sinovels Chapter 70 Final Chapter
Chapter 70 Final Chapter
On the night of arriving in Mianyang, Lu Zai was forced to go to the countryside to do as the Romans do.
Xia Jianjing used to dislike Lu Zai's style of wearing only a woolen coat in winter. Now that Lu Zai is a sick man, he ignores Lu Zai's objection, and regardless of the hot weather, he puts on his thickest coat. Lu Zai wrapped up a set of winter clothes.
Lu Zai's ability to adapt is not bad, he can accept walking around in chubby cotton slippers within two days, completely abandoning his expensive clothes.
Xia Jianjing is still very busy with work, so he can only ask Lu Zai to go out more and stop growing his hair bored at home.
Lu Zai was really bored at home by himself, but he was wearing a retainer around his neck, and he was an active eye collector when he went out. He would rather get bored than go out and be ashamed of himself.
So when Xia Jianjing took a break on the weekend, Lu Zai had been bored at home for a week, and Xia Jianjing immediately decided to take him out for a walk.
The greening of the family courtyard is very good, and the entertainment facilities are also very complete. You can see running children and dogs everywhere.
However, it was a coincidence that these two creatures were something that Lu Zai wished he could not avoid.
Lu Zai frowned, sideways avoiding a runaway teddy and a naughty little boy chasing the dog.
Xia Jianjing laughed at him, "Come on, you go inside."
Lu Zai frowned, and he said, "Why don't you hold the dog on a leash?"
"This is a family home, and everyone doesn't have so many rules." Xia Jianjing spread his hands and turned his head to look at Lu Zai, "So you hate dogs so much."
"It's not that I hate it, it's just that I don't like it." Lu Zai said, "But I really like you, Xiaogou Xia."
Xia Jianjing said: "Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, why do you call me a puppy?"
Lu Zai smiled slightly, but it was inconvenient for him to turn his head, so he pinched Xia Jianjing's palm, "You stand in front of me."
"Well, good." Xia Jianjing jumped forward and stood face to face with Lu Zai.
Xia Jianjing held Lu Zai's hand, and he stepped back slowly, leading Lu Zai to go forward, "Let's walk like this, I'll watch you, and you help me watch the road."
Lu Zai clenched Xia Jianjing's fingers, and said in a low voice, "Do you remember the fight with Kang Qi when I was in the freshman year of high school? I even pushed you against the wall."
"I remember." Xia Jianjing raised his head and sighed, "I didn't expect that 11 years have passed, and I don't know how Kang Qi is now, and Liu Yaoyao and Qin Nan."
Lu Zai was not happy anymore, he snorted, grabbed Xia Jianjing's hand and refused to leave.
Xia Jianjing looked at him and smiled, and tugged him hard, "Okay, don't mention them, you can continue."
Lu Zai scratched Xia Jianjing's palms twice as if venting, and his face eased, and he continued: "At that time, you didn't know that I was a 'Milu', so you swore to me on the forum that if you Talk to that handsome tablemate again, you are a puppy."
"Wait a minute." Xia Jianjing stopped him, "Please keep the truth when you tell the truth. I absolutely couldn't be talking about the handsome deskmate at that time. It's already a shame that I didn't call you an asshole."
Lu Zai didn't answer, pretended not to hear, and said, "That's it."
"I remembered." Xia Jianjing said, "Did I learn how to bark like a dog the next day?"
"Yes." Lu Zai laughed, and the sun shone on his dark brown hair, which looked extraordinarily beautiful.
The walking posture of the two of them is too strange. Two big men are holding hands, one is walking forward and the other is walking backward. Basically, everyone who passes by them will glance at this place curiously, and then walk back and forth. Far.
Xia Jianjing was a little embarrassed, but he didn't want to let go of Lu Zai's hand.
Xia Jianjing asked: "Do you still want to transfer? If not, let's go home."
Of course Lu Zai had no objection, he said, "I didn't want to come out at first, it was just to accompany you."
Xia Jianjing pulled him back and rolled his eyes at him, "I commute to and from get off work four times a day, and this road has long since gotten tired of running, I'm here to accompany you, and I want to take you out to bask in the sun. "
When Lu Zai heard the words "basking in the sun", his heart softened inexplicably, as if a hand pulled him back to 11 years ago.
Lu Zai raised the corner of his mouth, and stuffed Xia Jianjing's hand into his pocket, so that they could continue to hold hands like no one else was there.
Lu Zai said, "Then I'm a sunbathing deer now."
Xia Jianjing was a little regretful, and blinked at Lu Zai, "So why did you also cancel the account on Dadi Guangjiao? Do you regret it?"
"The only thing I regret is that I said those things to you." Lu Zai said, "It's like you have different social circles every time period, and the groups on social software change again and again, and new friends come up. An old acquaintance left. It’s just an account, so I can’t talk about regrets. Even if the account is not canceled, I probably won’t use it anymore. I’m currently mainly teasing people on Weibo.”
Xia Jianjing nodded, "Yes, to be honest, I haven't logged on to the forum for several years, and I gradually forgot about it after a long time."
Lu Zai said: "But I have kept the page."
"Huh?" Xia Jianjing was puzzled and turned to look at him.
"I saved some of the interactions between Sunfish and Milu." Lu Zai said, "When I logged out, I obviously hated you, but I still didn't want to completely erase these traces that belonged to us."
Xia Jianjing felt sour in his heart, he sniffed, pinched and shook Lu Zai's fingers.
"I understand." Xia Jianjing said, "Have you ever heard a word? I thought of you the first time I saw you."
Lu Zai asked, "What?"
Xia Jianjing pulled Lu Zai into the doorway, put his hands behind him and pressed him against the wall.
"I've kept this sentence in my heart for many years, and I never had the chance to say it, nor did I have the courage to say it." Xia Jianjing chirped on Lu Zai's lips like a superficial touch, and then smiled with his lips pursed, as if to cheer himself up. "I see deer when the trees are deep, whales when the sea is blue, and you when I wake up from a dream."
"Close your eyes." Lu Zai raised his hand and snapped his fingers in front of Xia Jianjing, then he kissed Xia Jianjing and said, "You can wake up."
Xia Jianjing closed his eyes and opened them cooperatively. In his field of vision was Lu Zai who was smiling faintly. From the tip of his hair to the corner of his forehead was his favorite look.
From youth, dreaming to now, his favorite.
Xia Jianjing laughed, he found that something was wrong with Lu Zai, and the tips of his ears were blushing inexplicably, he straightened up and slapped Lu Zai, and asked, "What are you doing?"
Lu Zai felt aggrieved, he lowered his eyes and leaned on Xia Jianjing, "You woke up, and it woke up too."
"Lu Zai, you..." Xia Jianjing was extremely helpless, he dragged Lu Zai to open the door and entered the room, settled him down on the sofa, turned around and walked to the bathroom.
Lu Zai grabbed his hand, raised his eyes and asked, "Where are you going?"
Isn't this obvious? Xia Jianjing looked down at his crotch, it was a bit big.
The last intimacy was so joyful, even when I recalled it, I felt that my skin was still wet, which was delicious.
The dear one is right in front of your eyes, and a kiss may cause a gun to go off.After all, they are all young men, and if they hold back for a long time, accidents will inevitably happen.
Xia Jianjing sighed, and said, "Take it easy, and I'll solve it too."
Lu Zai pulled his hand hard, but Xia Jianjing didn't resist at all, and staggered to Lu Zai's front.
Lu Zai said, "I want to do it."
"No." Xia Jianjing pointed to the troublesome immobilizer on his neck, "You want to recuperate, don't mess around."
Lu Zai refused, and he pulled Xia Jianjing to sit on his lap, acting very hardcore, "I want to do it."
Afraid of crushing him, Xia Jianjing half-kneeled on the sofa to support herself, raised her hand and jokingly poked his ribs, "The invisible wound here doesn't hurt anymore?"
Lu Zai frowned immediately, raised his hand to support his forehead, "I'm so dizzy."
Xia Jianjing opened his mouth in a daze. After all, Lu Zai had a criminal record. For a while, he couldn't tell whether he really hurt Lu Zai, or whether Lu Zai was acting again.
Xia Jianjing gently touched Lu Zai's face and asked, "Is it really uncomfortable?"
Lu Zai gave a "hmm", hugged Xia Jianjing's waist, and said softly, "I miss you, I want to do it."
Xia Jianjing's heart softened along with his waist, what else could he say, naturally he followed Lu Zai's wishes.
Lu Zai had enough to eat and drink, and acted like a baby because of his status as a patient. Xia Jianjing also relied on him in everything, and the two spent three weeks happily.
The day when the land-based vacation was over and they were going back to Beijing happened to be Saturday, and Xia Jianjing didn't have to go to work, and they had been lying in bed since they woke up in the morning and started to get tired.
Lu Zai looked at his watch, but he was still too lazy to get up.
Xia Jianjing said, "You don't seem to have gotten out of bed before ten o'clock in the morning recently."
Lu Zai had already removed the retainer four days ago. He moved his neck, nodded slowly, and said with a very righteous attitude, "I'm injured."
"Then what will you do when you return to Taili?" Xia Jianjing said, "It's easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but it's hard to go from extravagant to frugal."
Lu Zai said: "When you are not by my side, I am naturally indestructible."
Xia Jianjing looked at him with raised eyebrows and smiled, then asked, "What about when I'm here?"
Lu Zai buried half of his face in the soft pillow. The weather in Mianyang has been fine recently. Xia Jianjing's bedroom faces south, and the bedding is soaked in the sun every day, making him sleep soft like a dream.
Lu Zai thought for a while and said, "When you are here, everything is invincible, even a mosquito bite hurts."
Xia Jianjing especially enjoyed the process of coaxing Lu Zai. Everyone felt that Lu Zai had a bad temper, but only he understood Lu Zai's tenderness wrapped in awkwardness.
Xia Jianjing got up and dressed, patted Lu Zai on the shoulder, and said, "Get up, cub."
Lu Zai got up and packed the suitcase slowly, most of it was stuffed by Xia Jianjing for him, and he paid special attention to his taste, it was all sweet food.
Lu Zai raised his head and asked Xia Jianjing, "Give me the memory card."
"I gave it to you." Xia Jianjing blinked, "I gave it back to you when you left last time."
Lu Zai shook his head and said, "It's not that, it's the memory card in your camera."
"Mine?" Xia Jianjing was puzzled. He opened the back of the camera and asked, "Why do you want my memory card?"
Lu Zai pursed his lower lip and said mysteriously, "I won't tell you."
Xia Jianjing didn't ask any more when he couldn't come out. He handed the memory card to Lu Zai and said, "That's all right. I'll buy another one as soon as possible. You can use this one."
Lu Zai took it and stuffed it into the middle of the wallet, then flattened the wallet and held it in front of Xia Jianjing.
Lu Zai pointed to the photo on the left side of the wallet, which was a shrunken picture of a whale leaping, and he said: "I threw away all the things you left behind, but this photo has been clipped there In this "Hot Wind", I survived."
Xia Jianjing's impression of this photo was actually a little fuzzy, he thought for a while, and then vaguely remembered that it was a gift for his new classmates on the first day he transferred to another school.
At that time, he felt that Lu Zai was not easy to get along with, and it was not appropriate to say goodbye, so he picked and picked, and sent this picture of a whale leaping.
Xia Jianjing smiled and stretched out his hand to take it, "You even specially made miniatures."
Lu Zai nodded and said, "The ratio of three to one is perfectly reproduced, including the following words."
Xia Jianjing pinched the photo and flipped it back, the softness overflowing from his eyes slowly swept over him, wrapping his whole body in a kind of warmth.
On the back of the photo is his unsightly dog crawling in high school - I am very happy to sit at the same table with you.
Xia Jianjing pinched the photo in the palm of his hand and said, "Let me change it for you. This picture is boring and the writing is not accurate."
Lu Zai didn't refuse, and kept his eyes on Xia Jianjing's movements.
Xia Jianjing got up and went to the back room to bring out an A4-sized box. He put the box on the ground and sat cross-legged in front of Lu Zai.
Inside the box were Xia Jianjing's scholarship certificates and thesis search reports during his undergraduate studies. He pulled out a small paper bag from the bottom, which contained several cropped two-inch photos.
Xia Jianjing took out a photo, lay down on the coffee table and wrote - I am very happy to be your lover.
Xia Jianjing exhaled at the photo, and after the handwriting was dry, he handed the photo to Lu Zai, "This is for you, put it in."
Lu Zai tilted his head and smiled, took it and stuffed it into his wallet. He pointed to the full box and asked, "What's left?"
"It's all for you." Xia Jianjing resealed the box, "You also know that I used to be a bit of a careless person, I always lost things, and I didn't become more careful until after work. But my award has never I haven’t lost it, it’s not that I’m vain or value these reputations, I just want to keep them all, show you, I want to be your pride.”
Lu Zai said, "Then I'll take it away."
Xia Jianjing shook his head, and raised his face proudly, "I have won a lot of awards, it's too heavy, I will go to Beijing to see you when I take a rest next month, and put it in our home."
Thinking of the simple-decorated room, Lu Zai frowned and sighed, "When are we going to renovate it?"
"No rush, take your time." Xia Jianjing said.
Although Xia Jianjing said to take his time, Lu Zai was still worried. Every time he listened to his colleagues on the stage discussing real estate, he would think of the house that made him painful and happy for no reason.
After returning to Beijing, Lu Zai's life can even be said to be a bit busy, and his workload is no less than when he was stationed abroad.He still has a personal photography exhibition to worry about. Even if there is an economic team to manage it, he can't really be a shopkeeper, and it takes a lot of effort to come and go.In addition, there is still that "broken" house, and the renovation has not been put on the agenda, but another owner will be ushered in at the end of the month.
On the surface, Lu Zai is still vigorous and resolute, and no one dares to provoke him in the stage, but in fact he is one head and two big, and he is full of grievances whenever he calls Xia Jianjing.
Lu Zai has been in such a mess for a month, and finally made time to pick up Xia Jianjing at the airport at the end of the month.
Lu Zai bought a car, and his style is still his usual style of buying expensive or not, but the day when Xia Jianjing came here was unlucky, and his car happened to have a limited number.
The car couldn't drive, so Lu Zai had no choice but to take a taxi to the airport in advance, and sat on a cold stool for more than half an hour before seeing Xia Jianjing among the crowd leaving the station.
Xia Jianjing pulled a suitcase, and then took another bigger suitcase off the conveyor belt. It didn't seem like he was here for the weekend, but he seemed to be moving.
Lu Zai roughly gestured, even if Xia Jianjing's honors were multiplied tenfold, it would not be able to fill half of the space of this big box.
Lu Zai asked, "What exactly did you bring?"
Xia Jianjing smiled at him with his eyes bent, "I'm here for a meeting at the Nine Institutes, and I can stay in Beijing for a month and a half, are you happy?"
Seeing what the whale said on his mouth, Xia felt a little bitter in his heart.
There are thirteen institutes under the Ninth Academy, and the nine institutes are the most tormenting ones.What the Institute of Nine conducts is purely theoretical research. After a long time and no progress, anyone will go crazy.
But if you lose your horse, you know it's not a blessing, Xia Jianjing comforted himself, just go crazy if you are crazy, and it would be nice to be able to get along with Lu Zai day and night for a month and a half.
"Happy." Lu Zai said.
However, Lu Zai showed no expression on his face. He nodded, shared a suitcase for Xia Jianjing, and walked out of the airport with the people.
Lu Zai's reaction was so flat, Xia Jian couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.
Xia Jianjing followed, pursed his lips, and did not speak.
Lu Zai stood under the awning and waved to stop the car, but he was obviously not quite right, so he waved directly at the family's private house.
Xia Jianjing raised his hand to hold Lu Zai's arm, and asked, "Don't you wear glasses?"
Lu Zai was wearing an invisibility mask. He blinked and his hands were shaking, but he still held Xia Jianjing's hand tightly, "Is it true? Can you stay for a month and a half?"
Xia Jianjing laughed, held Lu Zai back, nodded and said, "It's true!"
Lu Zai stared at Xia Jianjing's face, and after a while he slowly laughed, explaining: "It's too sudden, I'm a little nervous."
"Nervous?" Xia Jianjing didn't quite understand, "Suddenly I understood, but why are you nervous?"
Lu Zai took a breath and said, "Do you still remember our 99-day agreement?"
Xia Jianjing smiled, "Of course, that's why I was assigned here without complaint, so that we can be together that day."
Lu Zai has always been a bit resistant to surprises because he failed to deliver the shot.He didn't intend to hide Xia Jianjing anymore, so he simply told him all at once.
Lu Zai said: "That day happened to be the opening ceremony of my film exhibition."
"Great!" Xia Jianjing shook his hand excitedly, "I must see it!"
Lu Zai relaxed, he raised the corners of his lips and nodded, "You have to go and see."
However, on the day of the film festival, another accident happened.
Xia Jianjing even wondered whether he and Lu Zai had disrespected the Buddhas at the top of the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, so all these years there were always ninety-nine and eighty-one difficulties standing in front of them.
Xia Jianjing hadn't seen Lu Zai for three days in a row. The meeting in the institute was so dark that he and his colleagues were so busy that they basically ran back and forth between the meeting room and the laboratory. There is no chance to leave this three-acre land.
Last night itself was over, but in the early hours of the morning, another big cow came from the second institute, and immediately pointed out many unreasonable aspects of their plan, so when they woke up this morning, they received an urgent notice again, telling everyone Assemble in the meeting room immediately.
Xia Jianjing didn't even have the energy to roll his eyes, so he leaned against the window and called Lu Zai before everyone arrived.
Xia Jianjing said: "I don't know how long this film festival will be held, how long can you hold this film festival?"
Lu Zai was already in the exhibition hall. He asked the staff on the side and said, "About a month."
Xia Jianjing was still very disappointed, and sighed, "I'm sorry, cub."
Lu Zai still understood the righteousness in front of serious affairs, he comforted Xia Jianjing and said: "Don't worry about it, just keep busy with your work."
"Okay." Xia Jianjing nodded, looked at the people pouring in at the door, lowered his voice and said to Lu Zai, "Then I'll hang up."
Lu Zai said, "Go, I'll wait until you're done."
Fortunately, Daniel is a kind little old man, not to mention strong business ability, and his work efficiency is surprisingly high.
Da Niu didn't waste time, every second he talked about was the essence, first he talked about their problems, and then he started to discuss better solutions with everyone.
By the time of the intermission, most of the progress had passed. Xia Jianjing looked at his watch and reckoned that it should be over by noon.
Although this is only Xia Jianjing's conjecture at present, he couldn't suppress it, and without thinking about it, he sent a message to Lu Zai, saying that he might be able to catch up with the "afternoon session".
When Lu Zai received the message, he was being interviewed by his peers. He looked down at his phone and couldn't help but curl his lips.
The interviewees were all familiar with Lu Zai's temper. During the interview, he secretly looked at his mobile phone and laughed secretly. He was very curious but it was inconvenient to ask more questions.
A reporter stood up and asked: "It is said that the theme previously set was 'Guns and Roses'. Can you explain why it was changed to '52Hz'?"
Lu Zai said: "There is a whale named Alice. This is the frequency it emits. It is far beyond the hearing range of the same kind and cannot be caught by other whales."
The reporter asked again: "So are you expressing a kind of incomprehensible loneliness?"
Lu Zai raised his eyebrows and smiled, and asked back, "Do you think I care about loneliness?"
The reporter was speechless and stood there in embarrassment.
Lu Zai is a journalist with a strong independent spirit, and this can be seen from his works.
Many photojournalists will choose to change after entering the industry, making a proper reconciliation between their own aesthetics and the acceptance of the public.Lu Zai is no exception. This photography exhibition fully demonstrates the changing process of his photography style.
When he was not in the industry, Lu Zai was a sharp knife, wishing to cut all the veils of hypocrisy; after he became a war reporter, he became Damascus again, the city of roses forged in the flames of war, restoring the truth with both hardness and softness ; When he was in China, he was still on the front line, but his photography style has undergone some changes, like a handful of water full of human touch, flowing from a trickle into a sea, gentle but powerful, delicate but shocking.
Lu Zai said: "But the voice of this whale can be heard by other species, such as humans, such as deer, so there is never absolute loneliness."
The reporter's face softened a little, and he asked again: "Then which one of these works has the deepest influence on you?"
"There is one, but it was taken when I was 17 years old." Lu Zai said, "I hung it in the center of the exhibition hall. If you are interested, you can take a look."
Lu Zai ended the press conference in a hurry, and drove to the Ninth Institute.
When he arrived at the gate of Jiusuo, Xia Jianjing's side hadn't finished yet, so he parked his car and sent Xia Jianjing a message.
Xia Jianjing couldn't wait to turn on the phone as soon as the meeting ended, and Lu Zai's text message and operator notification popped up together.
Xia Jianjing couldn't even remember to pick up the documents on the table, he stood up and ran out, stumbling and bumping a whole row of chairs into a wobble.
Colleagues were still surrounded by Daniel and stood at the stairs, but Xia Jianjing didn't care about anything. He buried his head and squeezed through the middle, rushing downstairs almost four steps at a time.
A colleague called him from behind: "Xiao Xia, let's have dinner with Mr. Chen later."
Xia Jianjing didn't listen at all. There is no gentle and self-sufficient engineer Xia now, but there is only one Xia Jianjing who is eager to see Lu Zai.
Xia Jianjing panted and ran quickly to the entrance of the research institute.Lu Zai was stopped by the sentry. He stood outside the railing and waved to Xia Jianjing from afar.
Xia Jianjing looked at Lu Zai, and his eyes felt a little sore all of a sudden.This scene seems familiar, just like outside the Beijing training team many years ago, and that green kiss across the railing.
Xia Jianjing pulled out his work card from his pocket, waved at the sentinel, and before the remote control door was fully opened, he squeezed out sideways.
Lu Zai reached out to hug him, but was dragged back several steps by inertia.
Lu Zai said, "What's the hurry?"
Xia Jianjing looked up at Lu Zai. If he wasn't at the door of the unit, he really wanted to kiss Lu Zai's chin right now.
Xia Jianjing said: "I miss you so much, I don't want to waste a second."
Lu Zai said, "Then don't waste it, I'll take you to the exhibition hall."
The exhibition hall is spiral, and there are five spirals in total.The sea blue "52Hz" is pasted at the entrance, and the works carried by the landing are hung equidistantly on both sides of the wall. According to the chronological order, a spiral includes works of three or four years.
But at the end of the fourth spiral, there is a sudden change in photography style, which can be seen by even the most amateur viewer at a glance.
Lu Zai's works are generally calm, and most of the materials are based on social reality, which makes people feel so sad that they want to cry.But the photos displayed in the fifth spiral are relatively immature, and some even have very big problems in the basic composition.
But here is another world.The colors are bright, there are blue sea and blue sky, there are birds and beasts, the camera meets the creatures, and at this moment the rhythm of life meets people's increasingly indifferent eyes.
Xia Jianjing was very moved. Although Lu Zai asked him once before, he never expected that Lu Zai would actually bring his works to a joint exhibition.
Xia Jianjing understands her level, but even amateur photographers are eager to be seen and recognized by others.
No one will be proud of creating a work that no one cares about, even if it is to generate electricity for love.
Xia Jianjing had indescribable affection in his eyes. He looked at Lu Zai and asked softly, "Aren't you afraid that someone will feel cheated and want to refund the ticket if you put my work here?"
"I know it's inappropriate to do this, but I can't help it." Lu Zai said, "If I didn't have you, I would only think that I held a very successful film festival in retrospect. But if you were here, I would I feel like this is a love letter from the world, and I love every word."
Lu Zai pulled Xia Jianjing forward. At the end of the spiral, in the center of the entire exhibition hall, there was a work that took a long time to exhibit.
Lu Zai's photo was really badly taken, and it shouldn't be placed in the most important position at all.
But in the hazy mist is the bright smiling face of the young man, like the rising sun at the end of the sea, this is the first gleam of light in Lu Zai's lens.
Lu Zai said: "It's still the 'Love Letter'. I've been photographing it for so many years, but I can't find another one that I like so much."
Xia Jianjing wiped the corner of his eyes, he held Lu Zai's finger, and kissed it on his lips.
Xia Jianjing said, "Now you want to hear my answer?"
Lu Zai said: "I want to listen, but there are still nine times left of No. 90. You wait for me to finish."
Xia Jianjing couldn't bear it anymore, he pressed Lu Zai against the corner, kissed him with his lips, and asked, "Didn't you say there are gifts?"
Lu Zai smiled, and turned out his trouser pockets to show Xia Jianjing, which was empty.
Lu Zai said, "Do you think I will show you a ring?"
Xia Jianjing shook his head and said, "You're not that romantic, and we don't need it."
"Including this film festival," Lu Zai said, "it's not a gift."
Xia Jianjing held Lu Zai's hand, he kept raising his head and opening his mouth to breathe, but he still choked up, "I'll say No. 90 nine times."
"Okay." Lu Zai nodded and agreed, "I have a bad temper, and I get angry more easily when I am at work. The older I get, the more headstrong I feel, and I don't have many friends. In short, it is not a perfect example of life. I have nothing to give you. Yes, there is only one me, and I don’t know what else I can give you.”
"I don't want anything but you." Xia Jianjing kissed him, "I love you very much today, Lu Zai."
They are no longer the teenagers they were at the beginning. Teenagers will always become immobile adults, with little happiness and a lot of helplessness.
But what does this matter?
As long as they are together, time will stop, double the happiness, share the helplessness, and no one will grow old.
The author has something to say:
After two years, I finally filled the hole I left on the tail of my youth.
There is nothing to say, I am very happy to write, and I am even happier to meet you.
Thank you for your company for these seventy days.