escape your tenderness

Chapter 12

The brilliance is better than the splendor of the sun.But in just a few months, what has he become like? Walking a few more steps will feel hard... Who caused this result? "

There was no voice from the other side, but Xia Xin seemed to hear a voice. It was a heartbreaking voice, as clear and piercing as porcelain falling.

Seventeen

There are many men and many women in this world, but it is difficult to find someone who can love you for a lifetime, so you should remember to cherish the person in front of you.

Sunlight shines through the curtains into the room.Chen Yu opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, only after fully waking up did he realize that he was sleeping at Xia Xin's house.

After greeting him for breakfast, the two came to the living room to sit down. Xia Xin said, "It's still early, let's sit down before going out. I'll show you the house first."

Chen Yu said, "I'm sorry to waste Mr. Xia's time."

"Don't be so polite, it sounds like strangers, we should be friends." After thinking about it, he asked with some hesitation: "Do you like your life now?"

The person who was asked was stunned for a moment, and looked at the person sitting opposite him incomprehensibly.

"Excuse me, I shouldn't have asked your personal questions." Seeing his reaction, I thought he didn't want to talk about my own affairs and quickly apologized.

Chen Yu lowered his head and pondered for a while, then raised his head to look at the person opposite and said, "Since Mr. Xia asked me this way, he must be aware of my current situation."

Xia Xin nodded: "You are not Mr. Xu's only lover, are you willing to accept this kind of life?"

"To be honest, I have always avoided this problem in my heart, and I just live with the flow every day. When I first met Xu Wen, Mu Yan was still a child. Later, when he grew up, the two of them would show their love for each other in front of me. Their mutual admiration. At that time, I thought, they were a legally recognized family, and it was logical to be together, and I had no choice but to quit. However, when I left City A, Xu Wen He stopped me and told me in person that he also loves me, and hoped that I could stay by his side. Since then, I have chosen to avoid thinking about this tangled emotional issue. You may laugh at me as a sign of cowardice."

"How can I laugh at you? Everyone will encounter more or less problems in real life, and who can solve every problem well."

"Actually, since I was in high school, what I want to do the most is to be able to live independently. Over the years, this idea has become a driving force in my life, so I often ignore emotional problems."

"Maybe this is the choice you made. How many wise choices can you make when it comes to feelings?"

Seeing Xia Xin's slightly painful expression, Chen Yu asked: "President Xia, do you also have emotional problems? If you want, you can tell me about it. Although I can't help you, it might make you feel better if you say it."

"Do you know, the first time I saw you, I just broke up with my lover. When I saw your bright smile, I wished from the bottom of my heart that my lover could have such a bright smile in a different place." There was a pause , continued: "My lover came out to work after graduating from high school. At that time, he was too immature. He offended others in the first job he found without knowing it. On the day we met, he was beaten all over his body. , is the hospital that I sent the bodyguard to. Because the job was less than a month and I had no money, I paid for his medical expenses in advance. After he was discharged from the hospital, he found me and asked for help to find a job so that he could pay back the money he owed. Arranged a job for him. Since then, in frequent exchanges, we have fallen in love with each other. My lover is also a simple person, and he makes no secret of our love. It is my fault, because I like to see He looks happy, he didn't remind in time, let him do whatever he wants." Restraining the increasingly obvious sadness in her tone, Xia Xin continued: "The relationship between us was reported by the entertainment news in advance, and I used my power to suppress it." But it can stop the news reports but can't stop the gossip behind other people's backs, which soon spread to the ears of my family. My grandpa, grandma, and mother threatened me with their health and forced me to cut off from him relationship. He was very sad after knowing all this. I advised him that we can restrain our behavior first, and then let time slowly solve all the problems. But he couldn’t understand that his love didn’t bring harm to anyone. , why should he be blamed by others, and why should he hide like a mouse and cannot see the light. Looking at his haggard appearance, I couldn't solve the problem for a while, so I had to send him to another place. When I sent him away, I told him , if you can find a good life, forget about me."

After listening to Xia Xin's story, Chen Yu was deeply touched: "You two, let all the rumors cool down first, and both of you should think about it calmly, and you should find a solution to all problems. Since you love each other, breaking up must be the best way. Unwise choice, no matter how difficult it is, the best way is for two people to face it together."

"Being able to tell you, my mood has become much lighter. Before I met you, I felt that I was so depressed that I had nowhere to vent, and whenever I was alone, I would be miserable. After I met you, it was like a ray of sunshine piercing through the darkness. Really I feel much more comfortable. Thank you for your reminder. I really shouldn’t let go easily. I should keep my lover, guide him to strengthen his heart, and don’t care about other people’s eyes and opinions. I should protect him well and let him Don't let him get hurt again."

After calming down, Xia Xin took Chen Yu to see houses and shops.

In the newly renovated store, Chen Yu and Liu Xu were about to sit down and eat the fast food they bought.Seeing a little stain on Liu Xu's face, he stretched out his hand to wipe it, but didn't notice that his own hands were also dirty, and wiped the man's face even dirtier.The person who made someone else's face laugh immorally "ha, ha", and the person whose face has been painted doesn't need to look in the mirror to know what he is laughing at. He sticks his finger in the paint bucket and grabs him. Just rub it on his face.

Before Xu Wen entered the door, he heard Chen Yu's laughter, and after entering the door, he saw two people chattering and having a good time.Liu Xu first saw Xu Wen, and hurriedly let go of the fight, and then Chen Yu noticed and stepped forward and asked, "Why is Mr. Xu here? You seem to be very busy recently, and you should rest more when you have time."

Xu Wen straightened Chen Yu's disheveled hair and clothes: "You are the one who should pay more attention to rest. Why don't you go home for a few days? I'll let the driver pick you up today, okay?"

Looking at the new store that is about to be renovated: "Wait for two more days, I will go home when the store is open normally. Now is the busy time, and it is very hard to run around,"

I wanted to continue persuading him to go home, but the people next to me stepped forward to remind him that the time for the meeting was approaching and he had to leave.Xu Wen had no choice but to tell him a few words before leaving.

Eighteen

How to love you, to get your love?With never giving up as the background, loving you as the theme, and respecting you as the foil, can you paint a perfect picture?

Shensi had already left everything in front of him. What flashed through Xu Wen's mind was the scenes since he met Chen Yu. At the beginning, he approached him with the purpose of his own desire; When he was successful, he was hindered; when he wanted to keep him, he was forced to accept his own ideas...was it a mistake from the beginning, only thinking of not only getting his body but also letting his heart belong to him, for this purpose only Act according to his own wishes, never seriously ask his wish.During the years he followed him, all that was brought to him was harm.

When Mu Yan walked into the study, what he saw was Xu Wen's face full of pain, and he hurriedly stepped forward and hugged him.Xu Wenla sat in his arms, resting his head on his shoulder, and said: "Chen Yu wants to leave me, maybe he hates me psychologically. Over the years, he has never been happy in front of me." I laughed because all he got from me was hurt. Should I let him go, would he be happier without me? Should I let go?... No, I will never let go I will correct my past mistakes and give him the life he wants. I have the ability to protect him and give him happiness more than anyone else." Hugging Mu Yan hard: "Baby, you won't want to be happy one day. Leave me?" Mu Yan kissed him and said, "No, I will not leave you, even if you drive me away, I will not leave."

Having trouble sleeping with Xu Wen all night, Mu Yan thought he needed to talk to Chen Yu.Since he was injured, Xu Wen, on the one hand, accompanied him to recuperate; on the other hand, he had to deal with the normal affairs of the company;If the other party was just an enemy, he could punish him without any scruples, but he was a friend who grew up with Xu Wen, spared no effort to help him when he needed help most, and has been cooperating until now.This friend was the lady from a certain family in the entertainment news, who caused the car accident because of love and hatred.In recent months, Chen Yu has been suffering from physical pain, and Xu Wen is also suffering from mental pain. Who can feel better than the other?

Woke up very early, asked the driver to drive to Chen Yuxin's residence, came to the door and rang the doorbell vigorously, but no one opened the door for a long time.Mu Yan ordered the bodyguards to check whether Chen Yu came back last night.After checking, the bodyguard told him that the camera at the door showed that Chen Yu drove back last night and hadn't gone out this morning.He continued to ring the doorbell for a while, but still no one opened the door.a burst of irritability