Deep green plum routine

Chapter 104

Gu Mian's culture test lasted for two days, with a total of four tests.She feels pretty good about herself, as long as there are no low-level mistakes such as wrongly reading the card on the machine, there should be no problem in crossing the line.

Walking out of the examination room, Gu Mian was hesitating whether to go home or go to the hospital when Mu Jin called.

Mu Jin should have gone home and picked up her cell phone, because she called Gu Mian with her own number.

"Hey?"

"Hey, Mianmian," Mu Jin's voice sounded haggard on the phone, "Have you finished the exam yet?"

"finish exam."

"how do you feel?"

"not bad."

"That's good." Mu Jin seemed to be a little absent-minded, "If you have nothing to do later, come to the hospital."

"Can I just go there now?"

"Well," Mu Jin paused, and added, "Grandma asked about you."

Gu Mian didn't know whether it was good news or bad news. If it was good news, Mu Jin's tone was not good enough; if it was bad news, Zhang Suqin at least mentioned her—this was like Zhang Suqin's indifference to her. much better.

No matter what the situation is, you still have to go and see it to know.Gu Mian shook her schoolbag and cheered herself up in her heart.

The examination room was far away from the city hospital, and it took half an hour for Gu Mian to rush there.Mu Jin was not there when she passed, and Zhang Suqin was the only one in the ward.

"Mianmian is here." Zhang Suqin spoke with her tongue out, but her complexion looked good.

As soon as Gu Mian heard Zhang Suqin's voice, she couldn't hold back anymore, and threw herself into her arms with red eyes: "Grandma."

"Oh, why did you start crying when you were fine?" Zhang Suqin patted Gu Mian's back and asked with concern, "Did you fail the exam?"

"No, I did well in the exam." Gu Mian tried her best to calm down, "I'm just worried about you."

"I don't have anything to worry about. I'm fine." Zhang Suqin said, sighing, "It's just that child Xiaojin who worked so hard. Every day he ran around the school and hospital, and he lost a lot of weight."

Gu Mian was a little uncertain about what Zhang Suqin meant by mentioning Mujin at this time, and called out cautiously: "Grandma..."

Zhang Suqin didn't feel that there was anything wrong at all, and continued to talk to Gu Mian: "By the way, Mianmian, you have always been on good terms with Xiao Jin. Grandma asked you, is this girl dating Ah Jin?"

Zhang Suqin's words were like a bomb, blowing Gu Mian's head into a buzzing sound.She lowered her head, not daring to look into Zhang Suqin's eyes: "I, I don't know."

Zhang Suqin didn't notice Gu Mian's abnormality, and said to herself: "I think the two of them are dating, otherwise any boy would run back and forth for an irrelevant old woman. But Xiaojin may be shy and has been unwilling Acknowledge the relationship between the two of them. In fact, grandma is not such a rigid person, and I will not object if they are really together. The child Ajin is not bad, and I am relieved to give Xiaojin to her."

Every word Zhang Suqin said was like a knife piercing Gu Mian's heart, the pain was so painful that she could hardly breathe.She lowered her head tightly, trying to control herself not to cry.

Zhang Suqin finally noticed Gu Mian's abnormality: "Mianmian, what's wrong with you? Why don't you speak."

say?What can she say at this time?Gu Mian pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, and said evasively: "My stomach hurts a little, I want to go to the toilet."

After Gu Mian finished speaking, she didn't want to stay any longer, so she turned around and left the ward.

At the door, Gu Mian met Mu Jin who came back from fetching water. Mu Jin seemed to call her, but Gu Mian didn't answer her, and went directly to the toilet.

——She admitted that she was a little angry with Mu Jin, but she really didn't want to face anyone now, whether it was Zhang Suqin or Mu Jin.

Crouching down and burying her face in her arms, the tears that Gu Mian had held back for a long time finally burst out unscrupulously.She thought that Zhang Suqin took the initiative to ask her to express her forgiveness, but it turned out that she thought everything too simply.

——The words of Zhang Suqin, every word, even every punctuation mark, are clearly trying to force her to leave Mu Jin.

She wasn't naive enough to think that Zhang Suqin would accept her and Mu Jin's affairs, but at least she shouldn't object so firmly.She thought that Zhang Suqin would give her a chance to fight for it, but she didn't expect that she would not even give her a chance.

If Zhang Suqin insisted on separating the two, how would Mu Jin choose?

Gu Mian knew the answer, but she would rather not know the answer.The ignorant are fearless, if she didn't know how important Zhang Suqin was to Mu Jin, she might still have the courage to fight with Zhang Suqin.

But she knew it, so she couldn't even show a little courage.

Gu Mian hid in the toilet and cried for a long time, her eyes were swollen when she came out.But fortunately, this is a hospital, a place where life and death scenes are staged every day, and it is not surprising that some people have red eyes from crying.

Gu Mian didn't want to go back to the ward to face Zhang Suqin, so she simply sent a text message to Mu Jin and went back directly.Uncharacteristically, Mu Jin didn't ask her why she left, but only replied with a short "yes".

Gu Mian felt that her tears were about to flow out again.

Gu Mian did not go back to Zhang Suqin and Mu Jin's house, but went back to her own home.During this period of time, I was busy with exams, and my house hadn't been cleaned for a long time.She opened the gate, looked at the leaves falling in the yard, and suddenly wanted to cry again.

Going back to the room and throwing herself on the bed, Gu Mian's tears flowed silently again.She didn't know why she was crying, maybe it was because of fear, maybe it was because of sadness.

When she thought that she and Mu Jin might be separated, her heart throbbed, which was worse than death.

Gu Mian is unwilling to be separated from Mu Jin. In this world, Mu Jin is the only motivation for her to live.Without Mu Jin, she doesn't know what meaning her life has.

But if she insisted on not leaving, what would Mu Jin do?On one side is the grandmother who loves her, and on the other side is the gay man who has been with her for many years. No matter which one you choose, someone will get hurt.

No, not right.Gu Mian began to dig into the horns, how could she put herself on the same level as Zhang Suqin.In this world, there can be many lovers, but there is only one grandma.So lovers can be lost, but grandma absolutely cannot.

However, to her, Gu Mian, there is only one Mu Jin.To put it mildly, she is her own world, where else can she go without her?

Gu Mian suddenly misses Xiao Zhenhui very much. If Xiao Zhenhui is here, she can definitely tell her what to choose.Even if Xiao Zhenhui made a choice that she was unwilling to face, but when she was sad, Xiao Zhenhui could at least give her an embrace to accept her tears.

She really wanted to hold Xiao Zhenhui and cry happily.

Lying on the bed alone, thinking a lot, Gu Mian didn't know when she fell asleep.She had a bunch of messy dreams, in which there were Mu Jin, Xiao Zhenhui, Zhang Suqin, Tao Jin, Xiao Sisi, Xiao Huajian, and many, many others.

But she couldn't remember exactly what the dream was about.

The next day Gu Mian woke up from hunger, it was bright outside and the sun was already high.She took the phone to check what time it was, but found that the phone had been turned off.

The charger was at Zhang Suqin's side, Gu Mian didn't want to get up, so he let himself go and continued to lie down.

In the photo frame on the bedside table, Xiao Zhenhui hugged the young Gu Mian and smiled brightly.

Gu Mian suddenly wanted to know how Xiao Zhenhui survived the days when Gu Zeyang left?She is alone, with a child, but it is much more difficult than her current self.

Gu Mian looked at Xiao Zhenhui's smiling face until her vision blurred.She felt that she was so underwhelmed that she would die under such a little pressure, which was not cool at all.

After getting up and making the bed, Gu Mian went to Zhang Suqin's side to cook two eggs for herself.

The battery of the mobile phone is enough to turn it on, so Gu Mian turned it on and called Mu Jin: "Xiao Jin, do you have anything to eat at noon? I made it and sent it to you."

Mu Jin's voice on the phone was extremely weak: "No, I'm not hungry."

Gu Mian keenly sensed that Mu Jin's mood was not right, and asked cautiously: "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

Mu Jin sighed softly, her voice filled with forbearance: "Grandma is now in the intensive care unit."

Gu Mian stood up abruptly, the freshly peeled egg fell to the ground, and "Gu Lulu" rolled under the bed: "What did you say? How is grandma doing now?"

"It's out of danger, but it will be observed in the intensive care unit for a while." Mu Jin was silent for a while, and then added, "The doctor said her sequelae might get worse."

Gu Mian pulled the charger, took the wallet key and walked out the door: "Xiao Jin, don't worry, I'll be right over."

When she saw Mu Jin in the corridor of the hospital, Gu Mian knew that Zhang Suqin's statement yesterday that "everyone has lost weight" was not an exaggeration, but after three days of not seeing each other, Mu Jin was so thin that she was out of shape.

Gu Mian looked at the thin Mu Jin, feeling sorry for her and hating herself at the same time.

In the past few days, Mu Jin has to go to class, take care of Zhang Suqin, and also bear tremendous psychological pressure. However, the self-proclaimed "love Mu Jin loves to the bottom of her heart" can only hide in the side and complain about herself, instead of helping Mu Jin. Busy, and even vented his anger on her.

She didn't know how Mu Jin survived last night, and she couldn't imagine that when Mu Jin called her in a hurry last night, she got a cold "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off, please wait a moment." Dial again" mood.

"Little Jin," Gu Mian walked up to Mu Jin, wanted to touch her but didn't dare, "I'm here."

Mu Jin glanced at her, but there was no brilliance in her eyes: "Oh."

Gu Mian had never seen Mu Jin like this before, it was as if... as if she had lost her soul.Gu Mian was suffering in her heart, but she didn't dare to show it to let Mu Jin find out.She sat down next to Mu Jin, and leaned over to give her a hug: "Don't worry, grandma will be fine."

Mu Jin buried her head on her shoulder obediently, and said "hmm".

Zhang Suqin woke up in the afternoon, and walked through the gate of hell again. Her energy and energy declined a lot, and her reaction was a little slow.Sometimes when you say a word to her, it takes her a while to react.

The doctor said that this is a normal aftereffect reaction. She has been in the ghost gate twice, and she is very lucky to have the current situation.

Gu Mian still finds it hard to accept that her "Grandma Zhang" should be shrewd and capable, not what she is now.And the culprit of all this is her.

Mu Jin's face was haggard, and Gu Mian guessed that she hadn't slept all night.She found a bed and forced Mu Jin to rest, while she chatted with Zhang Suqin.

Zhang Suqin's reaction was slow, so Gu Mian waited patiently for her to respond; Zhang Suqin's mind jumped, and Gu Mian followed her topic.

The doctor said that more communication with the patient would help her return to normal. Although it was difficult, Gu Mian still hoped to see that shrewd and capable "Grandma Zhang" again.

Mu Jin slept until dark, and didn't even get up for lunch.Seeing that the time had moved towards nine o'clock, Gu Mian still woke Mu Jin up.She didn't eat for a whole day, she was afraid that Mu Jin's stomach would not be able to bear it.

Zhang Suqin had already rested, so Gu Mian suggested that the two of them go out for dinner and then walk around.

Mu Jin naturally had no objection, and silently followed behind Gu Mian.

There is nothing delicious around the hospital, Gu Mian thought that Mu Jin hadn't eaten all day, so she found a restaurant with lighter food.

During the meal, Mu Jin still didn't talk much, she would eat when Gu Mian brought her some food, and she would answer when Gu Mian talked to her, but she rarely took the initiative to find topics by herself.

Looking at Mu Jin who was eating silently, Gu Mian always felt that Mu Jin seemed to have returned to the state when she first came to City C many years ago.

No, no, Gu Mian gave herself a shot in the arm. Today is different from the past. She and Mu Jin have experienced so much together, so they won't be isolated by her so easily.

After eating, Gu Mian took Mu Jin for a stroll along the road for a while.

At this point, there are basically no pedestrians on the road, only the occasional vehicle whizzing by.

Gu Mian stretched out her hand to pull Mu Jin's hand, Mu Jin flinched, but didn't dodge.

Holding Mu Jin's hand, Gu Mian finally felt more at ease.She pondered for a while, and finally said those three words: "Xiao Jin, I'm sorry."

Mu Jin said "Huh?"

Gu Mian said: "I've been immersed in my emotions for the past few days, and I didn't even take care of you."

Mu Jin didn't answer, Gu Mian gave a wry smile, and continued: "I know I've behaved badly these past few days, as your lover, I should advance and retreat with you instead of avoiding myself. I'm sorry, it's all mine Wrong, I made you work so hard. Don’t be angry with me, I promise, I will never run away again, no matter what happens, I will face it with you.” Until the day you don’t need me.

"Mianmian," Mu Jin finally spoke, but the topic he talked about made Gu Mian a little uneasy, "Tell me, is there really eternal love in this world?"

Gu Mian didn't know why Mu Jin asked such a question, she thought for a while, and replied honestly: "I don't know."

Mu Jin looked at Gu Mian: "Will you love me forever?"

Gu Mian said without hesitation, "Yes."

"Only love me?"

"I only love you."

Mu Jin smiled: "That's enough."