Don't say you don't know me

Chapter 11

Every time he faced the boy, he was powerless.At first, it was powerless to resist, powerless to grasp, but now, it has become powerless to face.He wanted to really grab the boy's hand and keep him by his side. Since there was no threat from that person, no danger, why couldn't they be together well.

He always knew that there seemed to be someone in the young man's heart, for that person, he was willing to get hurt, and for that person, he could go to a place completely unfamiliar to take risks.Such a simple attachment is for another person.And he is just a person who is still struggling with him, the person he hates in his heart.

However, when the feverish and dazed teenager approached him so unguardedly, with a tone of no alienation at all, he had the illusion that he didn't even dare to approach him again. The distance between them didn't mean that they were getting closer can be drawn closer.The boy is just having a fever, and when he wakes up, he will turn into that indifferent person who regards him as an enemy again.

He thought that he could endure it forever, but it was a fruitless entanglement, so he let him pursue the happiness he wanted, because he had hurt him too much.However, when he saw that the boy was hurt by that person, he was angry, but he had to endure it.He also saw that the young man ran into the unknown danger alone for that person, and almost died. He was even angrier and wanted to kill the young man, but more, it was just heartache.

When he calmed down and thought about his relationship with the boy, he felt that maybe he could try to change the way they get along with each other, maybe they could really let go of their defenses and live a good life.So, he took the initiative to approach and saw the young man who was not avoiding too much. He was very happy in his heart. He felt that maybe they could really change the reality.

However, the happiness of rebirth was only so short-lived. When he saw the young man determined to drink the row after row of spirits for that person, his anger was ignited again, and it was so intense that he could hardly control it.

He saw the indifference in the young man's eyes, watched him stubbornly drink glasses of spirits, felt heartbroken and angry, wanted to throw the table over, wanted to beat the young man hard.However, he was the one who finally compromised.

Shang Luo lay on his back, with his hands hanging in front of him, waving wildly, hitting his face several times, he suppressed his anger, and stopped in a cold voice, "If you move around again, I will kill you!" Throw it to the dogs!"

Wang Yige smiled helplessly, "Wouldn't it be okay if you stopped earlier?" He pointed to a man and a woman who were still in the room, "What should they do?"

"Throw it out to feed the dogs!" Leng Nan said in a cold voice, and continued walking outside without looking back.

Wang Yige shook his head with a smile, and waved at Gu Shengmin, "Let them go back."

The snow outside is getting bigger and bigger, and there is already a thick layer on the car on the ground.Wang Yige opened the car door, "Get in the car, I'll take you back home."

Leng Nan bent down, trying to push Shang Luo into the car first.He was stuck at the door of the car, but he couldn't move. He was still wondering, when he heard Wang Yige say, "Your brat doesn't seem to want to ride in my car."

Leng Nan turned her head to look at Shangluo suspiciously, the guy was holding onto the top edge of the car door with one hand, refusing to go in.

"Hey! Let go!" Leng Nan shouted angrily.

Shang Luo was unmoved, still clung to it tightly, but his eyes were still tightly closed.

Leng Nan was a little angry, he straightened up slowly, and put Shang Luo on the ground, but Shang Luo still hugged his neck tightly with one hand, because Leng Nan was too tall and stood up straight, Shang Luo could only stand on tiptoe His feet were hanging on him, and he kept muttering endlessly.

Wang Yige smiled wryly, "Brother, the heater in the car should be turned off, can you get in?"

His neck was strangled by him, Leng Nan pulled Shang Luo's arm hard, sighed, looked at Shang Luo and said coldly, "Are you going back home? If you don't want to go back, I'll leave you here!"

Shang Luo still had his eyes closed, and suddenly smiled, and said slowly and foolishly, "Go home, walk home."

Wang Yige couldn't help twitching the corner of his mouth, "Yes, you asked for it."

Seeing Wang Yige's car go away, leaving a deep mark on the snow, Leng Nan sighed heavily, turned around and put Shangluo's coat and hat on for him, and carried him on his back.

"I am your father, the one who deserves it the most!"

Shang Luo's face was pressed against Leng Nan's head, because Leng Nan used to have very short hair, and the hair strands were like short thorns, which made Shang Luo's face hurt and itchy for a while, and he A little irritated, she snorted Leng Nan's head a few times with her hands, and complained indistinctly, "What? A hedgehog? You stabbed me to death."

Leng Nan suppressed the anger in her heart, stopped, took a deep breath, gritted her molars and said, "If you are not honest, I will throw you to the ground!"

The person on the back seemed to be honest for a while, and then began to whisper, "Go home."

"It's going home." Leng Nan responded in a temperless and deep voice, her steps were steady.

"Walk home."

"Yes, walk home."

"Walk forever."

Leng Nan's footsteps stopped suddenly, and the person on his back seemed to calm down, but his heart beat in a panic.He felt the arms of the person on his back tighten little by little, wrapping around his shoulders.There seemed to be a warm liquid flowing out of the face next to his ear. In such a cold night, it became cold rapidly, stinging his nerves.

He stood quietly on the snow like that, watching the snowflakes falling in front of him one by one, feeling the warmth of the person on his back, and after an unknown amount of time, his head was pushed forward again vigorously.

"I want to go home! I'm cold!" Shang Luo yelled again, which made Leng Nan's eardrums tingle.

Leng Nan staggered unguardedly, and when he stood still, he pressed his lips tightly, closed his eyes, took several deep breaths, and said viciously, "Damn child, if you are dishonest, I will really throw you away!"

There is a long string of footprints left on the snow. On this winter night, it looks a little lonely, but it is also pure and beautiful.

Leng Nan has always believed that a person's character can be seen from many aspects, such as himself, he considers himself to be a good person, although in order to achieve certain goals, he has indeed used some not so bright The means, however, among those who have been in positions of power since ancient times, there are a few who did not have blood on their hands.

Perhaps, in this world, he is the only pure bad person to this person, even if those are not his intentions, even if he wants to make up for it and love him so much, but he is repeatedly rejected by thousands of miles away Besides, no matter how good-tempered he is, there are times when he feels tired.

What Leng Nan feels most helpless is that no matter how perfect a person is, as long as he can still be a good person after drinking, it is the best interpretation of character.

When he struggled to compete with the person in front of him, just to take off the clothes he had vomited all over, but was resisted by this drunk man, the most primitive tyranny in his bones was about to break through the last reason.

Like an eight-legged spider, Shang Luo used both hands and feet to keep Leng Nan from approaching, still yelling indistinctly.The floor of the bathroom was slippery. Shang Luo fell heavily several times and struggled to get up again.

"Do you still want me to pour cold water on you again?!" Leng Nan stared coldly at Shang Luo who was still doing Tai Chi, the anger in his chest was burning hot, making his eyes red.

Shang Luo shook his body, leaned his back against the wall, barely stopped, trying to open his tired eyes, his eyes were blurred and drifting away, and after finally catching the person who made the sound, he opened his mouth a little angrily.

"You, don't touch me! Don't, don't you, touch me! You rascal! Devil!  …"

Leng Nan's eyes became colder and colder. Hearing Shang Luo's continuous low-pitched cursing, he felt that his patience was almost exhausted. Just an hour ago, he was stupid because someone said he was going to walk home. Carrying that person on his back in the heavy snow, he walked for more than half an hour, and when he got home, his hair was frozen.

But the current situation is that not only is that person ungrateful, but now he has started a crazy hatred mode again?

Leng Nan pursed her lips tightly, biting her teeth painfully, her eyes staring at Shang Luo never moved, and her face was gloomy as if she was about to drop ice scum.

"You are, you want to torture me, you are, you hate me so much." Shang Luo was still muttering in a low voice, "Why? Why are you doing this to me?" Gradually, he began to cry, his body trembled slightly, and his eyes remained Leng Nan's face drifted.

"Yes! I just want to torture you! I just hate you so much! Look at your appearance, what can I not hate about you?" Leng Nan grabbed Shangluo's collar, and finally burst into gushing anger come out.

"I let you mess around, I don't care about you? I don't care about you, you don't know how many times you died, do you know?!"

"Don't touch me, don't touch me!" Shang Luo cried louder, trying to break Leng Nan's grip on his chest with both hands.

"I won't touch you? Are you willing to let other men touch you?! Do you know that if I went a few minutes late last time, you might die!"

Her chest was heaving violently, and Leng Nan felt her anger, even about to burn herself up.He tried so hard to restrain his emotions. When Shangluo put himself in danger again and again, he told himself to be calm and patient. He imagined so beautifully that they might change their relationship. He could protect Shangluo's comprehensiveness. However, the exchange is still only the hatred of the other party.

The deep frustration made him almost lose his strength. The people in front of him still opened their eyes wide in horror, as well as the heart-wrenching resentment and alienation, which made Leng Nan feel manic.The images of that night were all in his mind, he was violently destroying, cruelly plundering, watching the young man wailing in pain and screaming hoarsely, his body was filled with the most primitive human desires.He has gone crazy, he only thinks about killing and plundering, nothing is important anymore, what he wants will never be obtained.If that's the case, just be selfish once, and be selfish again this time.

Dazed, the struggling young man randomly grabbed the broken glass beside him, a white light flashed in front of his eyes, and a sweet and fishy smell filled his nostrils.Feeling the warm liquid slowly flowing down, he stretched out his hand to wipe it, the bright red blood was ferocious and glaring.But it stimulated his crazy nerves even more, and he began to demand even more violently, until the person under him gradually lost consciousness and no longer struggled, and he just stared blankly, his mind went blank.

"Pa" Shang Luo slapped Leng Nan on the face. Leng Nan turned her head to one side, feeling the burning pain on her face, and her anger seemed to calm down slowly.

Shang Luo looked coldly at Leng Nan who stayed where he was, his head was still in the direction he had slapped, and he didn't move or speak.After a long time, he saw that Leng Nan closed her eyes tightly, and there were two lines of tears streaming down her face, and he was stunned again.

"I'll ask Xiaoyu to bathe you." Hearing Leng Nan's low voice, he let go of his collar, watched him get up slowly, and walked towards the door, where there was always someone patting anxiously door.

Leng Nan wiped her face, opened the door, and saw Qin Yu standing outside the door anxiously, with her hand still raised in mid-air, maintaining the movement of knocking on the door.

"Shang Luo drank too much, you go and help him take a bath." Leng Nan said to Qin Yu with a pale face, but still smiling.

Why can't you smile at me like that too?Shang Luo smiled bitterly, tears wet his collar unconsciously.

"What are you looking at?" The man looked tenderly at the boy in his arms, gently rubbed the boy's hair with one hand, and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

The boy leaned back in the man's arms, his brows and eyes relaxed, and there was a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth. He pointed to a page illustration in the book and said, "This place is so beautiful! I really want to go."

The man looked at Tahiti in the illustration and smiled gently, "Okay, in the future, we will go there together and live for the rest of our lives."

"Well, for a lifetime, we will never be apart!" The young man raised his face, his eyes were crooked with a smile, and his eyes were pure and firm.

The man's soft gaze lightly swept over the boy's eyebrows, eyes, and nose, and finally landed on his bright red lips, and kissed him lightly. . .

"Shangluo, Shangluo, Shangluo..." Feeling being patted on the face, Shangluo opened his eyes in a daze.

"What?" He rubbed his eyes and murmured, finally saw Qin Yu who was sitting by the bed clearly, and said blankly, "What's wrong? Are you late for school?"

"Drink the hangover medicine quickly, or you won't be able to go to school again." Qin Yu took a cup, which contained some dark brown liquid with a strange smell.

Shang Luo frowned, and dodged back, "What is this? It smells so bad?"

"I told you it's hangover medicine. Drink it quickly. I'll be late for school soon." Qin Yu stuffed the cup into his hand and went to the closet to find his clothes.

"Shangluo, do you think we should switch identities? Why do I feel that after I came, I was the one who took care of you?"

Shang Luo held his breath and drank the unknown liquid in the cup with difficulty.He shook his head, which was still aching from the hangover, "This is me, how much alcohol did you drink?"

"You don't remember?" Qin Yu handed the clothes to Shang Luo, and said with a serious expression, "I only know that you went to the bar yesterday and drank a lot of wine. Uncle Leng carried you back."

"Leng Nan, he carried me back?" Shang Luo's eyes widened in disbelief.

"Yes, when Uncle Leng came back, his hair was covered with snow and ice. I asked him why he didn't let the driver pick him up. He said that you refused to take the car, so he had to carry you back."

Shang Luo tried hard to recall the events of the previous day, and found that there were only some scattered fragments in his mind, but they could not be connected together.

"Also," Qin Yu suddenly looked at Shang Luo with a solemn expression.

"And what?" Shang Luo suddenly felt a bad feeling in his heart, and he stared straight at Qin Yu.

"You seem to be arguing. I heard you arguing outside the bathroom. No matter how much you knocked on the door, you ignored me. I was going to die of anxiety. Later, Uncle Leng opened the door and said he wanted me to bathe you. I saw There is a red palm print on his face." Qin Yu narrated quietly, then asked softly, "Did you slap Uncle Leng?"

Shangluo's mouth grew wide in an instant, but he forgot to make a sound.He slapped Leng Nan?What kind of plot is this?Why is there Leng Nan again?When he has a fever, there is Leng Nan, drunk, or Leng Nan. Why does Leng Nan seem to be everywhere in his life?

"Where's Uncle Leng?" Shang Luo quickly put on his clothes and asked anxiously.

"Uncle Leng went back to City A early in the morning, and he said it would take more than ten days to come back."

gone?He recalled that Leng Nan had told him on the phone that he was going back to City A.Just leave?He still doesn't know what's going on.

Why drink?Because he went to the bar.Why did you go to the bar again?Because Xiao Minghe called and said that Shen Anyi was in danger.Why did you see Leng Nan?Because...he suddenly thought of Leng Nan's indifferent gaze at him, and his cold words telling him to drink those wines.Immediately, my heart became cold, and the discomfort that had been suppressed for a long time also eased a little.

That's right, that's Leng Nan, isn't it?He has always been cold and indifferent to him.

Looking at the snow on the stadium that has not been cleared in time, Shangluo felt infinitely desolate again.Early in the morning, he saw Xiao Minghe and Shen Anyi appearing in front of him together, and solemnly thanked him for what happened last night.He didn't feel anything anymore, but he was always entangled with Leng Nan's matter in his heart, so he just replied lightly that he was fine.They said that the matter had been completely resolved, and Shangluo's heart was completely relieved.

"Shangluo!" Chen Jin trotted towards Shangluo stepping on the snow on the stadium, and sat down beside him.

"You have something to do with me?" Shang Luo was a little puzzled by the arrival of this unfamiliar classmate.

"It's okay, I just came to see you." Chen Jin handed the drink in his hand to Shang Luo, and said meaningfully, "Your father asked me to watch you."

Shang Luo stopped drinking the drink, the gas from the carbonated drink inadvertently invaded all the passages in his mouth, he coughed violently, until tears flowed out.

Chen Jin didn't look at him, but sighed lowly, "Mr. Leng is a good man."

"What's the mess? My dad?" Shang Luo said sullenly, wiping away the snot and tears from his cough.

"Mr. Leng, but is he your father? Or your brother?"

"..." Shang Luo looked at Chen Jin with a dark face.

Chen Jin didn't care, and continued, "Do you still remember that night, Mr. Leng went to the bar to save you? You are so handsome! That skill is like a martial arts star." Chen Jin's face was full of envy, The worship in the eyes is like a surging river, surging and surging.

"He went to save me?" Shang Luo was a little surprised, "What happened? After I woke up with a fever, I didn't remember anything."

"That day, didn't Brother Sheng let you drink a glass of wine? There was □ in that wine." Chen Jin said slowly and quietly, observing Shang Luo's expression, "But I only found out later, how could I know? He likes men."

"Get to the point!" Shang Luo shouted angrily.

Chen Jin was startled, and quickly said, "But don't worry, nothing happened to you, because Mr. Leng arrived in time and saved you. However, Mr. Leng was wounded in the arm by Brother Sheng with a fruit knife, and he bled a lot. .”

Shang Luo felt the suffocation-like discomfort in his heart again, and slowly recalled in his mind that he seemed to have seen Leng Nan's arm wrapped in thick gauze, and Leng Nan said that he accidentally bruised it .And Leng Nan's sentence, "If you can still remember, you should treat me to a good meal."

Thinking about it, he felt pain in his heart, he closed his eyes tightly, and seemed to see again, in the snow, he was lying on Leng Nan's back, listening to Leng Nan's quiet and powerful heartbeat, Leng Nan's broad Back, so warm, he longed for it, but never seemed to have it.

It seems that there is still a quarrel, Leng Nan's fierce eyes, but there is clearly despair in those eyes.He slapped Leng Nan, why he slapped him, he couldn't remember, he vaguely remembered, just like what Qin Yu said, he really slapped Leng Nan.He saw that Leng Nan was in tears.

It turned out that Leng Nan had done many things for him, but he couldn't remember them all.So, Leng Nan left without saying a word to him.Leng Nan, will you come back?Yes, because Xiao Yu is still there, he won't let Xiao Yu alone.