Dianchi Lake with two bicycles

Chapter 35

Since Ah San came back from Bao Da's hometown that time, he still hasn't received the job notice, so he reduces the frequency of going out.The strange thing is that Bao Xiaoling hasn't contacted him these days, because of Bao Ju's accident, there is no news yet, and there is only this kind of explanation. The undercurrent is tumbling, but there is a very calm life pattern.The fact is that Bao Xiaoling is really worried about her father, and he has to keep in mind what her grandfather said, so that no one can see that the whole family is acting in a panic.

And Bao Ju, who was still drinking tea at the Discipline Inspection Commission, suffered from being unable to communicate with the outside world. What worries him most now is that the whole family is at a loss, and they all go around looking for connections.He hopes that someone can point out that no matter how anxious the family is, they must pretend to live a normal life, and it is in his best interest to let people see that "the body is upright and not afraid of the shadow slanting".Inaction means great deeds, thinking before and after, father and son are of the same heart, if anyone can make such an arrangement during this critical period, it must be his old father. In the end, he hopes that the children will find the old man and obey the old man's words.

The fact is as he expected, the children are still able to hold their breath now, and Bao Chen will call each child regularly to tell them to hold their breath. This is the experience accumulated by the older generation over the years. At this moment Incomparably important.The three children have also changed their old habits. They have no free activities after work. They all go home and gather together, hoping that their father will come back suddenly one day. The home that has always been deserted is now very lively. Bao Da waits for his two sisters to leave work on time every day. Cooking, Bao Chen felt relieved when he knew about the crisis.

On this day, Mr. Bao was cooking normally at home. Around five o'clock in the afternoon, the two sisters were not off work, and suddenly received a call from an unfamiliar number:

"Excuse me, are you a big bag?

I am, who are you?

Don't ask me who I am, I just ask you to answer.Is your father's name Bao Ju?

Be

Is he not coming out in the Commission for Discipline Inspection now?

how do you know?

Don't ask questions, just answer them.

Yes, it is still in the Commission for Discipline Inspection

The crimes he committed can be big or small. If you want him to come out, you can collect 100 million, and I will tell you to call a certain account. Do you understand what I mean?

Understand, give money, let people go.

Are you suspecting that I am a fraud?

Yes, you are cheating.My dad went in, but he did nothing wrong.

You don't know if you committed a crime or not? !If there is no entry or exit in that kind of place, first ask your grandfather in your hometown, don’t worry, think slowly, this is just a suggestion, not forced, I will contact you again after a while.”

The phone hung up like this, and the number was a landline that few people use now. When he subconsciously went back, the person who answered the phone was a person with a different accent. Needless to say, it was a person from the grocery store who answered it on the spot. It's the shop owner.Only now is he really passive, the external and internal turmoil is now disturbed by this phone call, the real panic is coming, and the pork rib soup boiled in the kitchen overflows and he didn't notice it.Subconsciously told him to call back to the canteen and ask the boss to help describe the person who called just now, but he was very disappointed.

The two elder sisters didn't notice it at dinner that night, and Bao Da didn't say anything, and the panic on their faces could not be concealed from time to time. They just regarded it as a normal thing recently and didn't pay much attention to it.Bao Da thought that this might be a scam, and if he gave money, something would happen, so he made a decision immediately: he can't give money, and he won't promise anything. Let's see him first and then call to say something.

At the same time the next day, the strange call came again, and the number was no longer the one from yesterday:

"I gave you a day to think about it, and then I thought that in order to help you discuss it, I should give you some food for thought and prove that I am not a fraud."

Bao Dayue's hands trembled when he heard it, and he almost didn't drop his phone. One thing, he knew the time, place, person, and details about a certain project in a certain county, what kind of relationship he was involved in, and who was the one who bribed.Now he can't think of any countermeasures. The only thing he can be sure of is that that person knows everything about his father.After listening to him say the list, the phone still did not hang up:

"How? These small condiments should help your family think. Don't worry, I can tell these things. I must have the materials in my hand. If you give the money, your father will be able to come out. Otherwise, the consequences will be foolish." want to"

Hanging up the phone after finishing talking, Bao Da didn't want to repeat yesterday's procedure anymore, others were keeping him in the dark, he came prepared, and no information could be found through investigation.Only I know the matter, and he has already wavered on the issue of whether to give money, and it is those detailed events like talking about cross talk that make him waver.There is no way to raise 100 million by my own ability, I have to talk to my family and my father, but my father can't talk, so I have to call Baochen.

Troubled autumn

Ge Jun didn't say anything to Zhang Xin that day. The next day, he called Fang Yu, whom he hadn't contacted for a long time. Fang Yu has been using that number since college and now, and he can get through at any time. Not so much, it’s better to say that he can’t pay attention, not so much that he doesn’t want to pay attention. Life has come to this day with no one to talk to, nothing to say, and his heart is like a USB flash drive that is almost full of memory, moving left and right, I can't even express my own heart, I just want my heart to be a USB flash drive, restore it with one click, and start over.

Fang Yu on the other end of the phone acted like a loving mother. The photos posted from time to time on WeChat, combined with his mature voice, must be elegant and graceful, and there was no trace of youthfulness in his words. Ge Jun finally knew that his USB flash drive It has been poisoned, all important information of the past is hidden, and cannot be deleted.

Looking at the empty room, he walked to his desk. In order to give him space, Zhang Xin took the child to his father-in-law's house on weekends, and his parents went out to the park alone.After thinking for a long time, I took out a letterhead from the drawer, took out the outdated hero pen, and planned to write a letter to my child.Such a letter is destined to be very difficult to write. On weekdays, as far as he is a writer, he can write eight or ten letters without any problem. Now it is a bit unbearable to press his wrist and suppress the tears in his eyes. After all, I still forbear to write:

亲爱 的 宝贝

Dad wants to write a letter to you, but now you are still young, and it’s like talking through time and space. I think it’s more appropriate to look at your age, but Dad has something in his heart that he really wants to tell you, but he’s just worried that there might be something to say at that time. I can't remember it for a while.

It is also a good thing to know a person's past thoughts. Dad may forget this letter in the future, we may lose it when we move, or we will not be together at that time. Dad hopes to grow up with you.

Looking at it now, taking care of you is a very tiring job. Parents have to go to work, and grandparents take care of you. We don’t worry about your food and clothing. Taking care of you makes you tired and happy.

Gradually, you will grow up step by step, you can walk, talk, go to school, and think. Dad is someone who has been there. What worries you is your critical years. You are just ten and eight years old, impulsive and rebellious, and it happens that your parents are also the busiest career time.

Dad has been obedient all his life, but obedience is not necessarily good. He raised you out of convenience, and taught you to be honest, not to fight, and not to play tricks when you were young. This is not good, but it is also necessary. One day when you leave the society, the society requires you to turn around immediately, and you have to play with your mind. Now in my father's opinion, it is best for you to learn a skill in the future and keep improving, so that you can have a living capital even if you don't have to socialize too much. It's not complicated, what's complicated is the human heart.

No matter what, people in the future must learn to have their own opinions. Some things, if you are wrong, you will be wrong. You can afford to be wrong. In order to prove your own opinion, you should not only judge heroes by right or wrong. Sometimes your father will teach you, and you will not lose much However, the situation is that even when you realize that you may be wrong, you must stick to it, just stick to your opinion, and don't change it day and night.This is a man. Dad regrets not being able to live like that.But Dad doesn't regret playing forbearance, and forbearance has certain benefits.From experience, unless the ethical limit is exceeded, it is better to endure one's anger.Dad has encountered something he can't bear now, but he still has to bear it, he's used to it, and he plans to fight to the end. I don't know when this boundary will be broken, and Dad doesn't know how to face it after breaking.I hope you will grow up happily in your future life, and it is best to encounter these problems less or not.

Sincerely,

Ge Jun couldn't write the letter anymore, so Ge ​​Jun had to stop writing. In fact, he is just an ordinary person, there is no need to write for the sake of writing, maybe he will get divorced in the future, and the child may be with anyone.Looking back at the letter I wrote, it was in a mess, and I couldn’t understand what I wanted to express. When I got to this point, I concluded that I caused the tragedy because of my personality.

It is also for the sake of relatives, people who think too much about others will definitely not think about themselves. You are just wishful thinking for everyone, and you cannot get "everyone for you" in return for your actions. Ge Jun knows that, but he became a monk. When I was in the kitchen, I had already decided to ask Zhang Xin. When I asked, Zhang Xin lost control of his emotions. A home that has been built through hard work may collapse overnight. , nor this end.

After going out, I called Zhang Xin and made an appointment at a place far away from the two families. It was a coffee shop. They hadn't been here since the child was born. Come here now and then, let's just think of it as an "old place" that every two people have.It has already been stated that there is something wrong, Zhang Xin thinks that he chose such a place and said that there is a reason for him, the child is taken by the parents, and he goes out by himself.

There are still a lot of people on weekends. Ge Jun arrives early, watching those men and women chatting and laughing, he can't guess what they are talking about, but wonders whether they will still have smiling faces when they will have their own situation one day in the future.Zhang Xin also arrived, sitting down habitually, watching Ge Jun speak first:

"It seems that you are abnormal these two days, and you invited me to this place today, and you are finally willing to say what's the matter

Yeah, I haven't been here for a long time, I feel like nothing has changed

So what happened?Speak up and stop worrying us

Since we are husband and wife, shouldn't we be honest with each other?

Ok

Zhang Xin, do you...have anything to hide from me?

No, no, all that needs to be said has been said

I know, don't be nervous. Before I talk about it, I hope that no matter what happened today, you must treat it calmly. Don't worry your parents. They can't accept these things at this age. Can you do it?

ok, i'm ready, tell me

Whose child is it? "

Zhang Xin stopped talking, and then gradually lowered his head, as if he was about to lower his head to the ground, but kept silent. When Ge Jun tried to calmly ask, but there was no answer, he had to take out the test sheets from his bag:

"Is it the one from before? I can bear it, but Zhang Xin, you can't do this. What I want is not the truth, but let me help raise it. At least I have to know whose child it is."

When Ge Jun said this, he was extremely calm, but the calmer he was, the more nervous Zhang Xin was. His face was almost buried under the table, and the hair hanging down covered his face, making it hard to see what expression he had.What Ge Jun said was not to induce her to tell the truth, and then lost her temper and beat her up. He really wanted to know who it was.

Zhang Xin still didn't respond, Ge Jun saw that she had no intention of speaking, so he picked up something and drank it, leaned on the chair, looked out of the window, he didn't know if he was waiting for an answer, or he didn't know what to do.Seeing that there was no result in such consumption, he drank his own glass in one gulp, asked the waiter to pay the bill, and dragged Zhang Xin's body like a wooden figure to the depths of the garden where there were few people outside:

"Okay, now there's no one here, just the two of us, tell me, whose is it?"

Zhang Xin still kept her head down and remained silent, which was very inconsistent with her usual personality.

"I don't want any results, and this family will not change. As a man, I just want to know the answer now. Is it that difficult?" Always asking, always not answering, so repeated, finally broke his bottom line , Ge Jun slapped Zhang Xin vigorously with his right hand, Zhang Xin staggered, and immediately returned to the previous posture, silent, the only difference was a bloodshot oozing from the corner of his mouth, his hair was even more messy, and he never dared to look at Ge Jun.

Don't say, don't move, don't answer, don't look, don't go away, this is Zhang Xin's current behavior, which makes Ge Jun extremely hateful, even after slapping him a few times, she still feels like this, she thinks it should be done, she thinks Ge Jun has hit enough, Maybe it will be fairer to him to answer again, and I will feel less guilty when I say it:

"is his

When did this happen?

It's just that I had a conflict with my mother once, and I didn't want to tell you, because I was afraid that you would be unhappy, so it happened that he made an appointment to go out for a drink that day

Oh, I remembered, I said that during that time, I was pestering me every day to make a child. The original plan was that I would wait two years.Don’t say anything, it’s all clear.”

After speaking, Ge Jun didn't slap Zhang Xin again, and turned around a few times, and suddenly slapped himself a few times, then turned around and left the coffee shop, and walked away alone.Zhang Xin still stayed where she was, and her posture remained unchanged except for the few words she said. I don't know how long she wants to keep it.

When I came back that night, Ge Jun didn’t know where he went, only Ge’s father and Ge’s mother were there. Seeing Zhang Xin coming back with the child in his arms, there were many bruises on his face for no reason. He asked her what was going on and nothing happened. Gu Zi carried the child back to himself. The room was locked.Seeing that something was wrong, the two elders quickly unplugged Ge Jun's phone and turned it off!What happened these days, looks more and more strange on the surface, but the two children don't say anything, they are all abnormal, they can only worry about it.

Ge Jun was wandering alone on the street, he had nowhere to go, and he didn’t want to go anywhere. He went into a store and bought a bottle of spirits, and drank while wandering. The strange eyes of the people around him could no longer affect him. A thought suddenly came up: If I could choose in my next life, I would definitely be with them and have nothing to worry about. It's a pity that I am now envious of those scavengers on the street.He no longer dared to think about Jin Ling any more, and he didn't even dare to think about the good memories. The reality was too cruel but he needed to face and solve it quickly. What kind of world is this?

The author has something to say: Those that have passed can really only become good memories.

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