Don't suffer Lao Tzu

Chapter 101

"The last dish - dish." Wei Meng came out of the kitchen holding the plate.

Tang Shishi and Shen Qing applauded.

"Okay, this one is all right, I'm very satisfied." Wei Meng took off his apron and threw it aside.

"It's pretty good, the color is beautiful." Tang Shishi was telling the truth, the red, green and green colors are very beautiful.

Shen Qing glanced at him, wondering if Tang Shiyi would regret it later.

"Use your chopsticks, you're welcome." Wei Meng picked up a mouthful of cold dish.

Tang Shiyi took a look at Shen Qing, but he was still quite restrained.

Shen Qing then picked up the chopsticks, and Tang Shiyi moved them.

Shen Qing picked up a mouthful of cold dish without compromising, and Tang Shixi wondered, isn't this a table of dishes...

I thought about picking up a pair of chopsticks and roasting the kidney beans. Just looking at the color is pretty good, but... why is this kidney bean so stiff...

I took a bite and it was not cooked.

"How is it?" Wei Meng looked expectantly.

"Delicious." Tang Shixi said with a smile.

Shen Qing glanced at him, took a mouthful of kidney beans, and ate a bit, "It's not ripe, it's bad for your stomach. Don't eat it."

"It's not cooked!! Can't put it on, the Internet says it needs to be oiled for 1 minute." Wei Meng picked up a chopstick.

"People say it's hot oil, but you start counting the time from pouring the oil, and you still don't listen to me." Shen Qing smiled helplessly.

Tang Shiyi suddenly wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in, and found an opportunity to flatter him, so he directly photographed himself, which was rather embarrassing.

"Eat something else, Eleven, everything else should be cooked." Wei Meng said.

Not only was he embarrassed, Wei Meng was also very nervous, afraid of embarrassing Shen Qing.

Tang Shiyi seemed to sense Wei Meng's thoughts and nodded.

There were three of them, but Wei Meng made dishes that could last until the seventh day of the junior high school. It can be seen that Tang Shiyi paid a lot of attention to the meal, and he was afraid that the ostentation would not be enough.

"Miss Wei is full of food." Tang Shiyi put down his chopsticks.

"Is it ready to eat? I'm thinking about going to a restaurant to make an order, but it's too official, and I'm afraid you won't be used to eating it by yourself." Wei Meng first felt embarrassed, and looked at Shen Qing while talking.

"No, no, it's delicious! Thank you, Sister Wei." Tang Shiyi said immediately.

"As long as you like to eat, you two can go and play, I'll clean up, I have to make dumplings later." Wei Meng said.

"It's fine for the two of us to come, you go and rest." Shen Qing stood up.

"Sister, please sit down, let's come."

The so-called husband sings and husband follows, probably this is the tacit understanding.

Tang Shixi walked to the kitchen with the plate, and Shen Qing followed.

"It's hard for you, my sister may not have much talent for cooking." Shen Qing smiled.

"It's really delicious. I'm used to it. I can't even make one-third of hers." Tang Shixi sealed the leftovers with plastic wrap.

"...you know how to cook?" Shen Qing asked.

"Ah, let's cook eggs, at most fried rice." Tang Shixi was a little embarrassed.

"Do it for me when you have time." Shen Qing said.

Tang Xiyi paused, "Okay, I'll do it," poked himself, and then touched Shen Qing's chest, "You ate it all."

"Okay, practice more, cook it for me every day from now on." Shen Qing grabbed Tang Shiyi's hand and pulled it towards her.

Tang Shiyi stuck to Shen Qing's body as if he had lost his bones, reflecting the meaning of this sentence in his mind.

"It's okay if I cook for you every day, and occasionally I go to the restaurant..."

"What's wrong?" Shen Qing stared at Tang Shiyi and found that his ears were red again.

"It's okay, I, I didn't think so completely..." Tang Shiyi started off.

Shen Qing followed Tang Shiyi's face, facing each other's foreheads, and murmured, "To live with you for the rest of my life, I must think farther..."

Tang Shiyi looked at Shen Qing's hopeful eyes and hummed meaningfully.

After tidying up, the two of them didn't stay in the kitchen too much, they just stayed in Shen Qing's room, Wei Meng had good eyesight, and sat in the living room watching TV.

"What are you looking for?" Shen Qing quietly closed the door and walked over.

Tang Shiyi kept staring at the table just now, Shen Qing didn't receive a single love letter, did she...

"Don't close the door, your sister must not be suspicious." Tang Shiyi looked at Shen Qing.

"It's okay, you... are you looking for a love letter?" Shen Qing said with a smile.

"No, just take a look." Tang Shixi took a step back and turned around guiltily.

Shenqing's room is very simple, with a bed and a table, without too many decorations, it can be seen at a glance.

The two of them sat on the bed, they didn't seem to have anything to do, and they didn't say anything. Tang Xiyi wanted to do something in case Wei Meng would suddenly open the door and enter, so he just held Shen Qing's hand.

"In the afternoon...making dumplings?" Tang Shiyi was out of words, and it wasn't embarrassing even if he didn't speak, but he just wanted to.

"Well, are you bored?" Shen Qing asked.

"...No." Tang Shixi said with a smile.

"Then let's do this," Shen Qing suddenly turned over and pressed Tang Shiyi, Tang Shixi's blood was surging.

"...Let's memorize ancient poems."

"...Damn it!" Tang Shishi broke his skills in an instant, turning his head to one side and laughing.

Shen Qing withdrew, and really ran to the book.

"Hey! Really? Farewell, let me have a rest today." Tang Shiyi collapsed on the bed like a fool, with the breath of Shen Qing enveloping him, feeling a little drowsy.

"Come on, "A Fang Gong Fu", get ready, get up." Shen Qing lay down beside Tang Shishi.

"Brother Qing..." Tang Shishi suddenly became serious.

"Huh?" The two looked at each other.

Tang Shixi took a deep breath, "Is it okay if I don't recite today?"

"Yes, yes, there is a condition." Shen Qing smiled and clasped the book to her chest.

"Let's talk." Tang Shixi said.

"A kiss." Shen Qing smiled.

Tang Shiyi was taken aback for a moment, then sat up quickly, and wiped his mouth, "What do I think, come on! Kiss~"

Tang Shiyi moved closer to Shen Qing's face, pouted and was about to kiss her when the door was suddenly pushed open.

Jiang Tao: "I'm stupid!"

boom!

The door closed, and the room fell into silence.

"I was not mistaken just now, is that Brother Tao?" Tang Shiyi leaned on Shen Qing.

"It should be..." Shen Qing was also a little surprised.

"I'm so scared, damn it, I'm walking silently." Tang Shixi said with a smile.

The two came out of the room one after the other, and Jiang Tao was sitting on the sofa watching TV with Wei Meng.

"Why are you here?" Shen Qing asked.

"There are too many brats at home, so they are trying to make up for me." Jiang Tao complained.

Wei Meng took the remote control and tapped it lightly on the thigh, and said with a smile, "Maybe it looks better."

Jiang Tao stared melancholy at the Weimeng who was gloating, "Take the colored pen."

Tang Shiyi turned his head away and burst out laughing, while Shen Qing secretly laughed.

Four people sat around, Jiang Tao stretched out a hand and handed it to Weimeng, "Look at it, the little girl drew it for me."

Wei Meng looked at Jiang Tao's hand and exclaimed, "Oh, it's not bad, a gold watch, huh! This big diamond ring... What is your palm?"

"The big brother who drew for me..." Jiang Tao looked at the palm of his hand helplessly.

Wei Meng collapsed on the sofa clutching his stomach and laughing, setting off the two younger brothers very quietly.

"Let's play mahjong. There are four of us. Eleventh meeting?" Jiang Tao asked.

"A little bit." Tang Shixi said.

"Then come on, I'll get it." After Jiang Tao finished speaking, he ran directly to Weimeng's room, always feeling a little weird.

"Stay here tonight on Eleventh." Wei Meng said suddenly.

Tang Shiyi glanced at Shen Qing, nodded, "OK."

"In the evening, Eleven and I will go to my mother's place to deliver some dumplings." Shen Qing said.

Wei Meng froze for a moment, "Okay."

"Come on, come on~ clean up the table." Jiang Tao came out holding the mahjong box.

"It's so convenient here." Wei Meng pouted towards the coffee table.

"Mahjong without a table has no soul, Shen Qing! Help me," Jiang Tao said.

Wei Meng smiled and shook his head,

This home...has not been this lively for many years...

"Stop playing, stop playing!" Jiang Tao wailed on a pile of mahjong, "I lost all my money!"

"You said it yourself, playing with money." Wei Meng shook the red note in his hand.

"Here, Shishi is yours." Wei Meng returned the money to Tang Shishi.

"Don't, don't, don't." Tang Shixi quickly pushed back.

"You don't earn money, take it back, or I'll be angry!" Wei Meng put the money back into Tang Shiyi's hand with a smile, and turned to Jiang Tao's resentful eyes, "Look at that!"

"Yes, I'm looking at it." Jiang Tao gave a wry smile.

Shen Qing Tang Shishi: "..."

In the evening, Jiang Tao hurried back to the New Year's Eve dinner.

The three of them are also ready to start making dumplings.

"What do I do?" Wei Meng raised his hands and asked the two of them passionately.

"Go back and sit down, it won't help you." Shen Qing said with a smile, stirring the minced meat in her hands.

"......Oh"

"Let me stir it up." Tang Shiyi took the steel basin and chopsticks from Shen Qing's hand.

"Stir in one direction and see if they stick together." Shen Qing said patiently.

"Why are there two basins?" Tang Shishi noticed a small basin.

"That one is stuffed with beans." Shen Qing paused for a few seconds and said, "My mother likes that."

"Yeah." Tang Shiyi stirred it in his hand, smelling the aroma of sauerkraut stuffing and suddenly feeling a little greedy.

"You... go with Sister Wei every year?" Tang Shixi asked.

"Well, she was the one who went in, and I was waiting outside the door." Shen Qing poked a small hole at the top of the dough.

Tang Shiyi hummed and lowered his head to continue stirring the stuffing.

Shen Qing poured water into it, and the water droplets swirled on the flour.

"Tsk, there's a lot of water." Shen Qing took her hand out of her face.

"Let's put some noodles." Tang Shixi said with a smile, stirring the stuffing in his hands.

"Yeah." Shen Qing poured some more flour into it, pressed it, and sighed with a smile, "There's more."

"Then have more water." Tang Shixi stopped what he was doing, and moved closer to Shen Qing.

"You put it away." Shen Qing handed the water glass to Tang Shiyi.

Tang Shiyi took it, hesitated for a moment, poured some on the dough, Shen Qing kneaded the dough, nodded, "It's just right."

Shen Qing rubbed for a while to see that Tang Shiyi hadn't moved. When she looked up, the two happened to be looking at each other.

"...Brother Qing, are you upset?" Tang Shiyi felt that something was wrong from the very beginning of the meeting.

Shen Qing rubbed her face, smiled lightly and said, "It's okay, it will be fine soon."

"Hmm." Tang Shiyi felt that Shen Qing was convincing him in his heart, and that he was planning to tell Auntie, so he would stop bothering Brother Qing.

Tang Shishi didn't have a particularly deep impression of the Chinese New Year, because he didn't participate in any cooking, playing mahjong and making dumplings, but this year was different. He sat in front of the TV with stuffing dumplings and Shen Qingweimeng. Watching the opening of the Spring Festival Gala while listening to the sound of firecrackers outside.In a daze, Tang Shishi thought that a few years later, even ten or twenty years later, he and Shen Qing would go on forever.

"You two, be careful." Wei Meng handed the insulated lunch box containing the dumplings to Shen Qing.

Tang Shiyi put on his shoes, "Don't worry, sister."

"Yes." Wei Meng nodded.

"Let's go." Shen Qing pushed open the door, and the cool breeze came in, and immediately closed the door.

The two walked downstairs, Tang Shiyi took a look at Shen Qing, his expression was not very good, and his heart ached.

Silently took Shenqing's hand.

Sensing Tang Shiyi's affection, Shen Qing smiled and took his hand and put it in his pocket, "It's all right."

"Is it Han Min...I found it, just register here." The nurse on duty clicked on the form, handed the pen to Shen Qing, and couldn't help but look at the two handsome men.

The two stood in front of the ward.

Tang Shiyi approached the door slowly, and saw the woman in the ward through the glass, who was sitting on the bed and reading a book quietly.Anyone who looks at it is a normal person.

Maybe it was because she was Shen Qing's mother. Tang Shiyi looked at her from a distance, and felt a little familiar feeling in his heart, more likely it was sympathy.

"You wait for me here, she might not be able to enter strangers." After Shen Qing finished speaking, she didn't move and stood there.

"What's wrong?" Tang Shixi was worried that Shen Qing would flare up again.

"If...she loses her temper for a while, don't be afraid..." When Shen Qing revealed the scar to Tang Shiyi, he thought that one day, no matter what Tang Shiyi decides, he All express understanding and acceptance.

"Understood, I won't be afraid, chat with my mother for a while, eat dumplings, I'll wait for you here, go." Tang Shiyi said with a smile, and patted Shen Qing on the back to give encouragement.

Shen Qing nodded, pushed open the door and walked in, seeing Shen Qing's back disappearing at the door, Tang Shiyi turned around and looked out the window.

The sky turned dark red...a heavy snow is coming.

"Mom, I'm here." Shen Qing adjusted her mood and walked over with a smile.

The state of the woman is very stable today. When she saw Shen Qing, she instantly looked younger by more than ten years. "Sit down, do you miss your mother? My mother will miss you to death."

"Dumplings, it's still hot." Shen Qing put the lunch box on the table, took off her coat and put it on the end of the bed.

"Why did you remember to eat dumplings?" Han Min smiled brightly. Anyone who saw him would think he was a gentle person.

Shen Qing was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Today is New Year's Eve, Mom."

Han Min was slightly shocked, and immediately flipped through the calendar, suddenly realizing, "Look at my memory, I forgot to count the dates."

"Sit down, Xiaoqing, Uncle Miao said you passed the postgraduate entrance examination?" The woman's eyes lit up.

Shen Qing nodded, "Well, I passed the exam, and I'm in Wuhan."

The woman looked at Shen Qing with loving eyes, hesitated to speak, and finally just took Shen Qing's hand and patted it.

"Uncle Miao has been here?" Shen Qing asked.

"Well, he told me...about them." The woman's eyes sank.

Shen Qing's heart also picked up, and she immediately changed the subject, "Mom, let's eat the dumplings while they're hot."

The woman paused, wiped away her tears, "OK."

The mother and son sat opposite each other, enjoying the short time together. Before coming to see her mother, Shen Qing was told that her mood was unstable and she must not stay for a long time.

The woman moved her chopsticks first, picked up a dumpling and blew it, and handed it to Shen Qing's mouth, "Ah—"

Shen Qing smiled and opened her mouth to eat the dumplings, then turned her head and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"I'll eat one too. Who made the dumplings this time? They look like ingots." The woman laughed.

"Taste it." Shen Qing looked at her mother expectantly.

The woman put the dumplings into her mouth, chewed them slowly, raised her eyes to look at Shen Qing with some surprise, "It's delicious."

"It's delicious, eat more, don't worry about me after I've eaten." Shen Qing said.

"The stuffing is also delicious. Surely it wasn't made by you, your sister, or your friend? Or was it made by your sister's friend?" The woman put another one into her mouth.

"Your daughter-in-law made it. The craftsmanship is pretty good." Shen Qing said with a smile.

The woman was obviously taken aback, surprised and delighted, "Really?"

Shen Qing nodded, "It's been half a year, and he's been very kind to me."

The woman swallowed the dumplings, hesitated for a moment, stretched out her hand and put it on Shen Qing's face, eager to see through it, "In a blink of an eye, I have grown up...Treat me well, you are good, my mother is good, do you hear me?"

A sword was stabbed in the bottom of her heart, Shen Qing pursed her lips and nodded.

"How do you know each other, classmates? Colleagues?" The woman was curious.

The most daily conversations with other people are what Shen Qing asked for extravagantly.

"He rescued an injured puppy and sent it to our hospital. I was on duty that night, and that's how we met," Shen Qing said.

The woman listened very seriously, not letting go of a single word, "It's so kind...kind-hearted and beautiful, she looks pretty."

Shen Qing guessed her mother's thoughts and wanted to care about her, but she was afraid that her illness status would affect her son's happiness, so she could only look at her from a distance and send her blessings.

"He knows everything about me." Shen Qing said with a smile.

"Then she..." The woman froze and said worriedly.

"He still wants to see you...don't think about it too much, Mom." Shen Qing said.

"Isn't she afraid?" The woman was still worried.

"Don't be afraid, he is the bravest person I have ever met." Shen Qing smiled.

The woman was sincerely happy, and nodded, "Then is she here today? Let me see her."

"It's not urgent, take your time," Shen Qing paused, "On the second day of junior high...you may be required to attend the statement...Mom, you—"

"Qing." The woman suddenly clenched Shen Qing tightly, and a trace of pain flashed in her eyes.

Shen Qing immediately stopped, looking at her mother's pale face, her heart felt as if a knife had been twisted.

"Do you want your mother to go?" The tears in the woman's eyes could not be controlled, ran across her cheeks and hit the back of Shen Qing's hand.

Those few tears hurt his soul.

"Mom..." Shen Qing's voice trembled, "It's all... passed..."

"All these years, mom has hated herself, why didn't she protect you well..." the woman lost her voice as she spoke, covering her face and crying bitterly.

"Mom...Okay, okay, stop talking, it's all over, the story has turned a page." Shen Qing hugged the woman, her chest hurting badly.

"I know how to work and start a family. You see, everything is normal, right? It's all over. We have recorded statements and punished the bad guys. After that, we can live a good life and live a good life, okay?" Shen Qing said, Tears welled up.

The words finally came out.

He has been trapped in the same place by the memory, without hope of life, living in that shadow every day, and even thinks of it dozens of times a day.

It's like a maze with no exits blocked, no end, no hope.

It wasn't until he met Tang Shiyi that everything was illuminated. At that moment, he realized that the exit he was looking for did not exist at all. If he finds the exit, he wins.

In fact, this is not the case. What Tang Shiyi did was not to open an exit, but to fly into the maze, and put Gao Fei's wings on himself, leading him to escape from that desolate and dead land.

Without Tang Shiyi, he would not be where he is now.

Tang Shiyi became dizzy and lost consciousness from the heat.

"eleven...."

Hearing Shen Qing calling him, Tang Shiyi slowly opened his eyes, "I... am I asleep?"

"Yeah." Shen Qing looked at herself, her eyes were bloodshot, and Tang Shiyi was a little worried, "How is it, auntie?"

"Very good, I'll come back tomorrow." Shen Qing sat next to Tang Shiyi.

"I'll come too." Tang Shixi became much more sober.

"...Do you still remember that I said I would give you a surprise?" Shen Qing's voice was very nasal, but her mood was very relaxed.

Tang Shiyi also breathed a sigh of relief, rubbing his face, "Remember...can I give it now?"

The whole person came to the spirit.

"Close your eyes." Shen Qing reached into her pocket.

"You, have you been carrying it all the time?" Tang Shiyi shouted in surprise, thinking that the hospital immediately suppressed his voice, "Yes, it's hidden so deep!"

Shen Qing smiled and said nothing, put her hands on Tang Shiyi's eyes, and said softly, "Close your eyes and count to five."

Tang Shiyi couldn't help but laugh, he felt a little naive, but he still did it, closed his eyes and counted slowly

"1--"

"2--"

"3--"

"It's 4"

Tang Shiyi felt Shen Qing stand up, and a gust of wind blew in front of her.

"5——"

Tang Shiyi opened his eyes, saw Shen Qing kneeling in front of him, holding a delicate black box in his hand, his mind went blank...

Shen Qing opened the box, and there was a pair of rings lying quietly inside.

"Eleven, stay with me forever."

The author has something to say:

Yes, that's it, um, ah~

it's almost over kids