don't go near that tree

Chapter 30

The atmosphere was a little quiet for a while.

Wu Chun was sitting on the side of the branch, and there was a stabbing pain in his ankle. He turned his head to look at Xu Shiyao, who turned his head sideways, and Wu Chun could only see his side face.

The corner of Wu Chun's mouth raised slightly, even though Xu Shiyao didn't say anything, Wu Chun knew about it.

He remembers himself.

"Xu Shiyao." Wu Chun said as he retracted his feet from Xu Shiyao's thigh. He stared at Xu Shiyao who still refused to look directly at him, and sighed slowly for a while.

Wu Chun moved slightly to Xu Shiyao's side, and while the other party was not paying attention, he cupped Xu Shiyao's cheeks with both hands, forcing the other party to look directly at him.

"Why do you pretend you don't know me?" Wu Chun asked bluntly, using force with his hands, forcing Xu Shiyao to keep his eyes on his face.

"say!"

Seeing that Xu Shiyao ignored him, Wu Chun's tone became serious.

"What else can't be said between us?"

As Wu Chun spoke, he still couldn't hold back, and leaned forward, throwing himself into Xu Shiyao's arms.

"I said before I left that you wait here for me to come back. Do you know how worried I was when I couldn't find you when I came back?"

All the grievances of the past few days were poured out at this moment, and Wu Chun buried his face in Xu Shiyao's arms, his body trembling slightly.

Maybe the other party was Xu Shiyao, so Wu Chun was more anxious and helpless than ever before when he couldn't see the other party.

Only then did Wu Chun understand that in the world Xu Shiyao lived in, Wu Chun always thought that he had already broken in, but in fact, Xu Shiyao just opened the door a little, which gave him such an illusion.

It turned out that as long as Xu Shiyao didn't want to, the moment the door closed, he would never see him again.

"What the hell happened these days!"

Wu Chun cried out the last sentence.

Wu Chun felt a sense of fear. Even when his 18-year cognition was overturned, Wu Chun hugged Xu Shiyao tightly, fearing that if he didn't pay attention, the other party would disappear again.

Humans are weak after all.

But sometimes he is also arrogant, thinking that he has everything in the world.

Wu Chun admitted that he had this kind of mentality before, but in the face of absolute power, arrogance will eventually be overthrown, leaving only the overwhelming fear.

Wu Chun cried for a long time, hot tears came out of his eyes, the moment he met Xu Shiyao, the temperature suddenly dropped, and instantly turned into ice water in winter.

At this moment, between them, it was like a confrontation between cold and heat.

One desperately conveyed, and the other frantically refused.

"Wu Chun."

After all, Xu Shiyao broke the atmosphere. He dragged Wu Chun out of his arms, and gently covered Wu Chun's eyes with his cold fingertips, wiping away his tears.

The other party's eyes were already red, and there was a layer of black under the eyes. It was as if the valve had been pressed in the eyes, and the tears couldn't stop flowing out.

Xu Shiyao's fingers stroked lightly under his eyes.

Wu Chun was itchy from being scratched by him.

"I haven't slept much in the past few days, and the dark circles under my eyes are a bit heavy." Wu Chun said, and secretly observed the other party's reaction. As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Xu Shi's dazzling eyes sink.

He still cares about himself.

Wu Chun was overjoyed, as if he had caught something, and immediately began to say pitifully, "Is it because I am in a bad state of mind? I wanted to go back and think about some things when I went home. I finally figured it out, and I was very happy." I ran back to look for you, but I couldn't find it no matter how I searched, do you know how worried I was? I even thought something was going to happen to you. "

As Wu Chun spoke, tears rushed out instantly as he saw the opportunity.

Wu Chun threw himself into Xu Shiyao's arms again.

Not long after, Wu Chun heard Xu Shiyao sigh slowly.

"Wu Chun, I am a ghost after all. Humans and ghosts have different paths, do you understand?"

Xu Shiyao's tone was a little helpless, listening carefully, but also a little sentimental.

Wu Chun paused, Xu Shiyao said that, maybe he knew something.

Wu Chun immediately looked up at Xu Shiyao, only to see the other's hand gently touching his neck, and took out the pine cone pendant.

"You may not know it, but when you talk to this pinecone with your hands in your hands, I can hear it."

Wu Chun's heart skipped a beat, and he instantly understood Xu Shiyao's abnormality.

On the night when he was sure of his heart, Wu Chun held the pine cone in both hands like a treasure, and expressed all his love thoughts.

Not a word.

Being in a trance was only for a moment. After realizing Xu Shiyao's abnormality, Wu Chun immediately felt relieved.

These words should always be told to Xu Shiyao, but Wu Chun didn't think it would be a bad thing to let Xu Shiyao know in advance.

"how?"

Wu Chun wiped away his tears, not knowing whether he was crying or smiling.

"Being liked by me, are you so afraid?"

When Wu Chun said this, his tone was a little joking, but his heart was completely opposite. He stared straight at Xu Shiyao's face, waiting for the other party to give him an answer.

Xu Shiyao lowered his head, his eyes were somewhat unpredictable.

After a long time, Wu Chun heard him sigh heavily again.

"Wu Chun, I'm a ghost..."

"Human beings and ghosts have different paths." Wu Chun took a step ahead and said what he was about to say, "I know, so what?"

"We shouldn't do this." Xu Shiyao finally just said this.

Wu Chun felt both angry and funny at being made up, and most of all, he felt distressed.

Wu Chun didn't know what the other party was worried about.

Humans and ghosts are different after all.

It was also because of this point that Wu Chun fled back home at the beginning, but when he broke this point, he ignored that the relationship is a matter for both parties.

It is far from enough for him to cross over by himself, and at present, it seems that Xu Shiyao's side is not something that can be explained simply by a few words.

Wu Chun lowered his head and thought for a while. Suddenly, he raised his head to look at Xu Shiyao, and asked seriously, "Xu Shiyao, do you know what liking is? Or, what is love?"

Wu Chun guessed that maybe Xu Shiyao didn't have a clear concept of this kind of relationship at first, it was just because that night, Wu Chun said something to the pine cone on his chest that was enough to make Xu Shiyao stay away from him.

Wu Chun wasn't sure whether those words allowed Xu Shiyao to truly understand the specific meaning of this relationship, but he was sure that it was precisely because of those words that finalized Xu Shiyao's determination to hide from him.

"Do you know?" Wu Chun asked again.

This time, Wu Chun didn't wait for Xu Shiyao's answer, but when Xu Shiyao raised his head, he stretched out his hand to hook Xu Shiyao's neck, and kissed him before the other party could react. The moment the hot and cold collided, the ice began to melt up.

Different from the last time when he touched the water, this time, even though Wu Chun had no kissing experience, after biting Xu Shiyao's lips for a while, he took the opportunity to open Xu Shiyao's teeth and broke in.

Xu Shiyao pushed Wu Chun away.

On the contrary, Wu Chun didn't care. He lightly brushed his thumb against his lips, and looked at Xu Shiyao with a smile.

"I like it, I just want to kiss you, we were just kissing just now." Wu Chun leaned forward, pretending to be threatening and said, "If you forget this feeling, I will let you experience it every day. "

After speaking, Wu Chun felt that something was missing, and added, "I still say that, unless you can clear the memory of you in my brain, otherwise, I will continue to entangle with you."

Xu Shiyao had been in a daze since Wu Chun kissed him, and seeing Wu Chun's fierce expression now, he didn't know what to say.

For the first time, Xu Shiyao felt that his brain could not think.

"Xu Shiyao, did you hear that?" Wu Chun looked angrily at Xu Shiyao, who was in a daze, and shook his hand in front of the other person's eyes, "I like it, not just kissing, but also hugging you, wanting to do everything with you Do things."

Wu Chun moved closer to Xu Shiyao, staring at him seriously.

"Xu Shiyao, let's fall in love."

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Shiyao's body obviously leaned back.

"No." Xu Shiyao turned his eyes away, not allowing himself to look at Wu Chun, "Go back."

"Xu Shiyao, you..."

"Otherwise I won't let you see me again." Before Wu Chun could speak, Xu Shiyao interrupted him.

Wu Chun met Xu Shiyao's eyes, and the other's eyes were serious and serious, beyond doubt.

Wu Chun's heart was a little heavy. Of course he knew that as long as Xu Shiyao wanted to, they would never meet again.

It's just how reluctant Wu Chun is, he finally mustered up the courage to confirm his love.

"Xu Shiyao." Wu Chun called softly, and slowly held Xu Shiyao's right hand with his right hand. At that moment, he felt Xu Shiyao's hand trembling slightly.

Wu Chun looked in surprise, but Xu Shiyao was still facing him from the side. From Wu Chun's perspective, he could only see the other side's sharp side face, as if he was not afraid of everything, but only at the moment when he really touched the other side, did he feel that he was facing him? Feels slightly—he's afraid.

"A week ago, I found that I always had a strange feeling when I faced you. I had never been in a relationship before, and the other party was you. In a panic, I ran back home." Wu Chun followed suit unhurriedly. Xu Shiyao talked about his experiences and mentality these days, and he never let go of Xu Shiyao's hand during the period, "I thought about it for a long time at home, and I was imprisoned by worldly thoughts. I like you, but I am also afraid."

When the word "like" was uttered, Wu Chun felt the hand being held by him and shook slightly.

Wu Chun smiled slightly, "Perhaps it was doomed the moment I saw you. My inner worries are nothing compared to the fanatical love, so I came, and it was just you who hid."

When Wu Chun said this, his eyes kept staring at Xu Shiyao. He saw the other person's eyes flustered for a moment, but soon recovered.

Wu Chun's grip on Xu Shiyao's hand suddenly became stronger, and there was already a dense layer of sweat at the junction of the palm and the back of the hand.

Maybe Wu Chun didn't realize it, but he himself was trembling slightly.

Wu Chun was also afraid, afraid that Xu Shiyao would choose to avoid, afraid that Xu Shiyao would really be cruel and completely clean up the matter between them on the bark.

At that time, Xu Shiyao might really forget himself.

It's just that Wu Chun's only rejoicing at this moment is that Xu Shiyao still remembers himself.

He will passively forget every day.

He will take the initiative to "remember" every day

Remembering one thing is often much more difficult for Xu Shiyao. At the moment when his memory is emptied every day, he needs to imagine the scenes of them doing these things over and over again in his mind from the string of emotionless characters. It's been a week since we met each other. During this time, Xu Shiyao had to repeat this action countless times before he could quickly call out the word "Wu Chun" at that moment.

"Xu Shiyao." Wu Chun plucked up the courage, and said what he had always wanted to say in his heart, "You have been emphasizing to me that you are a ghost, so you say that I am not afraid, what is there to be afraid of, I have put aside all worries Prepare to meet my relationship, what are you worrying about?"

"You!" Xu Shiyao turned his head to the side, looked at Wu Chun, the corner of his mouth moved slightly, and after a while, he let out a long breath, "Wu Chun, it shouldn't be someone who does these things with you just because I'm a ghost. Me, do you understand?"

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Yaoyao be brave! ! !