don't want to love you

Chapter 48

"Don't hold back, relax yourself, scream if you want, okay?" Zhong Li freed up a hand and slowly opened the row of neat white teeth, saving the innocent bloody lips.

Without the shackles of the shield, the small voice kept popping out of the mouth, chewing with some forgetfulness and humming unclearly, "Ah...ha!"

Seeing Shu Yun who was slowly relaxing, Zhong Li also gradually increased the strength in his hands, and the middle finger on the lower side seemed to swipe across the straight spine, "Ah! No...don't!"

It turned out that the hand had already reached the gap between the two walls, and the thin nails rubbed and scratched lightly on the young red, and slowly penetrated, step by step, and with another force, the whole finger was submerged in the wet Honghu Lake, and was instantly surrounded by warmth.

"Ah, come out... come out!"

With her hair already soaked, her raised head outlined a perfect arc along her slender neck.

Unknowingly, three fingers have entered, and it seems that the time is ripe, Zhong Li, who couldn't bear it any longer, lifted up his sturdy penis, and rushed in at the entrance of the unfinished hole.

The white teeth bit her lip again to block the sounds of future and running out, and her crooked fingers firmly grasped Zhongli's strong back.

A melody slowly filled the brains of the two, making them dance in harmony...

At this moment, they fuse each other with the most intimate contact as if they have forgotten themselves and the whole world.

Both new and old traces turned into stars shining on the tender skin.

Outside the window, white snow fluttered miserably, mottled and imprinted on the flat ground, and then disappeared.

The scene of corruption in the house is still going on, like an endless game after a long time, against which Ai Ai's murmurs are radiating warmth.

"Brother, wake up, okay?" The lonely room looked even more bleak against the backdrop of the white walls. The blue and green eyes of a man's drooping head looked straight at him. An unconscious man in a hospital bed.

The pleading at this moment is the first time he has humbled himself after escaping from the place that has been restraining him. His arrogance is no worse than anyone else, just as every successful person will sincerely say that they have enough Capital makes them confident.

However, the man at this moment seemed to use all his strength to say these sincere words tremblingly.

"I beg you to wake up, I can't lose you!" The man grabbed the hand that was on the drip, and several veins were very obvious on the back of the thin, white hand, which made Berr's heart ache again and again, and he couldn't help kissing On the hand with pinholes, when the cold lips fell on the back of the hand, there was also a drop of tears, and it hit the heart with a 'pop'.

After a cloud and rain, a string in Shu Yun's mind broke, as if the broken zither lost its original function.

The blank brain has already come out of the messy emotions, but it just stared blankly without any thoughts.

"Xiao Ye?"

A cry of joy brought him back to reality.

why?

Why can't he get rid of this man!

Is it because of this slim love? !

Well, he would rather not be in love!He was tired, really tired. At this moment, Shu Yun felt that it wasn't that he didn't love anymore, but that he didn't have the energy to love.

His love, after being hurt and ignored again and again, became ethereal and needless, he never hated.

Could it be that what he can't get is the best?

"Heh!" A mocking smile appeared inadvertently, but the man quickly caught it, "What's wrong?"

At this moment, the man saw something called despair spreading in Shu Yun's dark eyes little by little.

No!This is what he doesn't want to see!

This look is not what he should have!

"Alas!" A vague sigh did not attract Shu Yun's attention, of course this is what Zhongli hoped, that sigh was completely unconsciously uttered by him.

That look of despair was deeply imprinted in Zhongli's heart and could not be erased.

Originally, he wanted to comfort Shu Yun. What happened not long ago happened because he couldn't control his emotions for a while, but he didn't expect that Shu Yun didn't refuse, so he was very excited, but when he touched Shu Yun after the incident, It was only when he felt the breath of despair that he realized that he had torn off the scars on the scars that were already full of scars.

He was helpless, he had never experienced helplessness before, the people he could touch with his hands made him feel unreachable, and in the end they went further and further away.

Thinking of this, Zhong Li shook his head frantically, wanting to get rid of these thoughts, he couldn't give up on himself, it was ridiculous, he was so confused just now, it wasn't him, those thoughts just now were not what he should have.

No matter whether Shu Yun is Jane's substitute for him or another important person of his, he can't let go of his palm that can hold everything.

Just when Zhongli's thoughts were drifting, Shu Yun was already struggling to prop up his aching body, and said lightly, "Where is Aowei? I'm going to see him."

As soon as the words came out, Zhong Li suddenly came back to his senses. He wanted to say no, but his throat was stuck and stabbed, and he couldn't say any words of rejection.

In the end, he sighed secretly as if surrendering, and a word came out silently in his heart, "Xiao Jie, you are indeed more important than I imagined, how can I save you."

It’s just that Zhongli wouldn’t say this, not because it doesn’t fit Zhongli’s style, but because Shu Yun would never believe it if he said it now, and in Zhongli’s heart he always thought that Shu Yun hated him of.

"it is good!"

He lost, completely lost.

His compromise made him, who was always confident, confused once, but it didn't exceed Shu Ye's expectations.

The two who were immersed in their own world did not notice the other's expression, and Zhong Li, who was a little at a loss, did not notice Shu Yun's mocking expression, which was just self-deprecating.

"Well, let me clean it up then." The voice, like a mosquito, drifted past Zhongli's ears, but he couldn't make out what was going on.

Sure enough, it was not important to him. He originally wanted to reject that debauchery, but he couldn't allow him to refuse in his heart, because he still had a little fantasy, but he was wrong...

He should refuse, he can't sink again, he doesn't want to be a replaced tool.

This time, he pushed him to someone else's side with his own hands. Isn't this just his usual style?

In fact, he was also wrong to think this way, because he was not sure what he would think if Zhongli refused his request.

Because their relationship was already doomed from that moment, he didn't want to repeat the same mistakes, just let it go, there will always be an insurmountable gap between them.