deserved

Chapter 59

Qinhuai Perspective: Timeline (1-31)

Now that I think about it, I was such an asshole.

When we first met, Jiang Lin was just a naive and ridiculous little thing.Probably because of the ingenious conspiracy of his competitors, even his appearance deliberately imitated Jing Lin who was lying on the hospital bed. Should be laughed at.

He's so silly, I'll never forget his first look: cheap jeans, pullover half sleeves, innocent eyes, green flesh, obsessive gaze, dry lips, stuffed inside that silly pullover The sweaty body exudes the aroma of flesh, which arouses my desire almost instantly.

He still dared to seduce me. I tricked him into the room that belonged to me all the year round, watched him shrink back and forth, and then drove him to take a bath.

Nothing could be blocked by the transparent bedroom, and he was at a loss for the cover pulled out of the bathroom drawer.

This time, I really did a great job, where did I find such a ridiculous and charming thing.

I pushed him down and easily tore off his thin towel.He blushed and didn't dare to look up at me.

"First time?" I asked.

"Hmm...um" he stammered, he seemed to have lost his noon's wit and vigor, but instead was innocent and cute.

I pinch his face, it's a little skinny, with a little baby fat on it.completely natural.It looks so young, and being young makes me kind of guilty.

"I'm 19, don't worry." He sneaks a glance at me, his oversized eyes reflecting the overhead lights.

I went to kiss his mouth, it was sweet and soft, and I rubbed his back, and he became excited...

He was a little flustered and twisted.How does this brat look like Ji Jinglin?Alin has a face that has been frozen for thousands of years, where there is such a look of refusal and reluctance, with spring in his brows, his face is deceiving.

"Hold on." I hold him down.

The first time will be very painful, so the night is so long, there is no need to get into the topic all at once.

I pulled out my tie, the only reminder of my leaving home, ironically.

He started to bark, his voice was seductive, he seemed to be submissive, and his limbs danced in a panic.

I can't control that much, I tied his hands, gagged his grinding mouth, and separated his legs with my knees.

He is like a small animal, lying on the experimental table, ready to be slaughtered.

"I'm afraid" he trembled with passion/lust, closing his eyes.

"Don't be afraid," I coaxed, and carried out my plan

When he woke up, his body was bruised and purple, his legs were also limping, his legs could not be closed due to the long-term endurance, his face was pale, and he looked at me cautiously, his eyes were full of fascination.

I forgot his name, but I only remember You Lin, Jinglin's matter disturbed me, so I'll call him Ah Lin to make a distinction.

He was so hungry that he picked up his phone and announced in a panic that he still had classes.

I still had things to do, so I didn't want to bother him much, so I waited for him to get dressed and ordered him a breakfast.

"Qin Huai...you haven't told me your phone number yet." He boldly called out.

It was indeed an oversight on my part, he worked fine, and there's nothing wrong with doing it twice.

I threw him a business card, touched his face and turned to leave.

At noon, someone added my WeChat.It should be Ah Lin. His profile picture is an anime character with curled eyelashes and big eyes, which fits his image very well.

"Qin Huai, I miss you." He texted me.

I wanted to let him go, but he asked for it, and my eyes narrowed.

He is really good, I even have a little taste.He is so obedient, and his requirements are so low, he doesn't even ask for money or anything in return, so easy to satisfy and easy to control.

From this, I thought of a good idea: keep him in captivity, and let him wait for me in the small house I rented for him.

When he heard the news, he jumped for joy, his limp body curled up in my arms, with a satisfied smile on his lips, what a fool.

He is good everywhere, healthy, well-behaved and obedient, but cooking is a bit unpalatable.

I couldn't resist the temptation.

His aggrieved face, soft hair, white skin, pursed mouth, innocent eyes, indecisive character, all challenge my bottom line, making me often forget that what I should care and love is Jinglin.

I even decided to continue this relationship. I locked him in the house, controlled his schedule, cut off those connections I didn't like, and let him belong to me alone.

He also picked up a cat, well, it’s not as good-looking as him, but it’s passable. I hope the little cat he calls “Ball” when I’m not around can bring him happiness.

I often go to see Ji Jinglin, he is lying quietly on the bed, receiving the best care, like the male version of Sleeping Beauty, sinking into a dull dream that cannot wake up, I want to kiss his lips, but Thinking of Jiang Lin's red face, the way he called my name, reminded me of my original aspirations, my youthful dreams and the current out-of-control situation.

"Jing Lin, I met a man who looks very similar to you. When you wake up, I'll bring him to you, okay?"

Jing Lin naturally wouldn't answer, only the ups and downs on the heartbeat monitor showed his presence.

I sighed and left quietly under the watchful eye of the nurse.

He almost saw my picture and cooked me a terrible meal, so I have to deal with him and run around.

Playing games and eating instant noodles again is really worry-free.What's so interesting about games, and instant noodles are so unhealthy.

I can't stand his eyes, his hurt eyes, I'm just too busy to help, hope he likes our new house.I will make it up to him in the future.

What about Jiang Lin?I'm going to kill him!

Jing Lin and I really have no future, he has changed, and so have I, maybe life and death and time really are an insurmountable gap.I respect his choice, one person almost died for another person, of course he can have a new life and he will be fine, not to mention Ji Jingcheng that despicable bastard.

What about Jiang Lin?I can't find him anywhere, where did he go?Quit your job, and your friends and parents?How could he love money so much, the little liar!

I still went back, and returned to the family business, because I desperately needed money and power, so that I could find the little liar who made me angry and take revenge on him.

It is a very shameful thing to admit that you have made mistakes that did not exist, but your parents are old, and their hair is covered with silver threads, and wrinkles gather at the corners of their eyes.

"It's good to be back, it's good to be back." The mother repeated, and then lost her voice in pain.

My father pretended to be reading the newspaper in his hand, but actually looked at me secretly. He snorted: "Why are you still wearing that tie?"

"Remind me of the mistakes I've made." I said, gripping the red flower-colored tie tightly, remembering how it was tied to Ah Lin's hand.

Little thing, your smell is still there, so don't try to escape.

Ji Jinglin and I became ordinary friends. After so many years, we realized that we were not suitable.We missed too much, and finally relieved that even that bastard Ji Jingcheng was not so irritating after being stalked by him.

It's just that he doesn't know where he found such a treasure as Jiang Lin.

I went to harass him, force him, and make him unable to live in R City.Ji Jingcheng is indeed a respectable opponent, and just as his father left, he unexpectedly returned to City C.

Without any news, I started to ask more people.

everyone is laughing at me

I started thinking about how to torture Jiang Lin after I found him.

Ji Jingcheng was finally annoyed by my target, Shi Shi gave me a vague message: about a year ago in a bar in the southern district of C City, Ji Jinglin saw that flustered Jiang Lin under the dazzling lights, and he ran away in a hurry.

In the dead of night, on a moonlit night, I was lying in the house tossing and turning. Whenever I thought of Jiang Lin taking the money I gave him to go clubbing, flirting, or even being raped by others, I would be terribly angry. Everyone was afraid of me, and my parents slapped around They asked me if I needed a girlfriend, but I ruthlessly refused. It's not like they don't know that I only like men.

Well, it seems that he is in City C, which is convenient now.Finally, I found Cheng Xin's niece's circle of friends.

Why is he so thin, wronged, crying, hiding alone in the dessert cupcake room, lost his mind.

I just want to torture him, to see him sad, the feeling of revenge is so good, it makes me very happy, but it is mixed with a little heartache.

I don't understand how he made himself what he is now, with frightened eyes, aggrieved expression, empty face, and poor spirit.

He doesn’t eat too much. I secretly asked a nutrition expert to give him a recipe, but I was too embarrassed to give it to him, so I had to specify the ingredients every day for him to cook by himself...

Gosh, he's so charming when he's angry.

I don't know why he's upset, he looks weak and sick, I told myself enough, nothing can be too much, I always hate power, but I kept him in the house for half a year, he was probably a little bored Bar.It's fine to take him out, but the premise is that he is obedient and does not condemn me with his eyes, and I have done nothing wrong.I figured out what to do.

He was crazy, and when the blood gushed out of his hand and he clutched the broken tiles absently, my heart began to ache.I wanted to yell at him and tell him not to hurt himself, but in reality it was just me being cold-faced and distraught and taking him to the hospital.

Whatever he betrayed me for in the first place, I don't care now.

He was injured, and the arms he held were all his own masterpieces. I...I really can't bear it, it's really painful.

I wanted to make up for him and make him happy, so I chose a movie, um, a horror movie, why didn't Jiang Lin curl into my arms like in the script?

I knew, I should have done this long ago, he is still cute, he looks so good in women's clothes, and tastes as good as before, he wants a promise, after he has done such a thing , I decided to treat him well.

How foolish I was to have endured half a year of abstinence from him.

He probably hasn't been with others before, who can bear Jiang Lin like this, who can satisfy him?

not good!I'm going to be sucked dry by Jiang Lin, he must be crazy.

Why did this happen... Ah Lin... What's wrong with you?

Don't hurt yourself, it's really painful... How come it's not me who got hurt?

Well, duplicity, the blushing look is quite cute.

Don't talk to me, and learn to sulk.Forget that he is so fragile, so don't provoke him.

It's been three days, talking so happily with others, but looking down on me, Jiang Lin, do you want to rebel!

I... really didn't mean to.

Why am I hurting him time and time again.

His painful appearance made me burn all inside. His injured eyes and his thin body are all stinging me. How did things develop to this point?

Although he looks swollen and crying, it's good to laugh, so let's smile more in the future.

Ah Lin, Ah Lin, Ah Lin who is jealous every day, it feels so good to control him, even on a business trip, I can't leave him, I often can't control my hand, I go to text him, oh, he is sleeping, I I had to look at the photos he sent yesterday.

They said I was laughing, and Ren Yuzhi asked me in our small group if I was crazy to fall in love with this guy who really betrayed me, how could I fall in love with Jiang Lin, what is so good about him.

"I don't know." I replied, Jiang Lin hugged her very well, she was obedient and in line with my wishes, her kiss was very sweet, as sweet as love, probably the occurrence and development of love is so silent.

City C is in constant ups and downs, and there are still many things to do. I haven't found a perfect way to protect him yet.

"Miss me? Ah Lin?" I asked him on the phone.

"No." He replied, probably sitting on his usual sofa, covered with a blanket, as comfortable as a cat.

"Miss me?" I repeated.

"No!" He replied angrily, with a trill, and then muttered in a low voice: "What did you agree to let me do my best?"

He hung up the phone, the duplicity Ah Lin really wanted to go back and bully him right now.

There are still two days.

It happened to be my birthday on the day I returned from a business trip, so I could call Ah Lin over, calm down the suspicious man, and introduce him to my friends, so that they could see how good Ah Lin is.

Ah Lin will definitely not remember my birthday, so that I can find the right time to ask for my birthday present...and make him cry.

Then I go back and fix my family.

Maybe someday in the future, we will get married... so I will be with my Ah Lin forever.