Dianchi Lake with two bicycles

Chapter 41

Ge Jun disappeared quietly the year he graduated from university. There was no warning in advance. It was deliberate and he thought it would cause less harm to Jin Ling. There was no talk of love between them. They were ordinary lovers, whether they were together or not Whether you want to break up or not, there must be a symbolic saying or ceremony, so that you can decide the future direction, or pave the way for future entanglements.Ge Jun's disappearance was exactly the same as Wang Li's disappearance, which made Jin Ling simply think that they might just have something to do and didn't inform them, who knew that they had been gone for a long time, leaving Jin Ling alone to go back to the small southwest town to find a job.

Universities are divided by faculties and even classes. The cohesion must not be as strong as in high school. The sky disappeared.To be precise, Wang Li disappeared earlier than this. Basically, she has not seen each other several times in the second semester of her senior year. She did not participate in the graduation photo shoot, did not participate in the break-up dinner, and her graduation certificate and degree certificate were collected by others. For my classmates, those days were a torment. I had to endure the anxiety caused by the hesitation before parting, and I had no plans for the future. If you added that the job search was not going well, you could understand what a low point in life is.

This time Ge Jun still thinks the same, he chooses to escape and disappear, leaving Jin Ling when he graduated, will he be able to leave Zhang Xin this time?Furthermore, that time I left to return to work in my hometown, this time I left just to leave, as for where to go, even if I pick up garbage in a foreign land, the same choice, the same sadness, life experience keeps adding weight to him, this time the difficulty is obvious bigger.

It was a rare day to come home. Parents, Zhang Xin and the child were all there. Ge Jun showed a rare performance. He also hugged the child and did not have too much resistance to Zhang Xin. He encouraged the family to have a good meal. It turned out that Zhang Xin was very happy. She thought that things might get better, even a little bit, even if it was fake. It is already good not to ask for no extremes, but only "no extremes".Ge Jun was busy in the kitchen, and the two elders were happily teasing with their children in their arms. Zhang Xin helped, and Ge Jun didn't object. People in the family knew that he had taken a leave of absence. Everyone had a good meal that night. Under Jun's full performance, the whole family was fooled, thinking that the cold winter is over and spring is coming!

The next morning, Ge Jun got up very early, and the child hadn't woken up yet, so he left a note next to the bedside table where Zhang Xin slept. It simply said "I'm leaving", followed by two words "business trip", but in the end it was It was crossed out with a pen and left with three simple words. Zhang Xin had expected that what was fake would be fake after all. Now he didn't even feel the need to explain it. He still didn't have any forgiveness for himself and the child. Crying is not the answer. Enough, now helpless, helpless, and all kinds of accumulated words can be used to describe Zhang Xin is not enough, what can he do if he leaves, the phone is turned off.

The original plan was to take a plane at the airport and go wherever you want. The damage was so great that the place of escape was no longer important. I went through it randomly in my mind, and finally had to go to my alma mater to see it.

The place where they had memories for three years is no longer theirs. This is because Yangpu has been sold, and the new campus is further south of the city. Knowing that the land is valuable, everyone is desperately trying to get the land. After passing this village, it is really Without that store, things like land are used a little less, even if there is room for expansion, the location advantage is no longer there.That university town was not my three years, and the campus with three years was not my alma mater, so I had to go to the headquarters where I hadn't been there for a long time.

Turn off the phone, make sure that no one can contact you, don't let everything bother you, sit on the train, don't use your phone, take out the MP[-] you used in college, and listen to the song you used to be familiar with: When the train Driving into this strange city, it is a neon that has never been seen.......

The agreed date seems to be coming soon, and Jin Ling is also waiting anxiously. Wang Yu is outside wandering wild cranes. The place where he last appeared was really in Tibet, but it is not as magical as in the legend. There is a toilet in the Potala Palace. It is said that It's the highest toilet in the world. It's convenient there. It seems that everything has been figured out. It's time to go home. It's too cold and I have a little altitude sickness. He just thought, go back and marry Jin Ling, and nothing will happen in the future. , life goes on as usual, as long as she doesn't contact the former him anymore, who hasn't passed away yet?I have been running around in the southeast and the north and the west these days, because of my little narrow-mindedness that others seem to be small, although it is uncomfortable for me, the facts have proved that whether it is travel or time, it has been completely cured.

The tea mountain is shrouded in clouds and mist. From a high altitude, it seems that you don’t know what kind of town is below. When you look closer, there are three rivers under the clouds and mist. Just to appreciate the beautiful scenery, it is perfect for those photographers to collect scenery. Next to a river There is a newly built brick-and-concrete house, and a mother and daughter are sitting in it, that is, Lin Mu and A Lin.Alin has already returned home. The road is very far away, no less than the ancient tea-horse road and the Silk Road. The journey is completely occupied by worries, and what is along the way is no longer important or remembered.

After all, the township hospital is incomparable. The one who knows best is Mother Lin. The last time she secretly went to the state hospital for an examination, this time she suddenly passed out and went to the township hospital. She didn't see anything. She prescribed some medicine randomly and asked people to go home and rest. Yes, it is recommended to know without guessing, it is recommended to go to the county hospital or state hospital.Nowadays, doctors don’t have any equipment and can’t see any diseases at all. They are afraid of taking responsibility. When the machine comes out, it’s okay to judge by yourself. If you don’t allow it, you can pass the responsibility to the machine. The reason why it is recommended to go up if you have intractable diseases.

Mother Lin asked to go home not long after waking up, and asked the doctor to prescribe a lot of painkillers for her. She fainted because of the unbearable pain. She planned to endure it. It is best to become a family.Now that I was prepared in my heart, I naturally wouldn't say much to my daughter. It was just that I didn't have a good rest, people are old and sick, it's just an old problem, etc. A Lin couldn't say it.On the third day, Father Lin also came back from the construction site. The whole family sat together, but finally failed to convince Mother Lin.

In order to convince the father and daughter, Lin's mother changed the doctor's words to Ah Lin and Lin's father. In order to ensure that the secret was hidden until the day it was impossible to hide it, she discussed with her family that she should ask a nurse to do it for her. It's just a ritual thing. She didn't believe in this kind of thing before, but now it's just to divert the attention of the father and daughter. It's helpless, and the family agrees.

Ah Lin didn't believe it at first, and she even disliked these superstitious activities the most. In order to reassure the elderly, she didn't say anything more. As she grew up, she treated the elderly and the changes in the world. Now I can slowly accept it, and it can really be regarded as the standard of a person's growth and maturity. The right to be an old man seeks comfort in his heart. Sometimes filial piety and obedience are contradictory. The key is not yourself, but the elderly. Thinking that obedience is filial piety, and only filial piety and obedience can be defined. Ah Lin stopped talking, called Murakami, the work team, and the township, and asked for leave. He explained the situation at home and arranged for his mother at home these days. The so-called "feudal superstition".

Life suddenly returned to its original state, and people inevitably felt a little uncomfortable. When Wang Yu restarted his mobile phone, the first number dialed Jin Ling, and Jin Ling was still busy. Looking at the number, Wang Yu seemed to be unable to believe his eyes. Yu's tone was calm and full of warmth, and Jin Ling couldn't believe that Wang Yu, who used to know how to take care of others, came back all of a sudden.In order to reassure the Jin family, Wang Yu even told the exact arrival time to the hour, and Jin Ling was waiting for the ticket when she was confused.

Just like what the village teacher thought, Wang Yu didn’t go to the elementary school again on her way home. I won’t say more about the reason. For example, she is a medical cotton swab that people use to scrub wounds when healing. Not to mention the reason, outsiders see the facts as the fact that sometimes the end of one wound is the beginning of another. This kind of therapy, which Wang Yu has now recovered to think carefully and thinks that the method is enough to balance, has nothing to do with drinking poison to quench thirst. It was the same thing, one wound was healed, and the other wound came to Jin Ling's side.

The appointed day, it should be said that the time has come. Jin Ling waited early at the station alone, watching the traffic coming and going, and took out her mobile phone to check the time from time to time. She was not on time, but arrived early. When the rural passenger van got on and off, Jin Ling didn't notice. Seeing her anxiously waiting from the side, he switched from being confident before leaving to guilt, and slowly walked around behind her, hugging Jin Ling gently.Jin Ling was startled, turned around and slapped her hard a few times, and happily hugged Wang Yu with tears in her eyes. Until now, Wang Yu didn't feel any pain in her heart, and her mood was completely different when she came and went.He is fine, but what about the other her?One day in the future, she will also face Jin Ling's situation. Does that man have a heart like hers, come and go, travel around and come back?

Returning to the Jin family, Wang Yu and Jin's father and mother explained it well. Similarly, Jin's mother believed it. Calculating again, after one month, the date agreed by Wang Yu's parents is approaching. The two discussed going back to Wang Yu's hometown. Mother Jin was worried that Chi Zesheng would change and urged them to leave as soon as possible. There is no need to worry about things at home. But Wang Yu still didn't change his behavior, just like when he got up early and went to bed late at Jin Ling's house, he was hardworking and willing to work, and he didn't take Jin Ling back to hold the wedding until the day before he made an appointment with his parents to go home.

The author has something to say: the night is getting dark, and the dense fog outside the village is lingering. Recently, the targeted poverty alleviation work is gnawing hard bones without meat, so I have to use the time of insomnia due to thinking about work in the middle of the night to write.

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