Dog Licking's Way to Survive

Chapter 62

Lou Qingchen's self-incrimination was beyond Xia Ci'en's expectation. Xia Xiaozheng and Jiang Bie had problems at the same time, Xia Ci'en didn't dare to act rashly, and Jiang Bie was also temporarily indifferent to fight, which made the situation in a delicate balance.

Cui Jingyan has calmed down a lot since Yan Zixiao came back, holding a snow lotus in his hands, all four are empty.

Jiang Bie approached Cui Jingyan, he had to follow Cui Jingyan's previous temper, regardless of Sanqi 21, tear Jiang up first and don't talk about it, Jiang Bie is also prepared to be ripped off by Cui Jingyan.

Unexpectedly, Cui Jingyan didn't get angry when he saw Jiang Bie coming, so he made a pot of oolong tea for Jiang Bie with a smile, and chatted with Jiang Bie calmly face to face.

Jiang Bie has been very haggard recently, his eyes are black, obviously he hasn't slept well for a long time, even his lips are pale and bloodless.

The two sat under the corridor, Cui Jingyan took Jiang Bie's hand and felt his pulse.Seeing Cui Jingyan frowned more and more tightly, Jiang Bie smiled and withdrew his hand, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay."

Jiang Bie scratched his head, turned to look at the peach blossoms in the courtyard, and decided to speak first: "Uncle, about Brother Yan..."

"It's not your fault." Cui Jingyan touched the petals of the snow lotus beside him with a low eyebrow, and said earnestly: "Cultivation is long, how many of them ascended? Most of them are dead. If there is no soul, death is nothing but death. A handful of dry bones, how can there be so many emotions. Those who are not reconciled are all us living people."

Those words didn't look like they came from Cui Jingyan's mouth.

Cui Jingyan's sharpness has been restrained too much, and the back that has not been bent by the snow mountain for a thousand years of punishment is finally tired.

Cui Jingyan spread out the rice paper, wrote the prescription with the fragrance of tea, and said, "I used to think that 'everyone is mortal'. This person does not hurt his back when he stands up and speaks. Why should we be the ones who are going to die? Later, I found out that some people are born to worry. I can't help but help out when I see others doing things badly, and I can't help reaching out when I see others in trouble. But who doesn't know that only crying children can eat sweets. Good things don't happen to him, and suffering He didn’t eat less. Didn’t he know it himself, so why did he help? In the end, I still feel sorry, and I’d rather die standing up than living on my stomach.”

Jiang don't think of Lou Qingchen saying that when he was in the trial field in the early years, he was most afraid that others would adapt to your goodness and take your dedication for granted.

Is he the same as those people, everyone has adapted to Yan Zixiao's unconditional giving.If he really cared about Yan Zixiao's mood, he definitely shouldn't have said this to Yan Zixiao in the first place.

Jiang Bie was a little nervous, even digging into his subconscious, he might be thinking: Yan Zixiao has such a good temper, as long as he mentions it to Yan Zixiao, he will definitely not reject him.Maybe I could be more despicable: it's okay to make Yan Zixiao suffer some grievances for the sake of the overall situation, Yan Zixiao won't complain anyway.

During the conversation, Cui Jingyan's prescription has been finished.

Jiang Bie didn't recall his thoughts, and took the prescription in a daze.

Jiang Bie kept silent about his physical condition, Cui Jingyan couldn't let it go, and nodded a little: "Take care of yourself, you are not alone, and the brother is still pointing at you."

Jiang Bie, who was already in an unbearable mental state, didn't immediately notice the advice in Cui Jingyan's words. Instead, he mistakenly thought it was a reminder of the harm he had done to Lou Qingchen, and squeezed the prescription even tighter.

Nodding thoughtfully, not knowing if he understood, he dragged his feet and left.

Cui Jingyan watched Jiang Bie leave, and did not return to the house, leaning on the cushion in the corridor and looking at the peach trees in the yard.

The peach blossoms are too bright, the tiles are too dark, the sky is too light, a single tree takes up the whole sight of people, and the four words "things are right and wrong" are involuntarily stuffed into Cui Jingyan's eyes.

When Cui Jingyan regarded Yan Zixiao as a girl, he met many good men, but Yan Zixiao didn't even look at her.

Cui Jingyan asked him what he didn't like, and Yan Zixiao replied to him, "It used to be difficult for the sea to be water".

Cui Jingyan didn't understand what it meant at the time, but now Cui Jingyan thinks of Yan Zixiao's appearance.

Take a lazy review of the flowers.

Cui Jingyan murmured: "Half to practice Taoism and half to be king."

What can he persuade Jiang not to do?I am not the same.

After Jiang Bie bid farewell to Cui Jingyan, he smiled and served Lou Qingchen to eat, and coaxed him to rest and sleep well.

Jiang Bie waited for Lou Qingchen to fall asleep, kissed Lou Qingchen's forehead, got out of bed and went to the study.

As soon as the door of the study was closed, Jiang Bie, who was still smiling just now, let out a long breath and frowned unconsciously.

Jiang Bie squatted down slowly, hugging his knees and crying silently.

He is really under too much pressure, Shenxingyan has a lot of things waiting for him to deal with, the attack of Beiming Palace is imminent, and the alliance of all sects wants Shenxingyan to come forward, and he has no courage to make any decisions.

Every time he makes a wrong decision, the people around him have to bear the consequences.He can't waste Yan Zixiao's sacrifice, he can't waste Lou Qingchen's hard work, he can't miss the best opportunity to capture Beiming Palace in one fell swoop, he understands these reasons.

But if he couldn't stand it anymore, as soon as he closed his eyes, he could see Lou Qingchen's bloody face, and Xiaonian's voice of mourning kept circling in his ears.Who will be next?Jiang Yan or Cui Jingyan?

He didn't dare to show his timidity in front of Cui Jingyan and Lou Qingchen, he was ashamed of them, and he didn't have the guts to cry to someone, so he could only hold back in his heart.

Who can come and save him?

I beg you all to be good and save him.

Jiang Bie buried his face in his arms, bit his lip, and didn't even dare to cry.

"Farewell to Jiang." Someone called him.

Jiang Bie raised his face from his arms, and what caught his eyes was a pair of black satin boots with dark patterns and flowing clouds.

Jiang Bie quickly wiped his face and saw clearly that it was Jiang Yan.I wanted to stand up with a smile, but my legs became numb and I couldn't move all of a sudden.

Jiang Yan didn't wait for Jiang to get up, and said, "No one blames you."

Both of them understood the nonsensical sentence.

Jiang Bie lowered his head again and smiled wryly: "I know."

No one blames him, so can he not care?

Jiang Yan said again: "You were not like this before."

In the past, Jiang Bie, no matter what difficulties he encountered, whether he died or was sold, he could pretend to be okay and get up, showing his white teeth and smiling, trying to live on.

Jiang Yan squatted down｜to keep his eyes level with Jiang Bie, and asked, "Why do we cultivate immortals?"

Jiang Bie raised his head in a daze, and said, "Live forever, get rid of violence and live in peace..."

Jiang Yan frowned impatiently, and patted Jiang Bie's face vigorously with both hands, squeezed Jiang Bie's face into a bun, and forced Jiang Bie to look at him: "Don't say it so nicely, what did you get started for? "

Jiang Bie looked at Jiang Yan and remained silent.

Jiang Yan continued: "I just want to find a place where I can eat enough, how about you? You are not that noble, what do you want most?"

Jiang Bie's eyes gradually became wet, and he said, "I want to live! I just want to live well!"

Jiang Yan let go: "Then you have done a good job, you can reward yourself."

The defense in Jiang Bie's heart finally collapsed, he stretched out his arms to hug Jiang Yan, and cried, "Brother, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll kill you, I'm really afraid."

Jiang Yan patted Jiang Bie's back, giving Jiang Bie his temper.

Jiang Bie's repressed emotions over the past few days burst out, he hugged Jiang Yan and cried hard.At this time, he is not the head of Shenxingyan, not a monk on the right way, but just an ordinary person.

Even Jiang Bie is the youngest of these people, just their junior brother.

Jiang Yan followed Jiang Bie's hair and said, "You did a good job."

At this time, Lou Qingchen was leaning against the wall at the door of the study, aware of the movement inside, and turned the wheelchair back to the room.

When Jiang Bie returned to the room, Lou Qingchen woke up at some point and was sitting on the bed with a sullen face waiting for him.

Lou Qingchen noticed that Jiang Bie had entered the door, and gestured: "Where did you go?"

Jiang Bie was shocked, and hurriedly approached Lou Qingchen, and wrote on Lou Qingchen's palm: "Go to the study to sort out the day's affairs, why are you awake?"

Jiang Bie was very good at lying. He did go to the study to sort out the day's affairs, but he didn't mention how or what.

Lou Qingchen frowned and continued to gesture: "Tell the truth."

Jiang Paused for a moment, but did not continue writing.

Lou Qingchen gestured quickly: "I hope you treat me like before, and you are not so weak that you let me do everything. If you have any difficulties, just say, what can you hide from me? I hope you like me, It’s not that you pity me. There is no filial son in front of the long-term sick bed, if this is the case, I might as well die at the beginning, at least you have a good thought in your heart.”

After talking with Jiang Yan, Jiang Bie calmed down a lot.Start to look squarely at the relationship between him and Lou Qingchen.

Indeed, after Lou Qingchen came back, Jiang Bie became more cautious, guilt occupied most of his emotions for a while.

Jiang Bie liked Lou Qingchen very much, and when Lou Qingchen was in Tianchi Palace, Jiang Bie wanted to tie Lou Qingchen back and spend time on the bed day and night.

But now he seldom touches Lou Qingchen, and he thinks twice even when he speaks, for fear that he will accidentally smash Lou Qingchen into pieces.

He was escaping in the most childish way, he couldn't look directly at Lou Qingchen's injuries.He felt that he was not worthy of going to Lou Qingchen, and he kept being nice to Lou Qingchen, and it was about to have nothing to do with love, just to make amends.

Lou Qingchen gestured to Jiang Bie: "Give me your heart, okay?"

Jiang Bie looked at Lou Qingchen, pulled out a white cloth similar to Lou Qingchen's, and tied it in front of his eyes.

There was darkness in front of Jiang Bie's eyes, this was Lou Qingchen's current world.Jiang Bie groped Lou Qingchen's face with his hands, touched every detail of Lou Qingchen's face, and forced himself to face Lou Qingchen's scars squarely.

Eyes, nose, lips.

Lou Qingchen suddenly opened his mouth and put Jiang Bie's index finger in his mouth.

Jiang Bie was startled, and instinctively wanted to retract his hand, but Lou Qingchen bit it lightly with his teeth, which meant to persuade him to stay.

Jiang Bie froze.

The tip of Lou Qingchen's tongue brushed the tender flesh between Jiang Bie's fingers, and circled repeatedly on the fingertips.

Jiang Bie felt Lou Qingchen's hands touch his face, he paused slightly when he touched the white cloth on Jiang Bie's face, and then untied the cloth.

The white cloth fell from Jiang Bie's eyes.In the dark room, Lou Qingchen was holding Jiang Bie's fingers, with both hands resting on Jiang Bie's shoulders, the white cloth covered in pain completely changed in front of his eyes.

Jiang Bie pulled out his hand, and kissed Lou Qingchen's lips between breaths.The tongue replaced the fingers, and the long intimacy became hasty.

The lack of seven orifices made Lou Qingchen's sense of touch infinitely magnified, and any slight touch could make Lou Qingchen tremble all over.

Jiang Bie greedily inhaled the smell of Lou Qingchen, this is an insatiable love, which is what people who meet after a long absence should look like.

The author says:

... Deleted too much, only car exhaust.By the way, Cui Jingyan took the appearance of snow lotus with nothing, please make up your own brain: Jin Zhengfeng holding a lotus lamp expression pack