Deep sake

Chapter 20

I lay on the bed, supported my head with my hands, and looked at Li Shenjiu.

His body was half naked, and his lower body was covered with a quilt at random. He was half-squatting on the head of the bed, concentrating on burning tobacco.After smoking a little, he knocked the stick of cigarette on the table next to the bed once or twice.

It was quiet all around, and the sky began to darken.I don't know how long it took, but it seemed like the last hour or so seemed to dissipate along with the dopamine in my brain.

This is different from the simple desire to relieve, not only the physical satisfaction, but also the spiritual orgasm.Orgasm, I can't help but laugh at the thought of the word, it kills me.If I leave Li Shenjiu in the future, my body may still be happy, but there will be a vacancy in my spirit. No one can fill this vacancy, except the person in front of me now.

"It's all your fault."

I smiled and said to Li Shenjiu who was smoking.

He didn't speak, and there were clouds and mist in his breath.

I sat up and put my head on his shoulder: "Shenjiu, let's live like this for the rest of our lives."

Li Shenjiu slowly exhaled the smoke from his mouth, picked up the cigarette stick and knocked on the table once or twice.

"Really?"

He seemed to be asking me, but his eyes didn't know where to look.

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned his body, and moved the copper pipe a little farther away: "Stop smoking, it's not good for your health."

Li Shenjiu was stunned for a moment, I looked at him and stroked his forehead: "What's wrong?"

He chuckled lightly, as if he came back to his senses: "Yeah."

"Um what?"

I think there is something wrong with his appearance, and I can't say what is wrong.

"We live like this all our lives."

He came to life, leaned over and groped for a kiss like a beginner.I couldn't hold it back, I intensified the kiss, the body fluid was entangled, the movement was too big, the quilt on his body was dragged down.

"Let's get on with it," he said, teasing down, trying to whet my resting desire.

I just wanted to explain that I have to go to class tomorrow, the most important thing is that this is the first time, I don't want him to feel bad, the warm touch makes me feel overwhelmed without saying a word.

He licked it and asked me, "How does it feel?"

I knew I shouldn't do this, but I still said persuasively: "I don't know, let me try again."

Then again, I felt that I couldn't take it anymore, I lowered my voice: "You are like this..."

Finally I forgot.About that day, there is only the intertwined sweat and panting in my memory.

In the next half month, we have been to many places, places where the wind can blow, places where the sun can shine, in the blue sky, we are like two lewd beasts, rolling through all the places that can be rolled.

For Li Shenjiu's initiative, I didn't think of other reasons. I think it's inevitable to know the taste by eating the marrow.It's just that his expression never seems to be indulgent, always blushing, and his voice is also suppressed.But he was still so enthusiastic that I was surprised, but more intoxicated, like having a sexual dream, I still felt ashamed in my heart, but the joy was greater than the shame, so the shame was gone.

It is not only our bodies that meet naked, I am sure that our souls are intermingled.

I was pretty sure at the time.