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The quiet courtyard remained the same, and the furnishings in the house were still the same as before A Dong left yesterday, but A Dong, the master, was not here, he was lying in the hospital at the moment.Jian Zhi suddenly felt an indescribable sentimental overwhelm.After standing in the living room in a daze for a while, he said to Ah Zhi who was standing behind him:
"Azhi, I want to be alone for a while, you go back first."
"Oh! I see!" Ah Zhi nodded understandingly, paused for a moment and seemed to want to say something comforting, but he swallowed the words when it came to his lips, and then said with a wry smile:
"Jianzhi, don't think too much. Auspicious people have their own nature. I believe that Ah Dong will be fine. Then I will leave first and then contact me." Ah Zhi knew Jianzhi's desire to be alone at the moment, so he left soon go.
Jian Zhi circled around the house, as if hoping that A Dong would suddenly pop out from somewhere, and his moving steps finally stopped in front of his and A Dong's room door.This was originally A Dong's room, but since he moved in, he broke in uninvited, and he and A Dong went from sharing the same room, sleeping together to hugging each other.The room is filled with memories of their love.
Jian Zhi's hand that opened the paper door trembled slightly, and the room slowly appeared in front of his eyes.Sure enough, the room was the same as it was seen every day, without any change.He stepped into the room, walked to the neatly folded bed and sat down in front of the quilt, and stretched out his hand to hold A Dong's quilt tightly in his arms.The faint scent of flowers in A Dong's hair remained on the quilt, constantly stimulating his sense of smell and making him very excited.He really wanted to see A Dong, wanted to hug A Dong so much, his heart ached!It hurts!It hurts!
Jian Zhi's tears seeped into the quilt silently, he didn't need to be so sad, but for some reason, he felt a heavy sense of sadness for losing A Dong in his heart!He has already lost a favorite, teacher Chen Dongcheng, and he fell in love with his biological father, Dr. Mao even more deeply, and even seduced Dr. Mao with alcohol to make a physical relationship!
This made Jianzhi have to hide his life experience, and made a promise to himself that he would never touch older men, and he would never accept any same-sex friendship. This is how he feels about Ah Zhi .
However, I didn't expect that I would break my promise. After meeting A Dong, A Dong, who looks like Mr. Chen Dongcheng very much, and has a temperament like Dr. Mao Mao, after all, I can't escape the love, and the love has been deeply planted in my heart deep.Although Jian Zhi always wanted himself to believe that he could get A Dong back, he really didn't have any confidence at all.
He had nothing but liking for A Dong's thoughts, but complaining and mourning would not help. Thinking of this, he finally calmed down slowly and no longer indulged in depression.He folded the quilt and laid it flat, went back to the next room to get a set of clean clothes, and went to the bathroom to wash off his mess.
While taking a bath, he found a large bruise on his waist, but this small injury was nothing compared to A Dong's injury, so he ignored it.
After taking a bath, I feel much more relaxed and my mind is clearer.He sat in the living room thinking about it, thinking about how to dispel their idea of transferring A Dong, and thinking about how to see A Dong again.
Maybe it was because his body was too comfortable after washing, or maybe he was too tired after a night of tossing around, Jianzhi lay down on the table in the living room and fell into a deep sleep.He fell into a drowsy sleep, thinking about everything about A Dong in his sleep.
Suddenly, he felt as if he really saw A Dong again?It seemed to see Mr. Dongcheng again, and Dr. Mao, and suddenly Mr. Xia again!Japanese old man!
He squatted by the pond to watch the fish as usual, he called aloud, but he didn't know if he didn't hear it, and he never looked back.He came to A Dong's side, raised his face, and found that he was bursting with tears.He wiped away tears for A Dong and asked: What's wrong?Cry like this.
His mouth moved, as if he was speaking to Jian Zhi, but he didn't hear anything. When he tried to see the shape of his mouth that was repeated repeatedly, he realized that he was saying... goodbye!
"No!...Adong! Don't!" Jianzhi yelled and woke up with cold sweat all over his body.
Although it was a dream, the lingering anxiety made him feel very uncomfortable.He got up and went to the kitchen to drink a large glass of ice water. His thirsty throat and tired body were much relieved by the moisture of the ice water.
After leaving the kitchen, Jian Zhi involuntarily walked to the pond where A Dong had dreamed about earlier, thinking about the scene in the dream.
"I don't accept it!" Jian Zhi suddenly shouted at Chi Shui, his clenched fists shaking with anger. "I will never allow you to say goodbye to me!"
Shouting an uncompromising declaration, he rushed into the house angrily to get his wallet, and then went out like the wind.
At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Jian Zhi came to the hospital again.He easily entered the hospital without any hindrance.He then walked to the third floor where A Dong was, but he didn't dare to enter the ward rashly. Instead, he stood in the corridor across the high atrium and looked at A Dong's ward opposite him. He hoped to wait until his family members were away. Sneak in to see him.
But something seemed wrong, a nurse ran out of his ward in a panic, and soon, another doctor and two nurses rushed into the ward.
"What happened?" Jianzhi was in a state of anxiety, but he could only worry on the sidelines.
Seeing that the doctors and nurses hadn't come out, he couldn't help it anymore, and ran to A Dong's ward to take a peek.
It happened that a nurse came out at this time, and he hurried to catch up and asked, "Miss Nurse, how are the people in the ward?"
"You belong to the patient..." The nurse glanced at him as if he was in the way, without stopping.
"I'm his friend." Jianzhi replied sincerely.
Seeing his concerned look, the nurse stopped and said, "The condition is not very good. Once the anesthetic is withdrawn, the patient will suffer from unbearable pain. The pressure on the brain rises rapidly, and a high fever is caused. The doctor has already prescribed medicine to relieve the pain, but if the high fever If you don’t retreat, the situation is still not optimistic.”
Hearing that A Dong's condition was not optimistic, Jianzhi's face turned pale in an instant, his whole body was chilled with pimples, and he leaned limply on the wall of the hospital corridor.