sinovels Chapter 1 Wedges
Chapter 1 Wedges
wedge
To love you I would rather live in this world
born in this world
Some people are not qualified to have love
Some people are not qualified to have happiness
and I'm not entitled to have all
For so many years, whether sad, afraid, wronged, sad, hungry, I am alone
But your presence shines a glimmer of light in my dark world
makes me feel warm
let me be happy for a long time
Give me the courage to fight this cold and wet world
You never know how hard I try to get close to you
looking up at you on tiptoe
Just to be closer to you
Just to feel the warmth from the light
People with low self-esteem are begging for a little favor
And I have no choice but to work hard towards you
how hard i try to imitate her
Learn her talk, keep her long hair and wear her same clothes
Just because your eyes can stay on me for a second longer
finally i did it
but i'm sad
I know I shouldn't expect too much from you
But I have nothing but you
I was in that bar while you were gone
It changed owners twice in the middle, glad it still looks like a bar
Otherwise I can't even find a place to be sad
I can't remember how long you've been gone
five years ten years or longer or shorter
Time is useless to me
I just remember that the last time I saw you seemed as long ago as the last century
I'm trying to remember you like I can't be happy without you