Don't understand

Chapter 36 (36)

On the opening day of "Don't Say Goodbye", Wu Yangyang's fans set up stalls outside Wukesong from morning till night to sell Guan Xiao's surroundings, posters, body pillows, key chains, mobile phone cases, backpacks, photos, postcards, etc. They were placed all over the floor in various styles, leaving only the main entrance to pass through, and the rest of the places were blocked.

There are banners and roll-up banners everywhere, and the young girls coming and going are wearing coats with Guan Xiao's face on them, all of them look excited.Passers-by occasionally walked by curiously, knowing that Guan Xiao was holding a concert here today, and planned to buy a ticket to go in to see it, but was scared back by the ridiculously tall scalpers.

Produced by Guan Xiao for the concert that claims not to lower the price until the end.

Guan Xiao arrived at the venue early and is rehearsing inside. The official start will not be until 7 pm. Bi Nanfang has an announcement today. It was originally scheduled for 9 o'clock. It was an exclusive interview with a media. Pushing back, the manager once thought that today's concert was held by himself, and if he didn't go, the audience would refund the tickets.

So Bi Nanfang also came to the venue early, and spent a corner of the backstage watching the busy staff pretending to be big names. Anyway, he and Guan Xiao are in the same company, so no one thought it was strange that he appeared here.

Guan Xiao painted once in the morning and put on makeup once in the afternoon. He had just stepped on the morning show, and when he saw Bi Nanfang coming, he greeted him with a smile, "No work today? You came so early? Are you here alone?"

"I deliberately pushed all the work to see you, aren't you moved?" Bi Nanfang said proudly.

"I would be even more touched if I quit my job to see me," Guan Xiao said with a smile.

"Oh, why are you like this!"

"Isn't it boring to be alone?"

"Oh, who else do you want to come? Chen Gan?" Bi Nanfang deliberately teased Guan Xiao.

Guan Xiao was stunned for a moment when he heard the name, then he returned to normal and changed the subject, asking, "Since you're here, why don't you come on stage and be my guest for a while."

Seeing Guan Xiao's reaction, Bi Nanfang felt that the two might still be in conflict, and didn't care. Hearing Guan Xiao's invitation, he immediately opened his eyes wide, "I'll be your guest? Can I? But I can't sing."

Guan Xiao smiled, "The guests are here to cheer, they don't need to be able to sing."

"Okay, okay, I will do well!" Bi Nanfang nodded happily and agreed.

Until the opening scene, when the radiant sound was turned on, and the dazzling lights began to wander around, Bi Nannan didn't think about going up for a while to say something.

Bi Nanfang sat in a separate VIP seat with a good viewing angle, and could clearly see every move of Guan Xiao on the stage. Sometimes Guan Xiao would wave to himself while singing, and Bi Nanfang was excited. Stand up and wave back, like a little fan.

Guan Xiao is good at singing and dancing, and the style of his songs is unpredictable, sometimes melodious and beautiful, sometimes dynamic and powerful. When he dances solo, he shows a beautiful and sexy collarbone, and his eyes are charming but not bewitching.

Chen Gan is really lucky!So TM envious!

Bi Nanfang held the little heart to prevent it from beating too fast and jumping out of his chest. Don't say goodbye, I really can't say goodbye, I really want to see you forever!

After singing the song, Guan Xiao panted lightly, greeted the fans with a pretty smile, and said, "A mysterious guest came here today."

The fans shouted frantically from the bottom, thinking that Chen Gan was coming, they shouted Chen Gan's name one after another from the bottom, and seeing that the situation was about to be overwhelmed, Bi Nanfang stood up a little nervously.

Guan Xiao's smile didn't change, as if he had been prepared for a long time, he raised his hand and nodded to the fans and said, "You are so naughty," while smiling and winking at Bi Nanfang.

After receiving the signal, Bi Nanfang straightened his collar and walked towards the entrance.

"It's not the one you mentioned, but he's also a very handsome person," Guan Xiao purposely put on a show, looking at the frenzied fans in the audience with enjoyment.

Seeing that Bi Nanfang had come to the side of the big screen, Guan Xiao raised his index finger and put it on his lips, "It's really hard for everyone to guess, so let him come out by himself."

With a smile on his face, Guan Xiao turned his head to look at Bi Nanfang. Bi Nanfang felt that everything was so beautiful and so unreal. Guan Xiao was in the brightest circle of light in the middle of the stage, and he looked at him in the dark, as if seeing his own angel. He had a sudden urge to hug this person, an urge he hadn't had for a long, long time.

Bi Nannan carried his gift, a harmonica, and strode towards the light.Bi Nanfang's appearance really set off a climax on the scene. Everyone really did not expect him to come. After all, Bi Nanfang is a very popular idol actor recently. He is already very popular and has a huge fan base. The most important thing is The fans all knew who Bi Nanfang was best friends with. Bi Nanfang's coming was almost the same as Chen Gan coming in person. This meaning immediately became a drama where the husband sent brothers to help the little lady, and the fans screamed happily.

Bi Nanfang walked up to Guan Xiao, took out his gift with a smile, and said to the fans in the audience, "I'm disappointing everyone, I'm not the person you said, but I was well prepared."

The fans screamed, Guan Xiao looked at him with a smile, his eyes full of anticipation.

Bi Nanfang pressed the harmonica to his lips, and slowly played a song. This song was "all for you" that Guan Xiao sang a demo for him. in the head.Bi Nanfang is very good at playing the harmonica. He liked it when he was studying, but later he felt that his talent was a bit too much to show, so he never showed it. Today, he really wants to seriously dedicate this song to Guan Xiao, as a gift to wish him happiness forever .

As soon as the first bar of the song was played, the fans started cheering and excited, and then they spontaneously silenced their voices to listen quietly. The melodious sound of the harmonica floated and rotated in the huge venue. With the microphone in his hand, he sang softly.

The two completed the song tacitly, and the audience applauded for a long time.

Guan Xiao looked at Bi Nanfang with some emotion, Bi Nanfang stepped forward and gently hugged Guan Xiao's shoulders, whispered in his ear, "Come on, idol," before turning around to pay tribute to the audience and go down.

The guest session came to an end and the concert continued.

Sitting on the seat, Bi Nannan had mixed feelings, and the roiling emotions in his chest were about to overwhelm him, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

At this moment, the prelude to "Knowledge in the Soul" sounded. Guan Xiao changed into a white sweater and stood quietly under a beam of light. The sound of the piano accompanied by Guan Xiao's clear voice made the whole night healed.

Guan Xiao sang with his eyes closed, slowly descended the steps, and walked towards the edge of the stage. The beam of light followed him like a devout believer.

If your soul knows, you know that I never gave up following

The shape of stars emerging from the night sky

i didn't leave by accident

Me and you in the dark night, far away from the endless Milky Way

In order to be noticed by you, I try to shine

Believe and know, we will meet again

I'm by your side, that never changes

I hope you are happy, waiting for you

close your eyes and you'll know

Until we meet, I will guard your home

Even though time flies, the road ahead is full of thorns

You are also my pride,

Tell the stars it's not a farewell

want to see you,

I believe we will see you again

If your soul knows, you will know that I love you is true

Words that even starlight cannot describe are

i'm still waiting for you

sometimes think of me

Will you laugh?

Even though time flies, the road ahead is full of thorns

You are also my pride,

Tell the stars it's not a farewell

want to see you,

I believe we will see you again

Guan Xiao's face, which was so clean that it was almost blurred, did not fluctuate at all, and could not touch the redundant emotions in the deep eyes. The painterly eyebrows were divided into psychedelic frames by the light. No one knew what Guan Xiao was thinking at this time. From the notes he sang with almost all his strength, he can capture the determination of flying fireflies to the fire.

He stared at the dots of light in the dark with an attitude so stubborn that he almost fell down. The clusters of shining dots of light cooperated with him gently, and there was unconcealable sadness in his opened eyes. It was perceived that he was desperate, as if all the space trembled because of the rushing unknown.

It was a different kind of despair, an undisguised determination.

I love you, but I want to leave you.

Suddenly, there was a "thud" sound, and the microphone made a heavy impact sound. Guan Xiao's voice suddenly disappeared, and there were screams on the scene. Bi Nannan stood up and looked around in a panic. When I got to the edge of the stage, I didn't see that the soles of my feet fell.

The accompaniment was still playing, and the fans rushed forward, the scene was in chaos, the security guards held up their hands and blocked the people in the venue, Bi Nannan ran down the stands and rushed to the stage, panicked and about to suffocate.

Arriving at the internal control area in front of the stage, he saw a bunch of staff surrounding him. Bi Nanfang roughly pushed through the crowd and got in. Sure enough, he saw Guan Xiao lying on his side on the ground. Because it was very dark, he couldn't see Guan Xiao's expression clearly.Bi Nannan rushed over, only to see that Guan Xiao was trying his best to endure with pain on his face, and he kept inhaling lightly, probably because he hit the radio below when he fell, but fortunately the platform was not high enough.

"Guan Xiao? Guan Xiao? How's it going? Hit hard? Go to the hospital!" Bi Nanfang was anxious.

"It's okay...it's not serious, I'll just rest for a while," Guan Xiao's face turned pale from the pain, and his voice was unsteady.

The accompanying staff members were in charge of medical care. After checking Guan Xiao's injuries, there was redness and swelling on the back of his waist. It was just an external contusion, and the inside should be fine.

Guan Xiao slowed down and got up slowly, Bi Nannan hurried to help, "You want to continue? Is this okay?"

Guan Xiao frowned, touched the position of the back waist, and signaled that it was all right.

The staff used the acute slow-release spray to focus on Guan Xiao's lower back, and the strong and pungent medicinal smell quickly spread along the air molecules.

Guan Xiao appeared on the stage again. Seeing that a large number of fans were already crying bitterly, he hurriedly smiled and comforted him, "It's so embarrassing, I fell down just now, I'm sorry to come out to see you, don't cry."

A false alarm passed, and the atmosphere could not return to the previous enthusiasm. The fans all looked worried and shouted, "Just go back, stop singing, rest!"

Guan Xiao persisted and finished the last few songs. His back was so painful that it was numb, and the sweater was wet with cold sweat and stuck to his back, which was very uncomfortable.

Unable to make an encore, Guan Xiao bowed apologetically for the curtain call. Every time he bowed, the fans waved at him with tears streaming down his face. Fans will always love him infinitely. I regret it forever, I didn't expect to leave in such an imperfect way.

Finally, after the show ended, Guan Xiao almost moved backstage, Bi Nanfang was waiting there worriedly, Tangtang was holding a pack of ice packs in his hand, and his eyes were very red.

"It's okay, don't worry, just send me back," Guan Xiao smiled tiredly.

Bid farewell to the staff, Bi Nanfang personally helped Guan Xiao into the car and sent him back. Tangtang would not give way to Guan Xiao. Usually, if the schedule was late, Guan Xiao would let Tangtang go home first. After all, he was worried about a girl outside. .

"Did it hit hard? Or go to the hospital to have a look," Bi Nanfang drove the car steadily and fast, observing Guan Xiao's situation.

"No, it's okay, it's just bruise, it will be fine after two days of treatment."

"Why don't you look at the road when you're such an adult, it scared me to death."

Guan Xiao felt that the tone was extremely familiar, thought about it and smiled lightly, turned his head away and did not answer.

Back home, Bi Nanfang helped Guan Xiao to bed, waited for a while but did not see Chen Gan coming back, and asked, "What time does Chen Gan usually come back, it's so late."

Guan Xiao said with a calm expression, "I haven't been home recently, we separated and I told you."

Bi Nanfang frowned, "Are you two serious? How do you take a shower like you and no one around you, how do you sleep without washing after sweating, and how do you apply ointment?"

Guan Xiao showed a very light smile, "Anyway, you don't even want to serve him, I can do it myself."

When Bi Nanfang got the idea, he immediately blushed and stammered, "I don't want to be of service, I'll call him, the situation is special today, let him come over, and we'll talk about it when you get better."

Guan Xiao thought it was funny, this Bi Nanfang was too pure-hearted, he treated the two of them breaking up as a play, and could call a pause in the middle, and then call out to continue the breakup when it was over.

But Guan Xiao didn't stop him, it was really inconvenient for him today, if Chen Qian wanted to, he would rather Chen Gan help him take a bath.

In front of Guan Xiao, Bi Nanfang took out his mobile phone and dialed it to Chen Qian. After two rings, he was connected. Chen Gan's weary voice said, "Hello."

Bi Nannan was taken aback, "What's wrong with you, buddy? Why is your voice so hoarse?"

Guan Xiao heard it, and looked up at Bi Nannan.

"What's wrong, is something wrong?"

"Where are you? Come back quickly, Guan Xiao hurt his back."

"... When did it happen? I'm in the hospital, and I can't leave now. Zou Pei fell off his horse while filming today, and I'm guarding."

Fuck, what a coincidence!Bi Nanfang cursed inwardly.

"What are you guarding against when he falls, his company is empty?" Bi Nanfang was a little upset.

"He fell down to save me. I don't have the time to say the details now. I haven't woken up yet. I don't know what's going on. I'm very confused now. Please help me take care of Guan Xiao."

"How do I take care of it? Can I give him a bath?" Bi Nanfang smiled angrily. He didn't come to see his injuries so badly. He cared about the rumored object very much.

"...You can figure it out. If Guan Xiao likes it, you can wash it for him. I hung up the phone and ran out of battery."

"Hey you...fuck you!" Bi Nanan cursed angrily, and the phone call over there was hastily cut off.

"What's wrong?" Guan Xiao was a little worried when he heard the words of the hospital when he fell down.

"Zou Pei fell off his horse while filming, and Chen Gan is staying in the hospital. He won't be able to survive for a while. What should I do? I have to help," Bi Nanfang said helplessly.

Guan Xiao froze, his face was a little unnatural, and his eyes were full of sadness.

Bi Nanfang looked uncomfortable, and comforted him, "Don't worry too much, you know that Chen Gan is loyal, I heard that he was injured to save him, and he couldn't leave him behind right away out of morality, he entrusted me I'll take care of you, don't worry."

".....Ok"

He seemed to let go of something suddenly in his heart, no longer entangled and hesitant, no longer suffering and helpless, God made a decision for him.

Guan Xiao was silent, and quietly let Bi Nanfang take off his coat carefully, and gently poured hot water on his body. The wound was hot, but his heart was so cold.

Guan Xiao closed his eyes and let himself sink into the illusory darkness.

very tired.

Let's end it.

It's all over.

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roll over.Um.