escape your tenderness

Chapter 3

When I cut off Chen Yu's call, I thought that I would never contact him at all.Often things backfire.

He didn't know what he ate wrongly. At night, he started to vomit and have diarrhea. When he sat in the bathroom and felt that he was weak and uncomfortable, he hesitated to call Chen Yu's cell phone number, but he couldn't get through.In desperation, I had no choice but to call Xu Wen who was far away.Xu Wen informed his bodyguards in City A to send Mu Yan to the hospital.

On Saturday, Xu Wen, who came back in a hurry, walked into the ward and saw Mu Yan's pale face, heartbroken.

After taking good care of Mu Yan, he called Chen Yu again, and when he still couldn't get through, he ordered the bodyguards to look for him.The bodyguard quickly reported what he saw. After listening, Xu Wen remained calm on the surface, but his heart was full of fire.

At this time, Chen Yuzheng and Zheng Luo were lying side by side on the bed. They hadn't recovered from the drunken state. The two of them were holding their heads while feeling the aftereffects of drunkenness. What to do for a day and a half.

After lunch, the two carried simple bags on their backs and headed towards the destination they had finally determined after half a morning's research.It was a tourist attraction in City A, but it was still far away from City A.Late spring and early summer are good seasons for travel, and the two of them are going to enjoy the beauty of nature.

The destination is a famous mountain with beautiful scenery.They plan to climb to the top of the mountain in the afternoon, stay overnight, and go down the mountain tomorrow, so that they can enjoy more scenery.

The two had a great time for a day and a half.It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Zheng Luo was sent to the train back to City C.After consideration, Chen Yu chose to return to Xu Wen's house.

Open the door, and obviously feel the low air pressure in the room.When he saw Xu Wen sitting on the sofa, he immediately knew that this person was angry, very, very angry, and the angry person was suppressing his anger and waiting for someone to vent.Chen Yu was sure that he was the target of this anger.He consciously and silently stood three meters away from Xu Wen waiting for his anger, but the other party didn't even look at him.He knew that although Xu Wen was flipping through the magazine in his hand, he never even glanced at it.

Maybe it was because he wanted to escape the oppressive atmosphere, or maybe it was his body's instinctive reaction to danger. Chen Yu's mind went blank. When he didn't know if he had thought of leaving here, his feet had already moved to the door, and his hand had already opened the door. He went out in a flash, and Xu Wen's threat came from his ear: "Who made you go." Chen Yu went back to the same place and stood there.

"When I asked you to move in, I told you plainly that you would take care of Mu Yan while I was away. Mu Yan was very ill the night before yesterday. Where did you go? What did you do?... No matter how dull you are, You should recognize your own identity and status, and do your part well..."

Chen Yu could tell that Xu Wen tried his best to control his emotions in order to maintain his self-cultivation and dignity, and he did not vent loudly when he was angry like someone of his own status, without any scruples about face, or even punched him. facing each other.Yes, I was wrong about this matter, I got carried away with it, and my phone ran out of battery and didn't bother to charge it.This matter is obviously my fault, but why do I feel wronged and want to shed tears? Is it not a child or a teenager, do you still cry when you do something wrong?

Resisting tears, she walked back to her bedroom and threw herself on the bed, pulling the quilt over her head.When people are sad, they tend to think of more sad things.Lying on the bed, Chen Yu played back his sad past like a movie in his mind.

In the company lobby, Chen Yu met Xu Wen surrounded by a group of people.This man is as domineering as a true emperor in his own kingdom.Chen Yu was thinking whether he should say hello, when he saw the man's corner of his eye glance, the seriousness and indifference almost froze him in place.If the first time it was regarded as a special situation at that time, then the second time, the third time, no matter how stupid people are, they will understand what is going on.

When the two started dating, every time Xu Wen was on a business trip, Chen Yu would call to greet him.On the other end of the phone, the man always said that he was very busy and had no time to spare, and would hang up the phone in just a few words.I once really thought that he was impatient to answer his phone calls because he was very busy, but the facts quickly negated the self-deceiving conjecture.Standing in the living room that night, I heard Mu Yan's cheerful chat upstairs, and the phone went on for a long, long time.At that moment, some thought was ready to come out, but I just didn't want to face it, so I shrank back.

At this moment, the man told himself clearly and plainly, where else can he escape!So silly, so silly, why do you imagine that he is with me because he likes everything I have, and the two of them are in the sky and the earth, separated by a distance of hundreds of thousands of miles.His smile and his tenderness are just alms to me, why would he lose himself in it.Should I be grateful for this mistake, let myself recognize my identity and status, and clearly only do what I have to do.

Unable to bear the boredom of staying here, Chen Yu got up and tidied the bedding and clothes, walked out of the bedroom and out the door.I can't go back to school, I can only go back to the artists' dormitory.

There is no need to be sad because of people who don't love you, just work hard for yourself and those who love you. "Life is like living among thorns. Don't move your heart, don't move rashly. If you don't move, you won't get hurt." Don't be foolishly seduced by unrealistic illusions.If you don't move your heart, you don't move rashly. If you don't move, you won't get hurt.If the heart does not move, it will not hurt.Chen Yu silently comforted himself while looking for a taxi.

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What blinded your eyes, what blinded your heart, unwilling to face the fact of existence.

Xu Wen, who was tossing and turning in bed and unable to sleep, wanted to sort out his restless mood.I haven't been controlled by anyone for many years. Even if I lose to my opponent in the competition, I can be calm and calm, and I have never been so anxious.

I couldn't get through to Chen Yu's phone call that day, worrying was better than anger. Hearing that he was sleeping on the same bed with a friend, although he knew it was just sleeping, the anger that arose in his heart was more than that he didn't take good care of Mu Yan.Waiting for him to come back and tell me about being with his friends in person, I waited for two full days, during these two days, my mood flipped a few times between the peaks and valleys.When Chen Yu came back and stood in front of him, half of the anger in his heart was actually caused by this person letting him lose control of his emotions, so when he was talking about Mu Yan, he was a little confused and didn't know what to explain.In the end, the suffocation that he thought he would relieve if he said it was still suffocating in his chest.

In order not to be angry anymore, Xu Wen thought he should talk to him calmly in the morning.

Xu Wen, who woke up at dawn, only saw Chen Yu's tidy bedroom, and didn't see him again for more than a week.The suffocation in his chest can only be slowly consumed by time, or vented unconsciously at work.For nearly a week, the employees of the company avoided the boss and would never take the initiative to show up in front of the boss, fearing that they would be burned to ashes by an unknown fire.

Chen Yu, who didn't sleep well all night, sat in the car to catch up on sleep.I am very grateful to my agent for giving him this opportunity. Although he is only playing a small role without a few lines, it is really a favor to him to leave City A at this time.He decided to take a few days off after shooting his own scenes, and go home to visit his father whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

Father is a man of few words, but he always cares about him silently.After his mother passed away, he would be replenished with clothes in time during the seasons of the year, and he would be served with food and vegetables at the dinner table every day.After living with her stepmother, she has not changed.These made Chen Yu deeply realize that only his father in this world is the only one who has paid for him without complaint or regret.It's just that I can't tell him the pain in my heart, as long as I meet him, I will get some comfort.

Relieved by his father, Chen Yu returned to City A, walked out of the train station and was about to go to the bus station, but was blocked by Xu Wen's bodyguards, so he had to follow the bodyguards into the car and returned to Xu Wen's home.

I thought I had calmed down, but when I saw Xu Wen, I still felt a little pain.Maintaining his superficial composure, Chen Yu stepped forward and called respectfully: "President Xu".

Looking at Chen Yu who walked in, and hearing his serious "Mr. Xu", Xu Wen's heart was agitated, and he didn't know what it was like.Hiding his messy mood, he hesitated for a moment and said, "Go take a shower and change your clothes first, Mu Yan and I will wait for you to have dinner together."

At the dinner table, Xu Wen still served him food as before, Mu Yan still ignored him as before, but Chen Yu couldn't get back the feeling he had before.

Xu Wen sent Mu Yan from the study back to the bedroom, covered him with the quilt, and turned off the lights.

Before taking Chen Yu back, he wanted to expose the past and still live as before.But when I saw his distant and indifferent expression, I couldn't help but let myself think again.

Go down the stairs and enter Chen Yu's bedroom. He is lying on the bed reading a book.Xu Wen stepped forward and took the book out of his hand, leaned down and kissed his lips.Chen Yu shut his mouth tightly and turned to the side.Xu Wen pressed on his body and hugged him tightly, sliding his lips along his cheeks and whispering into his ear: "I shouldn't be angry with you that day, I should have told you well, the matter is over , forgive me please?" Chen Yu listened dumbly, as if sighing from the depths of his soul: "I was wrong".

Chen Yu, who wanted to get up the next morning, was dizzy and tired. He thought it was Xu Wen's punishment for not getting a response.Rubbing his waist, resisting the discomfort in his body, he climbed out of bed.have to go to school