Dog Diary

Chapter 31

I ended up staying.Seeing his fragile and frightened appearance, I am not willing to leave him alone to face the dark night.

That night, we hugged and slept together.

Tao Ying never told me what happened, and I didn't ask.I just stroked and kissed his scars, just hugging him and giving him as much warmth as possible.

This night, I have insomnia.

I have mixed feelings in my heart, pity, anger, self-blame, guilt, and some complaints.I kept asking myself, is it right for me to do this.Is the respect and fulfillment that I think are suitable for him?

The more I think about it, the more I regret it.Maybe it's my self-righteousness all the time that keeps us drifting apart.If I was more mature and stable, even more domineering, would I be more trustworthy and trustworthy in his mind?Will he have more courage to choose me?

It's my fault that I haven't been able to give him a sense of security.

It's my fault that he's running towards me covered in scars and still won't open up to me.

Tao Ying slept soundly in my arms all night.

The next day, I had another important client to talk to.In the morning, I kissed his forehead and told him I had something important to tell him when I got home from get off work.

Tao Ying curled up under the quilt and nodded obediently.

I reluctantly went out, and was eager to return to my home all day long.

It seems that God has closed the door for me and opened a window for me again at this moment. I can't wait to run forward and welcome the new dawn.

After meeting the client, I rarely let myself get off work early.

I rushed to the supermarket to buy steak and red wine, and I went to the flower shop to buy roses.

I am willing to cook for him, and I am willing to kneel down and give him flowers.

I let go of my dignity and my pride, and ran to my master with enthusiasm like a dog, just wanting to tell him——

I will always be your loyal dog.In the past, I was an immature milk dog, only acting like a baby and needing to be petted, but now I am a strong and brave wolf dog, and I will always protect you and never let you get hurt.

I rang the doorbell passionately, repeatedly previewing what I wanted to confess.

Maybe Tao Ying is still sleeping and didn't hear it?After nearly 5 minutes of ringing the doorbell, I couldn't resist dialing his phone.

Tao Ying pressed the call button, and while I was happily waiting for him to come out and open the door, a text message sounded.

"Sorry, I'm going home first. The key is under the fire extinguisher by the door."

"Boom!" The thing I was carrying fell to the ground.

The red wine flowed out of the broken glass bottle, soaked in the bright red roses, very much like my bleeding heart at the moment.

"I'm going home first"——

I almost forgot, I'm just an outsider...

Why can't he give me a chance and give me a little trust?

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