Chapter 33
Chapter 33
Wu Chun fell in love for the first time in 18 years, and the other party was still such a difficult object to deal with.
Leaning against the pine tree behind him, he sat with his grandfather in silence.
Wu Chun's affection for Xu Shiyao is a love that cannot be expressed in words, and no one can express it except for each other.
"Does Chunchun know what the other party thinks of you?"
Wu Chun shook his head.
I'm afraid even Xu Shiyao couldn't figure out what kind of emotion he had for himself.
Grandpa sighed slowly, and patted Wu Chun on the shoulder lightly.
"It's not easy for us adults to participate in emotional matters, and grandpa is also old, and some ideas can't keep up with the times, but Chunchun, grandpa still wants to tell you a word. Grandpa once said this to your mother." , don’t leave yourself with regrets.”
Wu Chun was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and looked at Grandpa.
"I know Grandpa."
"Then grandpa will go back first and come to pick you up later."
Wu Chun nodded, and when Grandpa took two steps, he called out again, "Grandpa, thank you."
……
Because of the ankle injury, Wu Chun sat on Shili Mountain for almost a whole day, leaning on the pine tree, listening to the sound of the wind passing through the treetops, occasionally mixed with the laughter of farmers down the mountain.
It was a little deserted on the mountain.
Wu Chun held a pine branch in his hand, and tapped the ground slowly, perhaps because the coolness swept over his chest, Wu Chun's brain was extraordinarily clear-headed, and the rare calm time these few days allowed Wu Chun to think about some things.
Thinking about it from the beginning, Wu Chun discovered his relationship, and by the time he realized what was wrong, it was already too late.The existence of this feeling, just like Xu Shiyao in the entire Shili Village, is unacceptable but indispensable.
It's just that Xu Shiyao's cognition is too blank.
It is said in the world that everyone is like a piece of white paper when they come into this world. As they grow older, the paper is filled with various contents.
As for Xu Shiyao, since he left the world, the white paper filled with content was wiped off in an instant, and no matter how hard he tried, there was still nothing left on that paper.
A person's life is nothing but blank to blank.
Wu Chun sighed slowly.
It's just a blank paper, how to record the color of love.
Wu Chun never asked what kind of feelings Xu Shiyao had for him.
Xu Shiyao's feelings are too single, the word "love" appears for the first time in his life in the past five years, and there are thousands of feelings in the world.
Wu Chun can be sure that Xu Shiyao has "love" for him, but he has never thought about which kind of this kind of love should be classified.
Wu Chun stared at the ground in ecstasy, waiting for the sun to set.
If possible, he would like to ask Xu Shiyao a lot.
……
After finally waiting for the sunset, when the last beam of light gradually disappeared, Wu Chun still did not see Xu Shiyao's figure.
Wu Chun did not have the anxiety of the previous two days, but just smiled helplessly.
This guy really hid himself.
Wu Chun clenched his fist and lightly hammered on the tree trunk.
"Don't even dare to come out to see me."
As Wu Chun spoke, he stood up while leaning on the tree trunk.
The pain on the ankle is only slightly relieved, and it is estimated that it will take a few days to recover.
The other party refused to come out. Wu Chun was alone on the ten-mile mountain where no one had passed by. The surrounding area began to become dark. He stretched his ankles a little and looked at the branches at a certain height from the ground. Holding the trunk, ready to climb up.
Wu Chun knew he couldn't climb up, he was just gambling.
As soon as one foot left the ground, Wu Chun pretended to be in pain and fell to the ground.
No matter how much he wailed, the tree in front of him remained motionless.
"It really hurts."
As Wu Chun spoke, he observed the tree in front of him while talking, but the tree still didn't move at all.
Wu Chun gave up acting.
"Are you really going to keep avoiding me? Coward."
Wu Chun said, struggling to get up from the ground, looking at the tree in front of him, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became in his heart. When his emotions reached a certain point, Wu Chun naturally stretched out a leg, wanting to lightly kick the pine tree in front of him, but it took him a long time. His movement habits made him stretch out his uninjured leg for a moment, and the strength of his whole body was almost instantly concentrated on the injured ankle, and the pain swept over him instantly.
Wu Chun yelled as if in pain, and his body immediately fell backwards.
For a moment, Wu Chun even thought that he was about to fall to the ground like this.
Only this time, he won the bet.
Wu Chun's eyes only caught a glimpse of a white figure quickly appearing from the tree, and then he fell into a cool embrace.
Wu Chun was startled, and then put his arms around Xu Shiyao's neck. Even he himself didn't expect that when he spoke, his voice was a little choked up.
"I didn't lie to you this time, it really hurts."
Xu Shiyao sighed slowly, and in the next second, Wu Chun felt his whole body hanging in the air. After a while, he and Xu Shiyao sat on the pine branch as usual.
"Give me the legs."
Wu Chun obediently placed the injured ankle on Xu Shiyao's leg. The moment the plaster was torn off, Wu Chun felt as if his skin was being torn. The pain made Wu Chun gasp. come over.
"Take it lightly." Wu Chun said aggrievedly.
"Walking around when injured."
Although Xu Shiyao's tone was reproachful, the movements of his hands were much gentler.
Wu Chun took advantage of the time he was rubbing his wound to secretly look at the other party.
"Xu Shiyao, you still can't see me getting hurt, right?"
As soon as Wu Chun finished speaking, he felt the hand holding his ankle stop, and Wu Chun caught a trace of disappointment in the other party's eyes.
"Then how do you feel about me?"
Xu Shiyao remained silent.
"Then do you feel the same way about me, your grandma and mother?" Wu Chun continued to ask.
Xu Shiyao remained silent.
In a fit of anger, Wu Chun pulled his feet back, turned his body sideways, turned his back to Xu Shiyao, hugged the tree trunk with both hands, deliberately not looking at him.
The atmosphere of silence lasted for a while, and Wu Chun finally heard a helpless voice behind him.
"No."
"Then what kind of feelings do you have for me?" Wu Chun turned around excitedly, but was so excited that he kicked the tree trunk again.
Wu Chun rubbed his ankle in pain, and complained, "Oh, it hurts."
Immediately afterwards, the leg was gently lifted, and Wu Chun looked at the spot where the plaster had been applied on the ankle, which became red and swollen.
"It's probably going to be abolished." Wu Chun teased, but just as he finished speaking, Xu Shiyao said something in a cold voice.
"Don't talk nonsense."
When the other party looked at Wu Chun, there was unconcealable worry and self-blame in his eyes.
The corners of Wu Chun's mouth rose slightly.
"It's not all because of you, you insisted on chasing me last night." Wu Chun pretended to complain.
I saw the other party lowered his head, his slender eyelashes blocked his eyes, and the occasional coolness came from his ankles.
Xu Shiyao's approach was more gentle.
"You haven't answered my question yet, how do you feel about me?" Wu Chun continued to ask.
It is estimated that even a fool would not believe that Xu Shiyao has no "love" for him.
But Wu Chun wanted to ascertain what kind of affection Xu Shiyao had for him, or help Xu Shiyao to ascertain what kind of affection he had for him.
"You say it's different from your grandma and mother, then it's not family affection, so what kind of affection is it?"
As Wu Chun continued to press, the movements of Xu Shiyao's hands slowly stopped.
Maybe it was a mistake for him to choose to show up tonight, but if he doesn't show up...
Xu Shiyao thought of the pained expression on Wu Chun's face at that time, and he couldn't care less about it at that time, and when he realized it, he had already held him in his arms.
At that moment, when the other party looked at him, his eyes were full of tears, it must have hurt.
"What does pain feel like?" Xu Shiyao didn't answer Wu Chun's question, but asked another question.
"Why did you ask this suddenly? You can't feel the pain, can you?"
Xu Shiyao shook his head, "I can't feel it."
Wu Chun pursed his lips, and thought for a while, "I don't know how to tell you, there are two types of pain, external and internal, and now I am in pain both inside and out, very painful."
As soon as Wu Chun finished speaking, he was quickly dragged into his arms by Xu Shiyao.
"Where are you still hurt?"
The other party's tone was no longer so flat as water, Wu Chun heard eagerness in this simple sentence.
"Here." Wu Chun looked at Xu Shiyao aggrievedly, and said while clutching his chest, "My heart aches."
"How did you get hurt?"
"You hurt."
"I?"
Seeing the question in Xu Shi's dazzling eyes, Wu Chun couldn't help laughing out loud.
"The external injury can be tolerated, but the way you looked like last night really hurt me here." Wu Chun said, taking the opportunity to move to Xu Shiyao's side, "Didn't you ask me what the pain is? I can't tell you what the pain is. Please elaborate, I just want to tell you one thing, the pain is severe, and I want to leave this world. If you treat me like that, I don’t think you need to wait 60 years. I can come to you right away .”
"No!" These three words Xu Shiyao almost blurted out, "Wu Chun, no."
Wu Chun's heart is a little complicated at the moment. On the one hand, he is happy because Xu Shiyao is worried about him, which at least proves that the other party cares about him, and on the other hand, he feels self-blame for taking advantage of Xu Shiyao's aspect.
He didn't want to exaggerate like this, but tonight Wu Chun understood that if his ankle hadn't been injured, it would be impossible for Xu Shiyao to get out of the tree.
Only when he was injured, Xu Shiyao would come out of the tree and see himself.
But the injury is only temporary after all, so Wu Chun said it was a last resort.
"Xu Shiyao." Wu Chun called softly, and when the other party raised his head, Wu Chun smiled, and then said affectionately, "Don't hide from me, I won't hurt anymore."
Xu Shiyao looked away.
Wu Chun just happened to catch the emotion in the other party's eyes.
"Xu Shiyao, you haven't answered my question yet."
Xu Shiyao's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he pressed his lips back and forth several times, but he still didn't say anything.
"If you don't say it, I will assume that you like me."
"Wu Chun! I..." Xu Shiyao said, his tone gradually softened, "I don't know what it feels like."
As soon as the other party finished speaking, Wu Chun embraced him.
"You said, it's a warm feeling when I hug you, right?" Wu Chun asked.
"Yes." Xu Shiyao didn't hide anything.
Wu Chun's eyes lit up, and while Xu Shiyao was not paying attention, he quickly kissed Xu Shiyao lightly on his lips.
"I kiss you, will you feel unwell?"
"Wu Chun, I..."
"You just need to answer yes or no." Wu Chun interrupted him.
After a while, Wu Chun waited for the reply he wanted.
"will not."
Wu Chun's nose was sour, and he controlled the urge to keep tears.
"Last question, Xu Shiyao, did you miss me during my absence?"
After Wu Chun finished speaking, he pulled his ankle out of Xu Shiyao's hand and drooped naturally. He moved towards Xu Shiyao's side, clasped the other's hands in both hands, stared at Xu Shiyao seriously, and asked again, "Xu Shiyao, what are you doing?" Miss me?"
At this time, Xu Shiyao happened to raise his head, his eyes met, and there was an atmosphere quietly growing, waiting for an explosive point.
Time seemed to stand still for a moment, and when it resumed running again, it was Wu Chun who received the affirmative answer from Xu Shiyao.
"think."
Suddenly, something exploded in Wu Chun's brain, and the atmosphere reached a breakthrough point. Wu Chun hooked Xu Shiyao's neck, leaned over and kissed him.
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