eternity made up of moments

39

At 45:[-] in the afternoon, the girl whom Adong met finally appeared.

A Dong immediately took her out of the coffee shop after she drank a drink, because he didn't want to stay in the shop for a second.Jianzhi looked at the back of them leaving, and suddenly his mood fell to the bottom!

"Where are we going?" the sweet girl asked excitedly.

"Let's go to the beach first, and I'll treat you to dinner in the evening." A Dong said without hesitation, and arranged the itinerary in advance like ordinary men and women dating.

"Really! That's great!" The girl jumped up happily, not believing that such a lucky thing would happen to her.

Ah Dong accompanied the beaming girl to the beach, and the two strolled slowly along the coast, the sound of the tide and the girl's sweet voice rising and falling in his ears from time to time.He always responded to her with timely smiles and nods, but he never mentioned his own affairs. Even if she asked, he would be ambiguous and perfunctory.

Although the two are not in a relationship of boyfriend and girlfriend, in the eyes of other tourists, they look like a pair of golden boys and girls in love. "A lot of people are looking at you!" the girl said emotionally.

"Is there?" A Dong said nonchalantly.

"You are really special, you are so handsome but not proud at all." The girl said with a smile.

A Dong smiled and said nothing, but in order to see more of his smile, the girl racked her brains and tried her best to come up with more interesting topics.

On the surface, A Dong is still listening carefully, but in fact his mind has already drifted to a distant place.

A handsome appearance is not something to be proud of for him at all. On the contrary, it is more like a symbol of evil. He always uses his face to do some selfish and cruel things.Like now, he is using the girl's admiration for him to escape Jianzhi's sight.

Adong is a despicable coward at all, a demon wearing an angel mask.He tempted Jianzhi, but kicked him away, but he couldn't do it, he was too scared, afraid of Jianzhi, and also afraid of himself.

"Okay? Let's make it so!" The girl brought his thoughts back with eager pleading words, and he nodded without thinking.

"Great! Awesome!" The girl yelled happily, and he laughed along with him, but he didn't know what he promised.It wasn't until later when the two went to dinner together that he knew that the girl had added a movie to the dinner.

A Dong just wanted to delay the time to go home as much as possible, and watching more movies was exactly what he wished for.

It's just that he regretted it as soon as he entered the movie theater, because the girl took the initiative to grab his hand from the beginning of the movie, and leaned her body to lean her head on his shoulder, causing him to be as stiff as a log after watching a movie.After the movie ended, it was already past one o'clock in the night. Of course, he sent the girl home like a dedicated flower protector.

The girl invited him into the house, but he refused.He had been using this girl for a whole day, and he didn't want to do anything excessive, so he hired a taxi to go home without accepting the girl's persuasion.

As soon as he got home, Jian Zhi was waiting for him in the brightly lit living room, just as A Dong expected.

"Where did you and that girl go? Why did you come back so late?" Like a jealous husband, Jianzhi pressed his wife for the reason for returning home at night.

"None of your business!" A Dong took off his shoes and went to his room.

"Of course it's none of my business, because I like you." Jianzhi grabbed his wrist, and there was burning pain in his eyes.

"Could it be that if you like me, I must like you too? I have the freedom to choose. Who I want to be with is my business, and you don't need to worry about it." A Dong struggled and shouted.

"But how could you stay with that girl right after you kissed me, and come back so late?"

"That kind of kiss is nothing at all!" A Dong said angrily, he deliberately wanted to hurt Jian Zhi. "I kissed that girl too, and... had sex."

A Dong's cruel words made Jianzhi froze in astonishment, and he let go of the hand that was holding him tightly.The sudden and major blow really took Jian Zhi a long time to spit out three words: "I don't believe it!"

A Dong took a deep breath, trying to maintain an unmoved expression. "What I said is true, believe it or not is up to you!" As soon as he finished speaking, he turned around and walked to his room.

"You like her? You like her so much that you can sleep with her?" Jianzhi asked persistently. He didn't believe that Adong would sleep with anyone casually, even if the other party was a girl.

A Dong turned around angrily, and shouted at Jian Zhi who refused to let him go: "I just like her! I'm a man, what's wrong with me liking a woman?"

Jianzhi was speechless.Indeed, there is nothing wrong with Ah Dong liking girls, that is a normal behavior.But he always reacts sensitively to his own kisses and caresses, which makes Jian Zhi almost forget that A Dong will fall in love with the opposite sex.However, A Dong never fell in love with that girl, because there was no passion for love in his eyes.

Jian Zhi, who gradually recovered from the shock, gradually realized that A Dong was lying.But why did A Dong lie?

Was it intentional to hurt Jianzhi?

Jian Zhi approached A Dong, searching for the answer. "What do you like about her?" His aggressive questioning made Ah Dong lean against the wall to answer Jian Zhi's question with his head upright, because the repeated verbal attacks had already worn away his pretentious aura. do.

"Everything, I like everything about her. The voice is very sweet and she is small and cute. She is my favorite type." A Dong lied and said, but there was a million reluctance in his heart. He really had a last resort. He can't repeat the same mistakes and let the old things repeat themselves. He actually loves Jianzhi but is afraid of hurting him.

Jianzhi finally couldn't bear the overwhelming anger, and took another step forward and asked:

"anything else?"

"Don't worry about it! Anyway, I just like her." A Dong raised his head and said in a firm tone, but his body was trembling.Jianzhi was too close to him, exceeding the safe distance. If he didn't think about it, things would go in the direction that Adong was most afraid of.

"You can't compare to her, she is the best girl I have ever met." A Dong said pretending to be angry.

"Really?" Jian Zhi asked back coldly, there was murderous anger in his black eyes, but his approach to A Dong was slow and gentle.

"I'm tired after playing for a day, don't bother me anymore, and I won't answer any of your questions." A Dong turned around and wanted to leave, but Jian Zhi stretched out his arms and stopped him.

"Take back that sentence, or you don't want to leave, I don't believe I can't compare to that woman."

"Why are you so entangled? It is impossible to take back what you say."

"As long as you want, you can take it back."

"No!"

"Why are you so cruel to me?" Jianzhi complained in pain.

"I was a cruel person! It was you who wanted to get close to me, and now it is only natural that you are wounded all over your body. If you don't want to suffer more harm, I advise you to leave as soon as possible."

As soon as Ah Dong finished speaking, he waved away Jian Zhi's obstruction and returned to the room.All the camouflage collapsed the moment he stepped into the room, he sat on the ground slumped, hugging his trembling body, with tears in his eyes, he kept telling himself: Doing this is right, only doing this, Good for both.

It was a long time before he could stand up again.When he was about to take a shower, he saw Jianzhi was still sitting in the living room; until he came back from the shower, he still maintained his original posture, motionless.Jian Zhi was obviously hit hard.

A Dong felt that he was very sorry for him, as long as he said something now, Jianzhi's mood would definitely improve immediately, but he couldn't do that, otherwise all his previous efforts would be in vain.

So A Dong just stood there for the time being, and walked back into the room without doing anything other than apologizing to him in his heart.

Although A Dong was very tired and the bed was very comfortable, he couldn't fall asleep anyway, and the emptiness in his heart made him feel like crying.

In fact, he can understand Jianzhi's feelings very well, because he once fell in love with the same sex, but was rejected when he confessed frankly. clear.

Recalling the painful feeling of the past, the uneasiness in his heart gradually deepened.Get up and quietly open the paper door and look into the living room, Jianzhi is still there, as if he intends to sit all night.He sighed lightly, and walked out slowly.

"Are you going to sit until dawn?" Ah Dong asked in a low voice.

Hearing the voice, Jianzhi turned his head abruptly, with unconcealable surprise and longing on his face.

"Don't look at me with that expression, I can't give you anything." Ah Dong shouted at Jian Zhi, shook his head and went back to the room, scolding himself for being an idiot and meddling in his own business.

A Dong's leaving footsteps were stopped by Jian Zhi who rushed up and hugged him. "You still care about me, right?"

"I didn't!" A Dong wanted to open his tightly girded arms.

"It doesn't matter if you don't care about me!" Jianzhi smiled bitterly dryly, with self-deprecating loneliness in his voice. "It doesn't matter if you are cruel to me, it doesn't matter if you hurt me all over, anyway, I won't leave, because you are my most important treasure, and I will stay by your side for the rest of my life."

A Dong felt his heart ache when he heard this, and he was almost out of breath.

"This is ridiculous! Why can you say such a thing? I am not an important treasure. I am just a worthless, cowardly and despicable person. In order to protect myself, I will only hurt others mercilessly."

"Even so, I still like you." Jianzhi said firmly.

"Idiot! Idiot! I, I don't deserve what you have to do." There was a slight choke in A Dong's cursing voice.