Don't suffer Lao Tzu

Chapter 81

There was a dead silence at the table.

Time passed by every minute and every second, still no one spoke, as if they were all acupuncture points.

"In 11 years, why haven't I heard you mention it? Sheng Yi, let me tell you sooner, your parents won't be in a hurry to urge you to get married." Tang Ma said.

Li Shengyi lowered his head and took a bite of the shrimp without saying a word. Tang Shiyi felt that things were about to develop out of control.

"The godmother is talking to you, Sheng Yi." Li Ma said.

Li Shengyi chewed and swallowed unhurriedly, "We were together in high school. After graduation, I went abroad to study and work as an intern. He waited for me in China alone for seven years. His family has no money or power, but he is very strong, and the university has no He started working part-time to make money after graduation, went to the resident singer in Duanpanzi bar, and spent all the money he saved, and he couldn’t be nicer to me, only he can bear my temper."

If these words were put in normal times, Tang Shiyi might not be as moved as he is now. Even Li's father put down his airs and listened carefully, although he still had a bitter face.

Li Shengyi took a deep breath and confessed, "Now we are living together. I'm sorry to keep it from you. A few foreign friends and I are preparing to start a studio. I don't want to live according to your expectations. I heard big plans from a young age. I'm tired of it, you all arranged a blind date for me just to let me choose a suitable person, but I don't want to, I just don't want to, you put me on the bed and I can't be hard on other brides."

Tang Shiyi straightened his body to relieve his sudden urge to laugh, what Li Shengyi said was indeed true.Even Tang's mother and Tang's father showed embarrassment, not to mention Li's father, whose face turned red and white.

"I only have one lover, and it must be him. I can wait, but he can't." After finishing speaking, Li Shengyi held up the diamond ring in his left hand.

Li's mother seemed to have been greatly stimulated, her son's temperament was the clearest, she made jokes, and thought differently from time to time, unexpectedly there was such a person who could eat his son to death.

Li Shengyi was not a long-term lover, but he changed after meeting Baitu.

"Then, let me tell you her name, your father and I must know." Li's mother glanced at Li's father.

Li Shengyi lowered his head and smiled as he touched the diamond ring on his hand, looked up at the second elder who looked like two mountains in front of him, looking at death as if at home,

"Baitu."

Tang Shiyi was terrified, thinking that Dad Li would throw the table up at any moment.

Li Shengyi looked at the elders firmly.

"Bai, Bai Tu, this girl's name is quite nice." Tang Ma didn't know, and was trying to smooth things over. Tang Shixi coughed lightly twice and gave Tang Ma a wink to tell her not to say anything.

Li's mother's mouth was bloodless, "You said, yes, it was the white picture?"

"He's a man, I'm gay, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad." The moment Li Shengyi said it, Tang Shiyi seemed to be in the scene, and his body lightened, as if the burden on his body was finally lifted.

There are many kinds of love in this world. When people only see one more, they feel that other forms of love are sinful. No matter how those people argue, they will be pushed back by the public's saliva and cold eyes. Such a vicious circle, some people choose to remain silent, and Some people, like Li Shengyi and Bai Tu, just go against the current, no matter how painful it is, they will never shrink back.

After Li Shengyi finished speaking, he gently exhaled the breath he was holding in his chest, then bowed to Li's father and mother, and then said to Tang's father and mother, "I'm sorry, Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang."

Looking at the back of Li Shengyi's leaving, Tang Shiyi suddenly became different from the crowd. He probably stood out bravely from the crowd. For a while, he was glamorous and rebellious, but in the end only helplessness and loneliness remained.

"Eleven, follow me out to have a look." Father Tang said immediately.

Tang Shiyi got up immediately, and when he closed the door, he heard the sound of dishes breaking and Dad Li's roar.

Li Shengyi didn't leave, squatting on the side of the street smoking a cigarette, his eyes were still defiant and frivolous, as if nothing had happened.

Tang Shiyi walked over and squatted beside Li Shengyi,

"Smoking?" Li Shengyi asked.

"No." Tang Shiyi didn't know what to say,

"How?" Li Shengyi suddenly smiled.

"What's the matter?" Tang Shiyi looked at Li Shengyi's profile.

"Is this cabinet handsome?" Li Shengyi looked at the diamond ring on his ring finger with a smile.

"Hmm." Tang Shiyi stared at the zebra crossing in a daze while holding his knees.

"You and that handsome guy, tsk, what's your name?"

"Apply."

"Are you happy with Shen Qing?" Li Shengyi suddenly became serious.

"En." Tang Shixi nodded.

"When I was in my third year of high school, I was with your brother Bai every day. He followed me wherever I went and went to the toilet. He didn't think I was annoying. I was afraid that I would never see him again after graduation."

Halfway through Li Shengyi's speech, he raised his head to look at the street lamp, Tang Shiyi lowered his head silently, and he vaguely saw tears in Li Shengyi's eyes.

"On the day of graduation, we had a party. Your brother Bai got too drunk and grabbed my hand all the way back to his house. When he knocked on the door, his uncles and aunts were watching TV..."

Li Shengyi laughed out loud, laughed enough and continued,

"Can you imagine how embarrassing it is? He knelt down in front of his uncle and aunt crying and kowtowed several times. I knew that Wei Er followed suit, and my uncle and aunt were terrified."

Tang Shiyi also smiled with his face in his arms, Li Shengyi stubbed out the cigarette butt and threw it on the road, and continued,

"Since that night, I have fully understood that what I am talking about is not about love, but about getting someone. To be honest, if I put it a year ago, I would not dare to say it. Very, very scary...... But I always have to face it, Bai Tu deserves a better future and better people, but he has suffered so much for me, and I owe him. Yesterday when I knelt down, he thought I was joking, and when he saw the ring, he hugged me and cried... I know how much I have gone too far for so many years, how much he has put up with me, if I don’t give him With one identity, I am a beast."

Li Shengyi pressed his palms to his eyes, his voice trembling.

Tang Shiyi finished listening quietly,

"For sister-in-law, you are the only one who suits him best."

Li Shengyi sniffed and took off his hand, his eyes were red.

Tang Shixi patted him on the back, "Okay, okay, I'm so excited to come out of the closet."

"You're also excited when you come out." Li Shengyi was joking, but Tang Shiyi took it in his heart.

"Hey, it's still too early for you to come out of the closet. You can't say whether you're really gay." Li Shengyi said.

Tang Shixi thought for a while, "I don't like girls, and I'm not gay, I just like Shenqing."

Li Shengyi paused for a moment, then nodded approvingly, "There is still a long way to go, let's take your time, have you figured out where to take the exam?"

"Ah."

"Okay, last time I asked you, you still said you didn't know, did you make a move when you met Shen Qing?" Li Shengyi pinched Tang Shiyi's arm once and for all.

"Brother Qing, I'm going to graduate school. I'm going to university. Let's try to get closer." Tang Shiyi imagined the future.

"The reality may not be so perfect, you should be mentally prepared." Li Shengyi poured cold water on it.

The two looked at each other.

"Am I your brother?" Tang Shiyi smiled wryly.

"Yes, yes, closer than my own brother." Li Shengyi put his arm around Tang Shishi's shoulder.

"Go, go, don't disgust me." Tang Shiyi pushed Li Shengyi's hand away.

"Okay, you go back, I'm leaving." Li Shengyi stood up.

"where to?"

"Go back to my house. I told your sister-in-law to prepare a meal and wait for me to go home. This point is almost the same."

When Li Shengyi talked about my family, he had a special sense of belonging, which made Tang Shiyi suddenly a little envious.

After sending Li Shengyi away, Tang Shixi hesitated on the side of the road. He decided not to go back. He took a taxi and left. There was only one place he was going...

Shen Qing was sitting on the sofa and studying the colleges and universities to apply for with Weimeng, because the online registration started on October [-]th, he was not in a hurry, but Weimeng insisted on pulling him to take a closer look.

"Miss Wei!" Tang Xiyi opened the door and greeted first.

Wei Meng wore glasses and had disheveled hair. He was startled when Tang Shiyi called out, "Ah, Eleven is coming, sit down."

"What are you busy with?" Tang Shiyi sat on the empty seat in front of him, and Xiao She immediately ran out and hopped on top of him. Shen Qing looked at Tang Shiyi with a smile and said, "About applying for the exam."

Tang Shixi patted the dog, "Then I...don't bother?"

Wei Meng took a glass of water and handed it to Tang Shiyi, and tied up his hair, "Sit down on Shishi, I'm a little busy here."

"You are busy, you are busy..." After Tang Shiyi finished speaking, he glanced at Shen Qing.

"Sister, don't read it, just the one I said." Shen Qing smiled helplessly.

"I told you to take a good look. If you have something to do, go there. I'll look it up for you, and I'll bring it to you after I list it." Wei Meng buried his head and looked up the information.

It was the first time Tang Shiyi saw Wei Meng worrying about his younger brother like an old mother.

Shen Qing got up, "Then I'll go for a walk."

Wei Meng lowered his head and was so absorbed that he didn't hear what Shen Qing said, he hesitated and nodded in agreement.

Tang Shiyi put down Xiaoshe and walked out after Shen Qing.

"Come back so early?" Shen Qing asked.

"Well, something happened."

Tang Shishi and Shen Qing were walking by the river, and the evening breeze blew by, making it a little chilly.

After finishing talking about Li Shengyi's coming out, Tang Shiyi paid attention to Shen Qing's reaction. Shen Qing listened calmly throughout the whole process without making any unnecessary expressions.

"Brother love?"

"Huh?" Shen Qing turned her head.

"It's okay..." Tang Shiyi didn't know what he wanted to say, and his heart was in a mess.

The two walked side by side through a bridge hole, and the moon in the sky was even brighter when it was on and off.

"Eleven, I love you."

Tang Shiyi froze, stood firm and looked at Shen Qing.

Shen Qing said seriously, "I will work hard, for both of us."

Tang Shiyi suddenly felt relieved.

It is true to worry about gains and losses, it is also true to look forward and backward, and it is also true to fear the difference in the future.

But after Shen Qing finished speaking, all these worries were firmly pressed in the bottom of my heart. It turns out that young love can really wait for 11 years for a word from the beloved.

Tang Shishi stepped forward and hugged Shen Qing tightly, and Shen Qing's hand stroked Tang Shishi's back, whispering, "Eleven, don't be afraid...I'm always here..."

Shen Qing is also very scared, but he doesn't want to see the person he loves feel uneasy.

A young heart is the easiest to be moved, a word and a look poke into the heart,

It's not an oath of eternal love, it's just an oath spelled out in the most straightforward and simple words that is even more beautiful than growing old together.

Eleven clenched her arms, wishing she could rub Shen Qing into her body and never separate again.

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