Dust is like a city

Chapter 158

Huo Rongxuan didn't have any big reaction when he heard Chen Qianchen's questioning. His ice-like face always showed a calm expression. He just stroked the cup of coffee in front of him with his fingertips, regardless of whether it was hot or not. After a while, he said: "Sorry, but I have my reasons, just like you."

Hearing these words, Chen Qianchen was inexplicably sour, and the word "reason" seemed to be that he was still blaming himself, Chen Qianchen smiled wryly and said, "Rong Xuan... Seriously, are you disappointed in me? "

Although it is a question sentence, the tone is more like a statement.

——Disappointed that I couldn't afford to wait for those promises and made that choice.

Huo Rongxuan shook his head: "No, you chose the path you want to go, I respect you, I hope you will become famous in the future, don't let down today's choice, I sincerely."

Chen Qianchen bit his lip, he didn't know if Huo Rongxuan's words were sincere, but that bland attitude made Chen Qianchen a little sad, but he chose to smile after all: "Well, I will work hard, thank you Believed in me once. Then... so be it..."

Although Chen Qianchen knew that this might just be a trip to break up when he came here today, he still had a little bit of hope in his heart. Although he didn't make the best choice, if he really loves each other... At least... At least I will try to think about whether there is any other way out, right?

Even if we can't be together in the end, at least comfort each other with warm words in the end.

>>It's okay, it's okay.

>> You know, nobody's really at fault.

However, the indifferent attitude of Huo Rongxuan, whom he hadn't seen for more than half a month, made Chen Qianchen at a loss. It wasn't the inherent coldness, but the genuine attitude towards people who had nothing to do with him.

What a cold hearted person... Those once said likes make people unable to distinguish between true and false.

But Chen Qianchen didn't want to make any further distinctions, after all, the matter of "loved" really belonged to only one person.

At least he, Chen Qianchen, really loved Huo Rongxuan.

Let all the memories end here, don't entangle any more.He was really afraid that if he continued to entangle, he would only become as embarrassing as he was with Jiang Gao back then.

Chen Qianchen didn't wait for Huo Rongxuan to say anything more, he quickly stood up from the chair, and was about to leave, but he paused for a while after all: "Rong Xuan, forgive me...I really...no There is no way to wait for your promise, I want my own life..."

Huo Rongxuan raised his head to look at him, and said softly: "I'm sorry..."

He came here today just to say "I'm sorry". He knows that he has a lot to do with Chen Qianchen.

I'm sorry that I also forced him to agree to my grandfather's request.

I'm sorry that it didn't take long to say "like" before we broke up.

I'm sorry that I was too weak to protect him, so that he had to fall into this dilemma.

The most sorry thing is... After all, there is no way to be together.

Although he couldn't say these words himself, this "I'm sorry" was what he really wanted to say to him.

Chen Qianchen saw the flash of sadness in Huo Rongxuan's eyes, and was suddenly touched in his heart. Although the moment was so short, so short that he wondered if he had read it wrong, Chen Qianchen still opened his mouth slightly, as if by accident He asked a question that was on his mind: "Are you and Ke Yinian... for real...?"

Huo Rongxuan froze for a moment, then turned his face away from the window, and said lightly: "Is this...very important to you?"

Chen Qianchen's fingertips clenched tightly, yes, he was no longer qualified to take care of it, the relationship between them was over.

Chen Qianchen smiled wryly: "...I just hope that you will... be fine in the future."

After finishing speaking, Chen Qianchen added "sincerely" in his heart, not because he is so great that he thinks it doesn't matter if Huo Rongxuan likes others, but because this man is too special to him, and everything he has now is in the final analysis closely related to him. Inseparable, he has made himself who he is today, it has nothing to do with liking or disliking, such a meeting is worthy of being grateful.

So the most special man in my life, after all, I hope he can live a good life.

At least don't be like yourself - you have decided to be alone for the rest of your life.

"I will." Huo Rongxuan nodded calmly.

Chen Qianchen pulled the corner of his mouth to show a not-so-bitter smile, nodded slightly at him, and finally left quickly.

Huo Rongxuan looked at his back as he walked away, his eyes also slowly darkened.

No matter how calm and calm he behaved, he was still sad when the day of breaking up really came.

But he has no choice, because now he can't be with Chen Qianchen at all, what his grandfather said is right, he is reluctant to push Chen Qianchen to the forefront of public opinion, and he doesn't want him to be involved in this battle between himself and his grandfather , The Huo family's fights are all-encompassing. He has no way of knowing what method his grandfather will use to deal with him in the end. In this fight, his chance of winning is only 50.00%, so he can't allow himself to have a weakness, and he also doesn't want Chen Qianchen. Hurt.

If he can win, maybe... Maybe he and Chen Qianchen still have a little possibility in the future, as long as the other party is willing.

And if you lose... then there is no need for any other assumptions.

This is a lonely battle, between life and death.

"I'm sorry..." He said another word silently towards his disappearing back.