don't want to love you

Chapter 52

"Do you think I will believe what you said?" After some inner struggle, Shu Yun resolutely rejected all wrong information.

"Believe it or not, that's up to you. Anyway, what I've stated is the truth. If you don't think you're in the way, you can spend your time here, as long as it doesn't affect my brother's rest." Shu Yun didn't care about the two of them anymore, and devoted himself to massaging the unconscious Aowei's body.

Then Zhong Li ignored Shu Yun's resistance and took him away, struggling for a while before giving up.

"Little Jun, let's go home." Zhong Li asked with determination after seeing Shu Jun who had calmed down.

Shu Yun didn't seem to hear it, he didn't refuse or agree.

This made Zhong Li anxiously ask again, "Xiao Jie, shall we go home?"

The dazed black eyes made Shu Yun a little dull and cute, and the red lips revealed between the white teeth, "Aren't we going back now?"

"I'm not talking about here, but our home in China."

Home, do we still have home?

Does that place count as home?

"Home? Our home? Li, stop joking, I'm not going anywhere now, and we don't seem to have any relationship, you can go back first." The heartless words hurt Zhongli's heart, and his body was covered with bruises. Finally, the bright red blood dripped into the empty and uninhabited darkness.

"This time, I won't let you go." The gentle and provocative words can no longer move Shu Yun, whose heart is so cold.

A ray of cold wind blew across the two of them, blocking the unshed tears as it slashed across the face like needles. The dryness after drying was extremely uncomfortable, but it had to be endured.

The mist filled with mist is like a bottomless pit in front of you, and you just miss it while hesitating.

Whether he should take this step, maybe it will be an abyss, maybe it will be a bright light... But he chose to stay where he is, but this time he is not cowardly but persevering.

"No, you can let go now, I don't need your pity and ridicule." Shu Yun didn't know what kind of mentality he had in saying such cold and decisive words.

Zhongli felt powerless after being hit with blood in his chest, "Forgive me once, okay?"

The person in his arms seemed to be tired, and he didn't respond in any way, his eyes turned to the distance without focus.

Fine snow petals drifted in the silvery night, and the concrete floor was already covered with a thin layer of snow marks, with footprints of different sizes printed on it.

A ray of cold wind hit, Shu Yun trembled unconsciously, but felt very clear, which made people sink.

The man above the head slowly tightened his arms, without saying a word, he directly carried Shu Yun into the carriage.

"You like Ovie?"

As soon as these words came out, it seemed that the whole world was silent in an instant, and no sound could be heard.

All of a sudden, a piercing shock cut a lightning mark, and the world returned to normal again. The speeding cars surpassed the speed of one car after another, and Shu Yun shouted, "Li, you are crazy!" ?"

Zhongli didn't answer, but that streak of silver ash was no longer lightning fast.

Zhongli's will was drawn back by that roar, he was running fast with Shu Yun's life just now, self-blame filled Zhong Li again, how could he hurt Shu Yun again.

Returning to the normal driving speed, a high-suspended heart also fell with peace of mind.

"Why didn't you answer me?" Facing Zhongli's questioning again, Shu Yun could no longer face it calmly, and said in a low voice, "I don't know how to answer."

I don't know, so I have a feeling.

This is what Zhongli thinks. Shu Yun doesn’t want to deny the subtle changes in his heart, but he doesn’t want to admit it, because he will feel a deep sense of guilt. He can’t forget Zhongli, but he still has Ovie in his heart. Shu Yun was very bored, that's why he chose to escape.

Zhongli couldn't think of what to say for a while, even though silence already represented everything.

In the next few days, Shu Yun asked Zhongli to take him to see Aowei every day, even though he failed every time, he still persevered.

"Do you still want to go?" I have said countless times, but all I get is a nod.

Shu Yun has been physically and mentally exhausted these days, and he can't grasp the opportunities that are bought by his body every day. He must see Aowei.

"I want to see Ovie."

Empty, empty, still empty.

For a long time, a slight sigh did not reach Shu Yun's ears.

"Every time you sleep with me, you can go to see it once."

He promised without hesitation in exchange for Zhongli's violent penetration, his depravity, his anger and madness, they blend together like a heaven and earth, his catering, his skillful control, wave after wave rushing, forgetting the meaning of thought Restraints, let them fall together into the deep valley full of desires.

He has never regretted what he has done, but he has regretted it time and time again since he met him.

He is a group of people standing on the top overlooking life, controlling other people's lives but unable to see other people's thoughts.

Your decision will make you regret it.

Yes, then wait until you regret it before solving it.

You can grasp other people's actions and thoughts, but you can never see through their thoughts. This is your greatest weakness.

If so, let those who do not obey my will disappear.

He laughed and said that Fengyun was not afraid but now he is afraid.

"Stop torturing yourself, okay? Don't you understand what I'm doing? Answer me, what do you want?" The little head protected in the sweat-stained arms moved restlessly, the soft hair Rubbing against his smooth chest, Zhongli felt a fire of desire in the itching.

Shu Yun finally poked his head out and said dully, "It's not that if I don't want to torture, I don't have to torture, I really don't understand you at all, why don't you understand what I wanted in the past, but now I am I don’t even know what I really care about.”

"Why don't you know?" The man's hand slowly stroked Shu Yun's back, making Shu Yun feel numb for a while, but he didn't answer, "Since you don't know, why don't we go back together, and I will accompany you to find it. "

The gentle words flowed into Shu Yun's heart bit by bit like soft water.

"I don't want to leave Aowei." Shu Yun was cruel again, gritted his teeth and firmly rejected Zhongli.

When did such an arrogant person like Zhongli suffer such insults and resistance? The temper that he could pretend before was completely uncontrollable now, and he simply threatened viciously, "You are not afraid that I will kill Ovi, don't you?" Forget, no matter how powerful that Burr is, as long as I am a little careless, I will have a chance to attack a vegetable."

The cold pierces into Shu Yun's body like icicles, bitingly cold and painful.

"Are you threatening me? Li, I really don't understand you. You abandoned me back then, let me seduce those people, and let me be ruined by a group of people! At that time, I thought I was going to die, but it was wrong. I was saved by Ovie, so I thank him, I..." In the end, Shu Yun's excited mood was restrained, so he didn't blurt out the sentence that he couldn't live without him. Zhong Li's words just now made him feel very sad There is a grudge, but the keen Zhongli smells the hidden meaning.