cross me with love

Chapter 19

He Tangxi came home with a fever.

The burning came strangely, and there was no trace to follow.

Lin Jingyu seemed to be holding a stove in his arms when he went to bed at night.After he woke up from the heat, he put his hand on He Tangxi's forehead, and immediately took out his mobile phone and dialed 120.

The nearby hospital dispatched quickly, and the shrill siren of the ambulance pierced the silent night sky.The Lin family's parents were awakened by the sound, they got up and went out to check, only to see Lin Jingyu hurried down from upstairs holding He Tangxi.

"Tangtang has a fever, I'll take him to the hospital." Lin Jingyu looked anxious, and spoke quickly to his parents about his plan, "You don't have to follow, I will accompany him in the hospital tonight, and the rest Let’s talk about it tomorrow morning and call.”

"Jing..." Before Xu Manhe finished speaking, Lin Jingyu had already rushed out of the house with He Tangxi in his arms.

Mr. Lin put his arms around his wife's shoulders to comfort her: "When the child grows up, he can handle things."

Xu Manhe was still worried: "I don't know if Tangtang's fever is serious or not. Is it okay for Jingyu to go to the hospital alone? Why don't we call He Peizhuo and tell him, after all, we are at our house." Mr. Lin was very relieved and believed. His son's ability: "Jingyu will take care of it, so we don't have to worry about it."

Xu Manhe said angrily: "Don't worry, I can't worry, you can sleep well tonight, but I can't sleep!"

When He Tangxi woke up, his mind was still in a daze. He opened his eyes with difficulty, and what he saw was a large expanse of paleness.

He subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to rub his eyes, but as soon as he moved his hand, someone grabbed it.

"Don't move, the needle is not finished yet."

He Tangxi saw Lin Jingyu in a haze, he was very close to him, yet far away.He Tangxi tilted his head and saw Lin Jingyu carefully put his hand back into the quilt, and then took the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand.

"The temperature has dropped." Lin Jingyu breathed a sigh of relief, then his eyes finally fell on He Tangxi's face, and asked him, "How do you feel now? Are you dizzy?"

Dizzy, so dizzy, his eyelids couldn't hold back and fell down, as long as he closes his eyes now, he can fall asleep immediately.

He Tangxi shook his head vigorously, his voice was very hoarse, as if it had been sandpapered: "I'm not dizzy anymore."

Seeing that he was in good spirits, Lin Jingyu's expression was completely relaxed, but he still pretended to be angry and said, "Don't you know that you are sick? If I didn't find out in time, your brain would burn out after burning all night, and you will become sick later. Be a little fool."

He Tangxi twitched the corners of his mouth, and joked with Lin Jingyu as before: "Then I become a fool, and you are still my brother. If I really become a fool, you can take me to college, haha Ha ha."

The smile on the corner of Lin Jingyu's mouth faded, and he patted He Tangxi's forehead lightly: "Don't talk nonsense, it's okay, you won't become a fool."

He Tangxi was still smiling, he was smiling with all his strength.

He should have smiled ugly and reluctantly, but He Tangxi couldn't care less now.He thought, it would be good if he really burned his brain and turned into a little fool. A fool doesn't need to hide his feelings, a fool doesn't have to live so hard, and a fool's happiness is really happy, not pretended.

Lin Jingyu said suddenly: "I called Uncle He, he cares about you very much."

"Then when will he come back to see me?" He Tangxi asked.

Lin Jingyu was silent for a moment, and said, "Finish the matter at hand."

He Tangxi responded and believed Lin Jingyu's words, but in fact, they all knew in their hearts that it was a lie. Lin Jingyu's phone call was true, and He Peizhuo was very concerned about whether it was a lie.

There was a long silence in the ward, so quiet that you could hear the ticking sound of dripping from the infusion set.

The bottle of medicine is almost gone.

Lin Jingyu got up to call the nurse, but just as he walked to the door, he suddenly turned around and turned back, speaking to He Tangxi.

"Tangtang, it's okay, I'll accompany you."

Lin Jingyu went out, and the ward became completely quiet.

The pale white ceiling hurt his eyes, and he suddenly smelled a bitter taste in his nose.

Could it be that the thoughts in the heart will be turned into substance because they are too strong?He Tangxi didn't know, his mind became dizzy again.

I really like him, I really like him.

But can't like it.

At least not to show it.

He Tangxi got the injection, and the fever subsided in the afternoon. Even though he was still in a daze, his body had no strength, and he was wilted, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

At first he refused to let him be hugged, insisting that he could walk by himself, but his feet were weak, and he was about to fall after walking two steps. In the end, it was Lin Jingyu who half-supported and half-carried him out, and then went home by car.

His illness was strange and serious this time, and the fever has subsided now, but after that, he never got better again and again.

Went to the hospital a few more times and received several bottles of injections. Lin Jingyu called He Peizhuo every time he went to the hospital. I don’t know if he was bored or seeing him sick was really distracting to him. He Peizhuo asked Zhang Tezhu to invite him An aunt takes care of He Tangxi at home every day.

With his aunt at home, He Tangxi can no longer live in Lin's house. He has lost weight in the past two days, and the soup made by his aunt did not make him plump up. His chin is getting sharper and his face is getting thinner. It makes the eyes bigger and bigger, making them look extraordinarily pitiful.

He Tangxi has a heart disease, and he is willing to get sick, even if he takes the best medicine and the best soup, he may not be cured.

In the blink of an eye, it was the end of August, and it was time for Lin Jingyu to pack his bags and report to the new school.

He cared about He Tangxi's body, and didn't want him to follow him, but He Tangxi insisted on following.

There was a suitcase stuffed in the trunk of the car, Mr. Lin and Xu Manhe sat in the front row, and Lin Jingyu and He Tangxi sat in the back seat.

Lin Jingyu looked at He Tangxi's thinned chin, and couldn't hide the worry in his eyes: "Why are you so thin? Didn't you eat well?" He held He Tangxi's fingers, and gently squeezed the root of his ring finger, "Bone It's all sticking out."

If it hadn't been for a full set of examinations to know that there is nothing wrong with He Tangxi's body, but his immunity is a little low, Lin Jingyu must still be worried.

It was already noon by the time we stopped and stopped at the school, the school was full of cars and people were buzzing, and everyone's face was flushed by the sun.

Lin Jingyu was worried about He Tangxi, and Mr. Lin felt sorry for Xu Manhe. The two of them were ordered to go to Lin Jingyu's dormitory to rest first, and they could just come to move things.

Xu Manhe and He Tangxi didn't rest in the dormitory, they found a rag and started cleaning.

Someone in the dormitory had already come, and while he was helping, he casually chatted with Xu Manhe and He Tangxi. The new dormmates were very chatty and funny, and they got closer without knowing it.

It took more than an hour to tidy up the dormitory, and the new roommate stood beside He Tangxi, chatted with Lin Jingyu and asked, "Your brother? He looks so good-looking."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to pinch He Tangxi's face, but He Tangxi couldn't dodge in time and was pinched squarely.

He Tangxi's skin was tender, and a light pinch would leave a red mark. Before he got angry, Lin Jingyu's face sank one step at a time.

He blocked He Tangxi from behind him.

The new roommate's expression was a little embarrassing, so Xu Manhe came over to smooth things over.

"Jingyu loves this younger brother very much. He has been ill recently and his health is not very good. Jingyu cherishes him even more."

The new roommate came down the ladder, apologized to He Tangxi, and the matter was over.

Although the roommate apologized, he still murmured in his heart, didn't he pinch his face, as for showing him face like this?

If you don't want to give up, you still have to leave. Mr. Lin and Xu Manhe don't feel any reluctance, but He Tangxi can't. He is standing downstairs in the dormitory with an aggrieved expression on his face that he is about to cry.

Lin Jingyu rubbed the top of his hair and comforted him, "I'll be back this weekend."

He Tangxi let out a muffled "Mmm", he had countless things he wanted to say to Lin Jingyu, but at the end he couldn't say anything.

Separation was far more difficult than he imagined.

This is two worlds and two lives. Although they are in the same city, the distance is so far away that they cannot meet every day and be together every day. There are many variables in life, and these variables are beyond his imagination.

Lin Jingyu will have a new life, new friends and new contacts in college. He only comes back once a week, or two weeks. How many times can they meet in a month?The less he sees, the farther he will be, and he will slowly retreat from the most important position.

From Tangtang to a younger brother, and then to a neighbor.

What he dreaded drifted away, and what he dreaded chasing came quietly.

Then what should he do with the love he can't declare, but the love he can only hide?

He's leaving him, he thought.

The throat was blocked by wet cotton, and the stomach was stretched by a thin thread. He Tangxi couldn't describe the sadness in his heart, and he didn't bother to find words to describe it.

His nose and heart were sour, and the lime juice poured on it was so sour that it made teeth ache and eyes hot.

"Brother." He Tangxi said suddenly.

"what happened?"

He wants to ask, will you gradually ignore me in the future?

This sentence was too sour for him to say it.

He wanted to ask again, can I come to you?

This sentence is a bit out of date, and it is not good to say it here.

He was silent, hesitating for a long time without saying anything, but Uncle Lin and Aunt Xu were still waiting for him, and Lin Jingyu was also waiting for him.

Finally he said, "Then I'm leaving."

"Okay." Lin Jingyu told him, "Eat well, your face will be a little fatter when I go back, I want to check."

He Tangxi smiled: "How do I check this?"

Lin Jingyu raised his hand and pinched his cheek: "Check to see if there is a little more flesh on your face than it is now."

He Tangxi assured him: "I will eat well, sleep well, and study hard when I go back."

And one last one.

I love you so much.

"Good." Lin Jingyu's fingertips caressed his face, and then hung down.

There was still residual warmth on his cheeks, He Tangxi blinked, trying to suppress the water in his eyes.

"Tangtang, are you done? I'm leaving." Xu Manhe urged.

"Then I'm leaving," He Tangxi was reluctant to let go, and he asked again for confirmation, "Are you coming back this weekend?"

"Well, come back this weekend."

"Okay," He Tangxi nodded, "Then I'm leaving, I really have to leave."

As he spoke, he didn't move a step under his feet.

Lin Jingyu thought it was funny, he said: "Let's go, my mother is waiting."

He Tangxi looked over, and Xu Manhe was looking over here with the awning in his hands.Must go.

He Tangxi walked towards the car step by step and turned his head three times.

Lin Jingyu waved goodbye to him, and when the car finally started to drive slowly away from the school, Lin Jingyu realized that he should actually give He Tangxi a farewell hug just now.

He Tangxi couldn't help crying in the car.Xu Manhe comforted him a few words, and then laughed and said that as a mother, she was still heartless, and she was not as reluctant as He Tangxi to bear her son.

He also laughed at He Tangxi, saying that their gesture of saying goodbye is the same as filming a movie.

He Tangxi cried and thought, isn't this just like making a movie?

There is only a beginning, no ending, it is destined to be BE's movie.