Difficult to heal

Chapter 68

Xiu Qinjiang sent Zhong Wanyan to the security checkpoint, and sat back in the co-pilot.

"What did you say tonight?" he asked.

"Say you bullied her." Lu Shu stepped on the gas pedal.

Xiu Qinjiang laughed lowly: "Has this girl learned how to sue?"

"Yeah," Lu Shu said salty, "Your elder brother is incompetent."

"She's smart," Chu Qinjiang gave Lu Shu a meaningful look, "she will complain to her sister-in-law."

"..."

Lu Su remained expressionless: "Don't let me knock you down."

"What's wrong with calling me sister-in-law?" Chu Qinjiang said, "I don't mind if you want Chi Ran to call me sister-in-law."

"Okay, let him call it that next time." After Lu Shu finished speaking, he added, "And Lu Shuangning, let her call your sister-in-law too."

Xu Qinjiang laughed: "If you do this, Lu Shuangning can kill people."

Thinking of Lu Shuangning's way of opening her teeth and claws, wishing to hit eight of them one by one, Lu Shu also laughed.

After laughing for a while, Chu Qinjiang asked again, "What did Wanyan tell you?"

"It's nothing, just ask me if there are any special products here." Lu Shu glanced at him lazily, "You are so nervous, have you really done something bad?"

This sentence is obviously nonsense.

Xiu Qinjiang knew Lu Shu well, and he couldn't ask anything he didn't want to say, but judging from the other party's performance, Zhong Wanyan probably didn't say anything bad.

"It's a lesson from heaven and earth," Chu Qinjiang said, lying down on the seat, "I've been abstaining for several years, and if I don't meet you again, I'll really be cold-hearted."

"Are you frigid?" Lu Shu said, "Don't put gold on your face."

Xiu Qinjiang: "Hmm, just think you're praising me."

The other party seemed to be very proud, which made Lu Shu want to laugh again.

He pursed his lips, straightened his face, and said abruptly: "Your sister is quite beautiful."

Xuan Qinjiang hissed, turned his head, and narrowed his eyes threateningly: "What do you mean?"

Lu Shu raised the corner of his mouth: "As beautiful as you."

Xiu Qinjiang turned off the fire in an instant, lay back, and smiled lazily: "I will praise if I want to, no need to beat around the bush."

Lu Shu raised an eyebrow: "Have you practiced your face all these years?"

"You praised me yourself, and then called me thick-skinned," Chu Qinjiang said, "Is there any reason?"

Lu Shu was very ruthless: "No."

Xuan Qinjiang sighed: "Man, if you really get it, you won't cherish it."

Lu Shu was amused by his resentful tone, turned the steering wheel with one hand, and his shoulders shook with laughter.

Xiu Qinjiang looked at him and smiled, and after a while, he suddenly asked, "Do you want to move in and live with me?"

Lu paused for a moment, and said with his usual expression, "Now?"

"Anything is fine," said Qin Qinjiang, "If you ask me, of course I think the sooner the better, if it weren't for Chi Ran, I would have moved to your place long ago."

Lu Shu deliberately said: "Are you so impatient, Mr. Xu?"

"It means you can't get a certificate in the country," Chu Qinjiang didn't hide his feelings, "otherwise I'll definitely tie you up right now."

"A household registration book is required to obtain a certificate," Lu Shuyun said calmly, "The household registration book is with my mother."

Xiu Qinjiang smiled, fell silent, and said nothing.

Lu Shu's eyes fell on his face, the latter's face was flat and nothing could be seen.

After a while, Lu Shu looked away.

—

Xiu Qinjiang was very concerned about the two of them living together, and the next day after the agreement was made, he began to buy daily necessities for the house.

No matter what Lu Shu said he wanted to go back to get or what he lacked, it was immediately prepared over there, and even a cloakroom and a study room were cleared out for him.

With such meticulous "care", within three days, he was taken back to the villa.

Anyone who sees the high efficiency has to sigh, it's really awesome.

After get off work in the evening, Xiu Qinjiang asked the driver to go home to rest, and drove to pick up the road by himself.

When the sports car parked opposite the building, Lu Shu just came out of the company.

Li Yucheng was still following him, and he turned his head and said something to Lu Shu.

Lu Shu looked down at his phone, not paying attention to what Li Yucheng was saying, nor did he notice how the other party was getting closer.

When they raised their heads, they almost bumped into each other.

He backed away a few steps, his face worried: "I have something to say, don't get so close."

"I said it," Li Yucheng smiled, "Senior is too serious about playing with his mobile phone, so I didn't hear it."

Lu Shu was sending a message to Xiu Qinjiang, asking where he was, but Xiu Qinjiang didn't reply.

Just about to speak, the phone vibrated suddenly.

Lu Shu picked it up, and Xu Qinjiang's tone on the phone was very light: "I'm opposite you."

He looked up, and the other party was sitting in the car with the windows down, looking sideways.

After a little distance, Lu Su couldn't tell his expression clearly, but the moment he stepped forward, he was pulled back.

"Senior, I want to invite you to dinner." Li Yucheng said.

"Lu Shu," Xiu Qinjiang's voice rang through the phone at the same time, "If he doesn't let go within three seconds, I'll send him to the hospital."

"three two......"

Lu Shu shook off Li Yucheng and walked straight to the opposite side.

Li Yucheng didn't keep up, staring at Lu Shu's back with dim eyes, then moved to Xiu Qinjiang in the sports car.

Coincidentally, from the point of view of Xu Qinjiang, their gazes collided, and the other's gaze was as gloomy as a cold pool.

Lu Shu got into the car and fastened his seat belt: "Let's go."

Xiu Qinjiang didn't move, just pulled Lu Shu over, pressed the back of his head, and kissed him deeply.

Lu Shu was startled for a moment, but didn't push the person away.

He knew he was angry.

Xiu Qinjiang kissed him not tenderly, and even opened his mouth to bite him.

Lu Shuu inserted his hand into his hair, tugged at it, and said vaguely: "You fucking... Take it easy, bite me and kill you..."

Xiu Qinjiang didn't listen at all, and bit his teeth hard, the smell of blood overflowed from the lips of the two, and the tip of his tongue licked to remove the blood beads, deepening the kiss again.

When he had vented enough, he backed away a little.

"You want him to touch you again," Su Qinjiang threatened in a low voice, "Let's see who kills who."

Lu Shu wiped his lips with his thumb, and there was a trace of blood.

He smeared blood on Xu Qinjiang's lips: "If you say I'm jealous, who is more jealous?"

"You can eat vinegar as you like, except for a third person." Xiu Qinjiang said coldly.

He sucked Lu Shuan's forehead again, made a noise as if venting his anger, and then let him go.

The car window didn't go up, and Li Yucheng, who was not far away, took in the whole process of the kiss between the two without losing sight of it for a second.

He couldn't hide his ugly face, squeezed his knuckles, turned his head and left.

After returning home, Xiu Qinjiang's gloomy and cannibalistic appearance along the way finally eased a little.

Lu Shu glanced at him, and said with a smile: "You don't need to eat, Mr. Chu, I'm full of gas."

Xiu Qinjiang pinched his chin: "If you laugh again, I can eat you first."

Lu Shu made a deliberate oh, and said teasingly, "Frigid?"

The two looked at each other, and Xiu Qinjiang was immediately annoyed, pinched his face to vent his anger, turned and walked into the kitchen.

Lu Shu followed behind him: "Are you going to take the knife?"

"Yes," Chu Qinjiang took off his coat and threw it into his arms, "Run."

Lu Shu hugged his chest and leaned against the kitchen door, watching him skillfully put on his apron and take out the pre-processed chicken from the refrigerator.

"What kind of food?" Lu Shu asked.

"Dry pot chicken." Chu Qinjiang washed the chicken under the water.

Lu Shu smiled silently, closed the kitchen door for him, and went to the living room by himself.

It took less than half a year to complete the decoration of this villa. Xu Qinjiang was too busy with work and didn't like other people coming in and out of the house, so he didn't have time to buy some furniture.

Even though a part was added to Lu Shu a few days ago, the whole house still looks empty and spacious.

Lack of pyrotechnics, less human-living than his set.

After wandering around for a couple of times, Lu Shu thought in his heart that he would have to ask someone to move more furniture another day.

After all, this is the new house they will live in for a long time.

Xiu Qinjiang was very fast and prepared three dishes and one soup within an hour.

Several dishes were served on the table, with rich aroma and attractive color, and Lu Shu found that almost all of them were his own preferred taste.

After sitting down and waiting for a long time, the man from Xu Qinjiang still didn't come out of the kitchen.

Lu Shu walked in and saw tea being boiled in a small milk pot, and Xiu Qinjiang put mint leaves in it.

A refreshing fragrance wafted out, and Lu Shu smelled it: "Mint oolong?"

"The nose is good," Xuan Qinjiang stirred a few times with a spoon, scooped out two cups, "today's food is a bit spicy, drink this later."

Lu Shu put his elbow on his shoulder and sighed, "I really have to marry you home."

Xiu Qinjiang climbed up the pole: "It's good to know."

The two sat at the dining table together, and he picked up a piece of dry pot chicken for Lu Shu: "Try this."

Lu Shu ate a piece, chewed it slowly and felt it for a few seconds.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Xiu Qinjiang's cooking skills have indeed reached a very good level, at least he likes it very much.

Under the expectant eyes of the other party, Lu Shu nodded, and said with great face: "It's very delicious."

Xiu Qinjiang showed his first sincere smile after returning home: "After Zhong Ding goes bankrupt, can I still be a chef?"

Lu Shu choked, took a sip of mint tea, and said cheerfully, "Can't you think of something better?"

Chu Qinjiang raised his eyebrows: "For example?"

If Zhong Ding really went bankrupt, maybe he would be happy to see it.

"For example, Zhong Ding went bankrupt." Lu Shu didn't change his expression, "You can be a full-time housewife for me, and you can keep your salary card."

After the words fell, the two laughed at the same time.

Xiu Qinjiang also took a few chopsticks to dry pot chicken, and after eating a few mouthfuls, his expression was not very satisfied: "It's not like grandma's cooking."

He turned his head and said, "You can ask grandma for me another day, what are the specific steps?"

The sudden topic made Lu Shu's expression slightly stiff, and he suddenly disappeared.

Seeing his reaction like this, Xu Qinjiang's heart tightened inexplicably: "...what's wrong?"

Without making a sound immediately, Lu Shu paused, pondered for a moment, and finally decided not to hide it.

He said: "Grandpa and grandpa, a few years ago... got sick and passed away."

The old man found out by himself, the liver cancer is in the advanced stage, and the juniors didn't tell it, and it was only discovered when the condition was serious.

I was too old to be rescued. Not long after my grandma passed away, my grandpa missed him so much that he fell and followed him.

The two elders passed away one after another, and after cremation, they were buried together in the cemetery of their hometown, and the largest tomb was erected.

The atmosphere suddenly became heavy, surrounding the two of them, lingering.

Xuan Qinjiang lowered his eyes, and picked up the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks.

After being in a daze for a long time, he hummed.

The sound is so soft that it is almost inaudible.

Lu Shu wanted to touch him, but Xu Qinjiang stood up, turned his back and said, "I'm going to take a bath, you eat first."

After speaking, he hurried upstairs.

Lu Shu watched his back disappear, and after a while, he also left the living room.

Xiu Qinjiang took a shower without taking any change of clothes, so Lu Shu went into the bedroom closet and rummaged through it to find underwear and home clothes.

He was absent-minded when he got up to close the cabinet door, and accidentally brought down the lamp on the bedside table.

Lu Shu went to pick it up quickly, but the lamp was caught, but the bedside table was partly opened.

He glanced subconsciously, and saw only two things in the empty bedside table.

Putting the desk lamp back, Lu Shu pulled the drawer to the maximum, and the items in the cabinet were completely exposed in front of his eyes.

One is the shell bracelet he gave to Xiu Qinjiang when he was in Jinyun Island.

The other one is fluoxetine.

The package of fluoxetine was opened, and only one-third of the volume was left.

Because of the previous illness of Qin Qinjiang, Lu Shu knew about the medicine.

So he knew that fluoxetine, commonly known as Prozac, was used to treat depression.

......

There was no light in the bathroom and it was pitch black.

The only sound in the room is the sound of dripping water and the hot mist blowing towards our faces.

Lu Shu took off his clothes one by one, opened the glass door, and stepped in.

Xiu Qinjiang stood in front of the shower, with his arms propped on the wall, his head lowered, his tall figure blurred in the darkness.

Lu Shu raised his hand, stroked his butterfly bone with his fingertips, and slid his hand from the back along the waistline to the front abdomen.

Immediately, she hugged him, covering her whole body, and the matching outlines were closely attached to each other without a single gap.

The warm water flowed through the bodies of the two, surrounded by hot air, penetrated into every corner, floated to the top of the head and then fell to the feet, wrapping the two into a closed space.

"Why did you come in?" Xu Qinjiang's voice sounded a little hoarse.

Lu Shu put his lips on the back of his neck and said, "I went to England to look for you."

At that second, Xu Qinjiang's body unconsciously tensed up.

"I've searched many times," he said with despair, "I can't find it."

Almost from the first year of college, Lu Shu has been traveling back and forth between home and abroad.

As long as he has time, he will definitely fly to London.

At first, he kept searching in various universities in the UK. Lu Shu asked people for his connections everywhere. He asked acquaintances and strangers over and over again, but unfortunately there was no news.

This person, Xiu Qinjiang, seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, without any clues.

After searching for two full years, Lu Shu turned his goal to other places.

Messy companies, shops where students often work part-time, various entertainment venues and even hospitals, etc., he has been to almost all places that may or may not be possible.

The results were disappointing.

After nearly ten years, every building and road in the streets and alleys of London can be clearly imaged in my mind.

However, he couldn't find it, and even after trying his best, he couldn't find any trace of Xiu Qinjiang.

He could see everyone in London except the one he couldn't let go of.

If Tang Xingchen hadn't gone to Zhongding for a meeting that day, Lu Shu would have gotten 249 air tickets.

Years of regrets have fused into obsessions that cannot be put into words.

In this mediocre and noisy world, he lost someone he wanted to bring home.

Lu Shu tightened his arms inch by inch, as if he wanted to use such strength to make this person unable to disappear from now on.

"Brother, come back with me," Lu Shu said, "Go back and meet them."