Chapter 44
Chapter 44
The elevator was against him when he went downstairs, but the ride went smoothly when he went back. When he was approaching the 19th floor, Shen Xi remembered in a daze that he was wearing pajamas, he couldn't have the keys with him, and of course he didn't have a mobile phone.
A few months ago, he ran to Gu Yan's house for a night for this reason, so if he used the same reason tonight, would Gu Yan take him in again?
This thought was sudden and unreasonable, but Shen Qi began to seriously consider the possibility of it.
He thought he might give it a try, anyway, there was no loss for him, the big deal would be to be rejected and then squat at the door overnight.
But Gu Yan has always been soft-hearted, and probably won't really let him freeze to death outside, so there is still a great possibility that he can go into Gu Yan's house...
Ding--
The elevator stopped on the 19th floor, the elevator door opened slowly, Shen Xi's chest was still clattering because of that sudden thought, but the reality slapped him hard again——
In the rush to come out just now, he forgot to close the door at all. At this moment, the iron door is wide open, as if to welcome him back.
Shen Qi: "..."
He stood outside the door for a long time, and the two villains were fighting repeatedly in his heart. One told him to go in quickly, and the other urged him to pretend that he didn't know anything, and then closed the iron door...
It wasn't until the phone rang from the room that he cut off the inner struggle, limped in, and picked up the phone before it was hung up——
"Hey Shen Qi, what are you doing? Why don't you answer the phone all the time? Do you know how worried I am?" It was Tang Yan.Probably because Gu Yan had already informed him, that's why he made this phone call to inquire about the crime.
"I had a little fever. I slept for two days, but I didn't realize that my phone was out of battery. I'm sorry to make you worry." Shen Qi said guiltily.
Tang Yan was really anxious, and finally caught him at this moment, and taught him a good lesson in a different way, and then he cared about his friend's body:
"Did you go to the hospital? Are you okay? Your voice is as hoarse as a duck waiting to be slaughtered in the vegetable market."
"It's okay, it's much better." In fact, he was still dizzy, and he became even more dizzy after tossing around like this. He felt uncomfortable everywhere, as if he had been hit with a stick all over his body.
And he had just been struck with a stick.When you think about it that way, it's actually quite funny.
"You are stupid, what are you laughing at? You don't have to be so happy when you see Gu Yan, right?" Tang Yan turned the topic to Gu Yan.
The smile on the corner of Shen Qi's mouth disappeared, and his fingers tightly clenched the corner of the quilt.
"I told you that you had to invite me to dinner. I was trying to convince people to come to you because I was trying to talk my lips out. Is it easy for me? I..."
"Hey, why did you suddenly get sick? Didn't you feel fine two days ago? Could it be—"
Through the mobile phone, Tang Yan couldn't see his friend's expression at the moment, and he didn't hear something wrong in his tone. Instead, he was very happy because he had relieved the big stone in his heart, and couldn't help gossiping and laughing cheaply.Xixi.
"Didn't you say that the two of you lived in the same room at night, did you engage in some kind of exercise that was not suitable for children when the fire was touched? I heard that it would cause fever..."
Shen Qi: "..." He doesn't know what to say anymore, if it's really that, the key is that he doesn't bother to take a second look at him when he is naked, otherwise he won't have a fever.
"Tang Yan, I'm out with my parents. Closed."
"Get out of the closet, okay, come out of the closet—what did you say? You came out of the closet?!" Tang Yan raised his voice eight degrees, and even split his fork because he was too excited. Compared to Shen Qi, He was more like the big drake whose wings were bound and hung upside down on the iron frame.
Shen Qi repeated it again: "Well, I'm out. I'm in the closet."
It was a temporary idea to follow Gu Yan to visit the children in the mountains, because he didn't know Gu Yan's plan in advance, and Tang Yan revealed it when he chatted with him that afternoon.
At that time, he was taking a tomato and an egg out of the refrigerator, planning to cook tomato and egg noodles for dinner, but when Tang Yan called, he had no intention of cooking noodles, so he threw the egg and tomato into the sink at will. As soon as he lost it, he hurried into the room and sorted the two pieces of clothes.
Then go downstairs, drive, and go straight according to the navigation sent by Tang Yan.
Although what happened later was not satisfactory, Shen Qi did not regret that trip.I also don't regret telling my parents.cabinet.
This is considered a temporary idea, but it is also well thought out.He came home from the mountain and confessed to his parents. This decision was made by him when he was rushing towards Gu Yan, but the idea of confessing had been in his mind for a long time and many times.
He loves Gu Yan, even though it's too late to repent of this love, the other party may not care about it long ago, and he is not ready to turn around, he still wants to give it a try.But it's not to prove anything to Gu Yan or himself, it's just that this is what it should be like to love someone.
He didn't understand it before, but now he understands it.
But Mom and Dad's reaction to this was more intense than he imagined.
……
"Stinky boy, what are you talking about?! Say it again!" Dad was so angry that his face was livid, and he pointed at the tip of his nose to ask him to repeat what he just said.
Shen Qi has been selfish and weak for so many years, but at that moment, he never thought of giving in half a step. He met his father's gaze that wished to kill him, and repeated it slowly and firmly:
"The person I like is a man."
"You!" Dad moved his lips, but it was difficult to say another word, so he picked up the ashtray at hand and smashed it on his head.
At that time, his eyes were darkened and he almost fainted. The blood trickled down the corner of his forehead into his neck and into his clothes.It hurts.
"I thought why didn't you find a partner and bring your girlfriend home. It turns out that you...you are a pervert who likes men! You, you kneel down!"
Being pointed at by his own father and scolded.This is too uncomfortable, Shen Qi knelt in front of the elders, bit the inner wall of his mouth hard, and clenched his hands into fists on his thighs.
My mother has already collapsed on the sofa and cried into tears: "How could this happen, how could this happen...God, what did we do wrong to treat us like this... Son, you are trying to force us to death ah--"
Shen Xi's heart was pierced, but since he had chosen to take this step, it was impossible for him to go back.
"Son, don't kneel for us, mom kneels for you, mom kneels for you—" Mom cried and knelt opposite him.
"You're lying to us, right? Nod your head, and you told us that you were lying to us just now, right? You talk..."
"You must have a fever and be confused. Let's go take some medicine and take a nap. It will be fine when you wake up. You won't be confused, huh? You tell mom, tell mom..."
Shen Qi looked at his mother: "Mom, I'm sober, I just like him."
"Ah...God, how do you want us to live, how to live—"
In a small county like theirs, men and women would be pointed and gossiped when they reached the age of not getting married, not to mention that he had become a change.State, the same.sex.love.
Parents' reactions like this are also reasonable.So even though Shen Qi felt extremely uncomfortable, he didn't feel like Tong.Even sex changes.It's not normal, but I still don't make any arguments, just kneeling in the living room for a whole day.
No matter whether his father kicked him or beat him with a cane, he didn't resist at all.
Later, it was his mother who felt sorry for him and stopped his father from beating him again, so he saved his life.
Otherwise, he might really be beaten to death by his father.
At night, Dad stuffed the food and clothes that Shen Xi specially bought for them back into the suitcase, and then threw him out of the house together with the suitcase:
"Get out! I don't need a son who likes men! Take your things and get out! Don't come back until you change this bad habit!"
Shen Qi knew very well that his parents were angry this time and couldn't listen to what they said, so he didn't rush to do anything, and drove back to city A overnight with his suitcase.
He never thought that his parents would accept this matter all at once. Gu Yan has been working on this for almost seven years, and he has long been prepared for a protracted war.
The cold came on fiercely, and because of the injury, Shen Qi's high fever never subsided for the next two days, and he fell on the bed and couldn't get up.Waking up from sleep, like falling into a nightmare from which I can never wake up.
It didn't get better until today, the fever is still burning, but it is not confused, and it has become much clearer.
When he received Gu Yan's call, he had just charged the phone. The moment he saw the caller ID, Shen Qi couldn't believe his eyes, and even suspected that he was still dreaming, but this time the haunting feelings that haunted him were no longer there. It was a nightmare, but his sweetheart kindly entered his dream.
When Gu Yan's voice rang from the phone, he still felt unreal.But even if it was a dream, as long as Gu Yan said it, he would do it all.So he hurriedly got up from the bed, expecting to see the person he was thinking about when the iron door opened.
As a result, he stepped on it and kneeled directly on the floor, but he didn't feel any pain. He got up and rushed to the door without delaying for a second. ——He was afraid that Gu Yan would leave if he couldn't wait, and he was also afraid that this beautiful dream would wake up soon.
Fortunately, it wasn't a dream, Gu Yan really came.I came here because I was worried about him.
Even if this worry was only out of Tang Yan's plea.
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