sinovels Chapter 15 4
Chapter 15 4
fourteen
The quiet corridor was carried out by the crying of a woman, I woke up and opened my eyes.
Lee hugged me and sat up, a one-year-old child in the arms of a young mother kept making noises, and the old man behind him explained nervously
"Seeing him fall and not holding him back, it's all my fault! It's all my fault!"
I saw the child in the woman's arms. The blood from the ears had dried up. The woman ran forward in panic without saying a word. She ran back and forth to do various checks on the child. After running around for a while, I learned that fortunately, I looked directly at the cartilage contusion in the ear. , no problem.
The woman held the child who had already fallen asleep, not daring to relax in the slightest, and discussed with the husband who rushed over to go to the neurology department for another examination.
Looking at the anxious and hesitant figures, I stared blankly for a long time until they disappeared from sight.
"Can you have a baby for me?"
Lee suddenly made a sound, and I looked at her in surprise.
"It's okay not to give birth, let's adopt a child!"
Lee looked serious and didn't look like he was joking.
"I really want to feel this kind of heart-wrenching tension, isn't it absurd?"
Lee lowered his head and smiled, looking at me,
"With a child, we will really be involved for the rest of our lives."
I didn't think that Lee would think so far away, that I was so valued and cherished by a person, and that he would try his best to involve me for the rest of his life.
Zhiqing, I seem to understand your final choice a little bit. Even at the cost of my life, I don’t want to see my lover leave. I’m feeling it.
"This month's new issue will be released tomorrow, let me show you first!"
As soon as I got in the car, Lee delivered the magazine to me. The cover was a gorgeous picture of a sunrise, the sky was full of golden clouds, illuminating everything in the world, and there was a thin figure in the lower left corner , cheeks slightly sideways, eyes drooping under slightly longer bangs, full of loneliness and loneliness, Lee captures my perfect sadness, with text next to it
"Sorrow in Paradise"
"Is it okay for a car magazine to use this as a cover?"
I opened it and saw that some introductions about the car's performance did not match the style of the cover at all.
"In addition to pursuing freedom, passion, and challenges, cars should also have meaning on the road. In addition to driving on the road, we also need to talk to our hearts."
Lee is a very thoughtful person, but she will not easily show her talent in front of me. When we are together, we only pursue simple happiness.
"I recently discovered that writing is a very meaningful thing. I use words to record my precious thoughts and feelings. Even if they are forgotten, when I see them again, I will still remember what kind of state of mind it was, the beautiful scenery in front of me, the smile on my cheek. The wind, and those years of sincere treatment!"
"Little wild cat, can you write down your story? I want to know all your sorrows and regrets, so that I can make up for each one and be complete."
I smiled and nodded.
Zhiqing, the prince in my fairy tales, suddenly found that if I die, you who are so beautiful in my eyes will no longer exist. I no longer want to enjoy your beauty alone. I hope that those beauty can warm more lonely hearts!
Lee took my hand and kissed it lightly on the lips, and rubbed it back and forth on the gear lever, unwilling to let go. The car drove very slowly, and everything around me became very peaceful.
I am more and more obsessed with the flexible control of Lee's extremely long fingers on the steering wheel. She can always hold my hand with one hand and walk freely on the steering wheel with the other. The rhythm beats, like a ballet dancer is graceful and bright, like a white dove flying in the sky, free and real, like a dandelion blown up soft and firm.
I am deeply intoxicated by such a wonderful time, such a beautiful Lee.
Dear Qing, I think this is happiness, my happy moment!
The warm sunshine, the soft palms, the quiet time was just right, I fell asleep with a smile.
I walked on the road with a bag full of fresh vegetables, walking briskly.
Lee had a meeting at the company in the afternoon and would be back late, so I skipped the self-study class in the afternoon.
Lee always takes me to eat various delicacies in different ways. There are all kinds of kitchen utensils at home, but I have never used them. I am going to cook a home-cooked meal for her.
Although all I can do is scrambled eggs with tomatoes, I will try to learn how to cook more dishes.
I thought Lee would be very happy to see me clumsily cooking for her!
I smiled and quickened my pace.
Shanny stood at the intersection with a charming figure, her thick foundation looked pale in the sun, and her bright red lips were terrifyingly charming.
Beside him were a few boys in strange clothes, joking intentionally or unintentionally, and one of them was the DJ in the bar.
I don't feel any kindness in Shanny's contemptuous eyes.
"Yo~~ Let's see who this is? Isn't this the blue enchantress who is being poured wine by guests while licking her smiling face?"
Shanny's weird accent made the boys laugh.
"Oh~ I forgot that someone hooked up with a rich woman and became good. Forget about the sisters!"
She looked me up and down sideways, and let out a strange and sharp laugh,
"Hey, have you started shopping and cooking? You really think of yourself as a good woman!"
With a mournful expression, she is like an abandoned widow, becoming ruthless and fickle, playing scheming against all imaginary enemies, and the pity she once had for her secret and miserable life experience is completely washed away by her disgusting face at the moment.
"I don't want to think about my previous life, those decadent days!"
"Heh ~ don't be stupid, she is just playing with you, and when the freshness wears off, she will kick you out like a mangy dog, you know, you are not from the same world, she can't love you at all."
Shanni earnestly said every word, as if she was about to bite her teeth to bleed.
"You don't have to worry about my affairs."
I can't think of it as persuasion, caring for each other is something between friends, obviously we are not.
I firmly believe that Lee loves me, and the love between us now is so deep that she can't move.
"Stop! You stole someone from me, you can't monopolize it! Why don't you give your sister a piece of the pie!"
I finally revealed my true purpose. I don’t know if Shanny really needs money now, or if she is simply blackmailing her. I have no ability and no obligation to pay for her needs. She stubbornly believes that Lee broke up with her because of me. Yes, but it ignores that the reason why Lee is willing to be with her is also because of me.
I ignore such shameless scoundrels.
"Don't think about leaving easily, I want you to give me an explanation!"
The bag in my hand was torn off forcefully, the dishes rolled and the eggs were broken all over the floor. I want to surprise Lee, tomato scrambled eggs are the only dishes I know how to cook, and now I can't do anything.
I looked angrily at the aggressive Shanny and wrestled with her.
The boys, of course, would not help me, and I was knocked to the ground, curled up until they were tired.
I have always fought against the forces that make me feel oppressed, except for the unyielding forbearance, it seems that there is no better way.
The corner of my mouth was bruised and blood was oozing, I stood blankly in front of the French window, watching the scene in the room indifferently.
Lee hugged and kissed Li Zetian, she didn't show any displeasure on her face, obviously she wasn't forced.
Lee turned his head to see me, and broke away from Li Zetian's arms in panic.
I smiled coldly, turned around and fled desperately.
I said that as long as she chooses to give up, I will leave without hesitation.
Recalling the firm conviction of Lee's deep love for me just now, the expression on my face at that time must have been extremely ridiculous.
I laughed at my own self-righteousness wantonly, laughing too hard to squeeze out tears.
Lee chased after me, calling my name constantly,
"Chu Wanqing~Chu Wanqing~~~~"
This should be her second name!
For the first time, she knelt on the ground and begged to promise that she would love me forever. Now think about how ironic it is.
To prevent Lee from catching up with his own advantages, I tried my best to speed up and run forward.
I said that I will not be an obstacle for her, since she is unwilling to give up, I will help her choose!
She finally caught up with me. With tears in my eyes, I didn't have time to see the speeding car clearly, and was knocked out a long way.
Lee knelt on the ground, hugged me in a pool of blood, and shouted hysterically, hoping someone could save me!
Her excellent self-cultivation became vulnerable in front of me again!
"I'm sorry, Lee! I'm a person who can't get happiness, always have been, but, I love you~~"
Lee cried and hugged me tightly, the blood stained her white shirt brilliantly, I witnessed the most beautiful presentation of the red liquid again, I am glad that I was the one who left this time.
I tried my best to squeeze out the most beautiful smile,
"Lee, you said you would love me forever, but my life is too short. Promise me, forget me from the moment, you always do what you said. It is really sad to miss someone in the memory, I don’t want you to go through this kind of pain! Look~~what a beautiful sky~~”
The entire sky was covered with golden clouds, and Zhiqing stood in the clouds, waving to me with a brilliant smile.
I have never been able to touch the sunny, at this moment I became free and light, I raised my hand happily, and flew towards the high place of the dream.
Looking back at the ground, time seemed to stand still, and everything was frozen.
My hand that fell, the tears that did not fall from the corners of Lee's eyes, Li Zeyu stretched out his hand to Lee in mid-air, the driver slumped on the ground in horror, the passers-by opened their mouths slightly,...
Everything stopped, only I was flying, in the wind of late autumn, flying to the warm sunshine, warm clouds, warm sunshine, smiling happily until tears flowed...
To love you I would rather live in this world
Now I finally decided not to love you anymore but I can't live in this world anymore
i don't love myself
i don't love this world
but why don't you leave
I think maybe subconsciously
I still look forward to loving and being loved
it's just too late
Evening sunshine in autumn attracts beautiful clothes
2017.07.13 - 2017.07.26