Dream or truth...

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Although the body has woken up, Ryosuke is unwilling to open his eyes, because he feels that he is being held in someone's arms, and what comes into his nostrils is the familiar smell of that person.

It must be a dream, right?How much I long for it but how unrealistic it is to be hugged by Yuxiang and sleep peacefully.If things that I dare not or cannot do normally can be realized in my dreams, then it may not be a bad choice not to wake up again.

But the touch on his forehead in the next second made him wake up immediately, and what appeared in front of him was Yuxiang's surprised but still gentle smiling face.

"Yu Xiang?!" blurted out the same intimate name, but neither of them noticed this detail, because Ryosuke's next reaction was to hide back instinctively, "What are you trying to do! Where is this? How could I be here?!"

Yuxiang's expression suddenly dimmed.

Even though Ryosuke is unwilling to leave by himself, even though Ryosuke wants to be by his side, the past hurts still left a heavy shadow on his heart, making him instinctively want to escape from himself who might cause him harm .

It's not that I don't love anymore, it's just that I can't bear those injuries, so I dare not approach, so I want to escape.

I don't want to say anything, I will work hard to make up for the boring words of healing the scars with love, how irreparable and unforgettable those pains are, even Yuxiang himself understands.Now he just wants to do his best

Do everything I can to pamper this person, so that Liangjie can laugh freely in the days to come, instead of the hypocrisy and rigidity that anyone can see even though he is smiling like recently.

I want to try my best to get back the child who was able to show off his sweet smile wantonly. I want him to stop avoiding and pretending. I want him to show that kind of healing smile that makes me feel satisfied once I see it again.

"Yesterday, the store served the wrong drink. You were drunk. I was afraid that someone would find out when I took you home, so I took you directly to a nearby hotel..." Yu Xiang smiled wryly as he watched Ryosuke clutching his clothes, "Don't Worried... I didn't do anything... Ryosuke, I really don't want to lose you..."

"...Nakajima-kun, do you remember what I said, no one is indispensable, and no one can't live without it..." Slightly loosening his grip on the collar, Ryosuke looked at Yu Xiang, but just said something that seemed completely unacceptable.

"..." There was no answer, Yuxiang backed away, "Go and wash up... I'm going to be late for school..."

There will be no change in the future life, including the milk that must appear on the seat every morning, strawberry juice at lunch, and following after school... The silence between them also remains unchanged.

Soon it will be Ryosuke's anniversary of joining the company.

In fact, it’s not that Ryosuke didn’t remember Yuxiang’s birthday. He held his mobile phone and thought about it all night, but he never sent out the simple “Happy Birthday” and didn’t express anything when they met. When the group members said they wanted to celebrate together, they also made excuses to leave early.

Only Arioka knows why he did this... Others, maybe they just think of themselves as a child who got angry because of a quarrel.

It's not that he doesn't feel Yuxiang's disappointment, and it's not that he is indifferent to it, but he has decided to be a stranger, so he is unwilling to give him and himself any hope.

Therefore, I don't have any expectations for my anniversary of joining the company.

The anticipation and joy in the past was because he met Yuxiang, and it was because he and Yuxiang began to have an intersection from this day on.

But now, joining the company day or something has no meaning to him.

When I walked into the happy room, I saw strawberry cake on the table and a beautiful bouquet of cosmos interspersed with primroses, forget-me-nots, and dark blue and purple hyacinths.

Who will it be for?Walking forward curiously, he saw a card inserted in the bouquet, the handwriting on it was so familiar that he could recognize it at a glance.

"Ryosuke, happy joining day. You are right, no one is indispensable, no one can't live without anyone, but, Ryosuke, without you, I am really, just alive... ——Yuxiang."

This tone... What the hell is this guy going to do? !No time to think at all, Ryosuke turned around and ran out holding the card.

"Excuse me, did you see Yuxiang Nakajima?"

"Excuse me, did you see Yuxiang Nakajima?"

"Excuse me, may I ask..."

After asking countless people, I finally got an answer: "Yuxiang, I seemed to see him walking towards the rooftop just now."

rooftop? ! ! ! ! !Before he even had time to say "thank you", Ryosuke rushed to the rooftop quickly and saw Yuxiang stepping on the last step of the stairs.

"Yuxiang Nakajima, come down for me!!!" Fortunately... nothing happened... Ryosuke heaved a sigh of relief, but his heart hung up the moment he saw the other party push open the roof door, so he didn't have time to think about it shouted out.

Yuxiang turned around and was very surprised when he saw him: "Eh?! Ryosuke? Ahhhhhhhhh—"

On this day, Yuxiang came to Lewu early, and quietly put the strawberry cake he carefully prepared and the flower bouquet that he had checked for a long time on the flower language book on Liangjie's table, wanting to surprise him.

"That should be enough..." Yuxiang said to himself, "Let's go to the rooftop to relax now... It would be better if I wasn't here when Ryosuke saw this..."

But when he was about to reach the rooftop, he heard Ryosuke's shout before he could get down on his feet. When he looked back, he accidentally lost his balance.

So Ryosuke just watched Yuxiang fall down the stairs and fell in front of his eyes...