deserved

Chapter 56

I stood by the bed in a trance, holding his hand, and no one could drive me away.

When the effect of the medicine faded, Qin Huai woke up leisurely, opened his eyes and smiled at me: "A Lin, you are still there."

He was bandaged, concussed, broken ribs, concussed, abdominal trauma, grinning, eyes sparkling, like a fool.

He is so stupid, why did he push me away, I should be the one lying here.

"Qin Huai." I lightly touched his face, "It's all my fault, doesn't it hurt..."

The effect of the medicine during the operation began to wear off, and his pain-relieving appearance, scratched face, hopeful eyes, and crooked mouth corners made people unable to bear to look directly at him.

I met his gaze, then quickly lowered my head, letting my slightly long bangs cover my face.

Tears fell silently.Why should he?

I wanted to pull away the hand that was holding him, but it was gently held, "A Lin, raise your head, let me have a look at you, are you secretly crying?"

"No." I swayed uncomfortably on the chair, my voice choked up: "Who is crying?"

"Ah Lin?" Qin Huai said softly, "You are still so sensitive, I told you it's all right."

"Oh." I said perfunctorily.

"Are you worried about me?" He asked, squeezing my hand that covered him.

"No." I was annoyed, "It's just that you are pitiful.

"Duplicity." Qin Huai hummed softly.

"No!" I pinched his arm with my other hand, "You stupid bastard, get well soon."

"Okay." Qin Huai smiled slightly, "Are we reconciled?"

Maybe.

I looked at his stupid and pitiful appearance, didn't want to answer, got up and left.

At night, I curled up under the blanket of the sofa in the ward, and it was difficult to fall asleep. The moonlight was cold, and the time was hurtful.Whenever I close my eyes, Qin Huai's bloody look will appear in my eyes.

For a moment, I firmly believed that Qin Huai would die:

He will bleed a lot, I will use my hands to plug the wound in vain, listen to his mouth gurgling, grab my hand hard, like grabbing a life-saving straw, and then close him in the sound of my calling Those deep eyes give each other eternal freedom.

I can't bear Qin Huai's kindness to me, it will only rekindle my old feelings, I would rather he is dead.Just a stare, a pleading, the belief that I had held on for several months was shattered. I was so bad that I wanted him to die.

It was all because of my willfulness that he was injured. He is my Qin Huai, how could I go so far.

The iron piece I carried on my body was quietly held in my hand, letting it wrap around my scarred palm, rubbing, rotating, and tightening, with slight pain.

The long-lost sense of familiarity returned to my heart, which eased the pain in my heart.The surroundings were very quiet, and I huddled in the blanket, making my heartbeat fully amplified, everything was secret and hopeless.My mind is clamoring to stop, but my body is working independently.

All the pain Qin Huai suffered is due to me. He lay there powerlessly, enduring the pain and frustration, and never forgetting to curry favor with me. It was all my fault.

I couldn't help but let out a small sob.

In the dark, Qin Huai turned over, and said helplessly in pain, "Ah Lin, I know you're here, listen to me, don't curl up in the blanket, I know what you're doing."

I stopped moving and held my breath, maybe Qin Huai was just sleepwalking.

Silence spread in the darkness.

"Jiang Lin." Qin Huai was furious, "Come here quickly. Do you want me to go down?"

Only then did I pass in aggrieved manner.

I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, I could only hear his heavy breathing.

"Open your hands, turn on the light, and come here." Qin Huai said, as if ordering a dead cat.

I stood beside his bed, turned on the light, and the soft light poured on Qin Huai's face.

"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?" I dodged my eyes, not daring to look at Qin Huai's face.

He seemed to be really mad at me, his broad chest was breathing heavily, and his broken ribs were driven by each breath.

I'd rather be the one who hurts.

"Hand out your hand," he ordered.

I stretch out my right hand.

"The other one," he said sternly.

I let go of my hand in a panic, and with a snap, the metal piece landed between us, which was clearly audible in the silent ward.

There was an eerie silence in the air.

"I remember Doctor Zhao said that you are already well." Qin Huai sighed, "Open your hands."

I panicked: "No, there is nothing."

"Jiang Lin!" He raised his voice.

I stared at him and said fiercely, "No."

Qin Huai was stunned, "All right, I won't watch it. Are you feeling sorry for me? Ah Lin, I will feel even more sad if you do this. You can lose your temper and hit me when you are unhappy, but you must not hurt yourself, otherwise we will still Let's die together."

"I don't want to." I protested.

"The will has already been written," Qin Huai continued, "I have left you a large sum of money, enough to build a magnificent palace, and you will die with me. It is nothing but the difference of decades in advance, okay? OK?"

I can't say anything right. .

"Are you okay?" Qin Huai repeated.

I bit my lip.

"It doesn't seem to work, then lie down." Qin Huai said in a deep voice, "Stay with me."

"No," I continued to protest, "the bed is too small, I'll crush you."

"Lie down." Qin Huai repeated with sharp eyes.

I lowered my eyes, then climbed onto his bed aggrievedly under his compelling gaze, and got into his quilt.

"Closer," he said.

I moved closer to his painful body.

Qin Huai forbade me to go out, and only asked me to stay by his side all the time, and I was responsible for three meals and other matters.I'm just his prey, locking me with possessive eyes all the time.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this. I turned on my mobile phone to ask for annual leave. Qin Huai felt that the number of days was too short, so he snatched my mobile phone and called Shen Shiqi's number arrogantly. Shen Shiqi naturally agreed a hundred times, saying that it was all his negligence. My salary is too low, Jiang Lin himself can take an indefinite paid vacation, Qin Huai smiled with satisfaction.

I know, I'm about to lose another job.

Qin Huai did a great job of keeping the secrets secret. It wasn't until the tenth day after his accident that his friends flocked to him: Ge Shu, Ren Yuzhi, Shen Shiqi, He Zhou, they occupied the small ward, carrying flowers and Guolan, after hearing what had happened, shook their heads and laughed loudly at Qin Huai's miserable appearance.

I don't understand how he can have such a bunch of stupid friends who hurt him.I looked at Qin Huai, he was just leaning against the head of the bed, his face was ashen, and he didn't say a word.

"Jiang Lin." Ge Shu said, "You did a good job in this matter, please torture him severely."

I? ? ?

He Zhou: "His ribs are recovering very well, and there is no pain at all. Don't peel apples for him."

I:……

Ren Yuzhi: "Qin Huai, aunt and uncle already know about this, I don't want to, but I happened to meet uncle when you called."

Shen Shiqi: "Qin Huai, I wish you a speedy discharge from the hospital."

The veins on Qin Huai's forehead twitched and he shouted, "Everyone get out."

Then he turned to face me and put on a smiling face: "Ah Lin, you stay."

His friends suddenly dispersed.

I sighed: "Don't be angry, they lied to you, Ren Yuzhi's eyes are so fake, and his eyes are still looking around, uncles and aunts don't know."

Qin Huai's parents definitely don't know, otherwise they would definitely tear this ungrateful "thing" into pieces.

In the next few days, people came to visit the doctor one after another. Qin Huai had a sullen face, with a noble appearance, like a lion in a cage, watching with patience. Sometimes there were too many people, and I would kill them fiercely. I don't care about my face, after all, they don't have any opinion on my face, Qin Huai also tolerates my pretense.

Later, when the brothers from the Ji family came, I was smiling at Qin Huai: Qin Huai has such a good temper, I poked his face and pinched his ears, but he would just make a toothache expression, and obediently swallow my cut apples.

Ji Jinglin coughed uncomfortably when he saw us. I was frightened by him, and the apple-cutting knife cut a small hole in my fingertip.

"Jiang Lin," Qin Huai scolded, grabbed my hand and sucked it away, and put it between his lips to suck gently. It was normal at first, but then it changed.

I was made uncomfortable by him.

Fortunately, Ji Jingcheng's voice interrupted me.

"Qin Huai, hahahaha, long time no see, you still use the old tricks." Ji Jingcheng gloated, "Do you know what happened to you has been reported?"

Qin Huai put down my hand, held me in his arms, and narrowed his eyes: "Say it clearly, or get out."

"The Xiang family is going to tear you up publicly." Ji Jingcheng sat down on the only chair in the room, "For the sake of the bloody story between you and Jiang Lin, let me remind you that they will be published in the newspaper soon.