doting queen

Chapter 132 Kneel down and beg him

The butler who was guarding the door said helplessly, "After you came back, the prince locked the door. He only found out when he came out to pack your bags just now." Jin Ye heard the suppressed groan coming from inside.

He knocked on the door and said, "Nan Huaiyi opened the door, here I come."

After a while, Nan Huaiyi's voice came from inside, "This king will never make things difficult for you again, you can go wherever you want, and never come back."

"You open the door, let's have a good talk."

"There's nothing to talk about. If you want to leave, just leave. I'll only give you this one chance." When Nan Huaiyi said this, his heart ached.

"Nan Huaiyi, do you think that if you let me go like this, I can forgive you? You never know what I want, and you don't know what I think in my heart." Jin Ye said coldly, with words Some impatient.

No one answered him here, but let out a few low-pitched roars. Nan Huaiyi seemed to be smashing something, and he was very angry now.

Jin Ye said to the butler, "Go find some people to break open the door, and I'll be responsible for what happens."

The housekeeper nodded: "Okay, son."

After talking, a few strong men came from the yard. They rolled up their sleeves and slammed into the door. Nan Huaiyi let out a few warning roars from inside.But with Jin Ye in charge, they didn't stop. They kept banging the door open and took a few steps back. Once the door was opened, there was a gust of hot air from inside.Jin Ye pushed the wheelchair and walked inside by himself, "How long do you want to make a fuss? You'll just wipe out all the feelings I have for you."

At this moment, Nan Huaiyi was curled up on the bed, holding a piece of clothing in his hands. It was the piece of clothing that Jin Ye used to wear. It was purple and had an indescribable charm.

He raised his head slightly, his eyes were bloodshot, "What are you doing here? Didn't I let you go? Don't come back after you leave!"

Jin Ye stared at him for a while, feeling that his implication was that he didn't want him to go, he was stunned, a certain part of his heart was touched, he went over to touch his head, and soon felt the palm of his hand on the heat.

He said: "You have a fever, I'll let the imperial doctor come in to show you."

"I don't want it! If anyone dares to come in, I will behead him!" Nan Huaiyi broke away from his hand, "You hurry up, don't wait for me to repent."

Jin Ye frowned slightly, and said, "What the hell are you messing with? Didn't you agree? I'll go with you, go to fiefdom with you, who are you trying to torment?" Nan Huaiyi pursed his lips hard, After a while, he opened his mouth again, back and forth a few rounds, "You don't need to worry about it, just get out of here quickly."

"Nan Huaiyi, I only ask you once." Jin Ye said.

Nan Huaiyi looked at him, holding the dress tightly in his hands.

"You really want me to go, or just talking."

Nan Huaiyi's lips moved, and even his fingers trembled. After a while, he nodded vigorously, "I really hope you go." After Jin Ye left, he no longer had to think that he would let you go. Jin Ye is not happy.

He knew it was all his own doing.

"Okay, then I'm leaving." Jin Ye pushed the wheelchair slowly, and soon turned his back to him, and walked towards the door, his movements were very slow.

At this time, Nan Huaiyi straightened his body forward, but his movements were still very restrained. When Jin Ye reached the door, he couldn't help standing up and rushing over, grabbing his wheelchair with great strength. big.

"Jin Ye..." Nan Huaiyi shouted his name in a hoarse voice, with unspeakable sobs in his voice, "I know you are in pain, and I am also in pain."

Jin Ye put his fingers on his knees, turned his back to listen to him speak slowly.

"I don't know what to do. You can laugh at everyone, but you can't laugh at me. Sometimes I feel that I am not even as good as an actor."

When watching the play yesterday, Nan Huaiyi kept trying to please him and sent him the things in his hands, but Jin Ye's eyes were fixed on the play, and there was no light or smile when he looked at him.

He knew that Jin Ye was unhappy with him, and he didn't want to let go, but there was no way, he didn't want to make Jin Ye suffer.He thought this was the crime he committed in the first place, and now he had to pay for it.

"Why don't you think about it? Why can I laugh at others, but not you? Why don't you find a reason in yourself?"

"I've looked for it." Nan Huaiyi covered his face in pain. He has been on the battlefield many times without crying. Even if his life is hanging by a thread, he will not shed tears when he is bleeding. Weep for nothing.

But... every time he faced Jin Ye, his heart was bleeding, and he could faint and die at any time. It was really uncomfortable.

"I know that I have caused a lot of harm to you in the past, and you will never forgive me in this life, but I worked hard to change it, but I just can't get your heart, I don't think it is possible to love me in this life Yes."

His hands trembled when he said it, and he didn't dare to look at Jin Ye. He thought that Jin Ye must be laughing at him, and he must think he was doing it to himself.

I never thought that Jin Ye didn't sneer like before, but said in a very light tone, "There is no absolute unforgiveness in this world, and you don't always remember your enemies. Remembering hatred will only make yourself painful."

"So... so?"

"I do hate you, but if I want to make myself happier, I have to let go of the past. The reason why I don't forgive you is because you have never realized your mistakes. Have you seen Zhuang Yan and the young master? "

"I've seen it." Nan Huaiyi nodded. Every time he saw the interaction between Zhuang Yan and the young master, his envious eyes would protrude. He was really happy.

"Then you also know in your heart that I am only grateful to the young master, but you just find reasons for yourself, saying that if I don't love you, I'm in love with him."

That's right... These words directly touched Nan Huaiyi's heart. Nan Huaiyi kept saying that he was ambiguous with the young master because he was envious in his heart.

Just thinking about the day when Jin Ye will look at himself with that kind of eyes.

"I... I... I'm sorry, I'm really not human." Nan Huaiyi slowly squatted down, squatting next to him, and reached out to hold his hand, "I'm just Disaster

Shou, eat ignorant, I don't want to lose you, Jin Ye, I know I'm a lunatic. "

Jin Ye retracted his hand and looked at him, "In fact, I have struggled many times in my heart, and you just think that if you get better, it's okay for me to be with you. Sometimes forgiveness is also a relief, but You always do things that I can't understand when I want to open up to you."

Nan Huaiyi was stunned. He always thought that Jin Ye's heart was a stone, and he polished it into a stone. Unexpectedly, it turned out...

"Jin Ye...give me another chance, okay? I will definitely change this time, I really..." Nan Huaiyi knelt on the ground as he spoke, in front of everyone's eyes.

Kneeling face to face on the ground, "My lord, I really don't want you to go."

Jin Ye looked at him, not knowing what it meant, and said, "Get up, I really want me to forgive you, so you don't have to worry about it anymore, really, very tired." Nan Huaiyi knew that Jin Ye hadn't forgiven you. He, it's just that he needs stability, a wounded heart needs to heal, he has to wait slowly, he can't rush.

He got up from the ground and pushed Nan Huaiyi inside without wiping off the dust on his knees, "Jin Ye, I will treat you well in the future, it's really good."

After the quarrel, the old doctor came over with a medicine box, felt his pulse, and said, "My lord, the old minister told you back then, you have to leave room for it."

Nan Huaiyi really regretted it now, so much so that he didn't refute it even when he said this. The doctor said, "Take his hair off, let me see."

Jin Ye started directly, and took off the hairpin on Nan Huaiyi's head, his long hair fell down like ink, with a kind of cold beauty.

The old doctor gave him two needles, and then prescribed another prescription, saying: "I have some heat stroke, coupled with the acute attack of the heart, and blood stasis in the brain, so I started to burn. Let's get an injection first, and then I will observe it later. I will wait I will write a prescription."

What Jin Ye said had an effect, Nan Huaiyi didn't make much trouble, let the old doctor give him an injection, and then he squinted his eyes and looked sleepy.

"Jin Ye, you really won't leave, will you?"

Jin Ye hummed, "Leave the capital early tomorrow."

"Okay." Nan Huaiyi responded, and as soon as the old doctor left, he took out something from his arms, which was a military talisman, "I know you want this."

Jin Ye raised his eyebrows, this is the commander-in-chief of the whole country, whoever gets it is like owning the whole world, it is very heavy, and it is a bit hot to hold in the palm of your hand.Nan Huaiyi handed it to him, "here, you can do whatever you want, as long as you are willing to start over with me, I don't care, I just want you."

Jin Ye didn't answer. After a while, he picked up the soldier talisman in his hand, and said, "Go to sleep for a while."

Nan Huaiyi pressed his lower lip, as if he wanted to ask for a kiss, but stopped when he thought of something, consciously got up from his lap, and went to the bed. "Are you still uncomfortable?" Jin Ye asked suddenly.

Nan Huaiyi covered herself with a quilt, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't feel uncomfortable."

"It's hot in this house, it's cooler over there."

Jin Ye really asked to live together, but he really couldn't say it. He guessed that Nan Huaiyi understood, so he stopped talking and waited for Nan Huaiyi to get up by himself.

Sure enough, Nan Huaiyi got up immediately.

But before going there, he had to prepare well. He was unkempt and sloppy now, so he hurriedly sent someone to bring water to wash his face.

While washing, he secretly glanced at Jin Ye once or twice, and when Jin Ye picked up the clothes on the bed, he smelled a different smell, and his face collapsed.

Nan Huaiyi shook his hands and knocked over the basin. He hurriedly explained, "I missed you yesterday, and I couldn't stand it..."

Jin Ye calmed down and put his clothes aside.