Dianchi Lake with two bicycles

Chapter 43

The end of the year is approaching. "Nian" was a kind of monster in ancient times. It was specially designed to come out of the hole on New Year's Eve to hurt people. The people were terrified, so a wise man had insight into its practice and found out that the next year's beast was afraid of red. The lantern is at the gate, so you can spend it safely. This is the origin of the lantern.

Chinese New Year every year, every year is sad, when is there no sad New Year?Now Alin is also thinking about this issue. Logically speaking, the work of poverty alleviation is "poverty". In the past, the cure was nothing more than "money". This is like the relationship between disease and medicine. Leaves are different, let alone people?Now that the situation has changed drastically, the money management of each unit is tight, but money is needed to help the poor. What can A Lin, a newborn girl, come up with?The only way is to get in touch with the leaders of the unit to get some saved funds as a subsidy. After all, it is a drop in the bucket, and it is really of limited help to the fire. The problem now is: after working for so long, the problem is not the work itself, but those who The data files, and the withdrawal standard came out only at the end of the new year, which made it very difficult for townships, villages, work teams, and contact units.

"Responding to all changes with the same" is regarded as a common tactic of those with a strategy, but "responsive to changes" can be used. Let alone the policy that has been in place for a while, there are also bad horses among the masses, who often return to their carbine guns. Two days later, a bad horse came to the village committee. According to the previous arrangement, it was determined that we would no longer use the path of "building houses" to get rid of poverty. We even mobilized the villagers and village officials to persuade them together, but they still did not waver. Now that the new year is approaching, I do not know Hearing some rumors, he ran to Murakami and was determined to build a house, saying that there were loans and subsidies available, and that he had already asked Mr. Good to look forward to a good and auspicious day for the start of construction.

After all, Ah Lin is a girl, born in the countryside, and has dealt with these farmers all the year round. To be honest, sometimes when I see the difficult production and living conditions, I think about the beautiful mountains and rivers in my home, and I feel that I was born here and grew up here. It’s not easy, if something goes wrong, complaining and procrastinating is never the answer, and things will still be done in the end. Instead of doing this, use the time for complaining to make up, maybe things will have a better chance of turning around, but it’s better to hold on to it than to let it go , at least Alin thinks so in terms of mentality.

When you left, you were full of vigor and vigor, and when you came back, your face was full of vicissitudes. Ge Jun is still wandering in this city. This is the city they have stayed in. They have walked the roads they traveled together during their previous vacations or when they had time to go out together. It is impossible for Jin Ling to think about it now. Will be alone!Those hotels where we lived together before, those familiar roads that are a little strange, those snack bars where we still laugh and laugh in the past, every time we pass by, we are more and more tired of this city and ourselves. Pretending cannot be disguised. It seems This city can't stay for a long time, it's not that the city can't accept me, it's that I can't accept myself, let alone why dare to see Jin Ling again?

Along the way, Ge Jun still has to drink every night. Fortunately, he has no interest in going to the Fengyue place to find balance. For him, these encounters have gone beyond the scope of balance, and there is no longer any way to slightly correct it. To repair, he decided to go northwest, which was the direction of Jin Ling, but he couldn't pass by Jin Ling, don't disturb, that's the best greeting.He doesn't want to go to Shandong anymore, it's not that he doesn't want to, but he doesn't dare, he puts his hopes on a trip, and he is not sure whether he can heal his injuries, and now he can't recall, anyone, let himself go.If this goal can be achieved, it will not be in vain to come here. A trip is destined not to heal his wounds, and it must be the most tormenting for Ge Jun.

On the day of Jin Ling's wedding, there was a great scene. Although the Wang family was not a big family, through the hard work of their parents, they had won some fame and fortune in that city. The middle class was relatively high, and his father was usually good at socializing. It was inevitable that there would be a large number of people attending the wedding.There was no accident, no emotion, more of a set of procedures, Jin Ling would scan the crowd from time to time with the corner of her eye, those backs did not have the images she expected after all, this is the way it is in this life!

On the night of the wedding, Jin Ling still planned to clear the past. All the contact information with Ge Jun, QQ, WeChat, phone number, and even the groups as long as he existed. I will change my habits for many years and dispose of old items, including diaries.By the way, diary? !Subconsciously, I feel that why those heavenly kings Yu suddenly went out at my home, it must be related to those diaries. There are clues there, linking the present and the past, so that I can often be tortured by memories. Those things, those youths, finally arrived It's time to say goodbye.Even if you don't say goodbye, it will go away naturally. In this case, it is better to take the initiative.

The last time Bao Xiaoling contacted Ah San was the day before he took up the post. I don't know how she knew about it. The strange thing is: this time Ah San was very calm, surprisingly quiet, and readily agreed to Bao Xiaoling's invitation. For a period of time, the two of them got entangled, and there was always something to say, so they made an appointment on the phone to find a place to sit, and they came to a beverage shop in the south of the city.

All of a sudden, Ah San felt that Bao Xiaoling had changed a lot in the days she hadn't seen. She had become fatter and thinner, and her expression had a sense of seeing through the world. It was similar to those who were preparing to become a nun. It was just a feeling, which is rare. Yes, Ah San spoke first when he saw someone:

"I start work tomorrow

I know, I came to see you today, we don't say anything, just eat and drink

ok, you...?How are you doing these days?

I can't tell you, are you going to comfort me?" Ah San was asked again. He was supposed to ask these questions for a simple meal. These are the usual greetings, but now they have become deliberate. It seems that Bao Xiaoling Still worried:

"We will be friends in the future, and I will not comfort people

To put it bluntly, today is just to talk about it, you and I, you and my brother, anyway, it will not be the same as before, this meeting, maybe it is for the sake of not seeing each other in the future

That's not good, say, let's go!long time will be fine

No matter how long time passes, will you still like me?

I admit that I like you, but our two portals are not right, look, it's over before it even started

Do you dislike me for being older than you?

how come?you look younger than me

Don't talk about this kind of politeness, let's save it when strangers meet in the future

I don't dislike you, it's just inappropriate

Then do you dare, no matter whether the family members object or not, just the two of us together, do you dare?

me,? ? "

The annoying hesitation that often appeared when Ah San was chatting with other people appeared again.These days, Bao Da has thought about it. Thinking about his dearest elder sister, before the age of 30, he was influenced by his parents. After the age of 30, should he be influenced by himself?The same family, does the man mean to treat his relatives like this?But it's not good for her to choose who is her best friend. The key lies in this checkpoint. In addition, the conditions of Ah San's family are not good, so she is even less sure that she can think about it now.Looking at it from another angle, he was bullying the elder sister, so it was natural and reasonable for me to beat him up, but Ah San didn't, and his parents were still alive.

Just as the family was in trouble again, another incident happened: Bao Chen passed away!

Many old people have never been able to survive the winter. When the temperature drops, some old people can keep up with keeping warm even if they look strong on weekdays. But from the statistics, they have to admit that the death rate of the old people will be higher every winter, and Baochen also No exceptions, I was in good health, I ate a delicious dinner the night before, I didn’t look back beforehand, I didn’t explain the funeral, I left on a normal day, until the next day Bao Dasheng’s mother got up early to make breakfast, see The old man usually got up to make tea at this time, but he didn’t that day. He didn’t realize he had passed away when he went to the bedroom. The time was unknown, but the old man walked peacefully, with a smile on his face and drooling from the corner of his mouth. People said later that he must have passed away with a happy event. Yes, I was joking with the gods in my dream, because I could chat with the gods, I followed the gods, and I was old, so it was considered a funeral.

Bao Ju didn't complain about anyone. If he had to complain, that person was himself. Out of caring for his old father, he never told his current wife about the trivial matters, not to mention that he would definitely go to his hometown to help if he knew about it. He aroused the opinions of relatives and friends for no reason, so he never notified again.Now that I am getting older, I always feel that I have become the father of two families for no reason. How these years and these worldly events have made me become like this step by step, of course there are internal reasons, but what about external reasons?Never thought about it.

Bao Chen walked miraculously, without any warning, but very smoothly, that is, he was born not to be affected by troubles. He had just passed away, and he asked his husband to come to see him. Recently, it was possible to be buried in the ground in less than a week, and to walk away in peace, which was a good story in the village for a while.In the eyes of the villagers, an old man should be treated in these ways: when he leaves peacefully, his daily affairs are settled, his age is over, and all kinds of good things are just like what happened to Bao Chen, so people can't be more envious.Many old people would still use Chen as an example when chatting together, feeling: It would be best if we all looked like Laobao when we left.

The three brothers and sisters of the Bao family heard the news of their grandfather's death, and they made an appointment to go back to their hometown together on the same day. They almost entered the house with Bao Ju. The big family is finally a family now. Although an old man has just passed away, during the funeral, the family was busy together and did not sleep a wink for a few days, because there was no preparation, looking for a coffin, arranging board and lodging, building a altar, looking for a husband, and making white paper. Under Bao Ju's arrangement, everything went in an orderly manner, and it was not smooth. Until Bao Chen was sent up the mountain, according to the usual practice, the family had to take care of the funeral.

It is worth mentioning that Ah San also went. Bao Xiaoling told him the news. No matter what kind of grievances or grievances one may have, one should not get angry with trivial matters. The next day, Ah San was already at work and asked for a leave of absence from his work unit. The leader also knew that he had to arrange a place to live because he had just arrived, so he simply gave him a leave of absence.He had been to the Bao family's hometown before, and he was still as diligent as the first time he came. He could only feel that there are some people in the world, you can only see him once, and the second time may be a farewell.Now it seems true, since it was the funeral period, Bao Da received him according to the etiquette, and there was no special thanks, but the eldest sister Bao Xiaoling was very happy, and Bao's father and mother saw it.

The author has something to say: The bird is trapped in a cage and does not spread its wings because of Guan Yu, and it takes eight precepts to be able to Wukong in life.A very good couplet, please ask for a horizontal batch?

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