Desperate

Chapter 105: Chapter 105

Zhou Pu's deep black eyes were closed and then suddenly opened again. The porcelain white finger of the person sitting by the bed was wearing a shiny ring, which looked particularly conspicuous in the dark night.

Zhou Pu opened his mouth deeply, but found that he couldn't make a sound.

"You're awake." The man whom he hadn't seen for a long time greeted himself. Cen Lu stood up, his thin body staggering. He had already taken off the black suit that he used to commute every day, and only his shirt was wrapped around his body She was so thin that her ribs were distinct, and her slender waist seemed to break if she twisted it lightly.

"Are you hungry, do you want to eat something?" Looking at Zhou Pu deeply, the eyes were fanatical, the slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and the broken eyes blocked the scattered emotions, "I'll make it for you."

He looked happy, but it was a little strange.

Zhou Pu stared at him for a minute before he could barely confirm that the person in front of him was not a phantom. He wriggled his lips anxiously, but his voice, which had been abandoned for a long time, did not listen to him no matter what. Thin wrists won't let him go.

Cen Lu blushed under his touch for no reason, and his smile was cautious: "How about eating noodles..." Then, as if remembering something, the smile on the corner of his lips was a little lost: "I may not have a little girl." Shen, you did so well..."

Only then did Zhou Pushen realize something was wrong, his slack eyesight finally focused, Cen Lu's face flushed abnormally, as if he had a fever, he took Zhou Pushen's hand, and his fingertips turned white.

"Brother...Brother?" Zhou Pushen was finally able to speak, even though his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, he exerted his strength: "Brother...Brother...you...do...what...what..."

This is not a dream, he has never seen such a Cen Lu.The Cen Lu that Zhou Pushen has seen is always strong and correct, leading his own existence, even if he is nestled in his arms, he is still a proud wolf.

"What are you doing...cooking for you. After sleeping for so long, aren't you hungry?" Cen Lu covered his with the other hand, and Zhou Pushen's fingertips touched the cool platinum ring, but Cen Lu seemed like It was a frightened deer who shook off his hand, "Don't...don't touch..." He covered his cheeks with his hands.

"Don't...don't take it back."

Zhou Pushen was sure that the person in front of him was not in the right state, and his chest was gradually filled with fear. He frowned tightly and wanted to lean over to hug him.

Cen Lu looked at Zhou Pu's tightly knit eyebrows, thinking that he had made him angry, so his body shook even more, his knees became weak and he knelt down, and his thin protruding knees hit the ground hard, " "Boom" sound.

He half-kneeled and begged him, hiding the ring-wearing left hand tightly in his bosom: "Don't take it back..."

Zhou Pu clenched his teeth deeply. Cen Lu's appearance made him both afraid and distressed. He used all his strength to lift his soft limbs and get up from the quilt full of Cen Lu's smell.The man kneeling on the ground shrunk himself into a small ball, and flinched when Zhou Pushen's hand touched him.

Zhou Pushen didn't dare to act rashly anymore, let alone touch his hand again. After a while, Cen Lu seemed to be used to his touch, and his fingertips climbed up the man's strong arm, and he unloaded himself on the other side. In her arms, her eyes were wide open: "I don't want to eat, do you want me?"

Zhou Pu looked at him in deep shock.

Seeing that he didn't object, Cen Lu had already started to unbutton himself, revealing his smooth and white collarbone: "Xiao Shen, you want me, I'm fine. As long as..." He threw himself into his arms and took Zhou Pushen's hand Put it on your waist: "Don't want me."

"The ring...don't take it back, okay?" The man in his arms was crying, and kissed his neck in a random way: "As long as you don't take it back, I can do anything."

"I'll never leave you again. I didn't do well in the past. I shouldn't have murdered you, I shouldn't have left you alone, I shouldn't have recognized you after so long...I don't know what to do... ..." Cen Lu whimpered in Zhou Pushen's arms like a cat, and what he said was illogical.

"Brother...what's the matter with you..." Zhou Pu was so sad that he couldn't speak, he hugged his shoulders tightly, what happened in the days when he left?

He was able to come back, and he could come back with such a humble life, Zhou Pushen didn't know what price Cen Lu might have paid.

But he never expected that Cen Lu would be the first one to break down between them.

"I won't take it back... I gave it to you, it's yours." Zhou Pu hugged him tightly and whispered next to his ear: "I love you."

"I love you, brother, I love you."

Like a broken robot, Zhou Pushen repeated his love words one after another. The two hugged each other and sat on the cold floor. The night was so long and cold, and only each other's body temperature was the only fire in the cold world.

Zhou Pu could feel that every time he said he loved him, Cen Lu's body became softer. When he couldn't count it, Cen Lu finally raised his head from his shoulders, and his silver-gray eyes With confused steam: "Why do you love me, but still abandon me?"

As if he really didn't understand, he stubbornly waited for his answer.

"You told me..." He lowered his head and began to cry softly, "You said you have no more wishes."

Center the red heart.

Zhou Pu took a deep breath, and the hand holding Cen Lu's shoulder almost hurt him.

"I want...to have a family with you..." Cen Lu's crying was like the sharpest dagger in the world, which could easily pierce Zhou Pushen's heart into blood: "But you don't want me anymore... I How should I say..."

You don't even want the me I used to be, but now I've become bad, and after all, I've turned into something I don't want you to see, will you be completely disappointed in me?

Zhou Pushen couldn't bear it any longer, he pushed Cen Lu's head back to his shoulder, and knocked his forehead to the place where Zhou Pushen was pierced by bullets, Zhou Pushen's complexion was distorted in pain, but he still hugged him tightly and didn't let go: " I lied..."

I'm lying, how could I have no wish, from the beginning to the end, from the first time I saw you in this life, my wish is you.

"Brother...don't cry..." Zhou Pushen coaxed softly, as if he was holding fragile porcelain in his arms, "You are so smart...how can you not even see that I am lying..."

Cen Lu seemed tired from crying, and fell limp in Zhou Pu's deep arms.But the forearm was still tightly wrapped around Zhou Pushen's back, like a drowning man grabbing a life-saving straw. Zhou Pushen had no choice but to hug him and sit down on the bed together. The phone slipped from Cen Lu's coat and fell on the ground. There was a "boom" on the ground.

Zhou Pu looked deeply at his eyelashes that still had teardrops hanging on them. Cen Lu's sleeping face was actually very childish, but this person was more proud than anyone else, so proud that he refused to show his fragility, even to his lover. Refuse to speak the truth.

Zhou Pushen never thought that one day their positions would switch, and Cen Lu would become the one who was afraid of being abandoned and could only stay where he was.

After all, he still didn't give him enough sense of security.

He hesitated for a moment, but still picked up Cen Lu's phone.

He must know what happened during this time.

In the call log, Liang Qian's name was listed first.Zhou Pushen called back. Originally, he didn't expect that the other party would call back at this time, but he got connected quickly unexpectedly. Liang Qian's gloomy voice came: "Cen Lu?"

Zhou Pu felt that Liang Qian's voice was not right, he hadn't had time to speak yet.Hearing the other party say sarcastically: "I thought there was nothing more to say between us, you help me find Dou Huaimian, and I will tell you about the prime minister's past, why, you are not satisfied?"

Zhou Pushen frowned. He held the fragile phone case and said in a deep voice, "I'm Zhou Pushen."

The other party seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then said as if mocking himself: "I forgot, so there is one more madman in this world who can't extricate himself."

Zhou Pu asked him deeply, "What do you mean?"

"It's literally." The other party seemed to sigh lightly, but the sigh was faintly heard on the phone, "Cen Lu brought you back after all."

"About this, Major Liang, I want to ask you, what have you been doing recently?"

"Don't call me a major, I'm not a major anymore..." Liang Qian's voice came through the phone line, with a slight sense of fatigue: "He didn't tell you?"

"No." Zhou Pushen pinched the poor cell phone until it clicked.

"That's right," Liang Qian said softly, "It wouldn't be his style if he told you everything."

"He doesn't look right now." Zhou Pushen keenly caught Liang Qian's breathing stagnating for a moment, "Not only now, but when I was on a mission with my brother, he also had this out-of-control state. I thought it was pressure. As a result, but now it seems too much."

"I want to ask you..." Zhou Pu turned his head and glanced at the sleeping Cen Lu: "Before...and now, what happened to my brother?"

When Cen Lu woke up the next day, he found Zhou Pushen lying beside him and looking at him.

Zhou Pushen looked like he hadn't slept all night, his eyes were terribly red, if it wasn't for the temper of this man that Cen Lu was familiar with, an ordinary person would probably be frightened by that ferocious expression and run away on the spot.

But Cen Lu seemed to see the person he relied on the most in the world, and threw himself into his arms happily, wrapping his hands and feet tightly around him, as intimate with him as a calamus wrapped around a rock.

It seems that only in this way can the huge gap in my heart be filled.

Zhou Pu hugged him affectionately, resting his chin on his frighteningly thin shoulders, he just felt that now he wanted to eat this little fox full of lies, so that his thin lips that can seduce people would never again I can't say anything to lie to myself.

Zhou Pushen tightened his arms, hugging him as if he was going to strangle the person in his arms, he thought, why he didn't keep him in Kanbar Mountain back then.

Watching helplessly, let him slide to the bottomless cliff alone.

"Brother..." Zhou Pushen only felt pain like his heart was about to burst, and the person in his arms was like sand. Every time he felt that he was about to catch him, Cen Lu would always tell him in a more cruel way, He doesn't belong to him.

"How can he recover?" Zhou Pushen's upper and lower teeth were chattering, and he almost felt the overwhelming nausea in his stomach. He couldn't help but pull out the wolf-hearted thing on the phone right now, and wring it out. neck.

Feeling the other party's anger, Liang Qian chuckled and said, "You don't have to condemn me anymore. I thought about how outrageous what I did, and besides..." His voice dropped, "Zhou Pu Shen, it’s true that I sent you to Cen Lu’s side to restore his memory, but you also got what you wanted, we all just get what we need, and who is more noble than the other.”

"Let me ask you, what does he want, how, how, talent, ability, recovery, recovery." Zhou Pushen paused every word, and he didn't want to talk to Liang Qian about any unnecessary nonsense.

"Who knows." Liang Qian stood outside the glass of the intensive care unit, looking at the dead woman on the hospital bed: "Maybe if you give her what she wants, she will come back."

Unfortunately, there is no going back.

Zhou Pushen hung up the phone.

Liang Qian listened to the busy tone from the phone in a daze, staggered a bit, and pressed her forehead to the cold glass:

Huaiye, for tragedies like ours, just one appearance is enough.

The author says:

Shenshen is back~ This article has entered the countdown, and I will try my best to finish it within the next week, thank you everyone, I love you~