eternity made up of moments

42

The wide courtyard is full of dead leaves that fall due to the change of seasons. The dead leaves form different color blocks from dark brown to golden yellow, officially announcing the end of summer, and giving people a lingering sense of loneliness.

A gust of wind blew, and the fallen leaves fell down again. Some of them fell into the small pool, causing small ripples.The disturbed pool water quickly returned to calm, and the fallen leaves were still swaying in the water, but they could no longer stir up any ripples.

A Dong sat lonely in the corridor, watching the regular changes of leaves falling and stopping repeatedly.Even if the ripples of the pool water were changed by the leaves, they quickly returned to calm.Why did the ripples in his heart become wider and wider, and finally turned into raging waves, leaving him completely at a loss as to what to do.

He felt so lonely, as long as Jianzhi was not by his side, he felt at a loss what to do.The time when Jianzhi was not at home was the hardest time for him. He never knew that waiting for the time to pass was so sad, so tormenting.

During this period of time, he will try to keep himself as busy as possible, but he will always stop unconsciously in a daze.Like today, he originally moved the table to the corridor, and watched the paintings while blowing the wind, but he stared at the sink for most of the time, thinking about some messy things in his mind.

Why is Ah Dong becoming more and more like a sentimental woman!Are you a man?A Dong frowned, muttering displeasedly in his heart.Is it all because Jian Zhi treats him like a woman, causing him to confuse his roles?He must be firm, and can no longer be manipulated by him.

He told himself every day to be tough and to reject his request, but every time Jianzhi whispered his name in his ear and kissed him with fiery lips, his determination disappeared without a trace , and even yearn for more kisses and hugs from Jianzhi.

He is really hopeless!He groaned in annoyance, and combed the hair that fell to his forehead with his hands.This was completely different from his original intention of coming to the North, and everything was running counter to what he wanted; and what was worse, he could not return to the old Chen Chaodong at all.

The way of ignoring and avoiding things in the past doesn't work on Jianzhi now.Because of this, he has become a different Chen Chaodong, who will miss and worry, and will be happy and worried all the time, all thanks to Jianzhi.

The worst thing is that he actually did something stupid like running to wait for Jianzhi to get off work because he couldn't bear the loneliness.It started three days ago, and he still clearly remembered Jianzhi's ecstatic expression when he saw him, so he continued to do things he thought were stupid these two days.

"Ah! I'm about to become a nympho myself!" A Dong sighed self-deprecatingly, got up and prepared to move the table back to the living room.

At this time, someone pushed open the door. He thought it was Jian Zhi who came back suddenly, and his heart burst into ecstasy, but it turned out that the person who came was just the grandma who often came to clean.

"Grandma, why did you come here at this time, is there something wrong?" A Dong asked with the disappointment in his heart.

Grandma usually comes in the morning, but now it's almost evening?

"It's like this." Grandma walked towards A Dong with staggering steps, and said, "Your father called me and asked me to pass a message for him. He said that you haven't called back, and you haven't told your family about the new situation here. He has been worried about his phone number, so he will ask your brother to come here for a few days."

"My brother is coming?" A Dong heard the words, he was flustered for a while, and even his face changed!

"Master, why didn't I know you have an older brother?" Grandma asked curiously.

"He is my father's adopted son."

"So that's the case." Granny nodded. "Okay, then that's what your father told me to pass on. I'll go back first." After explaining the words, Grandma walked out along the road she just came from.

"Grandma, thank you!" Ah Dong said absent-mindedly, even forgetting the courtesy of inviting someone in for a cup of tea.Abandoning the half-moved table, A Dong was so anxious that he spun around on the spot, muttering in his mouth: "No! No! Zheng Xijie is coming, so what should I do?"

He can't let CJ come here!What would Jianzhi think if he saw it?He must be thinking wildly.Also, what if CJ said something he shouldn't have said to Jian Zhi?If Jian Zhi knew that he had confessed his love to Xi Jie before but was rejected, he would definitely look down on him, what should he do?

He was so anxious that he was about to cry. At this moment, a thought suddenly flashed in his mind to go home.If he went home, CJ wouldn't have to come to see him. Although he still felt ashamed, he was no longer afraid of facing CJ.

It's just that, if he wants to go home, he must leave Jianzhi, and he left home without authorization after only leaving a letter. After returning home this time, it may be difficult to come back here again.I can't control that much, and then he will escape home by sneaking away.

If he really wanted to go home, then he and Jianzhi would have very little time to spend together, so he had to make good use of it.He began to think about it, and finally came to a decision.He moved the table into the living room, then changed into the shirt and trousers he had gone out with, locked the door, and went directly to the coffee shop where Jianzhi worked.Although it's not time for Jianzhi to leave work, he can still watch him work from the sidelines.

The neon signboards and street lights on both sides of the street are on. In the dark night, the cool wind blows with the salty smell of the ocean, and a faint full moon can be seen in the sky.

This kind of atmosphere aroused a nostalgic mood in A Dong's heart. He was born here and didn't leave until he was five years old. The memories of his childhood have not disappeared, but are temporarily hidden in his mind; I still feel unfamiliar, but I am familiar with and adapt to the life here at once.A Dong stopped and waited for the green light to turn on before continuing on.After passing the traffic light, he walked a few steps forward to the door of the shop where Jianzhi worked. He didn't go in right away, but looked for Jianzhi's figure through the glass of the coffee shop across the red brick sidewalk.

He likes to look at Jianzhi when he is not paying attention, because when he is with Jianzhi, he is always very nervous, and he dare not stare at him boldly, only at this time can he look at him without any scruples.Wearing a light blue short-sleeved shirt and white trousers, A Dong gave people a refreshing and elegant feeling.

He stood leisurely on the red brick road, exuding a charming demeanor naturally.A faint smile appeared on his handsome face, and his bright eyes followed Jianzhi's movements gently.He didn't do anything, but the passers-by were involuntarily attracted, and the admiring gazes and whispers of surprise appeared again and again, until the people in the coffee shop came to the commotion outside the shop.

Jianzhi ran out of the store with a surprised expression of disbelief.He walked in front of A Dong, but he just blushed and said, "You're here!"

"Hmm!" Ah Dong responded lightly, without moving.

The longing desire and love that cannot be expressed in the eyes of the two.Seeing A Dong suddenly, Jianzhi's heart beat wildly, and his brain felt dizzy due to excessive excitement. This kind of impact was too strong and excessive, which made him feel his feet trembling slightly.

I want to kiss him, I really want to kiss him!This thought made Jian Zhi dare not make a mistake.

"Aren't you going to invite me in?" A Dong first looked away, his voice slightly dry.

"I'm sorry." Jian Zhi finally found his voice again.

He stretched out his hand to bring A Dong into the store, his palm was wet with cold sweat, and when he took his seat, Jian Zhi hurriedly let go of his hand, as if he would get burned if he held it for a while longer.

"Adong, can you sit here first? The seat you are used to sitting in is now occupied by guests."

Jianzhi took him to a seat farther back, but he was still a little worried.

"It's fine here, you can go about your business and don't need to call me special."

"Okay, then I'll go to work." Jian Zhi happily replied.

A Dong's eyes followed Jian Zhi's figure, saw him say a few words to the store manager, turned around and walked towards him with a water glass.He has a tall and slender figure, and he walks like a nimble leopard. His neat and smooth movements make people never get tired of watching him for a long time.Jianzhi often said that Ah Dong was handsome, but in fact Jianzhi was the only good-looking man!

Only then did he realize that Jian Zhi was good-looking, and Ah Dong immediately thought of another person who looked similar.Although they look alike, their personalities are quite different.Thinking of this, the expression on his face became a little gloomy.

"What's the matter?" Jian Zhi saw something was wrong with A Dong with sharp eyes.

"It's nothing." A Dong shook his head, picked up the water Jianzhi brought and drank it, avoiding his questioning gaze.

"You came so early today and waited for me to get off work, there must be something wrong, right?"

"I still can't hide it from you." A Dong put down the water glass. "I have something to tell you, but I can't make it clear at the moment. Let's talk about it after you get off work."

"But there are still more than three hours before I get off work." Jianzhi didn't want to wait that long.

"It's okay, I can wait for you."

As A Dong said, Jianzhi knew it was useless to force him, so he gave up asking and went back to work.As if taking turns in battle, Jian Zhi just left, Ah Zhi leaned forward and sat down in the empty seat opposite him.

"Time is running out, so I will ask directly, do you like Jian Zhi, do you love him?" Zhi asked.

A Dong was stunned by the sudden questioning.

"Jian Zhi wants to make sure of your heart." Ah Zhi said, keeping an eye on the other guests.

"Did he send you to ask? He wanted to know, why didn't he ask me?" A Dong blushed slightly.

"He is afraid of being hurt, which is a common problem of people in love. Especially because he cares too much about you, so he becomes cautious in everything and dare not act rashly. Don't look at his cool appearance and personality. When he meets you, He's nothing like that."

"You make it sound like I'm bullying him." A Dong pouted dissatisfiedly.

"But he was bullied but he loved it! How about it, do you like Jianzhi?" Ah Zhi asked eagerly.Fool!A Dong secretly scolded Jianzhi in his heart.It's so insincere to ask someone else to ask this kind of thing!

"Don't blame him, because he was very upset that he didn't get your promise of love. From the standpoint of a friend, I asked on my own initiative. I think since you like him, you might as well say it to make him feel at ease."

"I know, I'll give him an answer, don't worry."

"Really? Then I'm relieved." Only then did Azhi leave contentedly, and Jianzhi immediately brought Adong the black tea and coffee cake he wanted.

"What did Ah Zhi tell you?" Jian Zhi asked nervously.Jian Zhi's question made A Dong burst out laughing, and the clear and clear laughter was sweet and moving.

"Are you guys interrogating me in turn?" Ah Dong said while laughing. When he looked up and saw Jian Zhi's focused gaze, the smile on his face gradually faded.

"It's the first time I've seen you smiling so happily." Jian Zhi looked at A Dong as if he had discovered a new treasure.

Jianzhi's burning gaze made Ah Dong's chest tighten, and he hurriedly urged, "Go to work, or the store manager will get angry."

"Yes, obey!" Jianzhi turned around and left obediently, because if he stayed any longer, he was afraid that he would be unable to hold on.