regardless.

Along the way, Park Chanyeol suddenly remembered their last life——

They grew up together.

On Baekhyun's 18th birthday, he confessed first, and then they got together logically.

Going to college, graduating from college, working, they have never been apart.

Although the days are dull, they all feel very happy.

Baekhyun likes to sing, so he accompanies him.

Occasionally, I will record songs and upload them to the Internet, and occasionally do live broadcasts.

Gradually, Baekhyun became popular, and there were always little girls saying in the comment area that they liked him and wanted to marry him.

Occasionally, a girl would ask, what does the person who accompanies Baekhyun look like?The guitar sound is really charming!

But Park Chanyeol has never shown his face once, he prefers to sit on the side, without hiding the love in his eyes, watching Baekhyun singing while playing the guitar.

Just looking at the smile on the corner of his mouth, Park Chanyeol felt that he could do without anything.

And Bian Boxian always put his arms around his neck, with a smile on his face.

"They all say I'm pretty, that's because they haven't seen you! My Chanyeol is the most beautiful person in the world! But luckily they haven't seen you, I don't want someone to snatch you away!"

Later, for some reason, a company suddenly took a fancy to Baekhyun.

Park Chanyeol remembered that before Baekhyun was going to that company, he held his hand seriously and said.

"Chanyeol, if you don't like it, I won't go."

"Nothing is more important than you."

But Park Chanyeol could still see the longing in his eyes at a glance.

"I love you the most when you are happy."

"Go, I'll be waiting for you at home."

With the help of the company, coupled with Baekhyun's outstanding ability and handsome appearance, he soon became a well-known singer.

That company also invited Park Chanyeol, and after knowing that he was the accompanist for Baekhyun, they offered a lot of money.

But he refused.

He only accompanied Baekhyun alone, and he wanted to wait for him behind Baekhyun to accompany him.

So he said no.

Later, a director took a fancy to Bian Boxian and invited him to star in a new play.

Although it was only a small role, Baekhyun hugged Park Chanyeol and had fun all night, with smiles on his face and eyes.

Park Chanyeol was also very happy, but he suddenly felt worried about his gains and losses.

Baekhyun seemed to go too far and too fast, he was suddenly afraid that if one day he was no longer worthy of him, and it would be unfair to stand beside him, what would he do?

"Baekhyun, do you love me?"

"You nonsense! The person I love the most the most is you!"

"Will one day you stand too high and you don't want me?"

"No matter how many people there are, I can see you at a glance. Chanyeol, don't think about it, if someone doesn't love you, that person is definitely not Baekhyun."

He suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, looked into Baekhyun's serious eyes, and held him tightly in his arms.

After that drama was broadcast, Bian Boxian's acting skills were also affirmed.

After his career flourished, Bian Boxian became busier and busier.

Park Chanyeol is often at home alone, watching the prepared meals slowly getting cold, watching the funny shows on TV in a daze, watching the apologetic text messages on the phone, and finally lying in the cold bed alone A sleepless night.

When Bian Baekhyun was able to go home in time, the two of them didn't seem to have much time to communicate. Mostly, Bian Baekhyun fell asleep after eating.

Seeing the darkness under his eyes, Park Chanyeol couldn't bear to disturb him, so he could only clean up silently, watched Baekhyun's TV in the living room, and then lay beside Baekhyun and watched him.

Still later, it was their six-year anniversary together.

Park Chanyeol sent Baekhyun a text message early to inform him to come back early in the evening, until he prepared the bouquet and dinner, Baekhyun sent a text message suddenly, saying that he had something to do and would try to come back as soon as possible.

He sat alone at the kitchen table, watching the candles burn out.

Then he turned on the computer and entered "Bian Baekhyun" in the search bar.

Those materials are things he knows without looking at them.

Until he saw a piece of news——

"Recently, the newly filmed online rotten drama xxxx is loved by the audience. The reporter photographed the two leading actors eating together at a certain restaurant tonight. They look very familiar and intimate..."

Even if the person in the picture is just a side profile, Park Chanyeol will recognize him.

It turns out that there is such a thing...

Park Chanyeol left their apartment, walked aimlessly on the street, and saw a bar he didn't know, and he walked in with an expression of indifference.

Sitting at the bar, he drank one cup after another, but Park Chanyeol felt more and more awake.

The comments he saw on the Internet appeared one by one before his eyes.

"Ahhh Lin Qi and Baekhyun look so good together!"

"One attack and one receive are still so good-looking! We are together!"

"I heard that Brother Lin Qi is indeed gay! It would be great if Brother Baekhyun likes him too!"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

"He is mine."

Park Chanyeol looked at the ice in the glass and muttered to himself.

"Bian Baekhyun, it belongs to Park Chanyeol."

He didn't remember how much he drank in total, as if he couldn't get drunk anyway.

After a long time, a woman suddenly sat next to him, and he couldn't help frowning because of the irritating smell of perfume, and wobbled a bit to the side.

But the woman also sat down.

Park Chanyeol drank all the wine in the glass in one go, got up and was about to go out, but was suddenly grabbed by the arm by the woman.

Park Chanyeol didn't listen to a word she said, and just forcefully opened that hand.

"I like men."

After speaking, Park Chanyeol slowly walked out of the bar regardless of the woman's reaction.

There was no one on the street late at night, and Park Chanyeol wandered back to the apartment alone.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Bian Baekhyun sitting on the sofa, looking at him with displeasure.

"Yo, isn't this our big star?"

Park Chanyeol sat on the ground, smiling like a ruffian.

"Have you been drinking?" Bian Boxian asked, frowning and suppressing the unhappiness in his heart.

"Uh! You, you smell it?"

Park Chanyeol burped indifferently.

"I clearly sent a text message to tell you that I will come back as soon as possible. Why did you go out? Why did you drink? Also, what happened to the roses in the trash can? Are you expressing your dissatisfaction with me?"

"Oh, how dare you! You are a big star, everyone likes you, how can I, a petty citizen, dare to be dissatisfied with you?" Park Chanyeol rubbed his swollen and painful temples with his hands, but he smiled indifferently.

Seeing this small gesture of Park Chanyeol, Baekhyun sighed, got up and walked over.

"I really have something to do. I didn't dare to come back because I needed it for work. If you wait for me..."

"Snapped!"

Looking at the hand that was slapped away by Park Chanyeol, Baekhyun was so shocked that the second half of his sentence got stuck in his throat.

"Hehe, Baekhyun, haven't I waited long enough for you?"

Park Chanyeol supported the wall behind him and slowly stood up.

"I don't have the good fortune to be lifted up by you, I'm just an ordinary person."

After speaking, Park Chanyeol walked slowly towards the bathroom.

"Park Chanyeol!" Byun Baekhyun grabbed his hand, his face full of anger, "What the hell are you getting on?!"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"

Hearing this sentence, Park Chanyeol suddenly burst out laughing uncontrollably, almost unable to straighten his waist.

After the laughter stopped, Park Chanyeol turned to look at Baekhyun, his eyes were cold, and he opened the hands that were holding him one by one.

"Bian Baekhyun, is it that I am usually too kind to you? So good that you think I will not be sad or angry? I will let you fly and do what you like, and I will wait quietly in place. You. If you are happy, I will be happy. If you are sad, I will love you more than anyone else."

"You gradually became famous, you never knew how scared I was! I was afraid that I would not be worthy of you! I was afraid that you would look down on me after you became famous! I can't tell you about this..."

"Do you still remember, how long have you left me waiting for you at home alone? You are always in need of work, always busy, and come back to sleep and rest."

"What about me? Where's Park Chanyeol? Can't you see me?!"

"Today is the anniversary, and you left me at home just because you had something to do, but you ate in the restaurant with that man? Baekhyun Bian, do you really think that I don't care?!"

"Do you know that I almost go crazy watching your TV series?! What? Are you really planning to have a real shot now?!"

"You let him come! I'll go! I'll make room for you!"

"Snapped!"

A crisp slap interrupted Park Chanyeol's hysteria, Baekhyun's hands were shaking slightly, and he looked at Park Chanyeol with red eyes.

"You...you can't tell me that..."

"How much I love you, don't you know better than anyone else..."

"I admit that I haven't been with you for a long time, but I originally planned to ask for leave next month to travel with you, do you know..."

"I……"

Looking at the slap marks on Park Chanyeol's face, Baekhyun felt regretful in his heart, tears just soaked his entire face.

He threw himself into the arms of Park Chanyeol who was standing there, his arms tightly wrapped around his waist, weeping uncontrollably.

"I was wrong... Chanyeol... I was wrong..."

"Hit me! It's my fault!"

"Is it very painful?"

"I……"

All the words mixed with crying were blocked by Park Chanyeol's sudden kiss, smelling of alcohol, domineering as if he wanted to swallow Baekhyun whole.

With tears in his eyes, Bian Baekhyun put his arm around his neck, letting him manipulate him.

That night was the craziest they had ever been.

There are traces of them on the floor, on the sofa, on the bed, everywhere.

I don't know how many times I did it until both of them had no more strength.

"Chanyeol..."

After a long silence, Bian Baekhyun's crazy and hoarse voice came.

"Let's not quarrel, shall we..."

Park Chanyeol didn't speak, just lowered his head and looked at Baekhyun quietly.

a long time.

"it is good."

After that day, they seem to return to the previous sweet time.

Byun Baekhyun quit his job and was always tired of Park Chanyeol at home.

Two people, as if nothing happened.

During this period, someone contacted him again, wanting to sign him and ask him to write songs.

This time, Park Chanyeol was a little hesitant, and temporarily agreed to the other party's appointment.

When they arrived at the agreed place, the woman sitting there looked at him with surprise and said that they met again.

Park Chanyeol frowned, there was no memory of her in his mind at all.

The other party said that she was the woman at the bar that night, and he was also an employee of that company.

Park Chanyeol didn't care too much about the person in front of him, he quietly looked at the conditions offered by the other party, and finally suggested that he need to think again.

When he got home, Baekhyun threw himself into his arms coquettishly.

"I just went to meet someone from a brokerage company."

"Who? Which company?"

"She said her name is Lin."

"Lin Xiao?"

"Seems to be."

"Oh, she is quite well-known in the circle. She is capable and resourceful. There is almost no one who is not popular in her hands. But she is most famous for that pair of 36D hahahahaha..."

"I think, sign them up."

Baekhyun's laughter stopped abruptly, and he looked at Park Chanyeol in astonishment.

"You, what did you say?"

"The conditions they gave are pretty good."

"But don't you want to enter this circle?"

I want to be worthy of you.

Park Chanyeol didn't speak, just looked at Baekhyun like that.

"Didn't you say you didn't want to be famous? Didn't you find it troublesome! You... Didn't you say that you only write songs and accompaniments for me!"

Bian Baekhyun suddenly understood Park Chanyeol's original mood, and he understood all the emotions he couldn't imagine at this moment.

"I want to do it too, what I want to do."

Just one sentence left Bian Boxian speechless.

Yes, he is so selfish...

"Okay, as long as you are happy."

Park Chanyeol signed with that company, and gradually realized Baekhyun's hard work.

But the time for the two of them to communicate is getting less and less.

With Park Chanyeol's little fame, there are rumors from the outside world that there is some kind of ambiguous relationship between him and Lin Xiao...

One day, Baekhyun couldn't hold back the anger in his heart when he saw those words saying that they were a good-looking man and a beautiful woman, and had a big fight with Park Chanyeol who had just returned home.

Then ran out.

A few hours later, Park Chanyeol still couldn't hold back and went out to look for him.

Called countless times but never got through.

Park Chanyeol was so anxious that he could only call his manager, Lin Xiao, for help.

The female voice on the other end of the phone gently comforted him, and Park Chanyeol could only hold back the impatience in his heart and continue searching.

Finally, five hours later, with the help of Lin Xiao, they found Bian Boxian.

The location is in the hotel.

The smell of alcohol in the room was mixed with an ambiguous atmosphere, as well as the mess of the place, and the glaring marks on Bian Boxian's body.

Park Chanyeol's eyes became blood red, he rushed up and punched the person lying next to Baekhyun fiercely.

Another punch, another punch...

It's as if you can't stop until you beat the opponent to death.

"stop it!"

After waking up, Baekhyun forcibly held Park Chanyeol back, but was thrown by Park Chanyeol and sat on the ground.

"Get the fuck out of me!"

Park Chanyeol pushed the half-dead person under him who was beaten by him out of the bed, and immediately stood aside, as if he was afraid of getting something unclean.

"Park Chanyeol, do you believe me?"

Bian Baekhyun looked at Park Chanyeol's indifference and disgust, looked at the decent woman beside him, looked down at his mess, and asked tremblingly.

"Bian Baekhyun, I saw it with my own eyes."

Since then, the two have not spoken a word.

After a while, when Baekhyun came home, he saw the packed luggage in the living room and Park Chanyeol standing beside the luggage.

"Bian Baekhyun, let's break up."

"it is good."

Baekhyun took off his shoes calmly, and walked into the bedroom with his coat, while Park Chanyeol walked from him to the door with his luggage.

Neither of them looked back.

Park Chanyeol doesn't know why he still thinks about these things after so many years, everything is as clear as yesterday.

They were all too young at that time, for the sake of the so-called self-esteem, if one didn't ask, the other wouldn't explain.

They thought that they had been together for so long and knew each other so well that nothing would separate them.

But reality is like a rebellious child, the more you think about something, the more it arranges something.

He thought that they would never have the chance to face each other in that lifetime.

But reality once again arranged something unexpected for them.

If you do it all over again...

He thought about this question back then.

Park Chanyeol gently put down the water glass in his hand, and his mood became calm before he knew it.

"Since we're doing it all over again, Baekhyun, can you give it a try with me?"