deserved

Chapter 42

I was getting depressed day by day, and Qin Huai was also in great pain.

He hugged me every night, allowing my curled up body to stretch out. I no longer rejected his embrace, but grabbed him like a life-saving straw.

Qin Huai woke me up from the nightmare, and when I woke up, I could only cry in despair.

Qin Huai kissed me and coaxed me, but he couldn't erase the sadness in my eyes.

"Let your friends come and see you." Qin Huai finally compromised, "Or wait for me for a while, and let's go on a trip."

"Xiao Hua, Li Mu, your sister, Yu Jia, Lin You and..." Qin Huai counted my poor friends with fingers.

"No, I haven't contacted for a long time." I raised the corners of my mouth, "Who else can I see with my ugly appearance? Qin Huai, let me go, let me go, I can go anywhere."

"Then let you fend for yourself?" Qin Huai asked flatly.

"Maybe." I replied.

"Okay, okay." Qin Huai was so angry that he grabbed me with his hands, but he tried three times before he succeeded, "I swore that I will only treat you well in my life, you are dead, why am I still in this world? It would be better to die with you."

I can't answer him. No one knows how a love mixed with mistakes and lies developed to this point.Specifically, both of us are wrong, but neither of us is deadly wrong. Perhaps this is just a joke of fate. Only by destroying one person with one encounter can the other be set free.

When Qin Huai airlifted my friends from faraway places privately and let them appear in front of my eyes, I almost lost my breath.

Li Mu, who hadn't seen him for many years, got a little fatter, and his once handsome thin face became rounder, which was far more exaggerated than in the photo.Xiaohua is no longer thin and small, and has the posture of a strong woman.When they faced me, their eyes dodged slightly, they greeted me cautiously, and then exchanged glances with Qin Huai, only thinking that I was a fool, it was too much, my friends were also bribed by Qin Huai.

With a blank expression on my face, I secretly looked at them with my eyes.

The two of them got along quite like an old husband and wife, with a look in their eyes and a paragraph of unfinished words. After some instructions from Qin Huai, I was packed and thrown to the husband and wife.

Li Mu took my suitcase, patted my shoulder, and then Xiao Hua sent WeChat messages in front of my eyes, but I chose to ignore them.

"Qin Huai!!!" I screamed angrily, "When did I agree with you to do this?"

He hugged me in front of the gate of Qinhuai Community, adjusted the collar of my shirt, and finally kissed me on the cheek, pushed me away, and sighed: "Don't talk, go out and play."

I closed my mouth tightly, was dragged away by Li Mu, turned back and glared at Qin Huai, if eyes can kill, Qin Huai must have died thousands of times.

"Jiang Lin," he bid farewell sadly, "go out and have fun, I'll wait for you to come back."

As far as the journey is concerned, I am really happy.It's just that my poor health often drags down everyone's progress.I'm too tired to go far.

I don't like forest parks, hot springs, and canyons.

I lay in a daze on the big bed in the hotel, leaving the world of two to Li Mu and Xiao Hua.

On the second day of the trip, I lost my temper with Qin Huai and told him to stop harassing me, but he actually disappeared.I flipped through the previous text messages, "Xiao Lin... Ah Lin... Lin Lin... Jiang Lin!" With a soft tone and a coaxing attitude like a child, does he want it too much or thinks he is shouldering a sense of helplessness? Can shirk responsibility?

It was someone else who bombarded my mailbox: Ji Jingcheng started sending out a new round of job offers.

"Thank you, I don't want to go." I said to Ji Jingcheng, "I'm too tired, and besides, I don't have business talent."

Li Mu continued to chatter in my ear, telling me that Qin Huai is good, and telling me not to wrong myself too much.He always takes on a didactic attitude, similar to a father's indifference to his son.

I was very annoyed and wanted to find any way to make him shut up. At this time, Xiaohua would step on his feet next to him, and then smiled softly at me, trying to resolve my frustrated dilemma.

Let's go to the beach and walk on the sand in the sun.There are few tourists, the blue sky is very blue, the sea and the sky are broad, the sun is scorching the earth, and the bright sunshine makes the shadows in my heart invisible.We went to climb the mountain, and I was sitting in the empty cable car overlooking the layers of green trees. For a moment, they were very attractive to me, and I wanted to jump off.

"Don't be angry with Qin Huai anymore, Xiaolin," Xiaohua caught me who got off the cable car, "I've known you for so long, and I've only seen you like him. You must not have noticed that you were angry with him." Now, it looks more real than ever."

"Yeah." I chased away the thoughts in my mind and agreed casually.

Their annual leave is limited, we went all the way down the mountain, the car was speeding on the winding mountain road, and after a simple lunch, we formally bid farewell.

"Protect yourself, and communicate with us in time if you have anything to do!" Xiaohua shouted loudly behind me, and Li Mu smiled and waved to me.

I nodded and said, "I will."

Then he took off his visor and waved it at them.

A large group of new tourist groups broke the connection between us, and I turned around and left quietly.

When I returned to City C, the sun had just set, and the sunset glowed red in the sky, like a slow life entering the twilight years. I went back to Qinhuai's house alone to end a vain trip.

"Xiao Lin, did Liang Chen pick you up?" Qin Huai asked on the phone, "I'm sorry, the company has some emergencies. I'm out of town and couldn't welcome you back."

"Oh, it's okay, I don't like Liang Chen." I was sitting in front of the French window, depressed, with my face pressed against the cold glass.

"Okay, I understand." Qin Huai said. "I'll let her come home and supervise you to take your medicine."

Qin Huai will only be perfunctory, he will never know what I really want.

Downstairs the doorbell rang.

"I said before, I hate Liang Chen." I was angry at Qin Huai, "Since you never care what I think, don't expect me to open the door for her."

The author has something to say: The author Mao is preparing for an important exam, and the update of QAQ is a bit neglected, and the next chapter, the mother-in-law will appear.