cross me with love

Chapter 51

The ring lay quietly in his palm, He Tangxi stared at the silver light in Lin Jingyu's palm, his eyes suddenly became sore.

"You...you went to pick it up?" He heard his own voice, hoarse, choked, mixed with a lot of sadness.

Lin Jingyu gave a "hmm" and asked again: "Is this considered love?"

He Tangxi didn't know how to answer, the stone in his heart was pressed to his throat again, and even breathing was a dull pain.

"I..." He Tangxi was at a loss for words, he frowned, and after thinking hard, he came up with the answer, "...that's a blessing."

"No." Lin Jingyu took a step closer, grabbed He Tangxi's hand, and put the ring in He Tangxi's palm, "This is not a blessing, will someone send a ring as a blessing?"

He Tangxi grasped his hand, the chrome of the ring hurt his palm, his expression was a little dazed, as if he was asking Lin Jingyu, or asking himself: "It's not a blessing, what could it be?"

Lin Jingyu also held He Tangxi's hand, he leaned closer, and kissed him, landing on the corner of He Tangxi's lips.

He Tangxi forgot to dodge, and was forced to accept the kiss obediently. He blinked, and the eyelashes brushed Lin Jingyu's face, bringing an extremely itchy and numb feeling.

A fire burned from the heart, spreading inch by inch, to the neck, cheeks and earlobes. The brain stopped functioning at this moment, but the nerves in the small piece of skin at the corner of the lips became extremely sensitive, and all the senses All transmitted to the central nervous system.

Lin Jingyu raised his head, his soft and moist lips left that piece of skin, He Tangxi's expression was still a bit dazed, his lips were slightly parted, his eyes were full of shock and bewilderment, he looked dumb and silly.

very cute.

Lin Jingyu smiled, and couldn't help reaching out to pinch He Tangxi's cheek.He Tangxi came back to his senses, subconsciously swallowed his saliva, and said a very childish thing: "You, why did you kiss me?"

"I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back." Lin Jingyu sincerely apologized to He Tangxi.

Once again, He Tangxi ran out of words. He felt that he should severely condemn Lin Jingyu now, but the joy in his heart could not be ignored. He was still soft-hearted and easy to coax. He was a child who could be kidnapped by giving a candy , just one kiss can make him change his mind.

"Can you give me a chance?" Lin Jingyu looked into He Tangxi's eyes and asked him.

"What... what opportunity?" He Tangxi asked knowingly.

"Pursue your opportunity." Lin Jingyu's tone was very light, "Is it okay?"

"Also...it's not impossible..." He Tangxi lowered his head and muttered, "Have you really thought it through?"

"Think clearly." Lin Jingyu said firmly.

If he was destined to like a man, then he would definitely like He Tangxi, if he was destined to kiss a man, he would kiss He Tangxi.

It was because he didn't understand before, it was because he avoided it deliberately, but now he can face his inner feelings directly, and can frankly admit that his desire to possess and control He Tangxi is not because of the so-called sense of responsibility, but because of liking.

What he just kissed was the corner of He Tangxi's lips, now he wants to really kiss his lips.

Lin Jingyu suppressed his desire, and continued: "I have come out to my family."

"Ah?!" He Tangxi widened his eyes in shock, and asked in disbelief, "What did you say?"

"I have come out to my family." Lin Jingyu repeated calmly.

"Did you... tell auntie? What did she say?"

He Tangxi was a little scared in his heart, he was afraid of hearing bad words from Lin Jingyu, Aunt Xu was beautiful and gentle, although He Tangxi never said it, but in his heart he regarded Xu Manhe who was kind to him as his half Oh shit.

Lin Jingyu stared at him, his eyes gradually became gentle: "My mother said you are a good boy."

"Are you talking about me?" He Tangxi asked softly, he still couldn't believe it, "She knows..."

"Well, speaking of you, I told her everything, and she accepted it."

He Tangxi's nose was sore, and the tears could no longer hold back.He sniffed and said: "I found that I am really useless. I have not been as brave as you until now. I said I like you, but I didn't do anything. I just felt sorry for myself. When something happened, I would just hide and escape, so I told you that I was unbalanced in my heart, I have no right at all..."

He Tangxi was interrupted by Lin Jingyu before he finished speaking: "No, Tangtang, don't say that, you are very brave, you recognized your feelings when I was still hiding, you are better than me. …”

He Tangxi knew that Lin Jingyu said so much just to comfort him, and he also knew that he was indeed a coward who could only escape. Because he was afraid of losing, he hid in his shell and dared not take a step forward. When he was hurt, he only wanted to escape. Lin Jingyu was able to come to him today to do so many things for him and talk so much to him only because he was lucky.

"Try it, let's." He Tangxi looked at Lin Jingyu, there was a thin layer of tears in his eyes, and the dark eyes were soaked in the layer of water, shining brightly.

"I still like you, and you said you like me too, so why don't we try to be together first, it's useless to be entangled, if I don't dare to take this step, we'll just spend time here until the end There is nothing left, a waste of time..."

Dodging and entanglement are useless except to make himself uncomfortable. To this day, he still loves Lin Jingyu, and he still looks forward to his hug and his kiss.The joy that gushes out of his heart when he is close to him cannot be ignored. Since he still likes each other, since he likes each other, why can't he take a step forward and try to be with him?

"Okay." Lin Jingyu nodded, "Then let's try."

"Are you officially dating?" Lin Jingyu asked.

"Is there still an informal relationship?" He Tangxi acted foolishly again.

Lin Jingyu smiled. He rubbed He Tangxi's still wet hair and said, "There is no informal love, all my feelings for you are formal."

The tips of He Tangxi's ears were flushed. Ever since Lin Jingyu kissed him just now, the temperature on his cheeks and earlobes has not dropped.Getting along with Lin Jingyu in a different identity still made him feel a little uncomfortable, but this time the discomfort was a bit sweet.

He held the ring in his hand, and Lin Jingyu held his hand.

He Tangxi felt his heart fill up, even though he still didn't know how far he and Lin Jingyu's trial would go, but the joy at this moment was real, just holding hands brought him great joy.

"I, the girlfriends I used to talk about were all pretense," He Tangxi said, his voice was tight and his voice was a little nervous, "Actually, I don't know how to fall in love."

"I know," Lin Jingyu squeezed He Tangxi's hand even tighter, "I don't really know how to fall in love, but we can explore and learn slowly."